Chapter 339: I don't want to live up
Emotions are always difficult to pay attention to and difficult to figure out.
"I don't know what I thought from the beginning, but then I figured it out, because being able to be with you is the greatest joy in my life, and it is also the greatest luck in my life, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I don't know what I should do now, how my life is messed up, what it has become, I'm afraid I can't even imagine it.
So since I was with you, I didn't have those thoughts at all, and I didn't have the loneliness, loneliness, and confusion I had before. ”
Human beings are social animals, so if human beings really become alone, then their hearts will definitely not be able to stand it, their hearts will definitely collapse, and they will become neurotic people, so it doesn't matter who it is.
If you just want to be alone in one place, or if you are alone in your own little world, and you don't communicate with other people or other people, then you will never be a normal person.
If you talk about those who are neurotic, if you talk about those who have neurological or psychological problems, maybe this is the case, because they stay in their own little house, they are planted in the depths of their hearts, and all their emotions are suppressed in the deepest part of their hearts, and then they really become a patient, a kind of pathology.
"Actually, I have great hopes for you from the beginning, and I like you very much, because your image is very popular with every boy, so I must like you very much, but I have never expected the two of us to be together, and I have never imagined that the two of us will be together.
So in the end, when the two of us were together, I was very, I didn't expect it, because it was so surprising that such a situation happened to me, and even those friends felt that I was completely unworthy of you, and I was like a toad eating swan meat. ”
Feelings are something that can shock everyone, so if the two of them can be together, it is the one thing that shocks everyone, the two of them have been together since they were together, and then they have quarreled again, and there is no point where both of them have to break up.
So the two of them are relatively stable, those people, they are very surprised that the two of them are together, in fact, it is also very normal, if they are not surprised, then he is abnormal.
After all, the two of them can be together, and the two of them can be combined, that is, the heavenly thunder has grazed the earth's fire, which is very shocking.
A poor student and a very good student, the two of them together is completely fantastic, but now it is a real realization, and few people think that this is normal.
But the two of them are really together, and the relationship between the two of them is very deep, the relationship between the two of them is very good, if it is an ordinary couple, it is not even as good as the relationship between them.
So this situation completely shocked everyone, completely surprised everyone, how did this boy do it, how did he chase this girl, it was amazing.
"Actually, after I was with you, I was very unbelievable now, I was very surprised now, so I was very nervous, why you are with me, why you are with me, why you have taken a fancy to me.
I don't think I'm very good myself, but I am still proud to be able to make you look at me, after all, for a boy, after all, for a boy who was very bad before, it is also a very good thing to show off to be with a very good girl. ”
Everyone should actually have good thoughts in their hearts, they should all have love, if they don't even have love, then their life is probably not worth living, after all, for a person, if he doesn't even have basic feelings, he doesn't even have the most basic experience, then he may really live in vain in this life, for a person, he lives to have the meaning of his life, he lives to have his sense of existence, if he doesn't even have a sense of existence, then he doesn't come in vain in this world?
So for him, maybe this is the real test for him, this test is to let him have real feelings, let him have real things, this kind of things are unimaginable in his life.
"Actually, I think after having you, I feel like I have the whole world, I have everything, otherwise how could I be so happy, how could I be so happy.
Because your affection is the biggest reward I get, you are the first girl I have met in this world, the most beautiful girl, I feel that you are the only person in my world, the only one of the opposite sex"
Maybe the two of them weren't the first to know, maybe the two of them just met later, but the girl in his heart was his first sight, but it was the first person he saw, because in his heart this girl was like the first side, so white, so pure, so refreshing.
"I actually think that you have always been a very liking person, because of your personality and your temper, I like it very much, and then after I learned about your past, I felt that all these things are what I want, all I want.
After all, your temper and your life experience, all your expenses are very satisfied, I like it very much, so my love for you has been out of control since then. ”
Liking a person starts from liking his daily life, because I like everything about him, so I slowly like him, if I like him, I don't like everything, and if I like him, I don't like anything, and if I say others, it's really getting a little weird.
Therefore, he likes him even more now, otherwise he would not have been able to take care of him so well all day long, take care of him so gently and drizzly all day long, otherwise it would be impossible to live under the same roof with him and trust him so much, so the relationship between the two of them, the two of them, a boyfriend and girlfriend, is still more reliable.
"Actually, if there is anything in the future, you have to tell me as soon as possible, otherwise I sometimes can't think of some things, so you have to remind me when the time comes, so that I have a bottom in my heart, so that I can be prepared in my heart, otherwise I may give you a surprise attack.
After all, for me, your family is actually my family, your relatives are my relatives, and your parents are my parents. ”
Because when his parents come back, he is also afraid, and if there is anything at that time, when this girl doesn't tell herself so much, it won't be good if you have any big trouble.
After all, her parents don't live here often, and her parents don't come often, so if something happens at that time, she herself will regret it.
"Okay, okay, I see, if I make this place my home, if I don't think of this place as our own cabin, how can I let our parents come to live here, so you don't have to worry about this, if you worry about this, then I feel bad in my heart, after all, my parents have just been discharged from the hospital, so they will definitely live here by then."
Although they went back for a few days to recheck, but they still have to live here after they come back, if they don't live here, I'm afraid they don't feel very good in their hearts, because their daughters live here, they don't live here, how can they feel good in their hearts, but you live next door, I don't feel good in my heart.
After all, the two of us have been sleeping together, but because the two of them are going to come back at that time, but we are going to be separated, what a uncomfortable thing, I actually feel very sorry for you in my heart, otherwise it might be like this. ”
What kind of feelings are for the sake of each other, if they don't think about each other, then they just ask for each other's feelings, then it's too selfish, after all, everyone has to pay, not everyone has to go extravagant, if it's just luxury, then the relationship between them may not last too long.
"Okay, okay, I know, if there is anything in the future, I will definitely tell you as soon as possible, if I don't tell you, you will find me so many times to see if things are good, and besides, do you have to take care of these things?
There are also a lot of things going on in my family, and I'm afraid that if you get entangled at that time, it will be difficult to get out, aren't you afraid? If you really can't get out by then, then you have to be responsible for this life, don't you really regret it in your heart?"
After all, he felt that he had enough things going on in his family, and that he had a parent, and that the two of them were still sick, and that they had to take good care of them, and that they had to invest a lot of money, so he felt that if a boy could do this for himself, it would be so touching that he would never refuse him.
So in the face of such a situation, this boy really gave him such a choice, but he didn't dare to accept it now.
Indeed, after the boy gave himself such a choice, he was a little scared and a little afraid to accept it, because he was afraid that he would fail the boy, and he hoped that he would live up to the boy's feelings for him and his love for himself.