219 What is contentment?

When they woke up, it was already 11 o'clock in the morning on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, and the wolf principal was lying lazily in the quilt with his arms around Alain, and he never thought about it, after all, it was still cold and biting outside, such a warm and warm quilt, he wanted to be more than a while, Alain was also very quiet, she just lay quietly in her arms like a docile kitten, and enjoyed this beautiful moment with her eyes closed.

However, Principal Wolf could sense that Alain seemed to have something on his mind, because, since she woke up in the bed, she had not spoken, and in her confusion, Principal Wolf seemed to hear her sighing.

"What do you think? He lay on his back and asked nonchalantly.

"Ah Lang, do you remember that when I went to pick you up in Wumixiang, on the way, you said that you want to marry me, is that your true words? Alain leaned into the crook of his arm and thought for a while before asking leisurely.

As soon as Alan asked, Principal Wolf immediately felt that this question was a bit strange, he turned his head sideways, touched Alain's forehead and said, "Alain, you don't have a fever, why do you ask like this." His tone was quite displeased, and then he said seriously: "Of course, I have sworn poisonously, don't you believe it!"

"I, I didn't mean that, I meant to say ......," she was about to tell.

"Don't you mean so much, don't you think you know how to Kefu, it's all superstitious thoughts, it's feudalism, what age is it, it's not worth believing, don't think nonsense. He said almost with a reprimand.

After listening to his words, Alain sat up at this time, leaned on the head of the bed, tilted his head, looked at him with a melancholy look, and stopped talking.

He was helpless, and he also sat up and said: "Oh, I said, don't look at me like this, I can't stand it, tell you, I am a tiger, you can't restrain me at all, and besides, my life is cheap, how can I die so easily!"

"But have you thought about it, since you met me, how much trouble you have caused, last year, you almost went to the prison cell, yesterday, you still said that those two head lowerers wanted to harm you, it was not all because of me, to be honest, I really feel terrified!"

Hearing these words of Alain, Principal Wolf said disdainfully: "I caused some trouble, but I am happy to make such trouble, who let me run into you, besides, Xiao Rouhuai will still be half killed by me!"

"You really like me. Alain asked.

Principal Wolf touched his forehead again and asked strangely, "Alain, you're all right, it's just over the New Year, why are you talking nonsense!"

"What do you like about me, whether it's a person or my body. Alain asked unrelentingly.

"I like you as a person. He replied in the affirmative.

"But we haven't been together for long, why did you fall in love with me all of a sudden!"

"I don't know this, maybe it's more love at first sight, as soon as I saw you, I fell in love with you, Alain, you don't know, during the time you were not in the village, I was like a lost soul, fortunately, you are back!"

"Do you like Willow Eyebrows? Alain suddenly asked.

Principal Wolf felt that things were a little complicated.

"There's a question, I've always wanted to ask, since you left, why did you push Liu Mei towards me, why. Principal Wolf looked into Alain's eyes solemnly, and now it was his turn to test the authenticity of Alain's answers.

"I ......"

"You, aren't you..... Deliberately, look me in the eye and answer me!"

"I ....." Alain was still unable to answer, but the Principal Wolf had already read her eyes, and she did it on purpose.

"Why do you want to do this, tell me. Principal Wolf's eyes were puzzled, and his emotions were also a little excited.

"I ..... I don't know....." Alain lowered his head and shook his head in pain.

"Alain, don't you, you don't like me. After a moment of silence, Principal Wolf asked softly.

Hearing such a question, Alain bounced up as if he was being pierced by electricity, hugged him violently and said urgently: "No, no, no....... Ah Lang, don't think like that, I'm the same as you, since you came to Fenghua Village, since the first time I saw you, I have a good impression of you, you look at me differently from other men, they are all staring at my body, but sometimes you always like to look at my eyes, with a woman's intuition, I know, you are also interesting to me, and then, I found that I also like you, you must not think like this,......"

"Since that's the case, then why are you still avoiding me, I now figured it out, one of the purposes of your long absence is to fulfill the good things of me and Liu Mei, I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out, so, Alain, please give me a definite answer, why do you do this, why. Principal Wolf asked, almost touching the bridge of her nose, his emotions really getting out of control.

Under his excited questioning, Alan looked into his eyes with tears in the corners of his eyes and said, "Ah Lang, haven't you realized that I am an ominous woman until now, if you are with me, it will only harm you!"

"Hurt me!"

"Yes, I hurt you, you don't reflect on it now, it is because of me that you almost fell into disrepute, and even took your life!"

"Hey, that's what you said, you don't have to worry about this, I just ask you, do you like me!"

"Ah Lang, I'm a selfish woman, I can't wait to hide you in my heart, but ....."

"Don't be, since you have my big bad wolf in your heart, don't be so much, you just wait obediently to be my bride. Hearing Alain's explanation, Principal Wolf breathed a sigh of relief and hugged her.

"But we can't be husband and wife. Alain popped out again.

"For..... What, why, why,........" Principal Wolf was dumbfounded, all he knew was the word 'why'.

"Why, don't ask, maybe we are destined to only be good friends in this life, but not husband and wife. Alain shook his head, almost mournfully.

"No, you must tell me. Principal Wolf couldn't sit still now, glaring, and Alain must answer.

"Because, I have found six fortune tellers, and they all said that I am lonely and miserable, and I must overcome my three husbands to be free, and that thing is still a dead knot, and it is destined to be unsolved. Alan couldn't resist the fierce eyes of the wolf principal, and finally came up with such a sentence.

"What, what do you say,... Hahahaha......" After hearing this, the wolf principal who learned the answer was first stunned, then burst into laughter, and rolled on the bed with his stomach in his hands.

After a while, when Principal Wolf felt that he really didn't have the strength to laugh again, Alan said: "Ah Lang, don't think it's not the same thing, you can not believe it, but I believe that since I was a child, I have been a person who has brought disasters to everyone, and I have indeed killed two husbands, so, I.... I can't marry you. After speaking, tears flowed.

"Okay, okay, I'm most afraid of you crying, how can you be like Lin Daiyu, I don't laugh, I'll ask you again, are you willing to follow me!"

"Yes!"

"That's it, it's your business to believe, I don't believe it, my wife is none other than you, don't expect to run, tell you, my father is a public security director, there are many people under him, you can't run, even if one day I am torn by something, I am willing. Principal Wolf replied.

"No, no, no, this will really hurt you, Ah Lang, do you know, on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, I was lying in the snow, when I felt that I was going to freeze to death, all I thought of was you, that night, I thought that even if I was frozen to death, after all, there was a man who really liked me, I was willing to die, but when I boarded, you actually appeared, I can't tell the feeling at that time, I really want to marry you immediately and be your mother-in-law, but I can't, Ah Lang, let's break up, I'm afraid I really can't control marrying you, then." ....." Alain's mood also became a little desperate.

"When the time comes, we'll travel around the world and have a trip around the world. When he finished, he put his mouth on her lips and never let her speak again.

When Alan was blocked by the big mouth of the wolf principal, and he couldn't nag anymore, he said: "Hmph, don't cry, don't talk nonsense, this is like words, listen well, the New Year, don't live and die, how unlucky, not only can we not die, but we will live to be a hundred years old, come on, get up, new year, the two of us have been nesting in the restaurant for so long, we are about to become mice, we have to move, go, go to the village chief's house to visit the New Year!"

In the next few days, Principal Wolf did nothing else, the name above was New Year's greetings, in fact, he was helping Alan to rub wine everywhere, and in the New Year's atmosphere, Alain's contradictory and melancholy and painful mood was finally eliminated little by little.

Waiting for the ninth day of the Lunar New Year, the day of school has arrived, Alain's injured leg has also improved a lot, and he can walk, but it is still a little painful, it may be that the mood of the wolf principal has infected her, and Alain's mental state has also returned to the original, not only that, but the whole person seems more and more coquettish, which makes the eyes of those men who usually hit Alain's idea become greener, Principal Wolf saw this, very satisfied, he thought that his enlightenment had worked, after all, he was a literate college student, and it was a matter of time before Alan married him.

However, Alain's thoughts, Principal Wolf didn't understand at all, but Alan thought like this: "Although I can't marry him, isn't it good to be able to live one day at a time, one year at a time, I'm content, and when he gets tired of me, the matter will be solved!"

Thinking through this question, although the heart is extremely sad, but Alan really feels very satisfied, very happy, for such an unfortunate woman as her, she does not have too many prayers and extravagant hopes, every time she thinks of the scene when the wolf principal came to rescue her that night, she has a feeling of wanting to cry, that is the feeling of being carried away by happy emotions, with a woman's intuition, it is definitely not a coincidence, if a man does not love a woman to love that part, which fool will pick himself up on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, when the snow is falling, and when he runs over to pick her up, he also says that he dreamed of it。

Alan came to Fenghua Village for all these years, and he never told outsiders about his family's affairs, until he met this wolf principal, of course, she had experienced those unfortunate things, her character was in a sense, she was strong, she was rejected when she was a child, and insulted, and even seriously abused, these bitter things that would cry when she talked about them, she would stop at it, and would not describe it too much, she didn't even tell her real name to Principal Wolf, she felt that it was necessary.

Principal Wolf always said that she was made of water, which may be a bit excessive, before she met Principal Wolf, in Alain's memory, she rarely cried, she was a stubborn woman, and her experience since childhood made her forget that she was a woman, she only thought she was an ominous thing, a broom star, but after meeting Principal Wolf, in the dark, she felt that she had met a man who could be worthy of her emotional catharsis, she was a young woman, and she needed catharsis, whether it was physical or emotional, although this man was young and a little evil, but she thought he was very cute and reliable, as she said, the first time she saw Principal Wolf, There is a sense of intimacy and dependence, this feeling she can't figure out where it comes from, although she also feels that Principal Dao Wolf is the same as other men, the same colored eyes, that look is even more explicit than other men, more direct, but at that time she was not disgusted at all, but what rose in her heart was an inexplicable sense of acceptance.

When she and Principal Wolf slept together for the first time, she was really scared at first, and she was about to suffocate when she was nervous, but it didn't take long for her to be like a ** The same, how much she wanted to be embraced and encroached upon by him, although she was at the time, afterwards, she even felt extremely ashamed of her own thoughts, why did this happen, she always thought that she was a clean person, even if there were many men who beat her idea, she never wanted to provoke too many rumors, because she knew that there were many truths in front of the widow's door, if she accidentally caused any trouble, where would she live, the world was so big, she could have walked the world in style, but she felt that she was very tired, very tired, she just wanted to find a beautiful place to escape from this life。

Later, within a few days, she understood, she liked this college student from a foreign country, this feeling, and the wolf principal seemed to be a little imaginary, she was the first time to like a man so much, the only difference is that this wolf principal is like Jia Baoyu of the Dream of Red Mansions, is an amorous species, see a beauty, like one, as time goes by, Alan found that he really fell in love with the wolf principal, that is a kind of emotional torture that cannot be shaken off, for the fortune teller said that she was going to kill three husbands, she was convinced, she did ask several fortune tellers, they all said so, therefore, under true love, she chose to escape, She doesn't want to force the person who loves her to die, she even sends her sweetheart to other women, the pain is certainly not understandable to ordinary people, this is only an extraordinary act that can only be seen under great love.

During that time at home, it was also a fact that her father was critically ill, she just happened to be ruthless, and took advantage of this opportunity to leave Principal Wolf, when her father died, she could have come back earlier, but she didn't do it, she would not come back until the relationship between Principal Wolf and Liu Mei was very strong, so, during that time, Alan felt that she was simply spending time in a cold hell, life was better than death, several times, she wanted to give up her helpless idea of escaping, but she didn't do that, finally, she waited for the Spring Festival, she thought that Principal Wolf and Liu Mei should almost become a pair, she left to go back to the village, because for the home like an ice cellar at home, she really doesn't want to stay any longer, the New Year is a warm and beautiful thing, however, the New Year at home is undoubtedly like a catastrophe for Alain, because the people in the town (that is also an uncivilized town) think that she will not only bring bad luck to her family, but also bring bad luck to the town, and in the new year, Alan had better leave quickly, so as not to spread the bad luck to the New Year.

On the way back to the village, Alan wanted to die, several times, she wanted to jump off the speeding train, for the rest of her life, she felt that everything in this world was so cold, the world was gray, alive, she would always freeze to death, in good conscience, with her beauty and gentleness, as long as she wanted, no need to hook, a lot of men would line up to carry a large eight-person sedan chair to marry her, but she didn't want to do that, she didn't want to hurt people, she was not the kind of water-based poplar person, more importantly, she no longer had that mind, the blow since childhood, plus the nightmare of having lost two husbands, always plagued her, she was married at the age of eighteen, but she encountered such bad luck again and again, This can't help but say that this will fatally hurt Alain's feelings, so she feels that in terms of feelings, she thinks that her heart is close to freezing, and what she needs is peace of mind, but sometimes God plays tricks on people, so that she meets the wolf principal, the flowery radish, and likes him as soon as she sees it, and finally falls in love with him in a daze.

When in the dark night, she fell into the ditch by the side of the road and sprained her foot, unable to walk, at first, she was really panicked lying in the snow, and then, she quickly calmed down, this is not better, it is all providence, she is a superfluous person in this world, it is time to leave this world, she hopes that she will die quietly like that, disappear into the snow like air evaporation, and bury herself with the white snowflakes, isn't it also a good thing.

Before she died, she always thought about one person, she was full of only one person, that was Principal Wolf, those days between her and Principal Wolf were the most beautiful and happiest in her life's memory, and it was also the only beautiful memory, with this memory, she thought that her freezing death would not leave too many regrets, she just wanted to see Principal Wolf before she died, so that she would die without regrets.

But what she never expected was that on such a snowy night, just when she was about to freeze to death, the person she had been concerned about appeared in front of her like a night wandering god miraculously appeared in front of her eyes, at that moment, she couldn't believe her eyes, at that moment, she felt that she was drunk, as if lying in the clouds, she wanted to cry, but she didn't have the strength.

After the past year, Alan will no longer hide her relationship with the Principal Wolf from the villagers of Fenghua Village, let alone care about any rumors, she generously took Principal Wolf's hand and announced to the villagers that Principal Wolf is her friend, and in the next few days, her most important thing is not to do restaurant business, but how to serve the big bad wolf, including his food, housing and transportation, and of course, sleeping at night, she learned a new term from TV: I don't care about the eternity, only cherish the day.

Every time she saw Principal Wolf eating the food she made and sewing clothes with her own hands, she would feel more beautiful in her heart, more than drinking honey, and whenever she finished class, as long as she had time, she would lead Principal Wolf on the ridge outside the village and walk around in the woods.

That's right, Alain felt like she was in love, although she was married, but she never officially fell in love, her previous two husbands were hurriedly married off by the family like splashing dirty water, although she knew that the result of the love was likely to be a bitter fruit, but she only needed the process of flowering, so she often wore a smile from the bottom of her heart, instead of a professional smile dressed up to deal with the diners, she often hummed songs, like a little girl, and sometimes danced happily.

When the villagers saw the intimacy of the two of them, they all showed envy and blessed eyes, what a good pair, the big guys said so, but sometimes those villagers would frown, that is, they felt that Principal Wolf and Alain were sometimes too close, for the closed and remote mountainous area, Principal Wolf and Alain were on the village street. Indecent actions will make them embarrassed, but things can't be said to be absolutely good or bad, when they see the intimate actions of Alan and Principal Wolf, those young couples in Fenghua Village will do the same, and they will go back to study how to enhance the relationship between modern couples.

Of course, not all eyes are kind eyes, but a very few eyes seem to be malicious, that is a kind of jealousy, indignation performance, the most prominent performance is not those horny ghosts in the village, but the most bizarre look is Zimei, for those old and young singles in the village, they have no way in their hearts, after all, flowers with green leaves, that is not to say, who called the wolf principal is educated, has good looks, your eyes are red and white, and your drooling is also white.

Since Alain came back, whenever she met Alain, Zimei would look at her strangely with a very unhappy look, which made Alain inexplicable, and when she looked at Principal Wolf, she would stare at him like a knife, as if she was going to cut Principal Wolf into several pieces, which made Principal Wolf inexplicably surprised, however, Principal Wolf seemed to feel something, he remembered those things in the deep cave, and she and I had not made substantial progress, so it wasn't like that, Principal Wolf thought.

Especially when she saw Principal Wolf and Alan holding hands together, Zimei's face was particularly ugly, and when Alan asked, "What's wrong with Zimei." Principal Wolf hurriedly replied, "Maybe I owe her money!"

Dao a thousand, say ten thousand, no matter how bad Zimei's attitude is, she will not actually hurt Principal Wolf and Alain, she has not practiced to the point where that kind of eyes can kill, at least not at present, but she does not have this function, it does not mean that others will not.

A month after the opening of Fenghua Village Primary School, this morning, a car came to Xiaoyun Restaurant, it was a brand-new Buick car, and three people walked down from the car.

The person who came was none other than Xiao Rouhuai, the other was his driver Lao Liu, and the other was a middle-aged man with a big belly.

Xiao Rouhuai slapped her back hand and walked up slowly, the pair of small eyes behind the gold wire lenses, which were more white and less black, stared at Alan firmly like a night wolf foraging for food, Alan only felt a strong cold air rising from her back, so cold that she shivered a few times, and saw that there was no advertisement for the first time

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