On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Shen Yiming was picked up from home and put on a bus to the county seat.

His mother took him out on a blind date.

“…… Xiao Lin is working in Beijing, didn't you say that you will go to Beijing for the graduate school entrance examination in the future? I just happened to get to know Xiao Lin in advance. ”

In fact, Ms. Lin's information, his mother has told him many times, but on the way out today, she still kept emphasizing repetition.

Ms. Lin is the same age as Shen Yiming, and was introduced by the second aunt who worked in the county, and the second aunt worked as an accountant in the toy factory run by Ms. Lin's parents. In fact, they don't support their daughter to go to a big city so far to work, they think that a doctor like Shen Yiming who studies medicine is very good, this craft can eat for a lifetime, and it is impossible for a doctor to say that he can't find a job wherever he goes. So they didn't mind Shen Yiming's birth.

And those who work in big cities may not be long after they turn regular, and the company goes out of business -- unless the kind of company that has been in business for several years and the economy has stabilized, how long can the mushrooming of new start-ups bring stability to ordinary employees? Although they are in a small county, they also pay attention to the news in big cities, and at the beginning of this year, the famous bike-sharing company, didn't something happen?

They hope that the two children from the same county will get to know each other, and then Shen Yiming will also be transferred back to work in the future, and their daughter will also return to her hometown to inherit the toy factory in the future.

After arriving at the agreed place, the second aunt took them to meet each other's house, and after the two sides were simple and polite, the second aunt proposed: "Yiming, Hanhan is in the next room, you can also go over and play." ”

Shen Yiming also felt very bored staying here, so when he heard this, he stood up and said goodbye to his uncles and aunts, and then changed to another private room.

It can be seen that the parents of the Lin family are extremely satisfied with Shen Yiming, the appearance is not particularly outstanding, but it is the kind that is most pleasing to the older generation, clean, Sven, medium height, not fat or thin, and has a bookish atmosphere. is also polite, doesn't talk much, is not exaggerated, asks anything, he is honest, does not ask anything, he just smiles and sits aside.

At first glance, he is the kind of person who can be entrusted with his life.

Shen Yiming went to the next room, the blind date named Lin Han was sitting on a chair playing games, she looked young and beautiful, and Shen Yiming felt the same as Li Wanyi, wearing a sweater skirt at this time, and a down jacket was placed on the back of the chair.

She heard footsteps, looked up at Shen Yiming, and asked him, "Will you fight for glory?"

Shen Yiming shook his head.

Lin Han asked him again: "Glory won't be, in which era did you wear it? So what game will you play?"

Shen Yiming smiled: "I don't play games. ”

Lin Han seemed to think it was funny, glared at him and stopped talking, and continued to bury his head in his game.

Shen Yiming wasn't in a hurry, he was still a little curious about her, but now he wasn't even curious, and he didn't want to take the initiative to stir up any topics.

In fact, he was not very interested in today's blind date activities, he just listened to his parents, and he didn't want his second aunt to think that their family didn't know how to lift.

He also took out his phone and began to look at things. Before he came, he put the electronic version of the postgraduate examination materials in his mobile phone so that he could take them out and read them at any time.

Over there, Lin Han finished a game, but lost, scolded in a low voice, and then closed his phone and stopped playing.

She raised her eyes and saw Shen Yiming quietly, so she leaned over curiously and glanced at his phone screen: "What are you doing?"

"Do the exercises. ”

Lin Han laughed: "I'll go, do you want to be so old-fashioned, come out on a blind date and do the topic." ”

Shen Yiming closed the exercise and said to her, "I just see that you are busy, so I don't want to disturb you." ”

"I heard that you have three sisters?" Lin Han seemed to recall that he had come on a blind date today, and immediately got to the point and began to inquire about her family background.

Shen Yiming nodded, he couldn't hide it in this matter, no matter what it developed, he would have to know it in the future.

“…… It's the first time I've known that we can have so many brothers and sisters at our age. It stands to reason that those of us who are about to be born in the millennium are not the era of family planning?" Lin Han's tone was filled with deep contempt, "In the future, will your wife be asked by your parents to have children until they are born?"

Although Shen Yiming felt uncomfortable in his heart, he still answered her according to his own thoughts: "No, the patriarchal thinking of the previous generation has not been transmitted to me, and I will not ask my future wife to have a boy or a daughter." ”

In fact, he almost wanted to dink, because of a family like his own, he would not be rich and rich in this life, and the children he gave birth to would not have a chance to give him a better life, so it was better not to give birth.

Shen Yiming suddenly felt that he was an extremely selfish person, and in order to live a better life, he didn't want to take on the responsibility of reproducing human beings, nor did he want to take on the responsibility of supporting his wife's parents - of course, his own parents would still support him, after all, they were the ones who gave birth to him.

Lin Han pursed his lips, as if he didn't believe it: "I heard that you have several sisters in the family, all of whom were spoiled by their parents and sisters, so their personalities are awkward and immature, they lose their temper at every turn, and they are not self-motivated, will you?"

Shen Yiming was slightly speechless...... "I don't count this, my personality needs to be judged by outsiders to be accurate, you ask me, of course I said I wouldn't." ”

"You're pretty good at talking. Lin Han didn't bother with this question anymore, and continued to ask him, "How many months do you work now?"

"One thousand sixteen, plus various subsidies, can reach more than two thousand a month. ”

Lin Han was even more contemptuous: "My God, three thousand a month, how can you live? The salary in the small county town is really amazingly low." Why don't you go to the big city? When I first graduated, my monthly salary was more than 6,000, and now it's about to rise to 10,000. ”

She has been in college for four years, and she goes to school at normal times, so she graduated earlier than Shen Yiming, and she has been working for two years this year. After working for two years, the salary has risen from 6,000 to 10,000, which is really good.

If Shen Yiming explained her life plan, it would be too long, and she was not in the medical system, so she might not understand, so she didn't explain much, just shook her head and said, "I don't really want to go." ”

Lin Han pouted again: "I don't think the two of us are suitable." ”

Shen Yiming nodded, but maintained basic politeness, didn't say anything to hit her, and even pretended to be very lost, saying, "That's a pity." ”

He actually felt that it was inappropriate for Lin Han for a long time, but he wouldn't say it directly, so as not to hit Lin Han's self-esteem. After all, his second aunt is still working in Lin Han's factory.

When Shen's mother was leaving, she pulled her second aunt and asked her to say more good things about Shen Yiming, and stuffed her with 200 yuan, saying that it was to buy candy for her children.

But Shen Yiming knew that this thing would never work out, and he didn't want it, so his mother's money would be wasted.

This blind date naturally ended in failure.

Shen Yiming used to be very afraid of others mentioning his family, but this time in the face of Lin Han's insult, he didn't feel much. Maybe he subconsciously didn't feel that there was any difference between the county town in his hometown and the village.

It's just fifty miles and a hundred steps.

What Shen Yiming didn't know was that Lin Han went back and posted a circle of friends, which was like this: "Today I went on a blind date with a superb phoenix man, and the three sisters in the family went to college alone, even so, he didn't have much interest, and he lived in a trance in a small county, I persuaded him to come to Beijing to develop, but he didn't want to." Sure enough, this kind of boy born in a family is spoiled by his family, and he doesn't have a big pursuit?"

Back at home, Shen Yiming's mother was still telling his father how suitable Lin Han and Shen Yiming were, Shen Yiming was irritable when he heard it, so he simply locked the door.

He suddenly missed Fan Shasha. Since he was a child, he has never been in contact with a girl like Fan Shasha, who makes him feel free and easy to get along with.

Moreover, he was shaken before, but because his mother compared his second uncle with Fan Shasha's parents, but now that I think about it carefully, it is obviously not a horizontal line, okay, judging from Fan Shasha's steadfastness, I know that her parents must also be down-to-earth and innocent people, and they will definitely not be like their second uncle.

Thinking of this, he immediately sent a message to Fan Shasha: "Happy New Year." ”

Soon, Fan Shasha also replied: "Happy New Year." A bright smiley face was attached.

Shen Yiming remembered the gentle smile that Fan Shasha usually wore when she spoke, and he also raised the corners of his mouth and chatted with her.

"By the way, when did you come back from Tibet?"

"I only came back yesterday, but this time it was thrilling, I encountered a snowstorm, and I temporarily changed trains from the plane to come back. ”

"It's really thrilling, but you're fine. What are you doing now?"

"I'm watching a TV series. ”

"It's so idle. Although Fan Shasha didn't ask him what he was doing, he still took the initiative to say, "I just went to the supermarket with my mother to buy a bunch of food, and I was ready to welcome my relatives at home with their children." ”

Although this sentence seems to be just a simple sentence, Shen Yiming has spent a lot of effort in it: he deliberately omitted the supermarket he went to the county, and only said the supermarket, just to make others mistakenly think that his home is in a place with convenient transportation and a supermarket, not this kind of small rural village where there is nothing and the population goes out to work.

In fact, he didn't deliberately want to pretend in front of Fan Shasha, he knew that Fan Shasha wouldn't care about this, he said this, just because he was used to it, used to hiding himself in all aspects, and creating a "personality" with a good family background.

His WeChat avatar is the school's emblem, not because he loves his school so much, but because this medical university is a key university and can get his hands on it, and others will know that he is a top student at a glance. It would be better to join the graduate school in the future, and he would immediately change into the school emblem of the graduate school.

Once, his uncle was seriously ill and had not paid medical insurance, so he wrote a link to his uncle asking for assistance from enthusiastic people, and then posted it through a more credible platform, which required real-name authentication and the patient's situation clearly in order to improve credibility. He wrote down his uncle's situation truthfully, and forwarded the link through his relatives at home, but he didn't forward it himself, because he was afraid that his college classmates would know that he had such relatives.

His circle of friends, when he was studying, was what happened on the college campus, never mentioned his junior high school and elementary school, his life passed a period of time, but there was no good friend who could be called a good friend, he was used to covering himself in any situation.

After his message was sent, Fan Shasha never replied to anything.

Shen Yiming waited for an hour and suddenly panicked. Could it be that she did something wrong that annoyed her?

He clicked through the chat box over and over again, flipping through the chat messages to even a month ago, and he was checking what was wrong.

Each one is a deep disguise, and he doesn't seem to make a mistake, but it seems that everything is wrong.

Maybe he pretended to be too much, and Fan Shasha saw it, right?

But what can be done?

The inferiority complex brought about by the family is like appendage, which cannot be removed.