Chapter 357: One Man's World
"Woooooooooo......oo Woowoo woo ......"
Let the endless tears drown you.
At this time, Bai Ye behind him was still wooden, and he kept standing in place, I don't know why, looking at the beloved and most important person who was running away and drifting away, but he didn't have the courage to move his steps a little.
He would rather stand behind him and weep silently than move his steps and beg her for even a word or two.
I just felt that the moment I was ruthlessly pushed away by Su Yao, my whole heart was broken with her small movement.
He just didn't expect it to be like this.
Just when he was thousands of miles away and crossed the ocean to come here, he swore that Su Yao would definitely promise him, he didn't expect her to refuse him, and it was so neat.
At that moment, he seemed to hear the sound of his own heart breaking.
He meditated in his heart over and over again, questioning, how could he, how could he refuse himself?
He hadn't fully recovered yet, and he didn't know what had just happened that had made him grief-stricken.
Su Yao drove the car and didn't go anywhere, she didn't go home, she didn't go to Yu Xiao's company, but came directly to the seashore of S City by herself.
She didn't think about any consequences, and she didn't care what kind of loss she would bring to Yu Xiao's company if she was late, she just wanted to stay alone for a while at this time, and she didn't want to do anything else.
The cool sea breeze was blowing like this, and she could feel the comfort and warmth of her soul, and she could also get a moment of relaxation.
At this moment, the pressure in my heart suddenly decreased a lot.
Suddenly, she felt that she was really too depressed during this time, and she had experienced so many things in a row, and she had never felt so powerless.
Suddenly there was an urge to complain, why, why should I be so unfair to myself, obviously all beings are born equal, but different people and different individuals have such completely different fates.
God, you're too partial.
Some people have a calm life, and the owner has the stability of the present world that countless people envy and expect, and some people experience small winds and waves, but in the end everything can be boiled down to plain and safe, but like their own, it is probably a kind of stupid mouth.
Fate didn't seem to take into account that Su Yao couldn't stand such ups and downs and joys and sorrows in her life at all, but she still stubbornly arranged setbacks and pains for her again and again.
At this time, Su Yao couldn't help but ask, what is the meaning of living, why did he fall off the cliff a few years ago and be half immortal, and how good it would be if he simply understood it!
Although he has now gained a new identity, the pain of the past has not disappeared at all, and it has been deeply engraved in his arms in the longest and most profound way, and until now, he still has to endure a lot.
The promise made to Su Zhe, the entanglement with Yu Xiao and the guilt towards Bai Ye.
Although some of these people care about themselves and want them to be happy, they also want to be close to them, but Su Yao felt powerless.
None of them are willing to have a heart-to-heart relationship with them, and no one can know all their secrets, including Yu Xiao.
That's because Su Yao hasn't completely forgiven Yu Xiao until now, although now that he knows that his father was not killed by him, and the company has returned it to Brother Bai Ye, but so what.
After all, he betrayed himself at the wedding, which is an indisputable and unignorable fact, and Su Yao feels that he will probably never forget this incident.
At noon that day, Su Nuo lost shopping at a market next to the city.
This is a market she often likes to come to, although she doesn't know why she likes it here, but there always seems to be a consciousness in the dark that guides her here, she always likes to come to this place to buy vegetables, as if she vaguely feels that there is a familiar and intimate atmosphere here.
On this day, Su Nuo, as usual, came out of his house with a vegetable basket with a smile.
Walking down the street in the bazaar, I just feel very gratified.
When she came to the intersection, she came to an old woman's stall, looked at the vegetables on the stall with a smile, and then subconsciously glanced at the old woman with kind eyebrows.
Just as she was about to take the initiative to speak, the old woman took the first step and said, "Girl, let's see what you want! These are all new vegetables from me this morning! are they all fresh?" she fell asleep, and the smile on her lips rose slightly.
Su Nuo nodded frequently after reading it, and only felt that what she said was not wrong at all.
Then I asked at the time, "How do you sell this cucumber, mother-in-law?" she asked directly.
The old man hurriedly said with a smile, "This yellow light!, but it's cheap? It's only three yuan a catty." The old woman said with a smile.
Immediately after that, Su Nuo asked the price of other vegetables, bought some each, and after paying the money, he walked away with his own basket of vegetables and a smile.
Walking on the road, she looked at the lively and civic scene around her, and only felt that she seemed to be very suitable for such a scene, because she could fully integrate into it, and she liked it very much and was very pleased.
Looking at the harvest in her vegetable basket, the corners of her mouth once again showed a relieved smile, and her heart was beautiful, which can be said to be very happy.
But just when Su Nuo didn't come back to his senses, he suddenly slammed into something.
Su Nuo's whole person was directly hit, and the vegetables in the vegetable basket rolled to the ground, and in addition, there seemed to be a burst of pain in his forehead.
Su Nuo subconsciously held his forehead with his right hand, and several familiar pictures suddenly appeared in his mind at the moment he hit the ground, but just when Su Nuo was about to carefully ponder and recall what those scenes were, those pictures disappeared like a fleeting light, and there was no chance for Su Nuo to recall them carefully.
After disappearing, he came back and forth in Su Nuo's mind, but no matter how hard Su Nuo tried to remember, he couldn't seem to remember who the characters in the picture were.
just felt that every time she wanted to remember what it was, the picture disappeared sharply, which made Su Nuo look confused but deeply helpless, not knowing what to do.
Later, Su Nuo stood up slowly, and then suddenly found an old man lying on the ground, and the moment he saw the old man, Su Ju Oh hurriedly reached out to help him up, and felt very guilty at that time.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, are you okay?"
Su Nuo hurriedly reached out to help the old man up, looking at her appearance at the time, it seemed that she was a little uncomfortable and self-blaming.
After the old man stood up, he held his waist with one hand, and said with some difficulty: "Well, it's okay." Although she felt that the fall still hurt, she didn't intend to blame Su Nuo.
The old man has always been kind-hearted, and he is not a person who likes to blame others.
But at the moment when the two of them raised their eyes at the same time, they looked at each other.
At that moment, Su Nuo realized that the old man who was knocked down by himself was none other than Su Yao's grandmother! At that moment, Su Nuo's heart flashed a moment of panic, and she just felt scared at that time, she shook off the old man's hand and just wanted to run away.
But at this time, Grandma reacted quickly and grabbed Su Nuo's hand at once, and said her name curiously, "Xiaonuo, why are you." When she said this, Grandma specially increased her volume and surprise.
At that moment, she seemed a little dumbfounded, she didn't expect to meet Su Nuo here.
"Xiaonuo, it's really you!" Grandma stared at Su Nuo seriously for a while, and now she was even more sure of Su Nuo's identity, it turned out that it was really Su Nuo!
With such eyebrows and eyes, such a look and posture, there must be no doubt that Su Nuo, Su Nuo has been a sister to Su Yao since she was a child, so in the eyes of her grandmother, she is like her second granddaughter, so she is so excited, and her concern for Su Nuo is of course self-evident.
At this time, Su Nuo didn't know what to do, she still lowered her head to avoid her grandmother, and even shook her head and then quibbled and said, "Grandma, you recognize the wrong person, I'm not Su Nuo!
But grandma still firmly believes that she is Su Nuo "Impossible, impossible, Xiaonuo, you are you, grandma will not be mistaken, and will never admit mistakes." Grandma desperately tried to take Suno's hand away, trying to make her face herself.
I don't know why, Su Nuo hasn't shown up once in the past few years, and he hasn't come to visit him once This kid wasn't like this before!
She said over and over again, "Xiaonuo, don't you know grandma? I am Su Yao's grandmother, and I am also your grandma! Why don't you come back to see grandma? Xiaonuo has been all these years! Why haven't you come back?" Grandma just felt that in the past few years, Su Nuo and Su Yao have evaporated from the world, and they can't even see a figure, and even if they do, they don't want to recognize themselves.
Grandma couldn't help but wonder what had happened to her over the years.
But Su Nuo was a little timid, she didn't know how to face the old man at that time, she thought about ignoring it and walking away, but she couldn't bear it, she vaguely always felt that this old man who had nothing to do with her in the eyes of her brother was not so simple for herself, and even had an indescribable wonderful feeling, which was also a kind of cordial feeling.