Until October, Fan Shasha rotated in the obstetrics and gynecology department, where warm scenes were still staged every day, welcoming the arrival of many new lives.

But it's not always like this, and there are chilly moments.

Fan Shasha's first contact with death was once, a girl in her early twenties came over and asked the doctor to abort her four-month-old child for her, that girl was the type that Fan Shasha had never been exposed to in her simple growth environment, the doctor had read her medical history, she had already experienced two miscarriages, this was the third time.

The doctor told her all the possible consequences: this miscarriage is likely to lead to lifelong infertility, and the girl did not hesitate at all, but resolutely chose to have an abortion.

When the life that had grown out of his mother's body came out, the girl did not shed a single tear, and Fan Shasha couldn't help crying when she put the little life that had passed away into formalin.

At that time, Ju Ze and Fan Shasha had a very good relationship, Ju Ze often asked Fan Shasha to go with him to buy daily necessities for the elderly people he cared for, and Niannian sometimes came to the hospital to find Ju Ze, and would also "by the way" pester Fan Shasha to go out to eat together. And the more Fan Shasha came into contact with Ju Ze, the more she found that he had a different impression from the first time they met, he was warm and cheerful, and he was a very kind-hearted big boy.

That day, Ju Ze sent her a message asking for some medical knowledge, but she didn't reply, so she planned to come to the obstetrics department to find someone, and Director Jiang told him that Fan Shasha was in the corridor.

Ju Ze pushed open the door of the corridor and saw her sitting alone in the corridor crying very sadly.

Maybe Ju Ze has never really entered the operating room and has not intuitively faced the loss of life, so he can't empathize with Fan Shasha's sadness at this time.

But when he saw Fan Shasha's trembling shoulders, an urge to protect her still swelled in his heart.

He walked over to her and sat down, but did not say anything comforting, just quietly sat with her in the dark corridor. He knew how pale and powerless the words "stop crying" were, and instead of saying this, it was better to accompany her silently and let her vent out.

Fan Shasha cried for a long time before she stopped sobbing, took a deep breath, and said to Ju Ze: "It's not the first time I've faced death, but every time I see life passing in front of me, there's nothing I can do. I wish I had very, very good eloquence and I could persuade the girl not to kill the child......"

Ju Ze said calmly: "An adult chooses not to let his child be born, perhaps because he has a lot of difficulties. ”

Fan Shasha nodded: "Well, I know." I wasn't in a position to decide anything for her, so I didn't say anything. ”

The girl was lying on the operating table, and after the anesthetic, she took out her mobile phone and started playing games, while playing, she chatted with the doctor very indifferently, and said to the doctor: "The child's father is a scumbag, and he has been with me for five months, and I know that he has been married a long time ago." ”

All the doctors and nurses present did not speak. They don't know if what the girl said is true or if it's a lie made up to reduce their guilt.

But Fan Shasha wanted to ask her very much at that time, even if the child's father was a scumbag, what did the child do wrong? You want to deprive him of the right to come into the world?

The light in the corridor was dim, and Ju Ze's gaze was warm and direct.

He smiled and said, "I can lend you a leaning shoulder." ”

Fan Shasha glanced at him: "I don't want it." ”

In fact, at this time, Fan Shasha already understood Ju Ze's intentions, and she did not deny that she also had a good impression of Ju Ze, but none of them said that the current situation is very similar to a saying: "Be affectionate, stop polite".

When the two of them came out of the corridor, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, and Li Wanyi was on night duty that day, she saw two people walking out of the corridor side by side, and the gossip factor suddenly broke out, and she went to Shen Yiming to chat when she had dinner the next day.

"You know what? Our treatment team is going to eat candy!"

Shen Yiming didn't like Li Wanyi very much before, because she didn't speak through her brain, and she always liked the further development of her brain, for example, when she met Fan Shasha for the first time, she said that she patted the leader's ass, and later said that Fan Shasha did things several times to please the head of Vanke. Later, she always said in front of him that she was an only child, which stimulated him and made him very depressed.

But after getting along for a long time, he found that Li Wanyi was actually not bad, but she had low emotional intelligence, so she was often scolded by others. Every time she hit a wall, she was very angry at the time, and the next day she forgot everything, and she would take the initiative to greet someone who had a conflict.

So later, Shen Yiming didn't bother to be angry with her, even if he was angry, he ignored her, and turned the page the next day.

At this time, he looked at her puzzled: "What kind of candy? are you going to get married?"

Li Wanyi said excitedly: "No, it's Sasha and Ju Ze, Ju Ze likes Sasha from the beginning, our whole team knows this, and then recently I can see Sasha and Ju Ze together every night shift, but it's intimate!

Then he bumped Shen Yiming with his elbow, almost knocking the plate in Shen Yiming's hand off: "You know it too, right? ”

Shen Yiming didn't say a word, and found a place to sit down with the dinner plate.

Li Wanyi was stunned, then followed Shen Yiming, and continued to chatter: "Hey, Sasha is really someone else's child, she studied well when she was in school, and she immediately had a partner after graduation, so she didn't let her family worry about it, I envy her so much, my parents urge me to go on a blind date every day, saying that it is most normal for girls in our small county town to graduate from college and get married, and they will be old in two years." Woo woo, there are so many male doctors in this hospital, why didn't they take a fancy to me?"

Shen Yiming put down his chopsticks and said, "I'm going back to the department." Then he picked up his plate and left.

Li Wanyi looked at him strangely, he seemed to be angry, she didn't dare to ask, she felt that Shen Yiming sometimes had an inexplicable temper.

That afternoon, Wan Minan wrote a long notice in the group chat:

"Next, there are new tasks assigned to everyone. Professor Wang, a bacteriology expert from our Provincial Medical University, hopes to carry out research projects with various grassroots hospitals in the province and carry out research pilots in the most complete and representative places.

"If this research pilot is opened in our hospital, it will be of immeasurable help to the improvement of the medical level of our hospital and the treatment of patients in our county! Therefore, everyone in the team will have to record the patient's situation in detail and write a report, and submit it once a month. By the end of the month, we handed over the report to Professor Wang and won the project!"

Everyone sent messages saying "received", but only Ju Ze made a difficulty......

I said before that I studied medicine with Fan Shasha, but after trying, he gave up after a week of study. For him, medicine is too boring, and he is a science and engineering student, accustomed to logical thinking, and it is too difficult to remember many illogical knowledge points in medicine.

Take the chapter on bones, from the torso to the limbs to the skull, there are so many bones on the human body, it's too hard to remember......

So after that short attempt, he threw himself into the five bodies that he admired for medical students, who must not only have a foundation in science, but also have a memory in liberal arts......

In short, he didn't know how to write a report at all. However, he now has confidence in his relationship with Fan Shasha, and Fan Shasha should solve this problem for him...... Right?

In the first week after the news was notified, Wan Min'an taught him hand-in-hand in order to prevent the people in the team from knowing how to write a report, and let each person be responsible for a patient, but Ju Ze couldn't listen to it at all, and he really felt bored, but he didn't worry, although each person was responsible for one patient, he and Fan Shasha, Miao Fang and Shen Yiming usually worked together, and they wouldn't write and ask them when the time came.

When I came back that day, we had dinner together again, during which Ju Ze went to the bathroom and happened to hear Shen Yiming talking on the phone inside:

"What's the matter with my dad? How can he wrestle? Does it matter? What did the doctor say?"

"Don't ask my eldest sister for money, the last time I saw my eldest brother-in-law scolding our family for being a vampire, he scolded us so directly, my eldest sister must not have a good life in their family, the eldest sister is also your own child, you can sympathize with the eldest sister! The eldest sister has already taken a lot of money from her brother-in-law's family to subsidize us, the second sister also has children to support, and the third sister is not easy to work hard in a big city, don't bother them!"

"I'll give it to you, I still have more than 6,000 yuan on my card, aren't you participating in the NCMS? Go to the hospital and ask how to reimburse you, and the hospital will tell you." ”

"It's okay, I eat and live here in the hospital, basically no money, anyway, don't ask my sister for money, I'll give it to you, I will give it to you!"

When the call ended, Shen Yiming walked out first, Ju Ze opened the door and came out to wash his hands, and deliberately left him behind for a while before going back.

After everyone finished eating and went back, Ju Ze deliberately walked at the end, and after seeing Shen Yiming and everyone separated, he quickly walked up, grabbed Shen Yiming's shoulder, and said, "Brother, I didn't understand that report at all, can you help me write it?"

Shen Yiming glanced at him: "Aren't you on good terms with Sasha? ”

"That's not good, Sasha taught me medicine some time ago, I didn't study it at all, I have already disappointed her very much, I can't let her down me again. Ju Ze smiled and said, "You write it for me, write one and I'll give you a thousand yuan, how about it?"

Shen Yiming stopped suddenly, his eyes under the gold-rimmed frame were dim, he looked at Ju Ze for a long time, and said, "You say this, I am very advantageous, in fact, that report is not difficult to write." ”

"It's not difficult for you, it's too difficult for me, what the director said to record the patient's subjective feelings, what symptoms, and to express the symptoms in words, it's too difficult, okay?"

Shen Yiming laughed lowly: "Okay, it's a bastard if you don't make money, I'll help you write it." ”

"Okay, isn't this report due at the end of the year? That is to say, three issues will be written, and I will transfer the money to you now. ”

Ju Ze went home after transferring the money, and praised himself in his heart, so simple to solve his own problems and the difficulties of his colleagues at the same time, he felt that he was too smart.