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Su Xiaoman only felt sad when he heard it.

Su Xiaoman said: "Do you know, what I'm most afraid of is that you say thank you to me." “

Huo Youjiang shook his head: "But Xiaoman, I know it's time, if I don't say these words, I won't have a chance in the future, it's time to say goodbye." “

Su Xiaoman's heart instantly became heavy, as if he was being pinched, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

Su Xiaoman held Huo Youjiang's hand tightly: "Don't say goodbye, don't say goodbye, it's not the time yet, it's not the time yet." “

Su Xiaoman's premonition has never been so strong as it is now.

Su Xiaoman suddenly became scared, he was really scared.

For such a long time, Su Xiaoman has also been in fear.

But that feeling seems numb.

Again and again, there was no danger, and it became a fluke psychology when accidents happened again and again.

But that's no longer the case.

Su Xiaoman could feel it.

She held Huo Youjiang's hand, and she could even feel the energy disappearing from his body little by little.

Something seems to be passing.

Su Xiaoman wanted to catch it, but he was helpless.

She could only beg.

Tears soon fell: "Brother Huo, don't say that, you can still hold on, for my sake you must hold on, don't leave, don't say goodbye, I don't want to say goodbye, as long as you can get better, I will accompany you in the future." “

Huo Youjiang suddenly laughed: "When Xiaoman heard your words, I was satisfied, although I can't be your lover, it's good to be a vital relative in your heart." “

The more he heard Huo Youjiang say this, the more Su Xiaoman couldn't restrain himself.

Su Xiaoman couldn't cry anymore.

Huo Youjiang looked helpless: "Xiaoman, don't cry, when you cry, I feel more uncomfortable than death." ”

Su Xiaoman only felt that he couldn't hear the word death at all now.

But Su Xiaoman still held back his tears: "Okay, I won't cry, but you must also promise me that you must be good and don't say this kind of thing again." ”

Huo Youjiang nodded: "Okay, I won't say it." “

Huo Youjiang seemed to be very sleepy, and seemed to be too tired to speak.

Huo Youjiang said, "Xiaoman, can you hug me?"

Su Xiaoman wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said, "Okay." “

Su Xiaoman climbed onto the bed and sat on the edge of the bed.

Then let Huo and Jiang sleep in their arms.

Su Xiaoman gently hugged Huo Youjiang, as if he was holding a sleeping child.

Huo Hejiang lay in Su Xiaoman's arms and said: "That's good, Xiaoman, I love you, even if I'm gone, I will turn into a style and become a star in the sky to accompany you." ”

Su Xiaoman covered his mouth: "Huo Hejiang, please, don't say it." ”

Huo Youjiang really didn't speak again.

One of Su Xiaoman's hands was loosened.

Su Xiaoman's heart suddenly stopped moving.

Su Xiaoman wanted to cry, but he still held back.

Su Xiaoman said: "I was wrong, Brother Huo, I was wrong, you talk to me, say anything, please, say another word to me." “

And there was no sound over there.

Su Xiaoman was depressed from crying, and he didn't dare to cry loudly.

She grabbed Huo Youjiang's hand tightly, and tears rained down: "Brother Huo, sleep, there will be no pain when you fall asleep, and there will be no loneliness, sleep, sleep well." “

When the housekeeper opened the door early in the morning, he saw such a scene.

The gentleman slept in Miss Su's arms.

Su Xiaoman's eyes were already swollen and expressionless.

But tears kept flowing out of the corners of his eyes as if the floodgates had been opened.

And the gentleman seemed to be asleep, but his expression was more comfortable and serene than he had ever been.

My husband has been suffering from illness for so long, and he hasn't slept well for a long time.

Even in his sleep, the gentleman always frowned.

But not at this moment.

The gentleman slept peacefully, and there seemed to be a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth.

The housekeeper was originally here to deliver medicine.

When I saw such a scene, I immediately understood something.

With a clang, all the glasses of water fell to the ground.

The housekeeper burst into tears in an instant and shouted, "Sir!"

Su Xiaoman didn't know how the next few days would pass.

She was sick, very serious, with a high fever that did not go away, and she did not eat or drink.

He Sheng said that she had been staying by Huo Youjiang's side all these days, and her body had already been overdrawn.

But because there is still a string stretched mentally, it has not collapsed.

Huo Youjiang died, and Su Xiaoman's string was also broken.

That's why it's like this.

On the day of Huo and Jiang's funeral, it was pouring rain that Jiangcheng had never had in fifty years.

Su Xiaoman did not participate.

But that day, I woke up suddenly at night.

Su Xiaoman stood at the window in a daze.

Outside, the wind was strong, and many branches were broken.

Su Xiaoman opened the window and stretched out a hand.

The wind blew on her hands, like a pair of strong hands holding hers.

Su Xiaoman closed his eyes.

Huo Youjiang, is that you?

You said that even if you leave, you will turn into wind, into rain, and into stars in the sky to accompany her.

Su Xiaoman has been ill for a long time.

He Sheng said that psychological treatment is more important.

Su Xiaoman didn't feel that he had mental illness.

But I did feel like something was missing in my heart.

Huo Youjiang had helped her countless times when she was desperate, and had also done things that made her resentful.

But now, Su Xiaoman only feels that the grievances and grievances in the past are meaningless.

Once a person is dead, it really has no meaning at all.

In this world, except for life and death, it is all hours.

A month later, Su Xiaoman's body gradually improved, and his spirit was much better.

At this time, it has entered the middle of winter.

On Christmas Eve, it snowed for the first time of the year.

Su Xiaoman suddenly thought that today was Yuanbao's birthday.

Su Xiaoman actually hasn't seen his two children for a long time.

One is that Su Xiaoman was almost always sick during this time.

Second, Fu Jingqing refused to allow Su Xiaoman to look at the two children.

Su Xiaoman never thought that Fu Jingqing would use such an extreme way.

Because Fu Jingqing should know how cruel this is to her.

But Su Xiaoman had no choice.

In the past, she could secretly go to school to see her two children.

But now, the kids are on summer vacation.

Now they all live in the snow field, and Su Xiaoman can't get in.

Even, Su Xiaoman was not sure if Ping An and Yuan Bao lived there.

may have been sent to other places by Fu Jingqing.

After all, a month later, Su Xiaoman's health was better, and he couldn't resist the bone-eating thoughts, so Su Xiaoman decided to go to the snow garden again.

Su Xiaoman deliberately picked Monday's cause.

Su Xiaoman knew that Monday was Fu Jingqing's busiest time.

There are regular company meetings.

Su Xiaoman didn't want to have a confrontation with Fu Jingqing.

To be honest, the torture lasted for a long time, and she was sick all the time.

Therefore, I didn't imagine the situation between her and Fu Jingqing.

But Fu Jingqing should know about Huo and Jiang.

But Fu Jingqing didn't come to Su Xiaoman either.

Fu Jingqing still can't understand her after all.

Su Xiaoman didn't ask Fu Jingqing to understand.

Many things, since you have made a choice, you have to pay the consequences that you must bear.

Since Su Xiaoman chose to stay by Huo Youjiang's side and take care of him, he had to bear Fu Jingqing's incomprehension.

Perhaps, from that time on, they have long been different from each other.

There have been so many ups and downs between them.

But Su Xiaoman had never seen Fu Jingqing cut off all retreats between them in despair like this time.

And even began to linger in the flowers.

Su Xiaoman occasionally flipped through his phone.

I can always turn to Fu Jingqing's lace news intentionally or unintentionally.

Which celebrity to attend an event with today, and tomorrow to have dinner with a certain beautiful barrister.

There is always a steady stream of reports about these.

Su Xiaoman was a little numb when he saw it.

To be honest, Su Xiaoman couldn't see Fu Jingqing clearly now.

I don't know what Fu Jingqing thinks in his heart.

Whether they have really completely abandoned the relationship between them.

Is it to numb yourself with other fresh feelings.

Truth be told, it's all possible.

No matter which one it is, it is like Ling Chi for Su Xiaoman.

Su Xiaoman didn't really want to care about this.

To be honest, Huo and Jiang's departure made Su Xiaoman understand some truths.

In this world, no matter how powerful life seems, it is actually as small as an eggshell.

As soon as it bumped into it, it shattered.

Feelings are not really the theme of life.

But Su Xiaoman felt that he seemed to have been tortured by various emotions for half his life.

In the days that followed, no matter what, she wanted to live for herself.

There are many things that I can't control.

Su Xiaoman only felt that sometimes even God was joking.

Su Xiaoman stopped at the gate of the snow garden.

The gates of the snowfield are magnificent.

But it doesn't open automatically like before.

The housekeeper of the snow garden soon came out.

The housekeeper was still respectful: "Young grandma, you are back, but Mr. said that you must not be allowed to enter the park, young grandma is really sorry, if you let you in, except for me, all the people in this snow garden will leave, I don't care, but the others ......"

The old butler also sighed heavily.

I don't know that Mr. and Mrs. are having a temper tantrum.

But this temper is also a little too big.

How much the gentleman loves his wife, no one does not know.

This snow garden was built by the gentleman for his wife.

Every brick and tile, every grass and tree here has also poured all his efforts into it.

Every day when he comes back, he locks himself in his bedroom.

On the wall of the bedroom is a portrait of his wife.

It was painted by Mr. Leng Jun, the most famous contemporary oil painting painter, at that time.

The gentleman often stared at the painting in a daze.

Especially in the dead of night.

The gentleman couldn't sleep, so he stood in front of the portrait.

That look is really distressing.

The current situation seems to go back to the years when my wife disappeared.

But at that time, everyone was dead as their wives.

It is understandable that Mr. misses him like that.

But now, my wife is obviously alive and well.

But the gentleman would rather be in a daze with the portrait than have a good conversation with his wife.

No one knows what happened between them.

But everyone in the school park knows,That must be a particularly serious matter.。

Su Xiaoman didn't want to embarrass the housekeeper.

Su Xiaoman said: "Let you let Ping'an and Yuanbao come out, if I don't go in, I'll take a look, and I'll leave after a look." ”

What the wife said was also heartbreaking.

The housekeeper said helplessly: "I'm sorry, madam, the little lady and the little master are not in the snow garden." ”

Su Xiaoman was stunned for a moment and asked, "Then where are they now, where did Fu Jingqing hide them?" ”

The housekeeper said, "Madam, we don't know about this, and the gentleman didn't tell us that the little master and the little lady haven't lived here for a while. ”