Su Yu quietly contacted a psychiatrist for a consultation, and found that this situation really needs attention. He planned to wait for Miao Fang's mood to stabilize tomorrow before telling her about it, and then make an appointment with the psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist also reminded him and told him to stimulate Miao Fang as little as possible in the past few days, so after Miao Fang lost his temper, he waited until midnight, estimating that Miao Fang was about to fall asleep, before returning to the room. The daughter was handed over to Su's mother and slept in another bedroom, so as not to cry at night and make Miao Fang even more depressed.

Su Yu gently pushed open the door, saw that Miao Fang's sleeping face was still stained with tears, and suddenly felt distressed, lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the cheek, then lay down on her side, turned off the light, and soon fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took, Su Yu woke up suddenly, reached out and touched the side of the bed, Miao Fang was not around, and the quilt was also cold, she should have been away for a while.

"Fangfang, where have you been?" Su Yu shouted, but there was no response, he hurriedly got dressed and got out of bed, opened the bedroom door and walked outside.

It was dark from the bedroom to the living room, except for the light in the bathroom and the sound of rushing water.

Did she go to the shower?

Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief at first, but he was still a little uneasy, and hurriedly walked to the bathroom, he stood at the door and knocked on the door: "Fangfang, are you taking a bath?"

No one inside paid any attention to him.

Su Yu's heart suddenly rose, and he slammed the door twice, but still no one responded, he twisted the doorknob and found that the door was locked from the inside, he hurried back to the room to find the key, and then came back to open the door.

Inside, Miao Fang closed her eyes tightly and lay quietly in the bathtub, the water was about to reach her nose, and the shower on her head was still spraying water......

And the eyes of the water in the bathtub are red with blood.

"Fangfang!" Su Yu hurriedly rushed over and picked her out of the bathtub, Miao Fang's breathing was very light, and there was no wound on her body, fortunately, she shouldn't have done anything stupid to hurt herself, the blood in the bathtub should be the blood of postpartum lochia (postpartum lochia refers to the shedding of the uterine decidua after childbirth, containing blood, necrotic decidua and other tissues discharged through the birth canal. ）。

She should not be in danger of life, but she didn't have the slightest reaction at this time, Su Yu's head was clouded, it seemed that the person who was soaked in water at this time was him, he couldn't breathe at all, couldn't think, he could only hold Miao Fang carefully, and trembled involuntarily......

If he had been a little late, the water would have overflowed her mouth and nose, and once she drowned...... He didn't dare to imagine.

Su's mother also woke up passively, and when she came in and saw this bloody scene, she felt a stream of blood rushing to her head, her eyes were red, and she stumbled two steps and almost fell. If it weren't for the fact that the child in the room was still crying and woke her up, she would have fainted.

"I ...... I'm going to call 120 ......"

Su's mother's words reminded Su Yu, he came back to his senses and nodded desperately: "Yes, you go and call the emergency number to your mother......"

He carried Miao Fang to the sofa, went back to the room, and quickly got her clothes, dry towels and documents, ready to wait for first aid.

The ambulance also came quickly and took Miao Fang to the hospital, Su Yu followed, Su's mother couldn't rest assured and wanted to go with her, but she couldn't run around with the baby, so she had to stay and take care of the child.

in the hospital.

The emergency doctor came out in less than half an hour and said to Su Yu: "She has some hypoglycemia after giving birth, plus there is a lack of oxygen in the bathroom, so she will be in a coma, nothing else, and she will wake up later." ”

"Thank you, doctor. Su Yu breathed a sigh of relief, she fainted, it wasn't that she wanted to commit suicide......

Su Yu hurriedly entered the ward and held Miao Fang's hand tightly, as if holding a lost treasure.

Miao Fang woke up quickly, and when she saw Su Yutong's red eyes, she couldn't help crying again.

She still remembers what happened just now.

Her sanity was still there when she felt the dizziness hit her, and she watched the level in the tub flow little by little over her toes, down to her knees, and over her chest......

She seemed to be stunned, and even though she knew that she might suffocate when the water overflowed her head, she still didn't care. She even thought that it was nothing to die, anyway, no one in this world needed her, her lovers, relatives, and friends had long since left her, and she died like this, and no one might know.

She sat in the bathtub and watched the horizon rise, as if as life disappeared little by little, and those bad emotions disappeared because of it.

Now, she regained some of her senses, looking at the pain on her husband's face and the tears she was holding back, she suddenly realized that she might really be sick......

How could she have suicidal thoughts?

How could she hurt someone who loved her like that? And her children...... The child who was only a few days old and had just begun to live, how could she bear to leave them like this?

"I'm sorry......" Miao Fang held Su Yu's hand and said guiltily.

The tears that had been held back for a long time finally broke the embankment, and Su Yu also held her hand tightly: "The person who should say sorry is me, it must be that I didn't take good care of you, you promise me, don't do dangerous things in the future, okay?"

"Hmm......" Miao Fang nodded heavily, and said, "You can accompany me to see a psychiatrist." ”

"Hmm!" Su Yu was happy in her heart, she was willing to explain the treatment, it was really good.

Su Yu went to the company for a long vacation the next day, and then took Miao Fang to a big city to see a psychiatrist.

At the beginning, when she consulted a psychiatrist, Miao Fang was very repulsed, but gradually, the psychiatrist's gentle and skillful way of talking gradually opened her heart, and Miao Fang also tried to say what was on her mind......

Nurse Wang's "Fan Shasha may become the deputy chief of the medical department" seems to be the first time she realized the existence of the thorn in her heart, and later, there are many, many details that make this thorn deeper and deeper, and many small details that have no superfluous meaning at all are infinitely magnified under her fantasy.

After recovering, Miao Fang feels scared every time she recalls that time. If she hadn't met a good husband and a good mother-in-law, if she hadn't worked in a simple environment like their hospital where everyone got along well, she couldn't imagine how serious her depression would be.

She couldn't believe how those pregnant women who were not lucky enough for her survived.

After a period of treatment, Miao Fang gradually recovered. The psychiatrist helped her analyze the reasons for her depression, in addition to hormonal changes, her overly strong personality is also the main cause of depression.

She grew up so big without encountering any setbacks, teachers paid attention to her when she was in school, her parents loved her before marriage, and her husband was considerate after marriage, so she was used to taking everything as her own standard, but if anything didn't go her way, it would stick a thorn in her heart.

In the hospital, Fan Shasha knew that Miao Fang's previous series of abnormal behaviors were all caused by depression, and she also wanted to do something for Miao Fang. After thinking about it, she thought of a stupid way of blessing that she had done when she was a student - stacking thousands of paper cranes.

She went to buy a stack of colored paper, a big glass bottle, and usually had a little bit of time, so she folded thousands of paper cranes. In less than two weeks, a glass bottle was filled. Thinking of waiting for Miao Fang to come back, he handed her the glass bottle.

After Miao Fang returned to the hospital, Fan Shashato Wan Min'an handed her the bottle of paper cranes, and Miao Fang looked at the delicate and small paper cranes, feeling guilty.

At lunchtime, Miao Fang ran to the obstetrics and gynecology department some time in advance to find Fan Shasha, Fan Shasha saw her coming, she was a little stunned, and she didn't dare to come forward to talk to her. Because when the two of them had a conflict before, Fan Shasha took the initiative to talk to her, but she ignored it, and that embarrassing feeling is still there.

The two of them just looked at each other. Suddenly, Miao Fang laughed, ran to Fan Shasha's side in two steps, hugged her with open arms, and said, "Sasha, when are you free, go to my house to see Jingjing, you are really not interesting, you don't even buy a toy for Jingjing!"

Fan Shasha came back to her senses slowly...... Miao Fang: Is this recovered?

Miao Fang saw that Fan Shasha had not reacted, reached out and pinched Fan Shasha's face, and said, "Without me during this time, are you very empty? Very lonely? You don't have a food partner, do you? No one to accompany you to dinner at noon, right?"

A nurse from the obstetrics and gynecology department next door heard Miao Fang speak, came over and interjected with a smile: "Doctor Miao, you think too much, Sasha is very popular in our department, okay? We all line up at noon every day to greet Sasha to eat." ”

Miao Fang heard that Fan Shasha was so popular this time, but she didn't feel uncomfortable at all, at this time, she would only be happy for her friend's popularity.

She replied to the nurse: "No matter how much you welcome Sasha, she will be transferred to other departments after a while, and they are good seedlings that our section chief should focus on cultivating, don't want Sasha to stay with you!"

"That's not necessarily, our Director Jiang also has to train Sasha well! If Sasha does well in the obstetrics and gynecology department, it is not impossible to stay in the obstetrics and gynecology department at that time!"

"You don't have to talk about work during mealtime. Fan Shasha laughed, pulled the two of them and said, "Then let's go to dinner together, the more people eat to be more lively." ”

Later, Miao Fang added Fan Shasha's WeChat back, and took a group photo with Fan Shasha, and sent it to the circle of friends, with the text: "The happiest thing in the world is to lose and recover." ”

The haze of this period of time seems to have finally been swept away, and Miao Fang, who was simple and direct at the beginning, but a little grumpy, finally returned.

Miao Fang has always remembered the old man with rotten feet in her heart, but she is still breastfeeding, and the child can't do without her.

When the child was nearly one year old, Miao Fang resolutely weaned the child of breast milk, so that she was also "liberated" and immediately returned to the team. She also plans to wait a few years, when the child is older, and take her to the streets and alleys to treat the elderly, and train the child to become a little nurse.

At this time, there is still half a year, Fan Shasha, Shen Yiming and Li Wanyi have all served for three years, and their standardized training is about to end, and they can become official doctors.

After becoming a regular doctor, they will face more professional and detailed work, and they will also need to devote more time to their own discipline. The doctors and nurses of the treatment team can generally quit after three years, and if they voluntarily stay and continue to take care of the elderly, of course, they can also do it.

Nurse Wang has already withdrawn, Miao Fang and their small group, and now there are three people left, Miao Fang, Shen Yiming and Fan Shasha, every time Miao Fang sees Shen Yiming and Fan Shasha cooperating with each other seamlessly, she has no place to start, and she feels that these two people are ...... There is a feeling of a golden wedding couple.

The two of them don't talk much, but they only need a look, a movement, to know what the other person wants. This kind of tacit understanding can't come out for decades.

But in addition to work, the rest of their time is as pure as a blank piece of paper, Shen Yiming is a nerd, and he takes all kinds of odds and ends to read books, and Fan Shasha is also quiet and never takes the initiative to speak.

So Miao Fang felt that it was necessary for her to match these two children together!