Chapter 98: I understand the truth, but I am still wronged
The scar seemed to be cut on Lin Xi's heart, and when he glanced at it with a glance, he felt so painful.
Right now, the long scar could be clearly felt on the fingertips.
Lin Xi's heart hurt so much that he couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Does it hurt?" Lin Xi asked with a trembling voice.
Bo Yang hugged her in his arms and kissed her earlobe, then the movement stopped, and a soft sigh fell on her ear.
"Originally, I wanted to say that it didn't hurt, but you wouldn't believe it, would you?" Bo Yang paused for a moment and nodded, "It hurts." You also know what kind of character I am, my temper is stinky and hard, I feel that there is nothing that I can't bear, nothing I can't endure hardship, and nothing I can't bear to bear pain. But it hurts. ”
Bo Yang didn't really want to tell her this, he did have a grudge against Lin Xi, but it was useless.
Can't cover it. Can't hide the liking for her. It seems that I can only have such feelings for her in this life.
It's like no matter how much resentment he has in his heart, but if he throws it on her, as soon as she is wronged, he will be more uncomfortable and hurt than anything else.
If you really want to take revenge on her, I'm afraid that the first to die is not Lin Xi, but Bo Yang.
So originally Bo Yang felt that it was not impossible for these things to rot in his stomach in the past. He can endure it.
But people are like this, and if they don't open up to understand, it's like there's always a hurdle between the two that can't be overcome.
Moreover, he is not unaggrieved, not unsad. She was gone when he needed her most.
Even after all these years, it's still sad to think about.
He understands the reason, but he still feels wronged.
So that's it.
"It hurts everywhere, and I can't bear it. The doctor said that I was young, and that taking too many pains was not good for the nervous system, so I was asked to carry it. You're gone again, I'm just staying up every day, I don't want to live and I'm unwilling to die. ”
Bo Yang's voice was low, and these words came clearly into Lin Xi's ears.
Lin Xi didn't speak, and the tears kept flowing.
She didn't speak, but it made Bo Yang a little uneasy, and when she lowered her eyes, she saw her red eyes and tears on her face.
Seeing her like this, Bo Yang felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart, "Don't cry, I can't see you crying." ”
Bo Yang raised his hand to wipe her tears, but he was just soaked in the jar, and his hands were also wet, and the more he wiped her face, the more water stains he faced, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or water.
Lin Xi raised his hand and grabbed his hand, slowly raised his eyes that had been drooping, and stared at him with red eyes.
Her eyes when she is focused can always make people feel at ease, as if she is stared at by such a focused gaze, no matter what she wants to do or what she says, it can make people feel at ease.
Lin Xi looked at him steadily, "I'm not going to leave again." ”
Her voice was nasal, it sounded a little shallow and dumb, and the volume could even be said to be very light, but the words seemed to have a heavy weight, and they pressed heavily into Bo Yang's heart.
"I can't drive away, and I can't leave. As long as you don't open your mouth and tell me to get out, I'm not going anywhere. ”
Lin Xi held his hand hard, as if he wanted to convey his firmness to him through force.
Bo Yang was stunned for a moment, silent, and didn't say a word.
He only looked into her eyes for a moment, and then, he grabbed Lin Xi's hand, pulled her into his arms with a force, and bowed his head to cover her lips.
The kiss was raging and passionate, I don't know if it was hers or his lips were broken, and there was even a shallow taste of blood in this kiss.
Bo Yang looked at her with red eyes between kisses, "This is what you said, if you talk again this time, it won't be a ......"
Lin Xi reached out and hooked his neck and kissed him, and before her lips touched, she spit out three words in a low voice, "Impossible." ”