When I was outside the high walls, I heard people say that it is easy to quit smoking and drinking, but it is too difficult to quit mobile phones. But once you enter the high wall, you will find that it is easy to quit anything except eating, drinking, and Lazar.

But losing your phone means losing the freedom to surf the internet anytime and anywhere, so time becomes more and more like a turtle ready to lay eggs in this enclosed space, crawling incredibly slowly. And the only thing that can make people sigh about the passage of time is the time when they read the newspaper every afternoon.

I have a strange mentality: I am obviously embarrassed because of the Wu family's affairs, but I hope that the media can track this matter for a longer time and not let this matter easily go out of the public eye. It's a pity that although the media has made several follow-up reports on the news of the serious illness of the crown princess of the Wu family, what is said is too far from the truth.

"Sudden accident while swimming", "still in the hospital", "good spirits"...... These descriptions were too ironic for Xie Yuhan, who was killed in a vegetative state. Those reports didn't even dare to reveal how Xie Yuhan was injured, let alone write a few words about me. The only important point they want to highlight is how Wu Xin never leaves his wife, waiting day and night. And this, at all, is a fart.

I looked out at the clouds passing by through the skylight, and suddenly realized that my only wish had been disappointed. In Chang Yulin's life, I couldn't even have the label of "a criminal offender", and our brief intersection seemed too short and insignificant in the whole life. When I asked him a few years later, he would lose sight of what I looked like, and what he had said to me.

"You don't look at me. "The fat woman sitting next to me snatched my newspaper. I haven't finished reading it yet, but I know that if I don't want the wound that has just healed to crack, then I'd better flash it quietly.

"Yo-heh, this woman is as thin as a monkey, can she give birth to a baby?" the man seemed to have a soft spot for entertainment editions, snatching the newspaper and tossing the other pages aside.

"Look at it! we can't have this kind of woman!" she saw that I was sitting far away, and moved her ass and rubbed it against me.

I didn't want to get too close to her, so I quickly made a look of interest in what she had to say, leaned over and glanced at the newspaper to signal that she didn't have to rub it over again.

"Boom!" my head was blown open by the "two eyes" just now. And the person next to him was still chattering, "This man is really good-looking! What do you think this KC is KFC? KFC I've eaten ...... KFC."

In front of me is a photo of Chang Yulin and Cynthia Zhang, oh, the newspaper uses Cynthia Zhang's real name, Zhang Yuecen. "Wedding of the Century! Socialite Zhang Yuecen and Executive Director of KC Capital End "Love Holiday"!", in the largest photo, Chang Yulin held Zhang Yuecen's hand, and the two looked at each other affectionately. I took back the newspaper and looked closely, and the photographer even took a picture of Chang Yulin's long eyelashes! Alas, that beautiful face of the bride is so beautiful.

However, no matter how hard I tried to distract myself, I couldn't hold back the welling tears. Questioning himself, why is he sad, and what qualifications is he to be sad, but the tears are embarrassed in the sore sobs of his nose.

I sat next to the pile of newspapers until the guards told us to go out to work, and I still couldn't get up.

The next day, as soon as I entered the reading room, I ran to the newsstand and picked up the day's newspaper. It's a pity that the headlines of the entertainment version have been replaced by something else. I was extremely disappointed, and absentmindedly flipped through the other pages after the fat sister snatched the entertainment version away again. "KC Capital Officially Deploys Mainland Capital Market": "Mr. Chang Yulin, Executive Director and Investment Director of KC Capital, recently said that KC Capital has jointly established and successfully registered the first joint venture capital company in mainland China with Pei's at the beginning of this year, so as to accelerate the completion of its investment layout in emerging fields such as AI intelligence and new energy vehicles......

In this photo, Chang Yulin and two other bigwigs in the capital industry are sitting in the guest seat at a certain venue, being interviewed by the host. His expression was gentle, and he was not at all as "cynical" and "domineering" as he used to be with me. Did he really change? I looked at his hair, his collar, his long legs that made the low couch a little cramped, and his heart felt like someone had been washed like a rag, twisted into a twist, then straightened and dried.

Half a year later.

"May, we're going out tomorrow! No one will recite the balance sheet to us in the future!" said the caretaker with a little regret as she was happy for me.

In the past six months, in order to forget about that man for a while, I borrowed two accounting books from the reading room that no one cared about, and memorized the contents from beginning to end. The longest balance sheet was thirteen pages, and I could say it without a bad number, which earned me a lot of applause during the Mid-Autumn Festival.

I smiled, "Didn't bother you, did you?"

"No! It's better than those who think about men every day. "The eldest sister of the caretaker is most annoyed to hear that some of us are talking back and forth about the men in our hearts every day. And what makes her even more annoyed are those women who accuse their men every day of how ruthless and ungrateful their men are, but they can't let go of each other.

I didn't answer. It's just as normal for a woman to think about a man as it is for a man to think about a woman, especially in such an extreme environment. I, for example, have never really forgotten him. But at the same time, I have never tried to find a reason for him to "be untrustworthy", so I blame him, blame him for how he can simply end all possibilities between us! But the rational one I clearly know that with my current situation, it is a great fortune to be able to solve the problem of food and clothing and live in peace, how dare I covet such a man.

On the day I stepped out of the high wall, the sun was shining, and I subconsciously blocked it with my hand, and quickly put it down, so that the free sunlight could dry me well!

"How long do you have to stand! Don't get on the train yet!" Ayu was waiting for me to get on the bus, she had been coming very often recently, and had made a lot of preparations for me to come out.

"Sit in the back!" I had just opened the passenger door, and Ayu ordered me.

This is a rebellion! Unfortunately, the situation is stronger than the people, and I have to admit it.

"Open that duffel bag, it's full of your stuff. ”

"Oh", I slowly opened the bag, "What, this is!" I didn't expect that Ayu brought me a DVF skirt and a Bulgari snakehead bag.

"What kind of custom is this? I have to walk the catwalk?" I complained, but I couldn't help but take out my things and look at them carefully.

"MD! The custom is that you should jump at home! But you love the smell of soup May! Don't forget!"

Ayu's rather nonsensical words made me stunned, I knew what she was talking about. Yes, who am I? I am Tang May, a light mature woman who thinks she has good taste and clever means! When I can pay attention to my image, I don't pay attention to it, which really violates my principle of being a man.

"I want to wear it!" I quickly bowed to the "good forces" that Ayu had provided.

She glanced at me from the rearview mirror, "Sister, you have already come out of it, and you don't have to report everything to others." ”

I smiled awkwardly, "Ayu, you're such a man now!"

"Yes, I'm the more responsible among men. "I don't know, Ayu is so good at, what about Ayu who used to be less introverted? Is it all an illusion......

"In May, Brother Kuai and Grandma Tong came back. We've got you covered. Ayu's voice was as calm as ever, the same she told me when I was a prisoner.

My tears ran out of my eyes, but I didn't dare to speak out, for fear of being scolded by Ayu, who had become a man.

But I was still discovered by her when I secretly wiped my tears, "Sister, walking around in people can train your heart into an iron pimple, why did you become Baby Annie?"

I was amused by her, "You still read Baby Anne?"

"I haven't read it, my mom loves it. ”