The old lady didn't expect Gu Qingwei to ask such a question, she was slightly stunned at first, then lowered her head to look at Gu Qingwei, and when she saw the seriousness in Gu Qingwei's eyes, she really began to think about this question seriously. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"If there is really a chance to do it all over again...... the old lady squinted slightly, remembering the losses she suffered when she was young, "naturally she tried her best not to let herself have any regrets." ”

Gu Qingwei was not surprised that the old lady would answer like this.

Thinking of the old lady's forbearance for many years because of Aunt Wei's affairs, she said: "Grandmother, you must have sulked all these years because of Aunt Wei's existence, don't you have any complaints about your grandfather?"

Immediately, Gu Qing didn't wait for the old lady to answer, so he shook his head first.

Although her grandfather accepted Aunt Wei, firstly, it was her grandmother who took it personally, and secondly, her great-grandmother put pressure on her, and in this matter, her grandfather himself had no intention of taking a concubine.

On the other hand, between her and Ning Zhiyuan, Ning Zhiyuan's first concubine at the beginning, although she also nodded and agreed, but at that time, the matter of Su Su and the child in her belly had not yet been clarified, and she was forced by Zheng Guifei to talk in front of many wives, she would nod, first, out of helplessness, and secondly, with some gambling elements.

Who knows, the beauty who was rewarded by Concubine Zheng Guifei really entered the Dingguo Mansion as a concubine?

Hearing Gu Qingwei mention Aunt Wei, who had not been remembered for a long time, the smile on the old lady's face was slightly reduced, and after a moment of silence, she said: "Sister Huan, you will get married soon, and grandmother is not afraid to tell you about these things." ”

"Grandmother's life, if there is any regret, it is probably that Aunt Wei was brought in. ”

"No matter how difficult it is to be the daughter-in-law of the Gu family, at least one thing is lucky, as long as you are tough, with that family rule, you don't have to get into those wives and concubines. In the back house of other high gates, how many women can meet a husband who is willing to live a lifetime with only one person?"

"And grandmother, obviously has such luck, but because of the pressure of your mother-in-law, she personally took a concubine for your grandfather, and then think about the events that happened because of Aunt Wei in the following years, grandmother always regretted it. ”

"As for complaining about whether or not to complain about your grandfather, there should be grievances, but compared to complaining about your grandfather, grandmother complains about herself the most. ”

"It's not a war in this back house, as a woman, you can't just hope that your husband can always be self-conscious, when you confirm that that is the person you want to be with for the rest of your life, you should also take the initiative to defend your husband. ”

"If you give up yourself, how can you expect your husband to stick to it?"

Saying these words, the old lady remembered her stubbornness back then, and she was also emotional.

Looking back now, if she could always insist on not bowing her head back then, even if her mother-in-law would be dissatisfied with her, she only needed to hold on for a long time, and when she became pregnant, all this would naturally be solved.

Thinking of this, the old lady sighed lightly with regret on her face, and then looked down at Gu Qingwei, "Sister Huan, grandmother doesn't know why you suddenly have such a problem, but I think it has nothing to do with Ning Shizi, listen to grandmother, as long as you confirm that he is the person who is worthy of your trust in body and mind, then don't let go of your hand easily, and wait until he really does something that you can't understand, no matter how discouraged and disappointed you are, it's too late." ”

The old lady's voice was not loud, and it could even be said to be very soft.

But in Gu Qingwei's ears, it was undoubtedly deafening.

Since she was reborn, as long as she thinks of the loneliness and pain of those years in her previous life, the first thing she thinks of will always be Ning Zhiyuan's love affair of carrying one aunt after another into the mansion.

But she never reflected on whether she and Ning Zhiyuan would come to the last step, and whether she was responsible.

Responsibility......

Of course she has.

She remembered that once in her previous life, when the eldest princess of Anping was sick, as her daughter-in-law, when she was sick in front of the bed, the eldest princess of Anping waved away what everyone said to her.

She said: "Huan Yan, the entanglement between you and Zhiyuan, I always thought that you would finally be able to see through it, but I didn't expect that I still couldn't see the day when you got back together." ”

"Zhiyuan is indeed wrong, even I, as a mother, can't deny this, but, Huanyan, you only care about looking at those superficial things, have you ever thought of understanding it more deeply?"

"You refuse to forgive Zhiyuan for his amorous feelings, and complain that he carried one aunt after another into the door, but why don't you take a look, when has Zhiyuan had a smile on his face over the years, is he really addicted to gentleness and can't extricate himself?"

"What have you gained by torturing each other like this for so many years?"

Torture each other......

Maybe they're really torturing each other.

But Gu Qingwei really couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Growing up in the Gu family, even if it is common for men to have three wives and four concubines in this era, she has seen many husbands and wives from the beginning, so it is naturally difficult to accept that there are other people before her and her husband.

But, it is undeniable that between her and Ning Zhiyuan, she initially took that step back.

All kinds of lights and shadows in her previous life flashed in front of Gu Qingwei's eyes, she didn't know how she said goodbye to the old lady and returned to Weimingju, when she came back to her senses, she was already alone in her boudoir, lying on the bed looking at the tent above her head in a daze.

After the incident of the sixth uncle, the relationship between her and Ning Zhiyuan took a sharp turn for the worse, and later found out that she was pregnant, and she was carefully cared for by Ning Zhiyuan throughout her pregnancy.

At that time, she had actually realized that she deliberately treated Ning Zhiyuan coldly because she felt guilty about the sixth uncle in her heart.

Therefore, before giving birth, she had already decided that when the child was born, she would reconcile with Ning Zhiyuan.

Ning Zhiyuan went to Duanwang for a banquet that day, but he actually didn't want to go, just because she could give birth at any time at that time, and later she said that the doctor's predicted birth date was five or six days, so he left the house uneasily.

Later, she suddenly broke the water, so she asked Su Su to find someone to inform Ning Zhiyuan to return home.

She thought that Ning Zhiyuan would come back in time, but she didn't expect that until she gave birth to Brother Chen after a whole night, she didn't see Ning Zhiyuan.

Not only that, Su Xuan, who was sent by her to deliver a letter to Ning Zhiyuan, also knelt in front of her bed when she held the child for the first time, and kept saying that she had Ning Zhiyuan's child in her womb, begging her to give her and the child a way out.

How could Gu Qingwei believe it?

A person who stays by her side as long as she is in the house all day long will steal fishy, and it is her dowry maid who steals?

She was anxious to get a negative answer from Su Su's mouth, but until Su Su was beaten to death in front of her, she still gritted her teeth and said that the child was Ning Zhiyuan.

Su Su is so determined to gamble on her life and the child in her womb, is it just to separate her from Ning Zhiyuan? )