When he turned around, I noticed that his face was also pale, in stark contrast to the wheat skin on his body.

"I'm not going to let anyone else know about it, let's go abroad, to a place where no one knows you, okay?" I was very emotional, I gave up the love between us in the first place, hoping that he could live well, hoping that he would have a good future, but why did it become like this.

Gu Qingchuan pulled his arm out of my arms, and said with a cold face: "Xia Yan, you are not qualified. ”

Then he strode towards the bathroom.

Yes, I don't have the qualifications, I promised him to be with him, but this time together is not the innocent snuggling with each other like five years ago, but just a dirty carnal relationship.

The next day, I moved to Gu Qingchuan's apartment, and during the day I was still the glamorous hostess, sought after, and a goddess in the hearts of countless people.

At night, I was Gu Qingchuan's couch slave, bearing the pain and pleasure he brought me.

This kind of life is deformed and ugly, but it is the most reassuring life I have lived in so many years.

I still didn't hear the answer he gave me about the pinhole in his arm, and I asked him several times and tried to convince him, but he refused to do so.

In fact, if he didn't want to say it, no matter how much I asked, he wouldn't say it, but fortunately, I only found it once, and after a few days, those things on my arm, when I looked at it again, were gone.

I knew I wasn't qualified to dictate his world, but I still didn't want him to live on that.

I betrayed our love in the first place in order to achieve him and give him a better future, how could I allow him to be polluted by that kind of thing.

So, after I finished recording the show on Friday, I asked Song Wei for dinner, Song Wei is a police officer and my high school classmate, because we got in touch when the show interviewed him, and this time I asked him mainly because of Gu Qingchuan.

In the process of chatting, I always intentionally or unintentionally asked some things about drugs, Song Wei is worthy of being a police officer, and I knew my purpose without chatting a few words.

He was originally gentle and humorous, but he instantly became serious: "Xia Yan, whether as a friend or a policeman, I remind you that that thing cannot be touched, whether it is the people around you or yourself, I will treat it equally and strictly." ”

I smiled and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's really that you're thinking too much, I'm going to do a show recently, and it happens to be related to this, so I want to learn about the situation from your side, how can anyone around me touch this kind of thing, you can rest assured." ”

Hearing me say this, Song Wei was a little relieved, and he spoke more carefully, but the more detailed he said, the more my heart trembled, because my Gu Qingchuan fell into such a sin, but I couldn't do anything.

I was a little restless, I was afraid that my emotions would reveal my thoughts again, and I felt that I should go out and breathe.

"Sorry, I'm going to the bathroom. "When Song Wei was still talking about it, I finally stopped him.

I went to the bathroom, closed the door of the cubicle, my heart that had just pretended to be calm was finally able to let go of the beating, if I didn't know this, I might still feel hopeful, but when I heard this clearly, I didn't know what to do.

When I sorted out my emotions, I didn't want to see Gu Qingchuan and Xia Xue pushing the door in, Xia Xue held Gu Qingchuan and gently and meticulously helped her open the door, my heart ached.

He said that he would break up with Xia Xue when he came back.

Just when my heart was still hurting, I saw the doctor who came in with them, and the doctor who behaved ambiguously with Xia Xue that day.

That person's expression was still as unsmiling as ever, but his eyes were always looking at Xia Xue who was walking in front, lingering and longing.