If she left regrets, she would really regret them for the rest of her life, so she didn't want to carry this regret, just let her look at Lu Yan.

Although it was Lu Yan who took the lead in breaking into her life, it was Lu Yan who brought her a different color, letting her know that her heart would move, and she would also hurt because Lu Yan was sad.

She is also a woman, and she also hopes that someone will love and be spoiled, and she doesn't want all this to be given to her by others, she only wants Lu Yan's favor, but Lu Yan will never hand over his heart, not even divide them at all, everyone is selfish, she wants to have all Lu Yan's love selfishly, but all this seems impossible now.

She can clearly see how much Lu Yan cares about Chen Xue, even if Lu Yan doesn't say it, but his actions have already said everything, she will not force Lu Yan to do things he doesn't like, and she is not a person who particularly likes to force others.

For what she likes, it is enough for her to fight for it, although she didn't get it, but she doesn't feel regretful, but now she hopes to slowly reduce this regret.

"I also know that you have always cared about Chen Xue in your heart, and I have never thought of being your third party, but when I hear these words and see the interaction between you and Chen Xue, I will still be a little sad and sad, you don't have to give me too much care, because I will covet this tenderness, and I will also fall into it, if you really reject me, I will feel better, at least I will not have too many expectations, with some disappointment, until it slowly becomes despair, and I will really let go at that time. ”

A wry smile spread on the corner of Han Bingbing's mouth, all the way to the bottom of her heart, she didn't want to say these words to Lu Yan, but if she didn't say it for a certain time, she would be very uncomfortable and suppress herself.

Lu Yan has been silently listening to what Han Bingbing said, he knows that these are all Han Bingbing's heart, and he also knows what to do next, although this is a particularly unfair thing for Han Bingbing, but if he doesn't do this, he will leave some thoughts for Han Bingbing, then when it really happens, it will be regretted.

He didn't want to hurt Han Bingbing, whether it was Chen Xue or Han Bingbing, he wanted to protect them well and didn't want them to be hurt, but every time it backfired, so many bad things happened.

He tried his best to balance this relationship well, instead of letting Han Bingbing fall into this illusion excessively, his heart actually cared about Chen Xue very much, and he also strengthened his heart, although it might hurt Han Bingbing, he couldn't bear it.

"I know your feelings for me, but sometimes I can't give you any promises, and you also know that I have Chen Xue in my heart, I really can't repay you for this kind of feeling, don't think about things too complicated, this situation is very good now, and it won't change our relationship by other factors." Lu Yan said slowly with a calm face, no matter how good Han Bingbing said, he would refuse.

If he didn't refuse, then it would be a few of them who would suffer, not just Han Bingbing, including Chen Xue and others, so he had no choice and had to do so.

He knew that after doing this, Han Bingbing would be very hurt and make her very unhappy, but he had no other way but to do it, and he didn't know what to do, how to eliminate the guilt in his heart, only by being as good to Han Bingbing as possible, he felt that all this he did was not becoming so meaningless.

The corners of Han Bingbing's mouth hooked up a reluctant smile, she smiled, and shook her head: "I already knew that you would say this, from beginning to end you said the most, that is, to reject my words, but this is also good, at least let me hear the sound of heartbreak again, don't worry, I'm fine, I'm not as fragile as you think, it's just that today is suddenly very uncomfortable, you don't take these words to heart, my heart is very clear, please don't reject my kindness to you too much." ”

She has never been so kind to a person, Lu Yan is the first person, but Lu Yan didn't appreciate it, and turned her away, but she felt that none of this was important, as long as she could see that Lu Yan was safe and sound, it was enough for her to watch from afar, her requirements were not high.

In fact, this kind of thinking of hers is the most pitiful and humble, but what are they doing now? Do they ask Lu Yan to change his mind and only love her with all his heart? This is obviously impossible, and Lu Yan will not do this, she knows that this is the result, why should it be difficult for the strongman?

"Han Bingbing, in fact, you don't have to be like this, you don't have to spend all your thoughts on me, you should go and see, there are many people who will be good to you, and I am not the only one. Lu Yan pursed his lips, and finally said this, he really couldn't bear to hurt Han Bingbing, and he didn't know how to soothe her hurt heart, he felt that it was wrong for him to do all this.

She put all the bets on him, this is a very unwise choice, he doesn't want Han Bingbing to be hurt, and it is the injury he brought to her, he doesn't want to hurt anyone, whether it is Chen Xue or Han Bingbing, he hopes that he can protect them well.

When Han Bingbing heard Lu Yan say these words, a bitter smile spread on the corner of her mouth, if she could really forget, then what was the point of all this she was doing now?

It's not easy to forget a person, let alone forget Lu Yan, if she forgets Lu Yan, I'm sorry, she can't do it, she won't choose to forget, it's better to kill her than to forget Lu Yan, it's more enjoyable, maybe meeting Lu Yan is a catastrophe in her life, and she doesn't want to do a senseless struggle, so she looks at him from a distance, and she is satisfied.

"Can't you even agree to such a small wish? I just want to be by your side, I don't ask too much, why do you reject me again and again, am I so bad? I can't compare to Chen Xue, don't care, I'm not comparing her with me, I just don't want you to push me so far, let alone you say this kind of thing, you know what my heart is for you, but now you say this, it really makes me feel very cold. ”

There were tears in the corners of Han Bingbing's eyes, she was also a noble person, but in front of Lu Yan, she let go of her nobility and wanted to get Lu Yan's care, but Lu Yan was now pushing her to others, this feeling was really uncomfortable, just like someone holding a knife and constantly stirring her heart, knife after knife, that feeling only she could experience.

Lu Yan He doesn't have a heart? Can't he even experience this feeling of heartache and being rejected? She doesn't want to know, she only knows how much she cares about Lu Yan in her heart, if she hadn't met Lu Yan, then all this would not have happened, but things have happened to this point, and it is impossible to think about regret.

At least she met Lu Yan and met a man who could make her tempted, she thought it was good, but now that Lu Yan turned her away, she didn't know how to mediate this feeling.

Lu Yan's deep eyes were staring at Han Bingbing, he didn't have such thoughts, but he hoped that Han Bingbing would stop being so humble, she was the daughter of the hall director, and she could live everything well, but now she was so humble in front of him, it really made him a little unacceptable, or it was heartache.

He had no way to see a girl so sad in front of him, and he didn't reach out to wipe the tears from Han Bingbing's face, he was entangled, he was afraid that after he had done all this, Han Bingbing would fall into his gentle country again, and when the time came, it was not what they wanted to see.

He clenched his fists, took a deep breath, and said unhurriedly: "I know that you will definitely have a lot of sadness after I say this, but if I don't say this, then I am giving you hope, and I also hope that you can understand my hard work in doing all this, Han Bingbing, you can meet better, don't hurt yourself all over for me." ”

He didn't want to see Han Bingbing like this, at least at this stage, he didn't want Han Bingbing to be like this, he hoped that Han Bingbing could live a more wonderful life, instead of the sadness he is now.

Now they shouldn't mention this matter again, he understands Han Bingbing's intentions for him, but he can't reciprocate, once he returns her, then what should Chen Xue do, what should other people do, he doesn't dare to imagine, once he thinks about it, he will feel that this is a nightmare, and he can't wake up.

He didn't want to hurt Han Bingbing, but at this stage, he still chose to hurt Han Bingbing as the balance of the scales, is he a little selfish, but he doesn't know that more people will be hurt by doing this, and this is not what he wants to see.

"Are you wrong, I don't want to meet a better one now, don't worry, I'm not so vulnerable, and it's enough to just look at you from afar, my requirements are not high, and I won't bother with Chen Xue in the end." Han Bingbing raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, her tears don't need to be wiped by others, it's enough to wipe them herself, and she can soothe her pain by herself, and she doesn't need anyone to see her vulnerability.

Her vulnerability is not easily shown to outsiders, but this time she showed it very clearly in front of Lu Yan, but Lu Yan still didn't understand, which couldn't help but make Han Bingbing a little sad, but what could this be? She already knew Lu Yan's truest thoughts in her heart, and she also knew that he would never look back.

Lu Yan had already made a choice, and it was impossible for her to force Lu Yan to make a choice again, which was also a torture for him, and even more of an ordeal for Han Bingbing.

Lu Yan pursed his lips, his face tightened, but he didn't know what to say to comfort Han Bingbing's injured heart at the moment, as if no matter how much he said, it would be useless, Han Bingbing's illness needed to be treated by herself, and he couldn't help anything, once he helped, the next result would be earth-shaking.

The two of them stood in place and were silent for a long time, and no one opened their mouths to break the current silent situation, Lu Yan's pupils reflected Han Bingbing's figure, he didn't want Han Bingbing to be hurt so much, he couldn't bear it, but what could he do at this stage?

"The two of us don't want to stand here all the time, don't we still have something to discuss with the director? Han Bingbing smiled heartily, and if she didn't leave, the hall director would lose her temper.