Chapter 348: Confusion
The senior sister opened the door and ran out, a cool breeze blew in, I shivered, and then I came to my senses, and I stood on the spot for a moment.
Why did I want to rape my senior sister just now?
I sat back on the bed, rubbing my head and breaking out in a cold sweat, and soon there was the sound of footsteps outside, and Shanshan and Ye'er rushed in.
They were shocked and worried, and I said don't come, something is wrong with me.
They anxiously asked me what was wrong, I scratched my head and said in a deep voice: "Contact Liu Ji, I'm going to Xinjiang." ”
Both girls were amazed, but they were obedient. I put on my coat and left, so that they could wait in peace.
When I went out, I found out that the senior sister and Xiaoxue were also there, and they were equally worried, but the senior sister didn't come over with Xiaoxue in her arms, she was afraid of me.
I smiled bitterly: "Don't panic, I'll tease you." "Senior sister didn't believe it at all, but I didn't stay and left directly.
Yoo Ji quickly came to pick me up, took me directly to the airport, and asked me what was going on.
I said that I felt uncomfortable, and I was going to go for a walk, and by the way, I would eat a few pieces of cut cake to suppress my shock. She pursed her lips and stopped talking.
Still the same, I took a plane to the land of the gods, and hurried to Ruoruo's village.
It turned out that it was almost dawn. I didn't bother anymore and ran straight to the mountain, but I was disappointed again that the psychic was not there.
I had to be annoyed, but she was surprised: "Why are you here again? ”
I said something had happened to me and that I had to find a psychic. Ruoruo was stunned for a moment, and then spoke: "He has already left, maybe go to Lhasa, or travel everywhere, this time he is really gone, and we have sent him." ”
I was taken aback, the psychic is gone? This time it's not a pilgrimage, he's not coming back?
I was so anxious that I was sweating, and he was gone. Ruoruo saw that I was anxious as if he remembered something: "He left a sentence, saying that if you come again, go and open the futon yourself." ”
I was shocked, but I couldn't care about anything, and ran back to the hilltop hut again, and turned over the dusty futon.
But I saw a letter under the futon, which was written with a brush. I hurriedly opened it and looked at it, but there were only a few numbers: if the spirit is chaotic and scattered, the world cannot be loved.
I was confused, what does this mean? My mind turned sharply, and I thought about it for a long time before I vaguely understood that when he taught me zazen, he meant that the essence does not think about desire, and the mind does not want to sleep, and now he is saying that my mind is disordered?
I pondered for a moment, sat cross-legged on the futon, and practiced Zen without moving. Everything is safe and sound, and I am even full of energy, but after practicing for a long time, I feel that there is something I can't control, which is the "true qi" that I suddenly comprehend.
The psychic is not there, and I can't figure out what it is. And my whole body began to feel uncomfortable, so I quickly opened my eyes and got up, and I didn't dare to sit in meditation anymore.
For a while, I understood the meaning of the psychic, he was probably in the same situation as me, the difference is that he is not nostalgic for the world, and he has a god in his heart, but I only have pretending to be forced and grass in my heart, and I am a ghost if I don't miss the world.
I left with a sullen head on my head, and Ruo Ruo asked me what was wrong. I said tragedy, and the gods punished me. She pouted, "Are you hurt again?"
yes, I'm so stuffy.
No longer staying, a plane flew back again. Completely overwhelmed.
Shanshan and the others were all talking worriedly, and when they all greeted me when I came back, I squeezed out a smile, Xiaoxue pulled me to ask questions, and the senior sister looked at me hesitantly.
I apologized to her, but she didn't speak.
I didn't stay here, for fear that I would go crazy again and hurt them. I went straight to the hotel, damn it, this is the rhythm of a lonely life.
Shanshan and the others took turns to see me, and they all persuaded me to go back, where would I dare to go back?
In the end, the senior sister and Xiaoxue also came, and their mother and daughter also persuaded me to go back, and the senior sister also apologized to me: "Xiaoyu, I overreacted, and I ...... it too suddenly."
Xiaoxue next to me rolled her eyes and was puzzled, I shook my head, there was nothing to say.
However, Xiaoxue seemed to have whispered something to tell me, so she asked the senior sister to go out and wait for her, and the senior sister knocked her out.
I said, what do you want to do with this little Lori?
She bit her little lip and looked at me with a grin: "Dad, do you want to use force on your mother?
That's right, I just hurt my eggs: "You kid doesn't understand, don't care." ”
She puffed out her mouth and crossed her waist: "I don't understand, I'm the eldest sister of the school!"
Okay, okay, you're amazing. I said I'm afraid of you, so you better go back.
She shook her head and leaned closer to me, her little face held high, and there was a hint of evil smile on the corner of her mouth: "Poor daddy, Mommy doesn't like you anymore." ”
But annoying, I raised my hand to hit her, but she was not afraid at all, with a sweet face: "It seems that Mommy refuses to marry you......"
I said don't say it, I want to be quiet.
Xiao Xue moistened her throat: "It's better for us to get married." ”
"Poof!" I squirted Lao Xiang, but Xiaoxue took it for granted: "When I was a child, I said that I would marry you when I grew up, and now I'm in my third year of junior high school, I'm almost fifteen years old, don't be a little girl anymore." ”
I was stunned, if she hadn't said that I really didn't realize that she was so old, I would have always thought that she was just a little girl of seven or eight years old.
But what about fifteen? I rolled my eyes, "Don't make a fuss, or Daddy will clean you up." ”
Xiaoxue raised her little face, her nose was wrinkled, but there was a little evil smile in her eyes: "I heard my mother say that you were very ...... when you were fifteen years old."
I'll go, nonsense!
I kicked her out, and she bit me and smiled like a witch: "I remember you liked my shoulder......"
As she spoke, she pulled down her collar to reveal half of her snow-white shoulders, and then buried me: "I'm not small, hehe." ”
I blinked my eyes, she was smiling badly at the moment, she actually had a bit of the taste of the senior sister back then, and with an almost identical face, my heart instantly beat faster, as if I had opened Pandora's box.
I couldn't help myself for a moment, so I quickly turned around and ran away: "Don't make trouble, get out." ”
Xiaoxue giggled: "Hmph, I'm really attractive, wait until I grow up......"
Her voice lingered in my ears, and my mind was a mess, Xiaoxue finally realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly ran over to pull me: "What's wrong?"
Her collar was still baggy, and I seemed to see the ...... under her collar
Completely indescribable sensations hit me, and I was in two extremes, ethereal and frenzied.
Almost all at once, Xiaoxue was startled, I pressed her directly on the bed, and she finally cried out: "Ah...... Why are you ......?"
I have forgotten what it was, except that I was like a beast, and I didn't come to my senses until I was slapped in the face.
Immediately followed by another slap, the senior sister scolded angrily: "Wang Zhenyu, you are crazy!"
Xiaoxue was crying, her clothes were disheveled, and her senior sister picked her up and ran. I was stupid for a long time before I came to my senses, and immediately shivered, guilt came over me, and my body trembled.
I was still shaking when Sansa and Ye'er arrived, and both of them asked me what was wrong.
I hugged them and took a deep breath, steady: "Xiaoxue is okay, right?"
Both of them shook their heads: "It's okay, I'm just scared, what did you do to her?"
I was almost crying, and I was afraid for a while, what the hell was wrong?
I could only reluctantly explain: "I've practiced and become obsessed, and I really can't control myself." ”
They looked at each other, I don't have time to say more, I have to get out of here. I went away at once, and they said a lot of words, but I was already frightened by myself, and I finally realized the gravity of the psychic's words, and not to be nostalgic for the world.
I flew away that day, only contacting them by phone, and when I stopped to rest, I arrived in a strange city.
I first called Yoo Ji and asked her to take care of my woman, and she finally asked me about it: "Wang...... Wang Gongzi, what's wrong with you? Listen to Shanshan......"
I can't understand it myself, how can I explain it to her?
I said don't worry, I'll be fine, I have to change places to make waves, maybe I can pretend to be forced, how good.
She was silent, with a wry smile on my lips, and I sighed and hung up the phone.
Then I called Phoenix again and asked her to pay attention to General Zhang, and if there is any news from Nangong Hao, inform me immediately, I am afraid that General Zhang has a conspiracy.
Phoenix was speechless: "You're asking me to betray him, don't do it." "I just let me know, I'm afraid of a hair.
She finally said try to do it. I'll be fine, now I have to wait for them to find Nangong Hao, and I don't dare to go back, lest I go crazy again.
After pondering for a long time, I went to Beijing to meet Zi'er and Mengqi, as well as my godsister Chenxi.
I have a doubt in my heart, obviously Lao Tzu is a "monk", why would he be fascinated by Senior Sister and Xiaoxue? Is it because of their special status that they can arouse my desire?
This is not scientific, and it is quite shameless, Lao Tzu will not be reduced to this, but I am afraid that if it really falls to this, I, the old king next door, will have to apologize.