Chapter 2 Cornered
On the first night of running away from home, Wu Xiang still had some money, so he spent a night in a dark Internet café that he was more familiar with. Because you can't enter a regular Internet café without an 18-year-old, you may be thinking why not go to hotels and guesthouses?
First, Wu Xiang thought about it for a while, and went to the hotel to open a room to sleep, but the money on his body was not enough, and he couldn't live for long!
Second, he ran away from home this time, just because he didn't want his family to find him, and now many places need ID card registration, (whether it is accommodation or work) If the family calls the police, they will soon be able to find out where he lives! Wu Xiang fell asleep with an extremely depressed mood!
The next morning, Wu Xiang woke up cold and hungry, but his whole body ached, probably because he was beaten by his mother last night, and he still hasn't been okay?
In an unhappy mood, he left the Internet café and came to a relatively deserted and remote restaurant outside, spent a few yuan, bought a few steamed buns and a cup of soy milk, and after eating, began his wandering journey!
In order to avoid seeing people he knows, Wu Xiang wandered in the depths of the park, or on the side of the highway that was inaccessible, or hiding under an overpass, squatting quietly, aimlessly counting the passing crowds and vehicles to pass the time, and he began to think about how he should go in the future, the money on his body was not enough for him to support him for a few days, but where else could he go, relatives, unreliable! Friends, he didn't! Classmates, he didn't want to beg them.
In fact, he has a strong self-esteem and is not used to asking for help.
And he didn't want to be seen by people he knew well, because that would make him feel embarrassed.
Wu Xiang, who had never left home, fell into unprecedented confusion and confusion! In this way, he spent a whole day on the street, and then returned to the black Internet café at night and spent the night on the Internet!
There was no change in life on the third day, the only change was that there was less and less money on me.
On the fourth day, he was frugal, he only ate one meal a day, but when the money on his body was only the last hundred, his mood became more depressed and irritable, but he was also very helpless, and he had nowhere to tell him that he was depressed in his heart, so he could only spend one night in the company of cold and loneliness!
On the fifth day, he didn't go to the black Internet café again, and at this moment, in his heart, he repeatedly thought, his parents might have really abandoned him, right? It's been five days, and no one has come to look for him, and he slept in the park all night in frustration! Anyone who has really wandered may know that outside after the wee hours of the morning, the weather will be very cold, and sometimes it will be foggy, let alone sleep! Wu Xiang may not know, it's not that others don't come to him, but that he really hides well, resulting in no one being able to find him, he is really selfish, thinking only about himself, not thinking about other people's feelings,
In fact, he later learned that since he ran away from home, his parents were looking for him upside down, but unfortunately they didn't find him, and the family thought he had an accident, so they were so anxious that they were about to call the police.
But at this time, he was still complaining about his parents' wrongs! To be honest, he was really a bastard!
On the sixth day, Wu Xiang caught a cold, sneezed, and had a clear nose, he was already desperate, he was about to go crazy, and the hunger and cold of his body made him lose his mind, and a bold idea came to him spontaneously......
Wu Xiang took out the remaining dozens of yuan and bought a fruit knife at the stall, he thought, he would definitely not be able to live if he continued like this, so it was better to rob him! As long as he found the right target and did his mother's vote, Lao Tzu would be able to live again! Recalling the TV series "Can't Escape" that he had watched, isn't this the case? When people are cornered, it is easy to have bad thoughts and cranky thoughts, feeling that they have been abandoned by life and abandoned by this world, the world does not revolve around you alone, and the world will still turn non-stop without you!
At this moment, Wu Xiang's psychology underwent earth-shaking changes, and his life trajectory took a turn......
On the seventh day, Wu Xiang began to look for the target, and used the method of elimination in his heart, the best thing is to find those young women who have fallen behind, their strength is small, and they run slowly, so it is easy to succeed; adult men, the strength is too great, they can't beat it; and the children and the elderly have little money; In a place with few people, there are no cameras, it is easy to escape, and it is difficult for even the police to find evidence afterwards; the time is set at night, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and the whole plan has been replayed countless times in Wu Xiang's mind, everything is ready, only the sky is dark.
During the day, Wu Xiang squatted in some places where there were few people coming and going and began to step on the point, waiting for those who were alone or seemed to be richer to pass by, waiting, waiting, waiting until dark, and did not find a suitable object, those people were either in pairs, or in groups of three or five, Wu Xiang felt that he was weak, he really couldn't afford to provoke him, and the rest were some old grandfathers, The old woman and the like, at first glance, she looked very poor, Wu Xiang directly omitted it, and there were some tall and powerful adults, who felt more powerful than him as a pre-robber when they walked, picking and choosing, Wu Xiang found that none of them could meet his requirements!
Wu Xiang's heart at this time was like 10,000 Cao Nima running wildly, thinking, hey, it's not easy to be a robber these days, especially when a lonely robber, without foreign aid, it's really not easy to mix.
Disappointed, he waited and waited......
At about eleven o'clock in the evening, Wu Xiang squatted on the side of a street with few people, his legs were numb, and he was about to squat out of his sleep, thinking about giving up in his heart.
It just so happened that a young woman dressed in fashion was slowly walking towards him on the side of the road.
Tonight's night is very dark, the sky is cloudy, only there are some sparse lights on the street, just the roadside Wu Xiang is in the shadows, through the bright spot of the light Wu Xiang observed the surroundings, and found that it seems that people are going home to sleep, where are there other people on the street.
The woman on the other side didn't seem to notice anything wrong, and walked slowly alone, not feeling the crisis at all.
God-given opportunity, in the dead of night, no one around, the object looks quite rich, hahaha! It seems that God is blessing me, my brother is destined to do a big job tonight, it seems that tomorrow morning's breakfast has fallen, Wu Xiang howled in his heart!
Wu Xiang stood up and watched the woman pass by him slowly, so he reached out and slowly pulled out the fruit knife hidden in his sleeve little by little, put it behind him, and held it tightly in his palm.
I thought in my heart, as long as my hands and feet are neat, I act fast enough, I see the bag, and I run away after grabbing it, and I will be fine. I thought so in my heart, but my hand kept shaking as if I was disobedient, he was very afraid in his heart, he had never done such a thing, and the bottom line of conscience and morality was constantly running out to condemn him at this time, was it right or wrong for me to do this? At this time, he was in a tangle, and his hand once again clenched the handle of the knife, but at this time he hesitated, did not do it immediately, and seemed to remember something......
Waiting for the woman to slowly pass by him and walk away, Wu Xiang came back to his senses, turned around, Wu Xiang looked at the distant target with a confused look,
In the end, he sighed shamelessly and thought, it seems that robbery is really not suitable for me, I am still too kind! shook his head, and finally gave up the plan to catch up.
With a bitter face, he looked up at the sky, and just when he wanted to do it just now, a sentence suddenly came to mind.
We are poor, but we are so poor that we have backbone, we don't steal or rob, we work with our own hands to earn money, and we are not ashamed!
This is a phrase that his grandmother once said when she was alive. He was born in the countryside, his family used to be farmers, living by planting food, his grandparents' generation was very hard, they didn't read any books, and they didn't understand any big truths, only simple and honest, and they were also very backbone, when they were young, the old people would always educate him, telling him not to do those things that violated the law and discipline, because there was nothing good to do, either shot or imprisoned, don't do those things that make you regret, there is no regret medicine in the world to take.
It's a pity that they have been farmers all their lives, and they haven't caught up with the good times, just when the society is getting better and better, they died of illness before they could enjoy a few days of Qingfu!
Recalling those good memories of the past, he began to miss his home, as well as his parents, classmates, and teachers...... Messy memories filled Wu Xiang's brain, and he began to regret it......
Wu Xiang repeatedly asked himself in his heart, why, why did he come to this point today, shouldn't be, shouldn't be......
Even if there are thousands of mistakes, as a man, Wu Xiang does not allow himself to cry, because it is a sign of cowardice.
But I still can't stop feeling sad in my heart, I have a feeling that I want to cry but can't cry, it's very uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable!
Wu Xiang shook his head again and sighed.
Throwing the fruit knife in his hand on the ground, Wu Xiang left trembling while snorting while snorting.
But just after walking a few steps, my body involuntarily became weak, and a thought suddenly flashed in my mind, I was so cold, so hungry, I really wanted to sleep, I really wanted to go home!
In this week's life, he lived a life of no one or a ghost, hiding in Tibet every day, still not full, not sleeping well, what he wants most now is to eat a full meal, take a bath again, and then lie down in the bed that belongs to him and sleep beautifully, nothing else matters!
When his vision became more and more blurred, he saw a red light suddenly flash in the sky, a dazzling and emanating strange red red light, flying towards Wu Xiang, illuminating Wu Xiang couldn't open his eyes.
At this time, he no longer had the strength to think, so he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep......