An Yixia cried silently and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?"

Zhan Yinfan stood silently, silent, just lowered his eyebrows slightly, and his distressing gaze fell on her.

Zhan Yinfan's heart was filled with a huge emotional impact, and when she said "Does it hurt", she rushed out of her chest.

He wanted to hold her hand, he wanted to hold her body, he wanted to dive her into his body, mind and soul.

Strong thoughts hit the brain in waves, like a torrent pouring down uncontrollably.

The volcanic eruption that was about to move, the collapse of the snow-capped mountains that had been frozen for thousands of years, and the explosion of the silent eternal flood exploded, Zhan Yinvanadium couldn't resist, raised his hand and grabbed her hand, pressed it against the chest beating for her, and hugged her tightly.

This hug, a thousand words, a thousand hardships are all in this hug that can't help itself.

"When I saw that you were well, I no longer felt pain. Zhan Yin Vanadium lowered his voice and whispered hoarsely.

The chest was like a drum, and it was beating with a bang.

"Sister-in-law, don't leave, okay?"

Zhan Yinvan hugged the petite and slender her tightly into her arms, six years of missing, waiting, expectation, and love carved into the bone marrow, at this moment every strand of love are concentrated in this embrace.

An Yixia was hugged tightly by him, and he could clearly feel the light tremor from him.

He struggled to control his dying feelings, afraid of scaring her.

God knows how much he wanted to tie her to his side, how he wanted to possess her at all costs, how much he wanted to run away from her and stay with her, whether she wanted to or not.

In the end, she took into account her feelings and endured it so hard.

Ann Yixia burst into tears and soaked his coat.

It shouldn't be like this, but she's also human, and she has feelings.

I have pretended to be very good and strong for six years, and I have never broken down, I have not cried hysterically, even when I thought about him in the middle of the night when I was so distressed and panicked, I never cried hysterically for him.

Because she was pregnant with a child, from the day she left Jiangcheng, she was told that her lover had died and was forced to leave her hometown and flee for her life.

For the sake of her children, she cannot be happy and sorrowful, and she cannot plunge herself into pain and despair. She forced herself to stand up, to forget the past, to force herself to quickly accept the new life of Lang Captive Takashiro, to force herself to smile in the face of all strangers. Pretend you look good, strong, and don't worry everyone.

So, you can't cry, and you can't look so sad.

She is really good for nothing, and she can't get up without someone to pull her up when she is in trouble.

But no matter how incompetent she was, she came through step by step.

However, after so many years of being strong and mild-tempered, she has forgotten what a tantrum looks like, how hysterical she is, how she cries.

For the sake of E

IC, she put aside all her emotions and tried to be a good mother and put everything on her son. There is also no shortage of people who must cultivate a decent son for Zhan Yinfan, but at the same time, they hope that their son can live a safe life without too much fighting.

Seeing Zhan Yinfan, she had emotions again, she didn't even notice and began to get angry, angry, hysterical anger was so natural, when facing him, her emotions were not forbearing, there was no deliberate.

It is impossible for her bad mood to be revealed in front of Gu Zhiyi, let alone to her son.

The tears at this moment are from the heart. Seeing the scars on his face, how could she restrain her heartache?

She realized her situation at this moment and slowly came back to her senses.

She shouldn't be like this, she is the mother of her children, and she can't ignore her son because of her emotions, it's too selfish.

An Yixia took a deep breath and gently pushed him away, but Zhan Yinfan was so hard, how could she push it?

"You let go. ”

An Yixia wanted to say calmly, but she choked in her throat for a while, unable to speak clearly, and listened to a little coquettish, with a thick nasal voice, which was distressing.

Zhan Yinvanadium still hugged tightly, "Don't let go." ”

When will I be able to hold this one again?

An Yixia took a deep breath, choked up, and spoke again, "You let go, do you have to be angry and angry for you to listen?"

When Zhan Yinfan heard her words, he knew that she was angry, not joking.

Unwillingly, he let go of her, took half a step back, looked at her face, and couldn't help but gently wipe the tears from her face.

"Sister-in-law......"

An Yixia was still choked up, and interrupted him softly: "If you want to rebuild it, I won't cooperate with you." Zhan Yinvanadium, I don't want to break the current status quo of life. You don't have to be me, as long as you want, you will definitely find someone more suitable for you. I'm not the right person for you, I'm not compatible with you. Zhan Yinfan, please, don't disturb my life, okay?"

Zhan Yinfan's eyes looked straight at her, and there was forbearance in her eyes that she couldn't understand.

An Yixia pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and looked at Zhan Yinfan with wet eyes.

"Zhan Yinfan, as long as you want, you have many options. But I'm gone. An Yixia whispered.

Zhan Yinfan took a step forward and grabbed her hand, "I don't have a choice, my choice is only you from beginning to end." I'm waiting for you to come back, waiting for your heart to never change for many years, and the love is getting deeper and deeper. I've already seen you, how can I pretend that I haven't seen you? Son-in-law, you are so arrogant to me, I can do whatever I want? Do you know how determined and courageous I have done all this?"

An Yixia looked at him and didn't understand.

"What you do, no matter how difficult it is, is ten times easier than ordinary people. An Yixia spoke softly.

Zhan Yinfan shook his head, "I'm afraid, the first time I woke up, I wanted to see you, I don't believe in any conclusive reasons for fungi, I only believe you." I can't wait to see you, to find you, to pick you up......"

An Yixia shook his head and boldly whispered to him: "You didn't, you didn't pick me up." If you woke up and picked me up, we wouldn't be like this today. I won't be alone ......"

An Yixia burst into tears.

Take a deep breath and swallow the words that come after.

At the beginning, after she followed Li Zun to Lang Prisoner Gaocheng, she really didn't suffer any grievances. But that's the Wells family, her mother has that relationship with Eric, and even occupies the position of Mrs. Wells for decades, which of the several Mrs. Wells is not a smiling tiger who wants to get rid of her?

How much Gao Yuerong hated her back then, how much those Mrs. Wells hated her. Women all over the world have feelings for them, regardless of borders.

She didn't want to live in the castle anymore, and she didn't want to embarrass Li Zun, so she deliberately accepted Gu Zhiyi's overtures, accepted the olive branch thrown by Gu Zhiyi, and for the sake of the child in her womb, she left the castle on the grounds of marriage and lived in a house purchased in her own name.

Li Zun has not had much contact with her over the years, and the biggest reason is that she insisted on marrying "Gu Zhiyi" despite Li Zun's opposition.

Li Zun is such a smart person, and he may have already understood that she married Gu Zhiyi in order to justifiably leave the castle and leave the Wells family.

At that time, Li Zun also accused her, that is, she wanted to leave his control over her and wanted to draw a line with him. She has always denied this, they are brother and sister, what line can be drawn? is he who rescued her from the misery of Jiangcheng, how can he control her?

When he married Gu Zhiyi, it was also the time to break with Li Zun.

At that time, Li Zun must have been very disappointed in her decision, for her sake, Li Zun did not hesitate to offend every lady, even the superficially amiable Mrs. Kamiya, Li Zun also tore his face because of her. He promised her countless times that he could take care of her and make her worry about food and clothing. But she couldn't appreciate it, and left the castle to marry Gu Zhiyi without hesitation.

Li Zun appeared once after she gave birth, and after a hurried visit, it took six years, and there was no news during this period.

An Yixia is not shocked by honor and disgrace on the surface, how can he not feel guilty and sad in his heart?

But you have to face your son in a good state and take care of your son. The parents' emotions and children can feel very sensitively, she can't bring negative energy to her son, she is a very incompetent mother, and there are not many things that can be given to the child.

Zhan Yinfan looked at her silent crying, and her heart ached.

He wanted to hug her again and lean on her, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, she blocked her, and she left to the side by herself, widening the distance between the two of them.

"I thought, crazy thinking. Zhan Yinvan lowered his voice, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat in pain.

An Yixia shook her head, "You want to, but you don't." ”

"Sister-in-law, don't you care about my current appearance?" Zhan Yinfan suddenly asked.

An Yixia looked up at him, not knowing how to answer.

The answer is not to care, is it the same as agreeing to be together? The answer is to care, and it is too hypocritical.

Zhan Yinfan saw her doubts and mistakenly thought it was acquiescence.

He shook his head slightly, then picked up the tailor-made silver mask.

"It's already very good, I just woke up with gauze all over my body, half of my skin burns, burns, and many skin grafts, leaving these pitted marks. When I first woke up, I couldn't get out of bed and lived passively. After a few months of recuperation, I began to really come back to life and be able to get out of bed. My sister-in-law is so beautiful, I can't let you feel pressure. ”

"So you don't know me. An Yixia's tone was a little cold.

Behind this coldness, there is actually anger.

He actually thinks that she is with him because of his appearance? Sure enough, he lives with himself, and he loves him tightly because of her youthful appearance. And I thought she was also because of his appearance, which was really ridiculous.

How could he really know her?

Zhan Yinvan didn't argue, "Maybe it's not enough." ”

"Zhan Yinfan, who is dignified and flying vanadium, how can he be inferior?" An Yixia asked in a low voice: "Even if you lack arms and legs, you still have the confidence to stand out from the crowd, why are you inferior? Zhan Yinfan, these are just the words you are fooling at this moment, right?"

Zhan Yinfan smiled. The faint smile on the corner of his mouth was quite helpless.

"If you think that wealth is confidence and capital, then there is. I can stand in front of people without fear and not be afraid of rumors. ”

He finished his words and looked at An Yixia, "But wealth is the reason why you love me, no." So I can't help but care about what you think, I'm afraid that you will see that I am different from what I used to be...... Sister-in-law, I have something to be afraid of, I am afraid that you will not accept an ugly man. ”