Chapter 202: When I meet again, God is helping me
Uncle Ming and Ah Feng had guilty eyes in their eyes, and their momentum was suppressed very low.
Uncle Ming stepped forward quickly and comforted softly, "Miss An, you calm down first, we, we don't mean anything else, we know that you already have your own family, and we are not saying this today to force you to make any choices." Miss An, although you used to be by the side of the eldest young master, you were not very happy, and you have also experienced danger. But think about it seriously, during the period when you got along with the eldest young master, which of us forced you? The eldest young master has always been careful to respect your opinions, for fear that you will be unhappy and make you embarrassed. The eldest young master has never felt sorry for you, how can we, who are doing things for him, ever feel sorry for you, Miss An?"
Uncle Ming's words fell, and then he sighed softly, "Miss An, I didn't mean to justify anything when I said this. You don't have to be afraid, none of us have ever thought of embarrassing you, let alone forcing you to make any choices for the sake of the eldest young master, we will respect you, we just want you to know some truths. The scam back then, the eldest young master was still unconscious, he didn't know what was going on in the outside world, it was my own so-called, my own idea. Don't misunderstand the eldest young master, if you want to blame, just blame me. The eldest young master doesn't want to get you back all the time, but he no longer recognizes himself, how successful his career is, and the trauma in his heart has been left. “
An Yixia didn't speak, stared at the ground with her eyes down, and bit her lip lightly.
She didn't come here to listen to everyone apologize to her. What happened back then, whether it was deception or truth, was for her safety under the circumstances at that time.
"If you can choose to come back, we are all grateful to you. If you choose to move on with your present life, we wish you a happy life. You are always the only person the eldest young master has ever put in his heart, and we will respect you for any choice you make. Uncle Ming said in a low voice.
An Yixia took a deep breath and nodded.
"I hailed the car, and the car was almost at the door, so I went first. Uncle Ming, Ah Feng, you take good care of him in the future, I believe that it will not be difficult for him to find a girl who is devoted to him, and he will have his own life and family. Later, I'll see you later. ”
An Yixia buried his head and left the villa, tears blurred his vision, his calm heart, little by little, the pain was clear little by little.
That man can still touch her heart so easily.
However, she can't go back, and she doesn't want to go back.
If there is no E
IC, she doesn't care if she's alone, and she doesn't care if she follows him like before, and it's full of danger everywhere. Anyway, there is a passion for him in her heart, the love is still there, she follows him, and she is not afraid of any danger.
But now that she has a child, her son can't take risks with her.
She is an adult, her son is still young, and it is much easier for others to deal with him and harm him than to deal with her.
An Yixia took a deep breath and quickly wiped the tears from her face.
With Zhan Yinvanadium, it is impossible to return to the quiet time that used to be.
In the future, she just wants to accompany her son to grow up, and she doesn't want to think about feelings for the time being.
An Yixia got into the car and looked back at the people who had been delivered to the gate, and they didn't follow again, which made her breathe a sigh of relief.
An Yixia and Gu Zhiyi with E
IC went around Jiangcheng for a day, and went to Gu Zhiyi's uncle's house with them at night, bathed her son and waited for the child to fall asleep before she was ready to leave.
"I'll send you. ”
"No, you still accompany E
ic, lest he wake up and not see that we will be afraid. An Yixia softly refused.
Gu Zhiyi said: "No, he played so crazy today, he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, if he fell asleep this time, he would definitely be tomorrow morning when he opened his eyes." I'll send you back to Anjia, and I'm not worried if you don't see Anjia. ”
"No need, it's a hassle to send it around, this is where I grew up......"
"That's not going to work!" Gu Zhiyi had already pulled her out and walked out, "Don't tell me those reasons and words again, I said that I had to send you back." ”
"When did you become so stubborn?" An Yixia's tone was helpless, "I can obviously do such a trivial matter, I don't let me face anything by myself, if I leave you in the future, how can I live?"
Gu Zhiyi suddenly stopped.
He turned and looked at An Yixia.
"Since we can't do it without it, then why do we have to separate? Why don't we do it in a fake show, become a real family of three, and live for the rest of our lives. ”
An Yixia shook her head slightly, "No, no. ”
"Axia, what's wrong with me, you tell me, I can change it. Gu Zhiyi worked hard.
An Yixia shook his head and denied, "You are good enough, just because you are so good, I can't delay you." I am a mother with such a big son, I have dragged you down for so many years, I can't drag you down for the rest of my life. You dare to say it, but I dare not accept it. Zhiyi, I know that you are good to me, but you yourself know that you are not in love with me, or because of the beauty when I was a child, and that kind of innocent friendship wants to be maintained forever. Sooner or later, you will meet a girl who is truly in love with you, and you can live happily ever after. Don't delay your business because of me. If I had to do that, I'd take an E with me
IC leaves Lang Captive Takajo. ”
"Asha. ”
Gu Zhiyi let out a long sigh: "E."
IC is also my son, I have been by his side since he appeared, and I am his biological father in his heart. Why do you selfishly think that your son doesn't need me as a father? Why do you selfishly impose your ideas on me? No matter what kind of feelings we have, whether we have love or not, we are closer than relatives, and the two of us are very happy together, and our family of three is very happy together. No matter what his feelings and relationships are, our family of three can be happy forever, and that's enough!"
Gu Zhiyi gently held An Yixia's shoulders with both hands, took a deep breath, and then sighed.
"Axia, look at me, I'm really that bad, you haven't considered living with me for the rest of your life?"
An Yixia shook his head, "I said it, because you are too good, you are too good." That's why I can't delay you, and when my son grows up, I will tell him the truth myself. I believe that my son also supports you to find your own happiness, and you should have a home that belongs to you, a lover that belongs to you. ”
"Asha. ”
Gu Zhiyi's eyes were persistent and his attitude was resolute.
"My love, it's you. Between us, there is also E
IC, let's be together as a family of three, okay?"
An Yixia shook his head, "I can't delay you for the rest of your life......"
Gu Zhiyi retorted loudly: "It's not a delay, I will be happy with you, you can't deprive me of my joy and happiness!"
An Yixia looked up at him and gently pushed his hand away.
"Zhiyi, do you want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life?"
When Gu Zhiyi heard this, his face was painful. He chuckled, finally gave in, and sighed softly: "If I really meet someone I really want to love, I will consider it." My own personal problems, I solve them myself. ”
This is a bit of a gamble.
He said that he wanted to maintain the once beautiful and innocent friendship, but what she didn't know was that when she met her from kindergarten, the seed of love in her heart quietly sprouted.
If it weren't for liking her, he would cry in front of his parents for three days, and he would have to go to the same school and class with her?
If it weren't for liking her, he would have shared the table with her from kindergarten to elementary school to middle school?
If it weren't for liking her, he would have found a reason for her to have a snack for her?
In order to become her only friend, how many little boys did he beat with his fists and wanted to secretly hand her love letters?
But she doesn't understand, she doesn't understand.
After graduating from middle school, his family left Jiangcheng and immigrated to country F, in order to stay in China, he pretended to be sick, quarreled with his parents and even started his hands, and even used hunger strikes to fight against his parents, just to stay in China. And the family moved him onto the plane directly when he was so hungry that he couldn't even stand up.
Does she know these things?
She didn't know how much had happened behind the scenes of his last hurried goodbye to her.
He didn't want to accompany her to continue high school and college, always be her tablemate, and always be with her.
She said that there was an innocent and beautiful friendship between them, and that was to cooperate with her, and that was to prevent her from pushing him away.
After a few years of goodbye, see each other again, where is he willing to leave again?
No matter whose child she gave birth to, it can only be said that the child's biological father was unlucky, and he died so early without the blessing to stay with her.
Since they are reunited again, it is God who has given him a chance.
An Yixia finally let go when she heard Gu Zhiyi, and a smile finally appeared on her face.
"If you do this, I won't feel so guilty. I hope you can be happy, in the future, even if you have a new family, I think we can have a friendly relationship, and the two families maintain a good friendship, it's also good, isn't it?"
Gu Zhiyi looked at An Yixia, and immediately turned around and strode forward.
"Later, let's talk about it later. ”
Anyway, his lover is by his side, and he has already married and has a home of their own. She can think whatever she wants, and he will never leave him anyway.
An Yixia followed quickly, and her mood was indeed a lot lighter.
"Let's go back to Country F early, there's nothing to play in Jiangcheng. etc
When IC is a little older, bring him back to play, and he can remember a little bit of things. ”
"Listen to you, then, three days later?" Gu Zhiyi asked.
An Yixia roughly estimated the time, "Okay, you will bring E tomorrow."
ic is playing around, i want to drink aunt gao, xinxin and they go shopping tomorrow, buy something for them, and an xiaosheng, in a blink of an eye, a young man was in front of him, and suddenly found that he had not fulfilled his responsibilities as a sister over the years. The day after tomorrow, well, let's have dinner together at noon the day after tomorrow, and if you can, invite your uncle to join us and have a meal with our family. On the last day, we took E
IC went to the cemetery to see his father, that's it for the time being, do you think it's okay?"
"It's all up to you. Gu Zhiyi nodded, and then sighed softly: "It's just that I can't see you tomorrow, son, I have to explain for a long time." ”
"Well, you've done a great job. An Yixia saw that someone had come out, and immediately turned to Gu Zhiyi, "You go first, don't worry about me." ”
Gu Zhiyi suddenly hugged An Yixia gently, An Yixia was stunned, and hurriedly pushed him away: "Eh, you don't need to do this, right?"
"Our friendship is above and the relationship between lovers is closer to relatives, isn't it?" Gu Zhiyi asked.
An Yixia heard this, and then nodded slightly, "It's really like a relative." ”
Gu Zhiyi answered again: "Since they are relatives, why don't you need to hug them when you are separated?"
"Okay, well, you say you need it. An Yixia patted him on the back, "Let go, Xinran is out." ”