140. You are the woman I want to marry
Song Zhennian really didn't know that Xun Zhen would have such an idea.
He knew that he had misunderstood her some time ago, and there had been no news of his sister and nephew, so he was too depressed, and he would unconsciously complain about her indifference.
But now that the misunderstanding was solved, he knew that she didn't dislike him, that she didn't care about his family at all, and that his feelings for her were certainly consistent.
He replied sincerely, "In my heart, my sister is my relative, and you are my lover. Naturally, she can't replace you in the first place in my heart.
I did that to you before, but because I was really worried about my sister's safety, I didn't really care about you.
Besides, don't I know I'm wrong now, so don't be angry. I will never treat you like that again. ”
At this time, Song Qiannian had a little bit of a grudge against Rong Heng in his heart. If Rong Heng hadn't said that kind of thing to him, he wouldn't have preconceived that Xun Zhen was a cold-blooded and ruthless woman.
Xun Zhen smiled faintly.
At this time, no matter how much she said, Song Xinian would definitely not admit what he really thought in his heart, and she had no intention of arguing anymore.
Seeing that Xun Zhen didn't speak, Song Xinian kissed her on the cheek flatteringly, and said gently, "Since you are not angry, then this matter will be turned over, and none of us can mention this matter again in the future." ”
Xun Zhen nodded lightly, and he didn't have the heart to discuss this matter with Song Xiannian again. She should be glad that Song Qiannian's sister is fine, so her relationship with him will not be stiff all the time.
Throughout the day, Song took Xun Zhen to watch movies, visit the aquarium, and eat her favorite Korean barbecue.
Obviously, along the way, he was extremely considerate, but Xun Zhen couldn't always feel happy from the bottom of his heart.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, and her heart was still sullen even though everything had been resolved.
Maybe it was Song Qiannian's words "I snubbed her because I was worried about his sister's safety" that made her feel a pimple.
Why did he snub her when he cared about his sister's safety? But at that time, she didn't see that Song Xiannian would snub Rong Heng. She knows that she has been twisted like this, which is really hypocritical, and she also hates that she has become such a scheming woman.
But she just couldn't control herself.
In the evening, they returned to the compound.
Song followed her back to her home in the past year.
He started to move, and she knew what he wanted. But she didn't want him to do it.
She dodged his leaning cheek and said in a deep voice, "I'm so tired today, I want to rest early, you can go home and sleep tonight." Tomorrow morning, I'll pick you up for work. ”
Song Xiannian looked at Xun Zhen's slightly pale face, and finally nodded.
He lowered his head and held her hands, rubbing them gently, "I don't know why, I always feel that you are holding things in your heart today, and you are not happy, so the smile you show is also reluctant."
Can you tell me what I'm not doing well enough to upset you?"
Xun Zhen shook his head and explained, "I'm really fine, I'm just a little tired, I don't want to talk, I don't want to move." ”
Song Xiannian looked directly into Xun Zhen's eyes seriously.
After a while, he said solemnly, "Since you and I were planning to get married from the beginning, why don't we get a certificate to live together first."
I know it's a bit of a rush, but I really want to marry you right away. The way you've been preoccupied all day today makes me a little worried.
I want to marry you quickly and pet you in the palm of my hand. ”
Xun Zhen was surprised that Song Xiannian would say that he wanted to marry her at such a time.
Obviously, he has just graduated from college today, and he is twenty-two years old when everything has infinite possibilities. How could he be willing, willing to marry her, and be trapped by her?
She asked, "Song Qiannian, are you serious about this? Are you sure you want to marry me now? You have a bright future, and there is still a big forest waiting for you to set foot in the future in front of you, are you really willing to hang yourself on my tree?"
Song smiled in the past.
He didn't think that Xun Zhen would also have a day of unconfidence and cowardice.
He said gently, "With you, the most precious tree, what do I want that forest for? ”
Xun Zhen said very seriously, "In the past years, marriage was not a child's play for me. I want to get married, it must be because I have thought it through, and the other party is the most suitable person for me, and the person who can work with me to create the future and reach the end.
But if you propose marriage to me so hastily, I will think that you have not really thought about marriage at all. You may think that the divorce rate is so high now, even if you marry me now, it won't matter if you divorce me in the future.
But I'm different from you, I'm married, I won't get divorced easily, I just want a marriage from the beginning. That's all for this paragraph. ”
No matter how open the marriage of contemporary people is, she still adheres to the conservative concept of marriage and only marries one person in her life.
Song Qiannian explained seriously, "I know that I am so unprepared now, and suddenly proposing marriage to you will definitely make you think that I am not serious and only regard marriage as child's play."
But that's not the case, I've always wanted to say to you, let's get married. Because I know that you are almost thirty years old now, and you may be just as eager to get married, after all, many people are saying behind your back that you can't get married.
And the reason why I haven't talked about the idea of marriage before is because I want to marry you back home after I have the money to buy a house. But now, with my strength, I really won't be able to buy a house for a few years.
I'm afraid you'll wait too long, so I can't wait to propose marriage to you, of course, on the premise of not having a house, we just get a license to live together, but don't set up a banquet. I'm doing this to save your face and identity. I'm afraid that those people will say behind your back that you married a poor boy.
Moreover, what I think in my heart is actually the same as yours. I also hope to marry a woman who can accompany me to the end of the journey from the beginning to the end. This woman, of course, is you. ”
Xun Zhen asked, "Why me?"
There was suspicion in her eyes, and there was no confidence.
After all, she and Song had only known each other for more than half a year, so how could he be so sure that she would be the woman who would be suitable for him and could accompany him from beginning to end? Even she herself couldn't be sure that he was the man who was suitable for her.
He was too young, and everything he was saying now might just be his emotions, impulsive.
Song Xinian was silent for a moment, and finally said slowly, "I can't say a reason, and there won't be a standard for this matter itself." But I'm pretty sure you're the woman I want to marry. My heart doesn't lie to myself. If I'm not the man you want to marry the most, it doesn't matter, I'll work hard and get closer to your standard step by step. ”
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