The nights were quiet, I slept a lot during the day, and I couldn't sleep at night.

Gu Qingchuan was asleep next to me, he was still lying in my arms, his head buried in my chest, hugging my body tightly, as if since he came back, he especially liked to sleep with me like this.

I guess I hurt him too much.

I gently stroked his hair, I didn't understand why he was doing that.

I have injuries on my body, and because of Bai Haiyang, I'm afraid to make out with him recently, so I don't know why he didn't let Xia Xue touch it, and let those women outside not enjoy it, and he still came back to squeeze in this small room with me.

I don't understand him anymore, but even so, my love for him has never diminished, Gu Qingchuan is my calamity, I can't get over it, helpless, I can only hug the person in my arms tighter.

I was still sleeping in the morning, when I heard the sound of someone opening the door, in a daze, Gu Qingchuan was still holding me, and I pushed him away for a long time.

The moment I hit the bedroom door, my scalp was a little numb, because my mother was sitting on the sofa in my living room, her back stiff and impatient, exactly the same as when she found me and Gu Qingchuan five years ago.

It's been five years, and I have never forgotten it.

The position where we all stood that day, the emotions and movements of all of us, like the surging sea, drowned me alive, and even every detail that sealed me in the depths of memory was pulled out, clear and cruel.

I was so scared, I was afraid that my mother would hurt Gu Qingchuan like that again, I was afraid that I would be forced to choose to hurt him again, and I was afraid that he would hate me.

I walked almost to my mom on my knees, fear swept over my body, tears had soaked my whole face, for five years, I had been submissive to my mom, maybe even she almost forgot that I was not a good girl.

"Mom, I beg you, I'll break it off with him, I'll break it now, this time it must be broken cleanly, don't hurt him, I can't forget him, it's me who pestered him first, I'm sorry Xiaoxue, Mom, I beg you, I'll listen to you whatever you say in the future, don't you want me to marry the son ······of the Xu family?"

"Get up!" Before I finished speaking, Gu Qingchuan's voice had already overshadowed my voice and resounded throughout the room.

I was stunned for half a minute, Gu Qingchuan had already walked in front of me, looking at me condescendingly, and still saying "get up".

He is still the same as five years ago, without a trace of panic.

I would love to ask him: Aren't you afraid? Why did you come out? She broke us up five years ago, she drove me to a dead end, she cut me off with me, how can you not be afraid?

I hurriedly stood up and protected him behind me, "Gu Qingchuan, you hurry up, don't come back if you leave this time." ”

I was emotional, because I went through it, so I was afraid that everything from five years ago would happen again.

"Surnamed Gu, what do you want to do? With evil intentions, he was with Xiaoxue, and he was entangled with smoke and didn't let go. ”

"What do you want to do? Don't Ms. Chen Rou know? Didn't you dislike me five years ago for having no money, no power, and no power? You see that I have everything now, don't say that you have two daughters, and I can help you raise a few more. ”

Gu Qingchuan's words were like a sharp knife, piercing my heart.

I admit that I have never let go of Gu Qingchuan, he is my most important concern so far, so when he comes back again, I think that even if he hates me, he loves me a little more.

But at this moment, I finally understood that I, like Xia Xue, was just a weapon for him to take revenge on my mother.