Chapter 190: I Am Me
Just the boy who was crying, eBook () He suddenly looked at Han Mingjin with a fierce face, and his eyes slowly narrowed. Han Mingjin coughed and sat up, looking at him with a smile: "You...... When you cry...... It's like a child. With a bang, Han Mingjin was knocked down again by the boy with a stick: "I'm like you! You hurry up and die for me, die!!I'm going back to find Sister Yun'er, I don't need you to show up again in the future!! die! Die for me quickly!!"
The boy hit Han Mingjin on the head like crazy. However, what suddenly appeared in Han Mingjin's hand made him stunned. When he saw what it was, the boy screamed, threw off his stick and rolled to the side, curled up in a corner with a look of horror on his face.
"Hehe, hahahaha. ”
Han Mingjin's flesh and blood were already blurred at this time, but because of this, the grinning appearance looked very terrifying. Picking up the lump of meat in his hand, there was a meat belt attached to it: "What? Are you scared too?" The boy kicked his legs and stepped back and shouted, "You...... Don't come here!!Don't come here!!"
Han Mingjin squatted in front of him and held the meat ball in his arms: "Are you scared? Then you must know what this is, right? Since you only think about Yun'er, why do you care about this? You and Sunny are not familiar with each other, she was born or miscarried, isn't it okay with you?" The boy held his head and trembled.
Han Mingjin chuckled lightly and rubbed the meat ball in his hand intently: "I didn't think I would have a child so soon, you said it's none of your business, then this child is mine." It's only been three months, so I can't see what it looks like...... From now on. I never had a chance to see what he was like anymore. Han Mingjin rolled up the meat belt, carefully wrapped it around the meat ball, and suddenly smashed into the boy with a hideous expression and rolled to the side.
The boy subconsciously resisted and glanced at it secretly. Screaming and retreating: "Don't!!Don't !!" Han Mingjin sneered and stepped forward and grabbed the boy: "Don't??Then what do you want?What do you want??What can you do as you want??Why can you do whatever you want?Now you say that you can do anything for Yun'er, then kick this child away, do you dare?"
The boy just cried and shook his head, not daring to look at the lump of meat. Han Mingjin threw him to the ground casually and looked at him condescendingly: "I feel that I have no scruples, and I feel that I am not afraid of anything." Have you ever thought about why you can do this? Do you think it's because you're better than everyone else, and that's what you need to show off?"
Han Mingjin clutched his chest and shook it. Slowly sat down on the ground: "How much do I have to bear on top of your body? Didn't you say you could just care?Go and settle Sunny's business!Go get rid of Seo Hyun's guilt!Go pay what you owe Tiffany!Go ahead!!"
Han Mingjin gritted his teeth and crawled over, took the meat ball back and held it in his arms: "You still have the face to talk about Xu Xian's spa, and you still have the face to say pants." Isn't it all your subconscious influence that I do this? Who am I? I'm just a miserable little author. I have the guts to provoke Girls' Generation and provoke so much??I'll you. You didn't provoke it? Now you're scared, aren't you?"
Han Mingjin stood up and walked up to the boy, pointing his finger at his head: "Waste! You are a waste! You only know the waste that causes trouble and doesn't know how to solve it!!Read it to me...... You're a waste!" The boy withstood Han Mingjin's guidance, turned his back and hugged his head without saying a word. Han Mingjin turned around and sat back on the ground, lying on his back and looking at the gray and unroofed space.
"Go back, I've been on your side for four years. It's time to take a break. I wasn't supposed to exist in this world, and now I've lived four more years, and that's enough. The boy paused and slowly raised his head: "I...... I just want Sister Yuna. "Bang. Han Mingjin took out an extra stick in his hand and threw it at the boy: "Then you want to go back!"
The boy cried and dodged the stick: "I...... I don't dare. Han Mingjin gasped. Pointing at the boy, he was speechless. After a while, he was suddenly stunned, and looked at him with a shocked expression: "You...... You're pretending again. A hint of strangeness flashed in the boy's eyes, and he shook his head in confusion: "What am I pretending......? I really don't ......."
Han Mingjin suddenly pointed behind him: "What is that?" The boy turned his head to see that the fleshy band on his shoulder was hanging down to his arm. The boy subconsciously wanted to take it away, but suddenly thought of something, and screamed to step back and push the meat ball away: "Don't! Don't!!" "Don't pretend." You're not very attentive either. ”
Han Mingjin stared at the boy calmly, his eyes full of weirdness. The boy paused, turned back and sat back against the wall in frustration: "How can you tell?" Han Mingjin lay on the ground helplessly: "I haven't seen you, but I've heard them all mention it, you won't be so timid." It won't be so cowardly. ”
The boy was stunned for a moment, sneered and waved his hand, and at this time, the space changed, and the two of them became clean again. The bloodstains, the embarrassment and the wounds were all swept away. The dark space has become the appearance of a practice room. The boy walked to the window and looked at the still gray space outside: "It's okay to see through, but since it's already like this, let's talk." ”
Han Mingjin shook his head: "There's nothing to talk about." Originally, I thought that if I was reborn and crossed, the soul that occupied my body would definitely be gone. Even if there is, it's just a little obsession and instinct. But I didn't expect you to disappear at all...... Just go back and take over the body. I don't rob. The boy frowned and turned his head, looking at him with a sneer: "What about you when I beg you?" Han Mingjin sat up and narrowed his smiling eyes: "I don't even want myself anymore, now you want to talk to me, don't you ask me for anything?"
The boy paused, chuckled and leaned against the windowsill: "Don't blame me for despising you, now that you have endured this, you want to escape my understanding." But dare you say you don't have any affection for them? You dare to say that it's all because I influenced you?"
Han Mingjin was silent, and the boy shook his head proudly: "I'm not afraid, child." I didn't let him have an accident. If I had known that he existed, I would have given her birth. So for the kids, for Sunny, I don't have any guilt. Guilt is only felt because someone else needs you to do something but you can't do it. But I'm different. Whatever I can, I'll do it. ”
Han Mingjin suddenly raised his head: "Even if you let Yun'er leave your side because of this?" The boy didn't hesitate at all: "There is no situation that will make Sister Yun'er leave my side, unless she dies...... Or I'm dead. She is the only one I want to be by my side, but that doesn't mean I can scruple about other people. ”
Han Mingjin smiled and stood up: "Speaking of which, aren't you still domineering possession? You don't know what ...... is" "What is love, right? You want to talk about this?" The boy jumped to sit on the windowsill and shook his legs leisurely: "I don't understand, I admit it." But I want to ask, who really understands the meaning of this word? It doesn't matter if I understand how to love her, the important thing is that I can't live without her. You say I'm overbearing, right? Actually, I don't think I do. Feelings are meant to be interacted, and I don't want anybody, because not everyone likes me. Sister Yun'er and I have known each other for 5 years, and with you, it is 9 years. What kind of attitude she has towards me, whether she rejects or likes or accepts, I won't be like you like a piece of wood in the end. People who don't understand me, I don't despise their kindness. It doesn't matter if you curse or laugh, I live for me, not for them. ”
Han Mingjin looked puzzled: "You...... What the hell do you want to say?" The boy was about to speak, but Han Mingjin suddenly waved his hand: "Forget it, you mean, you will chase Yun'er back when you go back, and then take everything you like and like you, right?" The boy looked out of the window in a daze, turned around and stood in front of the window with a smile. At this moment, the light suddenly lit up in front of the window, which seemed to be like a passage.
The boy looked at the light with a smile: "Here ......" After that, he turned his head and stretched out his hand to Han Mingjin: "I want to correct your two mistakes." First, it's not me going back, it's you. The character of being flamboyant, taking advantage, obscene, and lewd is similar to me. Besides, because of my subconscious influence, now you and I can't tell who is who. But we have a different attitude. But whoever has to solve it, it's not my character to escape, and I don't think it's yours...... Second, Sister Yun'er, I won't chase it back, just break up like this, it's fine. Han Mingjin's expression was shocked, but he was pushed by a ball of light to the boy.
The boy took one last look at Han Mingjin and dragged him to the bright passageway. Han Mingjin resisted against the window: "Hey, what do you mean? Didn't you say just now that you wouldn't give up Yun'er?" Now you actually ......" The boy's figure suddenly blurred, but his smiling eyes were still clear: "I only said that I don't know what love is, so I only think about possession." But I didn't say I didn't understand. ”
Han Mingjin's eyes widened: "Then you mean you understand ???? now" The boy paused, but slowly disappeared. It's just that when he has the last arm left, he pushes Han Mingjin hard towards the bright channel. And the last sentence of the answer, accompanied by Han Mingjin's exclamation, disappeared into the passage together: "Possession and love, the difference is in ......"
When the boy finally had only one right hand left, he sucked the lump of flesh through. The meat ball slowly glows because of the touch of the hand. The boy's chuckle sounded: "Although he provoked the goods, I still want to tell you...... I'm sorry. ”
The lump of flesh grew brighter and brighter, and finally suddenly burst open, forming mottled bright spots, wrapping around the slowly blurred hands, and disappearing into the space together. And the empty practice room was trembling. Eventually the walls fell and the roof of the shed fell. Disappeared in an instant. And the space in the practice room has finally combined with the gray and dark outside, and has since become one.
In this space, there is no trace of what has just happened and what exists. But maybe even the boy didn't know, because after everything finally returned to calm, Han Mingjin left, and the boy disappeared, a sigh quietly sounded.
This voice is not a boy's, and this voice is not Han Mingjin's, and it even makes people wonder if this voice has ever appeared. But where there is nothing, there is no one to certify again. It wasn't until the last sigh that the space really fell silent. There is no longer a trace of fluctuation and change. (To be continued.) )
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