Chapter 377: Disheartened

Su Nuo sobbed for a while, and then began his experience in the past four years, "No, Su Yao, what you think is too simple, you won't forgive me, because I myself feel that my sins are unforgivable." Do you know that you have become what you are today, and I also have an unshirkable responsibility and reason...... Four years ago, I had an amnesia due to an accident, I couldn't remember anything at that time, I had forgotten everything about our past for a while, I didn't even know that you were my best friend, everything was because of my own sloppiness. My brother instilled a lot of wrong thoughts and consciousness in me, just like that, I was controlled and used by him and brainwashed by him, I went to country G to save you with a not pure purpose, and I also killed your biological father under his control and then blamed Yu Xiao, and then I was angry and thought that you betrayed my brother I actually beat you, and I used you for four whole years, I just used your rare ease with me to achieve my brother's insidious plans, I am not human, and I am not worthy of being your friend. In a fit of rage, she didn't hesitate to say anything.

After hearing this, Su Yao suddenly had a feeling of suffocation, she really couldn't believe what was happening, and then slowly put down her right hand, and said to herself in horror, "What, what, how can it be like this, it's impossible, it's really impossible...... It turned out that it was really me who misunderstood Yu Xiao. She bit her finger and said in horror, unable to believe the painful truth.

Thinking of this, she shook her head desperately, and now she knew that her father's death was caused by Su Zhe's song.

"Not only these, but even the previous Song Xin incident was arranged by him, and it was he and Mu Chuxia who teamed up to deal with you together. There is also your brother Bai Ye and the affairs of the Su family's enterprise, he has more or less interfered, and he has calculated all this from the beginning. Even this time he saved you, it was to use you and let you help him deal with Yu Xiao. Although I know this, I don't have the courage and power to tell you, and I just watched my brother hurt you little by little and use you. I hate myself for not even having the courage to stand up, I have been lying to you from the beginning. Su Nuo said word by word, as if she had described herself as a person who was completely heinous and unforgivable.

At that moment, after listening to these words, Su Yao felt that her worldview was collapsing, she had thought that Su Zhe was very insidious, vicious and ruthless, but she didn't expect him to be so evil.

At that moment, her body fell to the ground as soon as she became weak, and he couldn't believe what Su Nuo said except for incredulity, and asked himself over and over again how could this be, this is impossible, absolutely impossible.

Su Nuo looked at Su Yao crying, and then said word by word, "Su Yao is sorry, although I know that what I say now is useless, but even so, I still have to say it." Now you, are you still willing to believe me and forgive me, I have been deceiving you all along. As she spoke, tears flowed out of her eyes again.

Seeing the painful Su Yao, Su Nuo felt that she would probably never be able to forgive herself, so she slowly got up from the ground, closed her eyes helplessly, and then walked around and opened them with all her heart, her eyes seemed to be full of despair, and then looked at Su Yao word by word and said" Su Yao, my life has always been manipulated by others in this life, and now it seems that my sins will probably never be washed away, there is really no need for people like me to live in this world anymore, life has long become a dispensable existence for me. But now, the only person I can't rest assured of is you, and now my greatest wish is to hope that you can be happy and healthy. Go Su Yao, go and live the day you want, Yu Xiao had no intention of hurting you, you were originally a match made in heaven. Go ahead, go back and reconcile with Yu Xiao, his feelings for you have never changed over the years, and he has regretted what he did at the beginning, all he needs is a forgiveness from you. Su Yao, you must be happy, you must live well, because only in this way will I feel at ease in the spirit of heaven, and I will not feel unforgivable. After saying this, Su Nuo glanced at Su Yao one last time, and then suddenly turned around and jumped.

It jumped like this, and it was so light that it didn't make a sound.

At that moment, Su Yao stepped forward crying, her heart seemed to twitch violently, and she gasped for breath.

Then he suddenly lay on the edge of the cliff, his right hand naturally drooped, and then shouted "Su Nuo...... Suno ...... Don't. The surrounding area was an empty valley, and it seemed that Su Yao's hoarse shouts echoed everywhere.

She almost tore her throat out, but looking at Su Nuo who disappeared like this, it didn't have any effect, even if Su Yao still wanted to give Su Nuo a chance to forgive herself, it seemed that she couldn't give it.

I just vaguely remember that when she jumped down, she showed a strong smile with a miserable white face for the last time, and she looked at Su Yao with gentle eyebrows like that, as if she was very happy.

The moment her body fell, she was extremely relaxed, and just lay flat and let her body land little by little, as if she was not running to death, but to welcome a new life.

Her whole body looked relaxed, enjoying that her body was speeding up little by little, and by the end...... Gone.

Until Su Nuo jumped down for a long time, Su Yao was lying on the side of the cliff, still not relieving, a pair of tearful eyes that had dried up crying, staring at the bottom of the boundless cliff, just unwilling to take his eyes off.

Time passed like this, minute by minute, it had been three hours, Su Yao remembered that it was slowly getting dark, she stood up from the edge of the cliff carelessly, took one last look at the bottom of the cliff, and then endured the pain in her heart and said expressionlessly, "Su Nuo, you wait for me, after I have dealt with all this, I will come to accompany you." After saying that, he smiled a little.

Then he walked in the direction of the cliff, and the back was resolute, and he didn't even want to turn his head, as if he had forgotten that there was a wisp of the lonely soul of his favorite Su Nuo left under the cliff.

But perhaps, she is just remembering the sentimentality in her heart in a different way.

After all, the dead are gone.

No matter how much you have more than you have, it's useless.

chose to leave now, not because he had already decided to leave Sunuo, but said that the temporary parting was just for a better reunion in the future.

The reason why I didn't choose to go with Su Nuo now was because Su Yao knew better than anyone that she still had tasks waiting for her to complete, not because Su Yao was greedy for life and afraid of death.

Thinking about it, Su Yao felt that she didn't have the heart to take care of those things anymore.

She walked alone on the road, it was almost dark at this time, and she didn't think about going home, but she was walking, and stopped at the door of a shop, as if she was going to go, but she stood at the door and looked away.

At this time, suddenly the salesman inside came out, and then looked at Su Yao and said modestly, "This young lady, I'm really sorry, we are already closed here." She said respectfully.

But at this time, Su Yao still stood there in a daze, as if she hadn't heard what the waiter said to her, and just kept standing at the door with a stunned expression.

Then she turned and sat leisurely on the steps in front of the shop, her arms outstretched and her arms tightly around her, and buried her head in her knees.

It looks like it's lonely and helpless.

The service staff looked at her blankly, a little puzzled, but in the end they just shook their heads and walked away helplessly.

I really don't understand.

Su Yao squatted on the steps of the door like this, watching the crowd of vehicles coming and going dissipate little by little, decreasing little by little, and slowly embarked on the journey home, as if it was only herself, squatting next to her alone as if she was nothing.

A pair of eyes looking straight ahead of him, not deliberately staring at some people and things, but simply trying to give his empty heart a sustenance.

Slowly, the people in the store are gone, the door is closed, the lights are out, and the driver on the road Ma Long suddenly disappeared, under the dim street lamps, on the desolate road, it seems that there is only his lonely figure, accompanied by a few vehicles on the road that have not yet fully reached the destination, but it should be fast!

In the face of such darkness and silence, Su Yao felt that she was no longer afraid, and her heart was no longer as afraid as before.

But at this time, the mobile phone that was placed by his side suddenly rang in horror, in the silent night sky, the sudden mobile phone ringtone seemed extremely strange and weird, Su Yao's whole person suddenly panicked, and her heart was suddenly raised to her throat.

Then she subconsciously hurriedly turned her head to see that it was Ellie.

Before he could finish sending the phone to his ear, he had already heard her anxious voice, "Hey, madam, where are you now, why haven't you come back yet, it's so late, you can't change it." She asked, worried.

Hearing that she was so worried, Su Yao felt that she was embarrassed to hide it anymore, so she hurriedly said, "Well, I'm fine." She was silent for a while before she began to speak, "It's okay, don't worry about me, I have something to do outside, so I won't go back today." She forced a smile on her face, making herself look less weak.