"Hmm~ Gu Chuan, take me away. ”

I lay in Gu Chuan's arms and said softly.

Gu Chuan was so hard worn by me that he finally turned over and blocked my chattering mouth.

When I reached the peak, I still didn't forget to bite his earlobe and exhale: "Gu Chuan, let's go." ”

He didn't respond to me, the picture was blurry, and the scene turned, but it was he who looked at me with cold eyes and without saying a word, and I just fell into his eyes, bottomless.

"Ah~"

Once again, I woke up from such a dream.

It's been five years, and I will never forget the day Gu Chuan was sentenced, the way he looked at me, the previous pair of bright eyes instantly turned into a pool of stagnant water, and even when the judge's gavel fell and his sentence was announced, his eyes were staring at me deadly, without a trace of waves.

I think he was sentenced to death by me when I went to court and admitted that I was forced by him, so in the end, he didn't care whether the judge sentenced him to a few years. Because in his eyes, he has been sentenced to life by me.

I was standing in the opposite direction from him, and when several policemen came up to take him away, his eyes were always looking at me, without making noise, without arguing, just looking at me quietly.

I was only shy every time he looked at me like that, but the first time I wanted to run away, that look appeared in my mind almost every day during the five years he served his sentence, like a nightmare that tormented me from living in peace.

Tomorrow is the day my fiancé and I get our licenses, but I can't sleep at all, not because I'm excited about to become a wife, in fact, in the past five years, I have hardly slept soundly for a night.

Maybe it's because of the betrayal of Gu Chuan, or maybe it's because of his thoughts, I can't tell the difference, and I don't want to tell the difference.

The next morning I waited at home until eleven o'clock, and I didn't wait for my fiancé to show up, but I waited for my mother.

"Yanyan, have you watched the news? The Bai family is about to end!"

I was a little confused by my mother's unfinished words, and at that moment, the phone rang, and the call was from my fiancé.

"Yanyan, I have something to deal with in the morning, I'll pick you up in the afternoon, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau. ”

As soon as Bai Haiyang's words were finished, before I could respond, my mother had already snatched my phone and began to say: "I won't let my daughter jump into the fire pit with your Bai family, I won't agree to you being together, you break up." ”

Then my mom hung up the phone.

The room fell silent for an instant, as if the person who had just been hysterical had been tranquilized.

Bai Haiyang and I are married to two parents who have dinner together, I don't like him, whether he likes me or not, I don't know, I can also say that I don't care.

Because five years ago, I had given my heart to that person, and it was his hateful eyes that sealed my love.

So my marriage, from beginning to end, my mother gave me Zhang Luo again, everything came according to her wishes, but she suddenly regretted it.

"Oh, don't you know, the Bai family's stock has been falling since last month, and now it is facing bankruptcy and bankruptcy, do you say that your mother will let you marry again, doesn't that make you jump into the fire pit?"

How can this scene be so similar at this time, five years ago, my mother also said that Gu Chuan was my fire pit.

She babbled a lot later, but I didn't listen to it, and after 28 years, I have begun to become numb.

After that day, I only received a message from Bai Haiyang, he said: Xia Yan, the Bai family is experiencing some difficulties temporarily, but I will take care of everything and get your parents' approval again.

I didn't reply to the message because I knew it didn't matter what my opinion was, because my mom would handle it the way she did.

Sure enough, the day after Bai Haiyang sent me a message, my mom sent me a new phone, and she said, "Your old phone is too long, mom bought you a new one, I'll use the old one." ”

I smiled and didn't say anything, the new phone is actually a disguise, and it is real to replace my calling card, the purpose is to be afraid that the white ocean will entangle me.

I'm all too familiar with every routine.

"You go home in the evening, your sister has been back to China for a month, and you don't know how to go and see. Remember to come back tonight, she has a boyfriend in the country, and she is going to take it home today. ”

My sister Xia Xue and I are half-fathers, I have always envied her, whether it is from school to marriage, she has her own choices.

And I didn't, I was like a puppet dominated by my mother, and I didn't dare to have my own actions and thoughts, as long as I did, she would say that I disobeyed her, and then I would play out the scene of five years ago.

I'm afraid that what happened five years ago will happen again, so I'm willing to cooperate with all her arrangements, so that no one else will have the same experience as him.

I always thought that if only I had understood this earlier, so that he would not have been hurt.

I happened to have a show to record in the afternoon, and the guest of this episode was a couple who gave up their high salaries to return to the field life, and I had a good conversation with them, so by the time I got home, it was a little late.

"I'm back!" no one responded, and that's when I realized that the atmosphere at home was a little tense.

When I walked in and saw that face, I was stunned.