0004 Suicide

"What a peace god, give me a dozen. ”

The female nurse and surgeon looked at Fang Shi dumbfounded.

"What kind of expression do you have, did I say something wrong?"

The surgeon saw that Fang Shi was really a novice in medicine and explained.

"You can't eat too much, and if you eat too much, you will become sluggish, have a poor memory, and have weak nerves. This medicine can generally only be used as an adjunct, and those who have been unable to sleep for a long time should pay considerable attention to the dosage. ”

"Why do I feel very energetic after eating it, and my abilities seem to have improved in all aspects?"

The doctor chuckled.

"Your performance is mostly psychological, not drug-based. ”

"Is that so?"

"Well, you have to listen to me, don't take medicine indiscriminately, otherwise the consequences will be serious!"

"Okay, get me a bottle first, I'll try it. ”

"No, don't mess around, you don't need to take this drug. ”

After thinking for a while, the surgeon said to the female nurse: "Don't give him this medicine in the future, he can't give it to him if he wants to buy it." ”

The female nurse nodded knowingly.

"Well, I won't give it to him. ”

After the explanation, the surgeon left the room.

"Now I can go out for a walk, right? ”

"Uh-huh....... Are you going to just get out of the hospital or just go out for a walk?"

"Well, I haven't thought about this yet, I'll go out for a walk first, and if you want to go, I'll tell you. ”

"Hmm. ”

After changing out of the hospital gown, Fang walked out of the hospital. After carefully observing the surrounding environment, this hospital is called the People's First Hospital, and its location is close to the city center.

"Where are you going now? I don't think there's anything to do, so I can only go to the same side street to look for any clues. ”

After an hour and a half of driving and walking, Fang Shi came to the same side street, and walked along the road, and the scenery around him was no longer the same as when he first arrived.

Many of the houses have been demolished, leaving only a large pile of rubble of scrap bricks.

When Fang Shi came to House 205, he saw some construction workers busy.

Mu Wanqing's former home has long been demolished, and most of the high-rise building that is about to take shape has been built.

Fang Shi had a puzzle in his heart, "The last time I came here was in the Quadruple Dream Realm, although the houses here are dilapidated, they still exist, but in the Pentafold Dream Realm, this place has been demolished and the new buildings are almost formed. ”

"Judging by the time, it shouldn't be possible to do this in just a few days. The only possibility is that the time here is more advanced than the previous dreams. ”

After looking around for a while, Fang Shi found a worker squatting on the side of the street smoking and resting.

"This master, when was the house here demolished?"

The construction worker flicked the soot.

"April 2121. ”

"Thank you. ”

Fang Shi thought to himself, "When I was in other dreams, the time should be around 2120, and this house was demolished almost a year and four months later. According to the general construction rate, such a scale should take about half a year, and the current time should still be in 2121. ”

It can be inferred that there is a time difference of about two years between this and other dreams.

After continuing to wander around for a while, Fang Shi found nothing else, and walked in the direction of the cemetery.

Coming to Mu Wanqing's grave, Fang Shi looked at the familiar photo.

"It's been a short time since it happened, but it's been many years. You and I are destined not to meet, but why are there constant ties. Is this a trick of fate or fate, where should we go, and will we see each other in the future?"

Fang Shi raised his head, his eyes closed, and his heart was sour.

Fang Shi stood in front of the tomb for a long time, hoping that some miracle would occur, even if a female ghost or something came out, he would be extremely happy in his heart.

It's just that none of this is happening, and now I can't do anything, so I can only endure it silently.

The sky gradually darkened, Fang Shi retracted his mind, held his still sore nose, and left the cemetery step by step.

When Fang returned to the vicinity of the hospital, it was already dark, and the street lights around him were lit up one after another.

Under the light not far ahead, Wang Fugui and an old man sat on a bench, as if talking about something.

Fang Shi walked towards the two.

Wang Fugui saw Fang Shi coming and waved his hand.

"Come on, I'm waiting for you. ”

Fang Shi quickened his pace, "Is there a result?"

"Well, it's just some speculation, not a result. ”

"Oh, let's hear it. ”

"Let me introduce you first, this is my master, Tong Daqian. ”

"Uncle Tong, hello!"

"Hello, Fang Shi. ”

Fang Shi smiled and nodded, and the fat man continued.

"Brother Fang, we have made some assumptions about the reason why you can't get out of the dream realm. ”

"Please. ”

"Well, Master, tell him about it. ”

Tong Daqian nodded.

"Your general situation, Fugui'er told me, I deduce that you can't get out of the dream, it is likely that there is an external force interfering, and someone in the real world is deliberately pushing you to the higher level of the dream. ”

"Is that really the case? Why did those people do that?"

"The reason for this may only be known to you. ”

"But I don't remember anything...... , I have no memory of reality at all. ”

"You don't have a memory of reality, which is one of the reasons why I deduced that there was interference from external forces, and it is likely that most of your memory was blocked before you fell asleep. ”

"This ...... Why do you want to block my memory, do those people have an enmity against me?"

"It's hard to say whether there is hatred or not, but after blocking part of people's memories before falling into dreams, it can make people's dreams purer and more directive, allowing you to have certain dreams. ”

"I'm a bit of a mess and keep me repeated. ”

"Actually, it's not hard to understand, you think about what you're doing in your dreams. ”

"The main thing is Mu Wanqing, it's her from beginning to end. ”

"This rich man told me, you are thinking that this girl and you should have never seen each other, and you are all her in your dreams, aren't you surprised?"

"Of course I'm strange, but I don't know why, her appearance seems to be deeply imprinted in my mind, although I haven't seen her, I have her impression for no reason. ”

"Well, well, now I can conclude that your dream must have been man-made, and for you, you will have something to accomplish in this dream trip.

The key to your ability to get out of your dreams is likely to be whether you can complete your task. ”

"My mission? I don't have any memory of how can I do it. ”

"Well, you have to think about it yourself, maybe what you want to do most here is your task. ”

"What do I want to do most?"

Fang Shi relived what had happened in the past few days.

"What I want to do most now is to meet Mu Wanqing, find out what happened to her five years ago, and how to save her, I want to live happily with her. ”

"Well, this may be what you have to do when you enter the dream realm, find out the cause of her death, but people can't be resurrected after death, this can't be changed, you can't save her. ”

"If I go back to the day she was killed in a dream, I might be able to save her. ”

Tong Daqian shook his head and chuckled.

"Hey, you really think that even if you dream of her being killed, you can't interfere, you can only watch it happen, saying that dreams are illusory after all, and they can't change reality. ”

"Is that so, if dreams were reality to me, wouldn't it be different?"

"This ...... I haven't encountered it, and I can't give you an answer, even if it's like you said, how do you interfere with the happening of things. ”

Wang Fugui suddenly realized after hearing this.

"Master, maybe he can do it. ”

Tong Daqian looked at the fat man in surprise.

"Master, the first time I met him, I felt that he seemed to be different from other dreamers, he could really feel the things in the dream, and he could also actively touch my consciousness. ”

Tong Daqian looked at Fang Shi in disbelief.

"Really? It can't be. ”

Fang Shi recalled the first time he saw Wang Fugui.

"Seems to be the case, is it only me who can do this?"

Tong Daqian looked up at the stars in the dark night.

"It looks like the world is about to change. ”

Fang Shi looked at Tong Daqian suspiciously, "Why did this old man make such an emotion?"

"Uncle Tong, is my speculation true? As long as the dream is a reality for me, and I can change the dream, can it affect the real world?"

Tong Daqian retracted his mind, feeling that he was becoming more and more unable to see through the person in front of him.

"Your speculation has some validity, but no one has ever done it, and I can't give you an answer. ”

Fang Shi felt a heat in his heart, and saw the last hope.

"Whether it's really possible or not, I have to do it to know the outcome. ”

Tong Daqian said, "I really don't know if this is a blessing or a curse?"

Wang Fugui really wanted to help Fang Shi, and when he saw that Fang Shi's previous decadence was swept away, he was also silently happy for Fang Shi.

"By the way, what we have to solve now is how to get Brother Fang out of the dream and stay here all the time, even if he has a dream, he can't complete it. ”

After Fang Shi listened, he remembered his situation and couldn't help but feel a little lost.

Fang Shi and Wang Fugui looked at Tong Daqian at the same time, hoping that he would have a way.

Tong Daqian saw the expressions of the two, thought for a while, and said.

"There's only one way to get out of this situation, but it's dangerous. ”

Fang Shi saw that there was a way to show joy on his face.

"What's the solution, let's hear it. ”

"If there are really people in your real world who are pushing you to the higher levels of the dream world, then your connection to the real world must not be broken, as long as you disappear completely in the dream world, you may be able to return to reality. ”

Fang Shi looked embarrassed when he heard this.

Wang Fugui said with a suspicious face.

"In case we miscalculate, that brother is really done playing, this is really risky. And even if you guess correctly, how can it be considered to disappear completely?"

"I know it's dangerous, but it's the only way, and to disappear completely is to completely disappear the body and consciousness. ”

After the fat man thought about it, the waiter said.

"Brother Fang, do you dare to give it a try?"

Fang Shi took a deep breath, thinking that it didn't make sense for him to stay here all the time, if he really disappeared, the only regret was that he didn't help Mu Wanqing, and he could only blame himself for not having that fate with her.

"What am I going to do?"

Tong Daqian said: "You just need to write a suicide note, saying that you will incinerate your body without leaving a trace, and find a place to commit suicide." ”

"This ...... What if I still have a body left after I die?"

"Neither Fugui'er nor I can touch you, so we can't help you, everything depends on God's will. ”

"It seems that my chances of success this time are slim. ”

"You decide. ”