Chapter 41: Retreat
Fan Shasha's heart was blocked, she began to reflect on whether she had done something wrong, why did she suddenly block her?
Ju Ze had just returned home at this time, and suddenly received a message from her, and immediately asked her, "What?"
Fan Shasha sent him: "I don't know why, Miao Fang suddenly blocked me......"
Haven't the two of them always had a good relationship?
Ju Ze immediately comforted her: "Don't feel uncomfortable first, there may be some misunderstanding." ”
She thought about it for a while, with Fan Shasha's character, if she knew that her good friend had blocked her for some reason, she would definitely not be angry, but she felt uncomfortable in her heart, thinking crankily there for fear that she would offend people.
So Ju Ze immediately sent her again: "Where are you? I'll look for you." ”
Fan Shasha hesitated for a moment and replied to him: "I'm in the dormitory now." "She's really uncomfortable, and she really needs to talk to someone to help her analyze what she's done wrong.
"Well, wait for me, I'll go right away. ”
Nian Nian played outside for a day today, and fell asleep on the way, Ju Ze carried Nian Nian back to the room, and immediately went to find Fan Shasha.
When she arrived downstairs in the dormitory, Ju Ze sent her a message, and Fan Shasha quickly went down the dormitory building.
The dormitory building of the hospital is rented, in a community near the hospital, this community is relatively old, each building has only six floors, the green area is very large, rows of plane trees shade the sky, and there are basketball courts and table tennis tables in the community.
The two of them went to the basketball court in the community, and it was late at night, and there were only the two of them on the basketball court.
They circled around the empty area, "I guess I didn't talk to her when I came back today, so she's angry." Fan Shasha's tone was a little helpless, and she guessed.
But even so, she still feels that the punishment of directly blocking is too serious, and in today's society, blocking is basically equivalent to breaking off friendship.
She felt that her relationship with Miao Fang should not be to the point where she would break off her friendship if she made such a small mistake......
Ju Ze wanted to say, no matter whether Miao Fang was really angry because of this trivial matter, Miao Fang's behavior was too lacking in emotional intelligence, everyone worked in a hospital, and she and Fan Shasha were still in the same department, looking up and not looking down, so it would be embarrassing for everyone to meet in the future.
But he didn't say that, he just comforted Fan Shasha: "I heard that pregnant women are prone to emotional instability, isn't there still a term for prenatal depression? It seems to be caused by abnormal hormone secretion in the body, you are a doctor, you must know more than you." I guess she's going to get very emotional right now, so don't take it to heart. After the Dragon Boat Festival holiday is over, you can find a chance to make it clear to her. ”
Fan Shasha nodded: "Well, I think so too." ”
"Don't affect your mood. Ju Ze subconsciously patted her on the head, he was used to this action when he usually coaxed it.
Fan Shasha looked up at him: "If I accidentally do something wrong to provoke you one day, will you just block me without saying a word?"
Ju Ze raised the corners of his mouth: "No, you are so well-behaved, even if there is a misunderstanding between the two of us, it is my fault." Moreover, if there is a misunderstanding, I will also say it directly, and it will definitely not be inexplicable and there will be no follow-up. ”
Fan Shasha looked at him deeply, then nodded heavily. Once again, she felt that it was right to be with Ju Ze, because it was also a responsibility for people to speak directly.
On the first working day after the holiday, Fan Shasha saw Miao Fang at noon, and she wanted to give Miao Fang a step down, so she took the initiative to sit next to her with a plate and said, "Sister Miao, why can't I send you a message?"
She didn't expect that Miao Fang just glanced at her lightly and said bluntly: "No, I just blocked you." ”
Fan Shasha was stunned for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, I was really in a hurry that day, so I didn't notify you to come back by myself......"
Miao Fang's tone was light, and she didn't seem to be even angry: "It's just a trivial thing for you to say, but I think it proves that you don't care about me as a friend at all, what else do we have to say?"
"I ...... I'm sorry......" Fan Shasha's prepared explanation was interrupted like this, and there seemed to be no need to say it later.
"No need. After Miao Fang finished speaking, she picked up the plate and changed places to sit.
Fan Shasha watched her leave, but she didn't know what to do, at this time, the cafeteria was full of people, and she couldn't pester Miao Fang, so she had to continue to bury her head in eating.
It's just that when I put the rice in my mouth, it was sour and astringent, and I couldn't swallow it.
In the days that followed, Fan Shasha didn't explain to Miao Fang again, she felt uncomfortable for a while, but she was not as cheerful as Ju Ze, Miao Fang ignored her, and she wouldn't think about finding Miao Fang again, so this relationship became farther and farther away.
At the same time, her relationship with Ju Ze is getting better and better.
The longer she spent with Ju Ze and the deeper her relationship, the more she liked this person.
One of Ju Ze's biggest advantages is that he doesn't feel emotional when he encounters anything, and even if others provoke him, he won't really get angry. There are no secrets in this small county, and the business case that was solved before quickly spread, and the fact that Ju Ze's father was the culprit also spread throughout the hospital. Then a colleague with poor emotional intelligence joked about his sore spot in front of Ju Ze: "Ju Ze, I heard that your father cheated hundreds of millions of dollars, and he left a little for you to eat and drink for a lifetime, why are you still doing such drudgery in the hospital?"
At that time, Fan Shasha was so angry that she wanted to scold him, but Ju Ze responded with a smile: "I work in the hospital because I want to be a colleague with you, and I can't bear you." Of course, the male colleague had nothing to say, and he felt that he was valued and felt happy.
The colleague said: "Virtual currency is quite normal now, your father is just unlucky, I heard my relatives say, there are a lot of virtual currency in big cities, and they are fine." Hey, your dad's resources for coin are still there, are you interested in picking it up again?"
Ju Ze still just smiled faintly and said, "I didn't, I never paid attention to it when my dad did it before, so I don't know if I don't know...... But I think you're pretty smart, you can do it yourself. ”
Later, Ju Ze and Fan Shasha explained that he was generally reluctant to deal with others, because he felt that those who could make him angry would naturally make others angry. He is not their father, so why bother educating them? There are people in society who educate them, so there is no need to be angry.
Fan Shasha is ashamed of his good temper.
Fan Shasha also found that Ju Ze was not angry because he was cowardly, but because he really didn't care.
When she was a girl, Fan Shasha also read several novels with domineering male protagonists, and she also fantasized about having a boy full of manhood to protect herself. But when she grew up, she found that what could give an ordinary girl like her a sense of security was not a domineering male protagonist, but a mature boy with high emotional intelligence, good temper, intelligence and patience.
Ju Ze is also very gentle and considerate to her, and the two of them will never have any misunderstanding, because once Ju Ze keenly feels that there is about to be a misunderstanding, he habitually explains it clearly from beginning to end, and later Fan Shasha dislikes his words...... Fan Shasha suddenly discovered that a couple like them would basically not quarrel together. If there is no misunderstanding, what can you quarrel about?
And occasionally she wanted to lose her temper, Ju Ze looked at her and smirked. Where does she still have a temper to sprinkle?
The two of them had a happy time together, but they were both very low-key, and not many people in the hospital knew about them. Fan Shasha used to be a colleague of Miao Fang, who could be called a close friend, but now she doesn't pay attention to her, and she has nowhere to say.
Sometimes when she sees Miao Fang talking and laughing with others, Fan Shasha will also feel lonely, but more often, it is embarrassing, so every time she flees directly.
She is never one who will fight for it, she can take the initiative to take a step, but if she can't see that the other party is also taking steps towards herself, she immediately retreats, and even hides farther than before.
In September, Miao Fang's due date arrived, Fan Shasha directly asked for leave that day and did not go to the obstetrics and gynecology department, she didn't dare to risk appearing, lest Miao Fang feel uncomfortable when she saw her.
After Miao Fang gave birth, Fan Shasha asked the director about her situation, and the director said that Miao Fang gave birth to a daughter weighing more than six pounds, the mother and daughter were safe, Miao Fang has always been in good health, and she has always paid attention to scientific fetal raising, so there are no serious complications at present.
"It's just that the mood is quite unstable. The director said lightly, "When her husband came in to accompany her, he talked to her about the child's name, and her husband thought of a word, called 'Jing', Miao Fang suddenly got angry, saying that this word was used by boys, and asked him if his husband disliked that he gave birth to a daughter, and he had to have a son, and asked him if his husband was dissatisfied with her...... Her husband couldn't comfort her, and she ended up crying, which made her embarrassed. ”
Fan Shasha sighed in her heart: "Could it be depression?"
Miao Fang had already shown this sign before giving birth, and now that she thinks about it, she broke off her friendship with herself because of a trivial matter, maybe it really has something to do with depression.
The director was also very puzzled: "No, right? Miao Fang's personality is quite direct, she belongs to the type of what she says, how can she get depression with such a character?"
Fan Shasha didn't know, but many details showed that she was indeed emotionally wrong...... "Otherwise, I would suggest that her family take her to see a psychiatrist, right?"
The director nodded: "Okay, I'll talk to her family when I go back." ”
A few days later, Miao Fang was discharged from the hospital and returned home to recuperate.
Director Jiang has reminded Miao Fang's husband, but in recent days, Miao Fang is obviously in a good mood and has not lost her temper much, so her husband has put the matter of finding a psychiatrist on hold...... Occasional misunderstandings and tantrums will happen to everyone, and Miao Fang can't say that she has a psychological problem if she loses her temper with him once or twice.
In order to take good care of Miao Fang and the child, he specially called his mother in the countryside and asked her to come over to take care of Miao Fang.
Miao Fang was playing with the children at home that day, and when she heard someone ring the doorbell, she hurried over to open the door, and then saw her mother-in-law standing at the door with a big bag.
Miao Fang was stunned for a moment before asking, "Mom, why are you here?"
Her mother-in-law looked simple and said with a smile: "I'll take care of you, didn't Xiaoyu tell you?"
Miao Fang frowned quickly, her husband Su Yu really didn't mention it to her, she didn't prepare anything now, the house was messy, how to receive her mother-in-law? Su Yu really didn't care about him more and more, before she was pregnant, she cared about everything she did, and she was careful, but now, her mother-in-law didn't tell her in advance about such a big thing! Sure enough, after giving birth, she changed from treasure to grass?
However, in front of her mother-in-law, she still endured her resentment, quickly got out of the way, and told her mother-in-law to come in quickly.