When he was on rounds the next morning, Lin Xi was still staring in a daze, but Bo Yang was already completely awake.

She didn't even know if he woke up right away, or if he hadn't slept all night.

The doctor checked the condition of her wound, and Lin Xi opened his eyes and said, "The urine output is normal, the drainage volume is normal, the body temperature is normal, and the postoperative pain is well controlled, I think my state is okay, and the drainage tube may not need to be kept for too long." ”

The doctor probably also knew that Lin Xi was originally a doctor, and they were all peers, so it was naturally much easier to communicate, so when talking to her, he would not deliberately use more understandable language like other patients.

"If there is no problem after two days of postoperative observation, you can arrange the surgery for the reduction and fixation of your humerus fracture on the outer side of the bone. The doctor said.

Lin Xi nodded, she thought about it for a while, and whispered, "If you can, as soon as possible." My hand ......"

She pursed her lips and didn't continue.

The doctor sighed, "I know you're worried about brachial plexus damage, but you still can't rush, at least until your condition is stable." ”

Bo Yang was silent on the side, although he didn't understand medicine.

But before, as Lin Xi's family member, he learned the details of Lin Xi's injuries from the doctor, and the doctor said it in plain language.

Of course, Bo Yang didn't know much about the meaning of words like brachial plexus injury, but when the doctor said it to him, it was easier to understand.

In short, the function of Lin Xi's hand is likely to be affected.

To put it more bluntly, there is a good chance that she will not be able to do jobs that require delicate hand movements in the future.

Like, what she used to do, surgeons. What's more, it requires meticulous cardiothoracic surgery, and a steady hand that can be meticulous enough to suture blood vessels.

Her career is likely to be destroyed because of this accident. She has worked hard to learn the profession for so many years......

It's not that she can't be a doctor, after all, not every doctor needs surgery. But...... This was not consoling, she had studied medicine to do surgery.

If she was planning to be a doctor in other departments, it would not be so hard from the beginning, and surgery is much harder than other departments after all. Standing in front of the operating table for hours at a time, I was engrossed, not only physically exhausted, but also mentally exhausted.

But those who do surgery must be able to endure this hardship in order to make a difference. She's endured all this...... But it is very likely that because of this accident, the career of surgery will be buried.

And all of this is because I am with him that I am like this.

How much self-blame Bo Yang felt in his heart was beyond words.

The doctor said, "Don't be anxious, your body is the most important thing." ”

Lin Xi nodded and smiled lightly, "Well, I know." Thank you. ”

"The gastrointestinal function is restored, and you can only eat and drink after exhausting, you know all of this, so I won't emphasize it too much. Bear with me. The doctor said.

Lin Xi nodded, and said helplessly, "I'm really hungry, when I said these words to patients before, I really couldn't understand why they had such a sad expression, and I really knew how painful it was when I really tried it." ”

The doctor smiled, "Bear with me." ”

The doctor went out at the end of his rounds, and after a while the nurse came in and hung up the hanging bottle of potion for her.

Then when the quiet in the ward returned again, Lin Xi was no longer sleepy.

She tilted her head slightly to look at Bo Yang, who had been silent, and when the doctor came in to make rounds, he didn't even say a word.

"Bo Yang. Lin Xi called him.

Seeing that his face was still haggard, he had not been relieved by a night's rest, as if he had become even more haggard, maybe he hadn't rested much at all this night.

"Huh? Bo Yang sat down on the edge of the bed, the corners of his lips tugged, revealing a gentle smile, his hand had smoothly picked up the thermos cup on the bedside table, poured warm water from it, moistened the cotton swab, and moistened her lips.

Lin Xi licked his dry lips, only to feel that his throat was hot and dry. In fact, with infusion, the body is not short of water, but thirst is a very intuitive feeling.

Especially after the lips are moistened, and when you lick your lips, you get even thirstier.

She pursed her lips, a little uncomfortable.

Bo Yang knew that she was uncomfortable, and said distressedly, "Bear with it again, okay? I know you're thirsty and hungry, bear with it again?"

Lin Xi snorted, and smiled with shallow curled lips.

His eyes looked at Bo Yang for a moment, and then his eyes became wet.

Bo Yang put down the cotton swab and water glass, leaned down and kissed the corner of her eye gently, "Don't cry, I know you're uncomfortable, I know you're in pain." ”

Lin Xi shook his head gently, and his breathing became a little trembling.

She still looked at Bo Yang for a moment, "Don't blame yourself. ”

Bo Yang didn't speak, only looked at her with lowered eyes, his gaze was gentle and painful.

"It's not your fault, don't blame yourself. Lin Xi's voice was hoarse, she took a deep breath, and continued, "At least I have you now." And you...... ...... you were back then I can't even think about how I survived. ”

When I think about it, I feel that the pain in my heart is much worse than the pain of the wound.

I didn't dare to think about it when I left, and I didn't dare to think about it when I came back, I felt that I had obviously hurt him so deeply, but when I came back and wanted to be with him again, I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't dare to think about it when I accidentally saw the old scar on his abdomen.

Until he was in a situation that was not much different from that of him, he was beaten the same, injured the same internal organs, had almost the same surgery, and suffered the same postoperative pain.

When I opened my eyes, there was him next to him, gentle and distressed.

It seems to soothe all pain.

Then, I thought about the time when he was lying in pain in the hospital bed like this, and when he was struggling to recover.

What she gave him was a check for five million, a breakup that left no room for anything, and a departure without looking back.

He begged her like that in that situation. She was gone anyway.

At this moment, I feel such pain, and I dare not think about it. After all, if at such a time, Bo Yang left, he left without looking back......

Lin Xi felt that he must be unbearable.

So he couldn't bear to blame himself for this, what did he have to blame himself?

Seeing his haggardness, Lin Xi was even more distressed.

Bo Yang smiled and touched her face, "How can I get through, thinking of you, I'll get through." Don't cry, I'm distressed. ”

Lin Xi sniffed lightly and looked at him, "Then don't blame yourself." Don't torture yourself, okay? You're haggard...... I'm also distressed. ”