Gao Zhao's food was left alone on the table until late at night, and no one cared about it.

When I woke up, I found myself resting on my sleeping arm. Yes, who can stand the power of half a bottle of whiskey? The ice in the ice bucket has melted, and the moonlight slipping in through the window is in a trance. I got up and walked out onto the balcony and lit a cigar for myself.

What I can't digest even more than what happened to me is the fact that Gao Zhao and Leslie are chuang. It turns out that an adult can also do something, not for other purposes, but to make himself happy. As each other's best friends, I couldn't stand on the moral high ground to judge Gao Zhao's actions, and I realized that this event would become a watershed moment in my perception of the emotional world. All I can say is that Gao Zhao didn't necessarily do the right thing, but she stayed true to her feelings from beginning to end. Although in the eyes of outsiders, her behavior is not loyal to feelings, but what's wrong with this? Feelings are originally a matter of two people, and when you are loyal to your feelings, the other party may not be loyal, so just be responsible for yourself. What's more, Shake Sen didn't even know what kind of intentions and desires Gao Zhao had for him, so why did Gao Zhao keep the festival from this moment?

I suddenly lowered my head and chuckled, May, May, it's only you who has been confused. I don't know Chang Yulin's personality, and I don't want to wake up from the hazy feelings, everything is led by the nose by others, and I don't even have the ability to take revenge, what are you doing?

The great thing about a cigar is that you may not think about the next one for a long time, so it is very "time-saving". But today, I just don't think one is enough, as if something is missing. After lighting the second one, I found my phone and sent a message to Fan Shuangshuang: "When will we meet?" After sending it, I looked at the time, and it was already more than 3 o'clock in the morning. Unexpectedly, a few minutes later, she actually replied to me, "No problem, come to my house at 8 o'clock this morning!"

I lay on the sofa and listened to Huang Zongze and Myolie Wu's "Grateful for Meeting You" with headphones all night, I used to like Cai Tianhou's "Rewind" the most, but I don't know why, after I came out of it, I couldn't stand the song too sadly, as if there were some things, it takes courage to choose to face it, and it also takes courage to choose to forget.

The next morning, I left a note for Gao Zhao, telling her that I had gone to find Fan Shuangshuang.

"You're here early. "As soon as Fan Shuangshuang opened the door for me, I immediately smelled a familiar scent.

"Please let me eat fried liver?"

She nodded, "Since you took me to Nancheng to eat fried water for two weeks in a row when I was in school, I fell in love with this taste!"

I laughed, "How many times have I told you, it's not fried water, it's fried liver!"

It seems that in an instant, we are back to many years ago, the era when we were shouting about losing weight and eating everywhere in the morning and at night.

I sat down and unceremoniously filled myself a large bowl, "And the oil cake!

"Well, I went to buy it early in the morning, hurry up and eat it!" Fan Shuangshuang also sat down.

Oil cakes and fried liver must be eaten immediately, and at the same time stuffed into the mouth to get fragrant and greasy satisfaction, or it is not bad to eat fried liver with oil cakes, but traditional people prefer to use steamed buns to fry liver.

After eating and drinking, I watched Fan Shuangshuang start to tidy up the dishes and chopsticks wisely, "How did it start?"

She didn't even stumble, "From the time you officially moved into his villa." ”

I laughed, "Isn't that what you had to do when I first came out of it?" ”

"What's the point you can't get into? You've only been in it for less than a year, and you can get such a nice man when you come out. Fan Shuangshuang came out of the kitchen and sat down face to face with me very calmly.

No matter how well prepared you were in advance, you couldn't help but be frightened at this time, "Frost, I think you are more terrible than the Queen." ”

"Anna? Anna is just a poor creature, you robbed a man and there was nothing she could do. And aren't you the one who is scarier than her?"

I thought for a moment, "yes, I'm not really a good bird." ”

Fan Shuangshuang took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, "May, I admit that I started seducing Chang Yulin because I was jealous of you. But then...... "white smoke began to create a barrier between me and her," and I literally got stuck in it. ”

"Oh," I didn't mean to be perfunctory, I really didn't know what to say.

"Ridiculous?" Fan Shuangshuang's eyes were cold and cold, and if she looked closely, they seemed to be empty.

I shook my head, "Don't be ridiculous, people want to possess good things." But I'm curious, what is the level between you and Chang Yulin?"

"It seems that you are not exempt from vulgarity, and this is what you care about the most. Fan Shuangshuang raised an eyebrow at me, and this expression she usually only does to men.

I didn't speak.

"We didn't get to that point, and I took the initiative, I told him that I wanted him to guide me in starting a business, and he asked me if I wanted to invest, and I told the truth, and then we had a good talk, and we went to the bar for a drink together, and he sent me home. Let's ......," Fan Shuangshuang said at this point, and suddenly stopped, "You don't seem to want me to continue." ”

When she said this, I realized that my facial muscles had indeed collapsed, and I tried to relax them, "Say it!"

"You might as well make up for the rest of the story. Fan Shuangshuang smiled and spat out a mouthful of white mist.

I suddenly didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, "Frost, I'm not here today to talk about that man." Actually, I'm just curious about why the four of us are where we are today. ”

"I've thought about this question a million times, and in the end I just came up with one answer. ”

I quietly waited for her "answer".

"From the moment we were born, we were destined not to come together. Fan Shuangshuang smiled, like a poignant lily of the valley flower. "I'm the superfluous dead girl in the family, and the only reason I was born was because the fortune teller said that I must be a boy, so my mother desperately gave birth to me as an elderly mother, but she couldn't have children anymore, but in the end, my dad divorced her because she couldn't give birth to a boy, so both of them hated me, haha!" In my impression, this is the second time she has mentioned her family in the years of friendship with Fan Shuangshuang. The first time was on Gao Zhao's birthday, and we both drank too much. "May, because I have such parents, I cherish my relationship with you, but you are better than me! Am I lonely, you say?"

I nodded, not because I agreed with her, but because of a sudden and indescribable bitterness in my heart.