Chapter 81 Persecution, helplessness, sad words, embattled, knowing the warmth and cold

Zhou Mi saw that Lu Yaya was in a good mood, and her heart was sweeter than eating honey. Over the years, the life of husband and wife has been in the midst of upheaval, and Lu Yaya has been living a frugal life, and has never blamed Zhou Mi. Watching Lu Yaya suffer for her hard life, it was really unforgettable. So he said to Lu Yaya: "Yaya, in the past few years, without your support at home, life has been really difficult, and I really have no way, it is a great luck to be able to pick a life back." Lu Yaya listened to these words carefully, and she didn't know what to feel in her heart, thinking about how many opportunities to make money had been delayed for these things in the past few years, and she didn't feel sorry for her. But the matter has quietly passed, and there is no need to quarrel with Zhou Mi again. just said: "Let him pass the past things, fortunately, there is no endless road, in the future, work hard, work hard to make this family prosperous!" Zhou Mi saw Lu Yaya's unhappy face, but he didn't blame him, the old pain in his heart was unbearable, but he could only erase the temporary pain, calm the temporary regret, settle his heart, and pursue a happy life!

It's just that Qiao Yinchun has been following Zhou Mi behind the ghost, and he has been secretly directing some ulterior purpose. Zhou Mi has been wary of him all along. But Qiao Yinchun has a certain prestige in society, and has been hiding behind his back. Zhou Mi still didn't know his true face for a while.

Standing on the cusp of the storm, the baptism of frost and ice and snow alone. The mood is tired, and he is in the middle of the mud, and he is too stretched to jump out of the mud pit. Zhou Mi gradually looked directly at the struggle in the quagmire, and ushered in the sharp turn in life. The spirit of the heart is getting depressed day by day, and he is chasing the siege and guerrilla attack all the way. Survive in peace all day long. The closest wife, Lu Yaya, is not in the deep pool, so she doesn't know the pain of Nining. I only know how to discourage careful tolerance and ignorance. is extremely different from Zhou Mi's opinions, the tone is resolute, and the attitude is so tough that Zhou Mi is at a loss. There must not be the slightest opportunity for argument. Zhou Mi and Lu Yaya have endless arguments about this matter, Zhou Mi is intoxicated by everyone's pursuit and fierce sacrifice, and Lu Yaya regards it as child's play, and is childish and laughing, not thinking about it at all, all kinds of things, all kinds of deeds, which angered Zhou Mi's heart for a while, and the sad things in the past few years, his thinking collapsed and he couldn't get a trace of comfort. I want to vent my anger on my wife, think about it carefully, Lu Yaya and herself met in poverty, accompanied by hardships all the way, and need to say nothing good and gentle, but they will not give up, and they have been following carefully. It's only to blame his wife for being young and ignorant, and the words of children's play are constant, how can he bear to do it, and at this time, the enemy is current, when there is no distinction between light and dark, the hidden motive is unknown. And fighting with his wife is not a matter of pain for relatives and happiness for enemies. Zhou Mi once again swallowed bitter water, aiming to delay the opportunity, find the opponent's intentions, lengthen the opponent's battle line, consume the enemy's energy, I am tired of the enemy, and I am also tired, I intend to persevere, take the initiative to find favorable fighters at any time, and wait for the opportunity to counterattack. Zhou Mi's scheming and strategic thoughts, the enemy is dark and invisible, and he controls Zhou Mi's every move anytime and anywhere. Resistance only consumes its own power and pushes itself to the brink of death, and the enemy is of no avail, and its intention is to abandon a small stone in the deep pool, and disappear without a trace in an instant. It is tantamount to a dispute between eggs and stones, and Zhou has been thinking about revenge for a long time. What is the intention, a lifetime of hard work, his behavior is under the control of the boss, and the intention to turn the world upside down, is not it a shame to laugh at the generosity and ignorance? After careful and repeated consideration, he has been sleepless late at night, and he wants to find out the problem to the end, and what is the root cause of it. What is the enemy's plan, in the past few years, Zhou Mi and his family have not been in danger, and several seemingly fierce things rushed towards Zhou. Sometimes they disappear and are lifeless. It is intended to completely depress the will to fight carefully, and it is clear that it is striking through the spiritual pillar of thought. made Zhou Mi deeply shocked, and he was in a state of flux, and since then he has disappeared and passed away from the world, making people imperceptible. or insane, like the walking dead.

How can you endure the meticulous momentum like a long rainbow through the sun, a broad vision, a valley in the heart, not a small amount of stingy people. It is by no means taken lightly, although there is Mount Tai pressing in front of it, but there is no intention of retreating in his mind; in the midst of dire straits, his heart is leisurely and contented; deep in the situation of internal and external troubles, he is determined to turn danger into relief, solve problems, and help the people get out of the sea of fire. It is by no means a half-point that can shake the will in adversity. This is the root of the fate that our ancestors have worked so hard to get for generations. The spirituality of gathering the essence of generations of ancestors that came from both sides of the Yellow River is integrated with the red blood that flows in the hearts of Chinese ancestors day and night, which is the nature of bloody men who have remained unchanged for generations. Zhou Mi's courage was not frightened, his soul was not scared away, his will was firmer, calm and strategic, wisdom was concentrated in the brain, the game was between the two sides, and it was revealed in every square inch. Confrontation in the artistic conception. When the mind is comprehended, there is a tendency to show the head corner.

At this time, Zhou Mi was extremely tired, and there was an opportunity for internal and external troubles. Although he is stiff on the surface, his inner endurance has reached the extreme, almost to the brink of collapse. When he returned home, he lay on the bed without moving. In the evening, my parents woke up carefully, and the food downstairs was already cooked. Zhou Mi didn't have any strength, lay on the bed, and sighed. Mother came up and personally called Zhou Mi to eat, Zhou Mi looked at her mother, was in a sad place, looking at her mother's old face, and didn't feel tears quietly falling. Seeing that Zhou Mi was so sad, the mother got up and went downstairs to call her father up. My father was old, and his back was hunched. The heavy responsibility of the family is all on Zhou Mi. Zhou Mi was out of breath for a while, burst into tears, and was extremely sad. The parents just looked at Zhou Mi and didn't say anything, just looked at Zhou Mi separately, not knowing what to say to comfort Zhou Mi's heart. Zhou Mi shed tears, his heart was extremely distressed, he shouldn't have confided these things to his parents, so that they were worried and afraid, but at this moment Zhou Mi urgently needed someone to help him get through this difficulty, his parents were his last support, the bitterness of the past few years, can no longer support the sadness of the past, in the heart of the unbearable, a moment of resentment and sadness tends to parents, has vented the dissatisfaction in his heart for many years. So he sat up slowly from the bed, looked at his parents with his eyes, wanted to say it, he couldn't bear it in his heart, he didn't vomit for a while, he was careful and cautious, closed the doors and windows, and pulled down the curtains, so he said: "I want to tell you one thing..." In his company, there is a set of unwritten management methods, and the whole person is very fierce. At that time, due to the problem of my work ability, I had to swallow my anger there. I thought that this was just a temporary atmosphere of the company, and it would not be delayed for too long, but what I didn't expect was that such a management method has always been a set of rules and regulations of the company, and it has become normalized. Finally, one day, I mustered up the courage to submit my resignation to the leader. So I quit the company and left the company. At that time, I left the company, and since then, this whole person management method has nothing to do with me, and my mood suddenly became comfortable. But what I never expected was that when I left this company, someone would follow me all the way, and I would be reluctant to chase after me all the way. I was terrified, and what I feared had finally happened. I could faintly hear their rumors spreading. There is a lot of helplessness in my heart, but these are just the entrepreneurial spirit of their company, and there is no need to care about the system. Zhou Mi's heart is full of five flavors, and it is difficult to describe the original pain for a while. I was exhausted for a while, and I couldn't look back.

Zhou Mi sat on the edge of the bed and thought for a long time. Only then did he open his mouth and said slowly: "After I quit my job, I didn't expect to be rectified in the same way as in the company." They followed me everywhere and yelled at me everywhere, making me tremble, unrestful, and at a loss for a moment. I don't know when the roaring will end, and I don't know what kind of conspiracy is hidden behind the roaring. I was in a state of panic. I only know that there are shocking rumors behind the crowd. I was shrouded in rumors and couldn't help myself. Physically and mentally devastated, I didn't quarrel with them, but secretly waited for their energy and patience to reach the limit, when their rumors would be shattered, and maybe a new life would be ushered in. Maybe one day, when you become stronger and your social contacts increase, you can seize their handle and fight back. But year after year has passed, and after so many years of waiting, they are still so rampant, and they have not weakened in the slightest. I no longer have the energy to fight against it, and every time I get out of here, my own ability is gradually getting farther and farther away from this society under their suppression. Zhou Mi said this, the tone of his voice had become very subtle, and the wound of grief was touched again, dripping blood. Tears blurred my vision, and I no longer had the courage to face everything in front of me. Although they didn't understand it for a while, they also understood the general idea of the situation, and they were confused for a while, so they just sighed and said, "This is the arrangement of God's fate! Hey, why are there so many disasters and difficulties? May the Bodhisattva bless you, and everything will turn evil into good fortune." Son, you have to survive this hurdle, no matter how difficult it is, no matter how tired you are, you have to persevere. "My parents are honest farmers, and they don't have more support and words. is just blindly hoping that Zhou Mi can overcome himself, and no longer pay attention to these idle things. My parents have stayed in the countryside all their lives, and they have never seen the big world, and they are afraid that the leaves will hit their brains, and they have no more ideas and strength to help them, only secret blessings and companionship. There is nothing to support the thoughtful, just to say a word of relief to breathe the well-wounded soul. If you are careful and have the understanding and tolerance of your parents, you will be content. After listening to this call with his parents, the resentment in his heart was much less for a while, and Zhou Mi suddenly felt much more comfortable. It's as if everything has passed. So he raised his head, plucked up his courage, and faced a new journey, preparing for a new life, which had never been done before.

Zhou Mi got up and got out of bed, and talked about it, told it, and thought about it. Finally, my mood was opened, and I came downstairs with my parents. Ate a very sweet meal, which I had never eaten in several years. Only by snuggling up to your parents can you feel the warmth and coldness of the world, and only by your parents is you will always be at home, and you can finally find the feeling of home. Mother always warned Zhou Mi to work outside, earn money, don't quarrel with others, fight, and do what you can for a while. No matter how hard you can't get by, don't get along with money. As the saying goes: "Endure the calm for a while, take a step back and open the sky." "But I can't bear this shouting thing, I can't hide from it, I just blame that I was blind and entered this company.

At the beginning of next year, Zhou Miyuan's wife in Zhejiang brought the news, saying: "Teach Zhou Mi to set off as soon as possible to work in the road and bridge, the family's expenses are so large, it is really difficult to maintain it by one person." When Zhou Mi heard this, a sense of responsibility arose in his heart, and he was born as a son of man, and he should be a father. The burden on his shoulders is so heavy that he can't afford to be slowed down. No matter how difficult and tortuous the road ahead is, it is incumbent on you to be thorough. In the early morning of the second day, Zhou Mi stepped on the train to the north, although there were many people of migrant workers, but it could not stop Zhou Mi's determination to go north. It's the beginning of another year, and it's another year of looking for a job. When Zhou Mi came to Luqiao, he didn't care about resting and ran to the labor market non-stop. After many inquiries, after several back and forth between various enterprises and the labor market, I still did not get good news. Either the demand of enterprises is too high, or the wages of enterprises are too low. There is no room for choice, and it is maneuvering between enterprises and wandering within the labor market. Migrant workers stared at the vehicles shuttling back and forth, unwilling to find jobs this year is so difficult to find, although after the baptism of the financial turmoil, various industries need to be reorganized, so this year do not plan to recruit too many employees to improve production. When Zhou Mi came, he heard the news of his wife Lu Yaya, so he came all the way north, but he didn't expect to pounce after all. I regretted it for a while, when I was at school. If you had been serious about learning technical knowledge, you would not have fallen to the point where no one cares about it today. Nowadays, there is a shortage of talents with technical ability, and the direct reason for Zhou Mi's repeated failure is that the technical ability is not strong enough, and it is not easy to find a job without technical ability. Zhou Mi was in trouble and contemplation for a while, and could not extricate himself. It's too late to go back and re-learn the technology, and the only way to do this is to find a proper job, stabilize first, and then seek new breakthroughs to wait for a turnaround.

Just when Zhou Mi was desperate, he was fortunate to be taken care of by his wife Lu Yaya. It was a difficult period of time. By chance, Zhou Mi saw a recruitment column recruiting technical talents, and saw that its content requirements were not high, so Zhou Mi went to connect the company's phone with the mentality of trying it out. Zhou Mi told the truth about his technical situation, but he didn't expect the other party to ask for a detailed discussion after meeting, and Zhou Mi was overjoyed for a while. Looking for the address route given, looking forward to a hint of joy, he stepped on the speeding bus. Carefully repeating the technical power in his heart, he couldn't suppress the joy in his heart, and finally arrived at an industrial zone, but he saw that the industrial zone was full of birds, and the trees were tall on both sides. When Zhou Mi approached the factory at this time, he was anxious in his heart, although it was a mixed blessing, but he had to be cautious, so as not to mess things up and spoil good things. Seeing that the factory gate was in front of him, Zhou Mi was a little timid, and he didn't dare to stride there, for fear of missing a big event, and regretting it at that time. Led by the security guard, I finally entered the office. But I saw that the office here was extremely spacious, accommodating twenty or thirty computer desks. Zhou Mi has never worked in such a large office, and I don't know the inside letter, let alone how high-tech it is.

Zhou Mi entered the examination office with apprehension, and was greeted by a friendly atmosphere in the office. Zhou Mi saw it for a while, and his heart suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Zhou Mi turned his head and smiled and nodded, just about to ask. But the leader spoke in advance, and asked Zhou Mi: "You are Zhou Mi, right?" Zhou Mi listened to the question, and quickly replied: "I am the same Zhou Mi who talked to you on the phone just now, and I came to apply for the position of technician." The leader saw Zhou Mi and was a little close, his speech was measured, and he was a fellow villager with Zhou Mi. It seemed very affectionate, so the topic opened, and said: "Your hometown is also Baoqing, we are fellow villagers! Don't rush to take the exam first, drink tea to quench your thirst and relieve the tension." "Listen carefully to the leader of the family, there is naturally a sense of intimacy in the heart, I don't know if I can pass this time, just in this struggling, see the situation of the leader, but there is a sense of closeness, but I don't know how other technical masters should be, if deliberately difficult, even if the leader from the control is difficult to apply. Zhou Mi listened carefully while thinking about how to face this interview today. The leader saw that although he was listening to his own conversation, he was distracted, and he guessed nine times out of ten. I didn't blame Zhou Mi in my heart, but I felt a sense of admiration that arose spontaneously, and I deeply felt that there was a sense of social responsibility and self-blame in the next life. So he smiled and said, "Zhou Mi, it seems that you are very anxious about today's interview, and now you are listening to me absentmindedly." Okay, then you can prepare for the technical interview! I passed this pass. Zhou Mi heard the leader say this, of course, he was very grateful in his heart, but he didn't know how to face the next game, and he was always worried in his heart. I don't know what problems come out of the job to apply for Zhou Mi, at this time, Zhou Mi has no confidence in his heart, he becomes impatient and irritable, and it is difficult to control the emotions in his heart. I want to find a stable job to do here! It's a pity that fate doesn't leave anyone, and Providence plays tricks on people! Zhou Mi's legs are trembling, and his heart is pounding. The leader brought Zhou Mi into the workshop, and for a while the roar of the machines in the workshop was everywhere, and all the sounds were drowned in the sound of the machines, and the throat could not be heard by opening the throat. The leader took Zhou Mi to a workshop office, there was no one around, and he wanted to sit down, but he saw that the door of the workshop office was pushed open, and a square-brained and big-bellied person walked in, covered in oil, fluffy and messy hair, and the body emitted a thick smell of smoke accompanied by the mixed smell in the workshop, Zhou Mi felt a disgusting smell coming to his nose, and he shivered unnaturally, and every organ in his body was contracted, and he was very disgusted and nauseated. Zhou Mi never thought that the workshop leader was from such a background, and if he followed him, it would not be much better, and the impulse in his heart at that time suddenly stopped, and he thought: I Zhou Mi should not end up in such a situation! God—how should I be good, whether to stay or go, you should make a decision! Zhou Mi's heart at this time rose and fell one after another, and it was difficult for a long time to calm down. Zhou Mi stayed there for a while, not knowing how to go back, but fortunately the leader reminded him to come back to his senses. Zhou Mi pretended to have a smiling face, and answered the words of the workshop leader one by one, only to hear him say: "Our workshop lacks a person who understands computers, come to work, as long as you understand computers." Zhou Mi nodded slightly and said, "Okay, let me think about it." ”

Zhou Mi was about to turn around and leave, but was stopped by the leader and said, "Let's talk about it first, see what your requirements and treatment are, and have a bottom in your heart and explain to your superiors." As the leader walked, he looked at Zhou Mi, who had no intention of staying here to work, just because the environment was too poor. Listening to his words, Zhou Mi had to walk into an office building with him, as soon as he entered the office, Zhou Mi saw that it was quite spacious and bright, the leader poured a glass of water for Zhou Mi, Zhou Mi hurriedly caught it, and thanked: "Thank you leader!" The leader held his belly, walked over slowly, and said to Zhou Mi: "How long have you been engaged in this drawing industry, what are the requirements, let's listen to it." During the small talk, Zhou Mi roughly talked about his requirements and treatment. The leader listened carefully and demanded so much, unexpectedly, and said: "You can work with us for a period of time to see the environmental level of our place, as for the salary and treatment, when our superior leader comes, we will talk about it again, and I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer." Zhou Mi was in a state of confusion at the moment, and he didn't want to run into such a company as soon as he came, and he was really aggrieved. Then he said to the leader: "I'd better wait a few days to see the situation before deciding on it, and then talk about it!" The leader saw that he didn't intend to do this, so he couldn't force him to stay, and said: "The salary issue is easy to say, as soon as my superior leader comes back, I will contact you, and then I can come back to talk about the situation." Zhou Mi was no different from this, turned around and smiled and said, "Thank you Meiyi, I'll go home and wait for your good news." Zhou Mi was so anxious that he didn't look back, and hurriedly said a few words and left. The leader stood there, saw the thoughtful distance, and knew that good talents could not be retained, and poor talents did not want to recruit, and it was really difficult for the company to survive and develop.

said that Zhou Mi went straight away, and along the way, he was in a terrible mood. I thought to myself: A good enterprise can't recruit workers a few times a year, and a bad enterprise is recruiting workers all year round, but they don't want to enter, but what can they do? Seeing that the expenses are very large, they have to spend dozens of yuan to go back and forth, and they don't have much money on themselves, and there is a family of people waiting for themselves. Feeling the pressure, he was bored and bored, walked halfway, sighed deeply, and said: "The world is so big, there is no place for me." It's hard to think that I'm not a wasted person, but I don't want to find a job. "Seeing that a week has passed, the recruitment information of the talent market has been searched, and I have not yet found a suitable job for myself, I am so anxious that I am sweating profusely and anxious. If you know what happened at the beginning, why not work hard to learn the technical and business level, improve your ability, and not be in a hurry when looking for a job. But now I regret it, and my heart is as uncomfortable as a fire. Standing on the side of the road, I wanted to cry without tears, and sighed deeply. The road here is in the industrial zone, when it is time to go to work, no one can see the roadside, quietly, carefully on the avenue next to the industrial zone, quietly walking with the pace of progress, walking with difficulty.