Chapter 51: Still Friends

"In May, I'm ready to go back to town. Chang Yulin came out of the study, but he didn't come to me.

I put down my phone and looked up at him, what a decent man! Unfortunately, it wasn't my husband. "Okay, stay safe when driving. After I finished speaking, I continued to look down and play with my phone.

In the afterglow, Chang Yulin stood where he was and looked at me for a while before leaving.

When he was gone, I quickly ran to the window of the main porch, just to see his back.

Chang Yulin walked out of the front yard and got into a taxi. Soon, my phone vibrated twice: Everyrain - the house and the car are at your disposal, and the car keys are on the head of the resin bird in the kitchen.

I thought about it for a moment and replied "Got it".

Imprisonment not only allows people to experience the coldness of the world more deeply, but also deprives people of the courage to pursue a better future. For example, at this moment, no matter how reluctant I am to go to the rainforest, I can't tell him. It's not just because he has a family, but because I don't think I'm worthy of him right now. I don't feel sorry for myself, I just clear the reality, if two people want to be together for a long time, they must be evenly matched and rely on each other. But since the proud and venomous Chang Yulin broke into my life, it has unilaterally become my "protective umbrella", especially for me who has just come out of prison, and it has turned into an omnipotent dependence. I don't like the feeling that I need the other person so much, and the other person doesn't need me that much.

I changed my clothes, grabbed my car keys, and planned to find someone to talk to.

According to Ayu, grandma's cemetery was also purchased and settled by Chang Yulin, who rushed back from the United States in advance. As I walked along the tree-lined avenue leading to the park, my heart gradually calmed down.

"Grandma, I'm coming to see you!" I was like a scoundrel at home on weekdays, and I was coquettish with the cold stone tablet in front of me.

I know that on the day of my grandmother's accident, she was about to bring the soup from the fort to see me, even though Fan Shuangshuang had told her countless times that she was not allowed to bring this kind of thing to the prison.

"Grandma, do you miss me?" I said, tears already flowing down my face, "Grandma, you're all gone, what should Nizi do? I laughed and wiped the tears that had slipped into my mouth.

I squatted down, wiped my grandmother's tombstone clean with a rag, then removed the old flowers, replaced them with new ones, and took out my grandmother's favorite jujube paste cake and put it away, "Grandma, you used to always say that life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, and you can only meet two or three confidants." Now I have encountered a lot of unsatisfactory results, and I have also met a confidant. However, the confidant can't be with me, so in the end, it's still unsatisfactory, right?" I smiled wryly, and took out a green bottle Xiaoer (Erguotou) from my bag, which was grandma's favorite in the past, oh no, grandma's favorite is also cigarettes, I rummaged through the bag again, and finally found the pack of cigarettes that were pressed at the bottom, lit one and put it on the jujube cake.

"Why are you so good? Look at my grandfather, he never smoked, and he had a better temper than you. "What I am most grateful for is that Chang Yulin specially chose the cemetery where grandpa was located for grandma and buried them together.

I sat in the mud next to the tombstone, unscrewed Xiao Er, took a sip, and poured half a bottle on the ground. Suddenly, I felt like I was back when I was a kid again. In those days, my grandmother had just come out of the shadow of the loss of her beloved daughter, that is, my mother, perhaps to keep herself from thinking of my mother, who filled her schedule every day, doing laundry and cooking, and growing vegetables on the balcony and in the "private plot" downstairs. Therefore, my grandfather didn't have to do anything except accompany me crazy and send me to school, and he was also happy to be idle, and taught me how to be "naughty" every day. Those days were really bitter, but unfortunately, they didn't last long.

"May!" the memory was abruptly interrupted.

"Guo Nuo?" I didn't expect to see him here.

Guo Nuo held a bouquet of white lilies mixed with several purple water lilies in his hand. It's exactly the same old flower I just cleaned up.

"It's because you come here often, thank you!" I stood up and said sincerely.

Guo Nuo frowned slightly, "May, why are you becoming more and more polite with me?"

I'm a little funny in my heart, Guo Nuo and I haven't seen each other for almost a year, right?

"I thank you from the bottom of my heart. "In fact, I don't want to have too much trouble with him anymore. The past is gone, so let it fade away completely.

"May, I wanted to see you, but my mother was hospitalized at that time, so I couldn't take care of you......" Guo Nuo's voice has always been very good, coupled with the concern revealed at the moment, so that no woman can bear to blame.

"Guo Nuo, you don't owe me anything, why do you have to explain?" I told the truth, I didn't expect anything at the time, let alone at the moment.

Guo Nuo's eyes flashed with instant disappointment, and he quickly calmed down as usual, "May, we will still be friends in the future, right?"

I don't know who once said that the person who asked "are we still friends" was the first to lose love. I think that although my long-standing and tragic affection for Guo Nuo may have never had any special meaning to him, today, he has indeed completely lost it. Even if I don't know when it started, Guo Nuo can no longer pull the deepest string in my heart.

"Of course we're still friends. I paused and added, "I wish I could be friends with Anna too." ”

Guo Nuo probably didn't guess that I would say this, he didn't speak, just nodded silently.

"Let's go!" I motioned for him to put down the flowers and leave the cemetery with me.

"Is this yours?" in the parking lot, we walked to my parking space first.

I smiled, "yes! ”

Guo Nuo understood almost instantly, and he looked at me with mixed thoughts, as if waiting for me to give him an explanation. But why do I have such an obligation?

"Auntie is feeling better now, isn't she?"

"Much better, now it's all Anna with her. "Guo Nuo seems to think that the mention of Anna stimulates my emotions, but I just think that his behavior is a little naΓ―ve.

"Let's go!" I opened the door and got into the car, lowered the window, said take care to him, and walked away.

After getting on the third ring road, I went straight to the studio I had missed for a long time, and I couldn't suppress my excitement from the moment I entered the elevator. When I arrived at the door of the studio, I couldn't suppress my strength, "I, Hu Hansan, are back again!"

"Uh...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" As soon as I opened the door, I almost threw my face on Grandma Tong, "Brother Kuai, Ayu....... And you, who are you?" no one answered me.

Grandma Tong was originally facing away from the door, but when she saw me coming in, she was not enthusiastic at all, but beckoned to the three people inside and said, "It's here." Then the three men quickly sat around and circled me in the middle.

"Oh, Wu Xin's black materials in recent years. Brother Kuai, tossing a teacup-high stack of materials onto the table nearest to me.

"And this, the type of girl he likes. The handsome young man who didn't know his name smashed the folder too.

I looked at Grandma Tong and Ayu, they didn't seem to be planning to throw anything out.

"That...... Why do you have to target Wu Xin? "I asked a small question with "trepidation."

Ayu tapped the photo of Wu Xin in the information on the table with her chin, "Because this guy owes us money! When you took over his job, he promised to give 5 million." ”

"But the parties are already that!" In my heart, Xie Yuhan is really miserable, so miserable that I can't bear to mention her.

Grandma Tong snorted and said: "He can pay 5 million for his original match, how much do you think it will cost him to divorce his current wife?"

"What do you mean?" I listened.