Chapter 218: Finding the Dream

In a daze, Chen Shi saw Li Yalian, it was in the room where they depended on each other, in a one-bedroom room, he and Li Yalian were like two birds in a storm, snuggling up to each other, and then their child was born, and then the two of them were busy preparing everything for him, milk powder, diapers, clothes, and anxiously back and forth when he was sick.

Chen Shi looked at all this blankly, it seemed that the man in that room was not himself, he wanted to shout, but he couldn't open his mouth, he wanted to pull Li Yalian, but he found that he was just a soul, just a wisp of green smoke, as soon as the breeze blew gently, his soul flew away, and the whole person disappeared in an instant.

Then he woke up suddenly. His head hurt very, very much, and he heard someone talking in the living room, but he couldn't hear what was being said, it seemed that his sister and younger siblings were arguing.

He rubbed his eyes, trying to see the environment in front of him, but found that his eyes were hazy, with only vague shadows.

He spoke softly and shouted, "Is there any water?"

At this time, he noticed that a water cup suddenly appeared next to his mouth, and gently poured the water into his mouth, and only after he drank a sip of water did he realize that it was his sister.

He said, "Sister, are you back?"

My sister put down the glass of water and said, "What's wrong with you? Drinking so much wine? Who provoked you in broad daylight? What about Li Yalian?"

Chen Shi said: "She's gone." ”

"Gone?" Sister Chen Jing obviously misunderstood, thinking that Li Yalian had run away, and asked in disbelief: "She dumped you?"

Chen Shi hurriedly explained: "No, she went to filming, and she just left today to go to Jiangsu." ”

Hearing the filming, the little sister who was sitting watching TV suddenly beat me over and asked, "What are you filming? brother, sister-in-law, you don't call me when you go to film, I want to see my sister-in-law." ”

Chen Shi categorically stopped: "How old are you? study hard, don't think about filming if you can't get into an art school, and you don't want to see how your grades are?"

The little sister Chen Ying pouted unconvinced, but there was nothing she could do.

Sister said: "It's not promising, and you're drunk because she went to filming?"

Chen Shi's face turned red, and he retorted embarrassedly: "Who said that? I just want to drink some wine when I'm fine, why are you scared?"

Of course, he couldn't admit that his sister was not so easy to deceive, and she smiled and said, "I know you are thin-skinned, and I won't make fun of you, but you hurry up, the smell of alcohol is stinking, what has become of this house? ”

Chen Shiqiang endured a headache and got up, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower before his head cleared up, at this time it was already seven or eight o'clock in the night, and his stomach suddenly growled, obviously hungry.

He asked his sister, "Do you have anything to eat?" I'm so hungry. ”

My sister said, "There are leftovers in the refrigerator, you can go and heat it yourself." ”

Chen Shi opened the refrigerator, and sure enough, there were some leftovers, he simply heated it in a pot, and ate it with cold rice. My sister looked at it and said, "Can you eat like this?" ”

Chen Shi smiled, eating very sweetly, and my sister sighed and said, "Eat slowly, I'll cook you a soup." ”

Chen Shi smiled happily: "Okay, thank you, sister." ”

In less than ten minutes, my sister cooked an egg soup for Chen Shi, and he took a sip of the hot soup and praised: "My sister's craftsmanship is good." ”

At this time, "Xiao Li Flying Knife" was playing on the TV, and the sick Xiao Li was coughing and drinking, and he didn't forget to brush it handsomely. Chen Shi looked at it and smiled. Although Jiao Yingjun acted well, this drama was filmed in the secret Jin Yong mode, there was actually a court in it, and the final decisive battle was also a conspiracy and rebellion, which was far from the original work, and I don't know what the director thought.

Gulong dramas have always been filmed very badly, but even so, there are people who keep trying and shooting.

Seeing this TV series, Chen Shi thought of Li Yalian's dream, and he suddenly asked his sister, "Sister, what dreams do you have?"

My sister was stunned by the question, frowned and thought for a while before saying, "Dreams? I don't know." ”

Chen Shi looked at his younger brother and younger sister, and his younger sister Chen Ying immediately said, "I dream of being a big star." ”

Chen Shi laughed, he knew that Xiaomei did have this dream, but he didn't know how far Xiaomei's dream of being a big star could go, and he didn't know whether her big star wanted to be an actor or a singer. At this time, she seems to be interested in acting and singing.

He asked his younger brother Chen Dongdao, "What about you? What dreams do you have?"

Although the younger brother rarely spoke, he replied resolutely and decisively: "I want to be admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University." ”

Chen Shi did not doubt the ability of the younger brother at all, he said that he had a long-term dream, what about the younger brother after he was admitted to Peking University or Tsinghua University? He asked: "What about after that? Have you not thought about what will happen in the future?

The younger brother Chen Dong said: "I'll talk about the future later, who thinks so far now? This person can't become fat in one bite, he must be admitted to college before he is qualified to think about the future, otherwise what should I do? Learn from you to do business?"

Chen Shi smiled bitterly and said, "What's wrong with doing business?

The younger brother Chen Dong said: "Businessmen have no power, I must have power in the future." ”

The younger brother Chen Dong actually wants to be an official, it seems that he is a person with his own ideas, he has a thirst for power, but Chen Shi himself has not thought about this, he used to think about making his family rich, and now the goal has been achieved, therefore, he must think about his future, is it to be a business tycoon? It seems that this is not his intention, it seems, he should have other important responsibilities.

This should not be a person's life, although getting rich is a thing that must be done, but he has done it, and he has done it very well, he does not have so much thirst for wealth, and his desire for material things is also limited, and he does not have the idea of unlimited pursuit.

But what else could he do? Do you want him to change the world?

Is this something that only a superhero can do, but is it going to fall on him? However, although the world is not peaceful, it is not his turn to take care of it?

The little sister Chen Ying suddenly asked, "Brother, what about you, what is your dream?"

Chen Shi smiled bitterly: "I don't have a dream, and I don't know what a dream is. ”

It was late at night, the younger brothers and sisters fell asleep, and the elder sister also rested, only Chen Shi couldn't sleep alone, he faced the TV alone, listening to the croaking sound inside, chattering non-stop, as if he was talking to him, and it seemed to be talking to himself.

Can the TV talk to itself? He kind of wanted to laugh at his own childishness. He secretly made a decision, before Li Yalian came back, he must find his true heart, he must have a dream, and he swore that he would work hard for this dream in the future and pursue this dream.

Li Yalian's filming will take about a month or two, so he still has time, and he will have a few months to think about who he is, where he comes from, and where he is going.

He had slept all day during the day, so he couldn't sleep at night, and he felt unsafe and uncomfortable when he was missing someone by his side. So, he found Li Yalian's novel and read it carefully, trying to find himself in it.

Li Yalian is a fan of ancient dragons, therefore, there is a complete set of ancient dragon novels on the shelf, which was bought by Chen Shi, and there are other books in addition to this, Chen Shi flipped through it and found a book called "The Legend of Wukong". He had heard of the title of the book, because it was a very famous book after all, so whether he had read it or not, he had heard it.

He wanted to read such a famous book, so he chose this "The Legend of Wukong" to read. It didn't matter if he read it, but he was actually stuck in it. This is a book about confrontation with authority, which is completely different from the spirit of the original "Journey to the West", the style is a bit similar to the big words, but the spirit is also different.

The Monkey King and Tang Seng in it are all tragic heroes, and what puzzled Chen Shi was the famous sentence that Tang Seng said, it would be better if it came out of Sun Wukong's mouth. I want this day, and I can't cover my eyes anymore,

"If you want this land, you can't bury my heart anymore, you want all living beings to understand my intentions, and you want all the Buddhas to disappear!" If this sentence comes out of Sun Wukong's mouth, it will definitely be even more shocking.

The more Chen Shi reads it, the more energetic he becomes, originally he is not a person who is good at reading, he will be tired after reading a few pages, and he will doze off, but the more he reads this book, the more excited he becomes, and the more he reads, the more moved he becomes. The love inside, the resistance inside, the tragedy inside, everything made his heart have an indescribable shock.

Although he is not Sun Wukong, not Tang Seng, not Zhu Bajie or Sha Seng, but their story makes him excited, and their experience gives him a sense of life. It seemed that a hand of fate was waving at him, and he seemed to see his dreams, and he saw the destiny of his rebirth.

Is it rebellion, is it freedom?

He didn't know for a while, but he seemed to see a shadow, and it seemed to be getting closer.

In this way, he saw the next day from the middle of the night, but he didn't find it, and when it was dawn, there was no trace of fatigue. It wasn't until his sister and younger siblings got up to eat breakfast and went out that he finished reading the book, and the moment he closed it, a stream of blood seemed to gush out of his heart, as if a soul burst out of it.

"I was born again, can't I change something? I know a lot of things in the future, can't I intervene and change some tragedies that shouldn't have happened?" Chen Shi said to himself.

Although his rebirth was accidental, how many things in the world were not accidents, and how many things did not happen in reasonable expectations?

He wants to change, not only the fate of himself and his family, but also the fate of the entire market, for example, the film market, which is a cultural position, what can he do? Defend it and prevent foreign blockbusters from running rampant, for example, in the business world, the automobile industry, the mobile phone industry, the Internet industry, he can change these industries, can make the Chinese people more confident, and promote our independent products to the world, foreigners can no longer make money in China, and they must defeat foreign capital.