108, he was with her
Shi Nuan received a call from the police the next day, saying that Mu Xi had turned herself in and confessed the whole process of kidnapping her.
However, listening to the police's statement, Mu Xi didn't mention the fifth brother at all, only said that he kidnapped Shi Nuan by himself, in order to vent his anger, saying that the relationship between the two of them was not good, so he did something wrong as soon as his mind was hot.
When she said this, she saved Mu Feng a lot of trouble.
Shi Nuan thought of the head in the bamboo forest, and panicked, wondering if the fifth brother could still pant after a night of heavy rain.
She was originally a law-abiding citizen, and her three views were also positive, but she was not sad at all when she saw that her fifth brother was tortured so badly by Mu Feng, and even died in the hands of Mu Feng in the end.
I don't think it's wrong for Mu Feng to do this, but I feel that it's for the people.
Although the technique is a bit extreme.
Shi Nuan drove to the police station, made a record, and explained the matter.
Because there were many things that couldn't be said, Shi Nuan had to pretend to be very puzzled, "I inhaled a lot of drugs at the time, and my brain was not clear, so I couldn't remember what happened." ”
Fortunately, the police didn't embarrass her, but just called Mu Feng to inform her about the matter.
Shi Nuan didn't know what Mu Feng said, and within a few minutes, someone informed her that she could leave.
Shi Nuan didn't see Mu Xi, and heard that Mu Xi was directly detained.
She stood in front of the police station and let out a long sigh of relief.
This matter was solved, but she didn't feel so relaxed in her heart, and the slight sense of oppression was still there.
Shi Nuan slowed down for a while and drove away.
She didn't go to work, she had too much time, so she drove straight to the suburbs.
At this point in time, the incense of the temple is still in full bloom, and the bells and drums inside can be heard far away, waiting to get closer to hear the sound of chanting.
Shi Nuan looked for a while in the parking lot below before he saw Lu Yun's car.
She's really religious, and sure enough, it's here again.
Shi Nuan walked very slowly, and he didn't go to the main hall in front to offer incense, but walked directly past the Buddha hall in front and walked towards the back.
I followed Sister-in-law Zhang over twice, and I could almost understand that behind this was the place where the masters preached and taught, and occasionally answered questions and doubts to some pilgrims.
Shi Nuan first walked around the place, and then went to the place he wanted to go.
She met Lu Yun twice, both in the same place, presumably she would find a special master to teach here.
Shi Nuan met a few little novices on the road, and they all folded their hands and bowed their heads to say hello.
Wait for it to go inside, and there will be fewer novices.
She walked and went to the backyard, it was very quiet, and Shi Nuan stood in the distance for a while before approaching.
The wooden door was still closed, and Shi Nuan stared at it.
Because it is really too quiet here, some sounds can be seen inside, even if it is not heard clearly, Shi Nuan can still distinguish that Lu Yun is inside.
Shi Nuan heard a master chanting scriptures inside, and occasionally Lu Yun would open his mouth to ask a question, the question was profound, and the master's answer was even more profound, and Shi Nuan listened in the clouds.
After waiting for the scriptures to be recited, the master began to teach Lu Yun the Dharma again.
Shi Nuan listened patiently to everything, and finally heard Lu Yun speak.
Shi Nuan hurriedly got closer and listened to her words.
Lu Yun said: "I went back recently, and I read the scriptures until midnight every time, but my heart is still unstable, I can still remember a lot of things from the past, I still complain and hate, Master, I'm like this, is there no way." ”
Master's voice was strong, "The Buddha said, suffering is not suffering, happiness is not happiness, it is just a temporary obsession, clinging to one thought, will be trapped in one thought, one thought let go, will be in the heart, things turn with the heart, the environment is created by the heart, troubles are born from the heart, some people, some things, are unattainable, forced only suffering." ”
Lu Yun said again: "I know what my master wants, but I really can't let it go. ”
Lu Yun sighed, and then said, "I've been thinking about a lot of things recently, I think I'm going to hell in the future, in fact, I'm not afraid of going to hell, I've done so much, I already know it in my heart, but according to your karma cycle, they shouldn't go to hell, so I'm afraid I won't be able to see the people I want to see in the future." ”
The master probably said everything he could say, and there was nothing more to persuade him, so he was silent for a long time before he said: "It seems that Master Lu has thought about it in his heart, but the old man's cultivation is not enough, and he can't cross Lord Lu." ”
Lu Yun seemed to chuckle, "It's not Master's problem, it's me, it's my own obsession, I can't get through this catastrophe, and no one can help me." ”
Shi Nuan frowned, this Lu Yun talked so much, what the hell was he talking about.
She heard some words spoken inside, full of Zen, Shi Nuan didn't understand, she could only listen to what she heard.
Carelessly, Lu Yun responded to something in his heart, even if he had been listening to Zen Shundao with his master for more than a year, he still couldn't make his heart feel better, and when he woke up in the middle of the night, he remembered the past, and he could still grit his teeth and cry out.
The first thing that Shi Nuan thought of, the so-called past, should be related to Gu Nianqing, after all, it was Gu Nianqing who divorced alive and dead, and Lu Yun still misses him now.
Something must have happened in between.
Shi Nuan heard that there was silence inside, and then there was a sound of rustling, it seemed that they were coming out.
She looked around in fright, and quickly found a place to hide.
Fortunately, there are many houses here, and any corner can hide from someone, and she quickly flashed to the door of a wing room.
Sure enough, ten seconds later, Lu Yun came out of the house, followed by a master in a robe, twisting the Buddhist beads on his chest.
Lu Yun didn't have any special expression on his face, and he looked calm.
But the gentleness and kindness that Shi Nuan had seen on her face before were gone.
Although it can't be said to be mean, it can give people an aura that they don't disturb.
Lu Yun bowed to the master, and did not use the novice to lead the way, and walked outside by himself.
Shi Nuan waited for the master to leave before coming out, and then stood in place and waited before going out.
Lu Yun went out directly from the temple, Shi Nuan didn't dare to get too close, and he was far away when he went down the mountain.
Waiting for Lu Yun to drive away, Shi Nuan hurriedly got into the car and chased in the direction of Lu Yun.
Lu Yun didn't drive into the city, and the car went to a more remote place.
It's so remote that there are hardly any cars on the road.
Shi Nuan didn't dare to get closer, it was easy to be noticed.
After following like this for about half an hour, Shi Nuan understood where Lu Yun had come.
This is a cemetery area.
Shi Nuan chuckled in his heart, and he was a little nervous for some reason.
She kept an eye on Lu Yun's car, and because she didn't dare to get too close, she parked the car by herself first, got down, and then ran over there.
Lu Yun's car was quite conspicuous, and Shi Nuan saw it without effort, but when she passed, Lu Yun had already left.
She looked around, got off from this side, and there was only one way she could go, Shi Nuan looked on tiptoe, but didn't see Lu Yun's figure.
She thought for a moment and ran over with her feet up.
At this time, there were not many people who came to sweep the tomb and worship, so Shi Nuan looked for it in a row and soon saw Lu Yun.
Lu Yun stood in front of a cemetery, didn't make any other movements, just stood.
Shi Nuan bent down and hid to the side, not understanding what Lu Yun was doing.
It is definitely not Gu Nianqing who is buried here, Gu Nianqing's ashes have been scattered, and there is no place to scatter the ashes.
Shi Nuan waited for more than half an hour, and Lu Yun stood like that for more than half an hour, without any superfluous movements, and it didn't seem like he had said a word.
More than half an hour later, Lu Yun suddenly turned around and left, not dragging his feet at all.
Shi Nuan waited for a while before passing, stopping where Lu Yun was standing before, and turned his head.
Just froze.
There is a picture on the tombstone, and the woman in the photo is smiling like a flower, and she is still the same as an old person.
She and her aunt did look alike, she didn't think it before, but now looking at the photo on the tombstone, she understood why the manor said that she and her aunt were very similar, and the eyebrows and eyes of the two of them were exactly the same.
The tombstone records the sudden year of birth, and this woman has been in the afterlife for twenty-seven years.
Shi Nuan's gaze shifted.
The tombstone actually says the tomb of his beloved wife?
She was very surprised, could it be that Shi Congwen did this?
After thinking about Shi Congwen during that time, it didn't look like he was doing this kind of thing, so a man with a bag, especially on the cusp, didn't look like a person who could commit crimes against the wind.
Shi Nuan closed his eyes and stopped.
She slowly crouched down and looked at the picture on the tombstone.
I don't know when this photo was taken, but her aunt smiled happily and looked at the camera, a little shy.
Shi Nuan looked at it for a long time before he sighed.
This cemetery looks like it has not been taken care of, there are weeds all around, and there are confetti that I don't know who burned the yellow paper and fell on it.
Shi Nuan smiled, "So you're here." ”
For so many years, she never knew it.
"But you don't look like you're having a good time now. Shi Nuan pulled out the weeds around the cemetery with his bare hands, and swept down the paper ashes on it.
"Tell me about you, life was not good when you were alive, why did you still die like this. Shi Nuan simply sat down next to the tombstone and touched the photo on it.
"The man you love, some time ago, wanted to kidnap me and go back to Shi's house, but he was beaten and half disabled, I hope you don't get angry, this thing is indeed wrong with him. ”
"You sent me back to the Shi family that year, it's not that I don't want to see you, it's that I can't get out, the people of the Shi family have always asked me to learn the rules, and I can't go out at all. ”
Shi Nuan smiled in a low voice, "Oops, I almost forgot to tell you, I'm also married, but I may inherit your bad luck, and my life is not very good, you see, the two of us, the road is almost the same." ”
It is impossible for the tombstone to give her any answer, but Shi Nuan didn't care, she muttered to herself, "By the way, the man you love has a girlfriend behind his wife's back some time ago, but I think he shouldn't be true to that girl, if he really likes people, why don't you hide it, just expose the little girl to the paparazzi camera so openly, he thinks he is shameless, and other girls don't want it." ”
Shi Nuan turned his head and looked at the photo on the tombstone, "So in such a comparison, he still had a conscience for you back then, and he covered it up, and didn't let you look up in front of everyone." ”
Shi Nuan crossed his legs, propped his hands on his legs, and supported his chin, "Okay, okay, don't talk about him, I'm in a bad mood when I talk about him, I don't care if you still love him now, I don't like him anyway." ”
Shi Nuan thought about it again, "Actually, there is one thing, I still want to tell you, at that time, I almost became a mother, I was a little entangled, I don't know if I can be qualified for this role." ”
She showed a trance-like expression, "However, maybe I also had other thoughts, the child didn't come to me in the end, if you have the opportunity to meet him, say sorry for me, I was ...... at the beginning"
She suddenly choked up, "I wanted to give birth to him and then be good to him." ”
……
Shi Nuan chattered for a long time, and finally saw that the sky was not very good, so he stood up, thought about it, squatted down again, and took out a wet tissue from his handbag, "You loved to be clean when you were alive, and no one has taken care of your tombstone for so long, are you going to jump over there?"
As he spoke, he wiped the tombstone with a wet paper towel, but when it reached the lower right corner of the tombstone, it obviously didn't feel right.
Shi Nuan rubbed it twice vigorously.
There is actually an inscription in the lower right corner of the tombstone, which is small, and you will never find it if you don't pay attention to it.
Shi Nuan lay down and looked carefully.
In the most inconspicuous place in the lower right corner, a few words were engraved, although it had been many years, but the words were carved deeply, and after wiping them clean, Shi Nuan could still see them clearly.
That's three words, one name.
Gu Nianqing.
Shi Nuan's hand stopped at the last word, as if she was afraid that she would be mistaken, she wiped it vigorously many times.
Those three words are becoming clearer and clearer.
Yes, Gu Nianqing.
"Gu Nianqing. Shi Nuan read a sentence, remembering the photo at home, she felt that Gu Nianqing was actually her aunt who was looking at it.
So this tombstone was actually erected by Gu Nianqing?
He built a tomb for her aunt's beloved wife?
Shi Nuan thought of Lu Yun again, Gu Chao said that Gu Nianqing didn't even like him, and he left after he got divorced.
Do the math, when Gu Nianqing and Lu Yun divorced, her aunt should have been gone.
So her aunt was the reason for Lu Yun and Gu Nianqing's divorce?
Shi Nuan patted his forehead, a little messy.
Lu Yun was still kind to himself before, but that day in the temple, he suddenly changed his attitude.
She remembered that Gu Chao said that Lu Yun had dreamed of the past, so he didn't like her.
Once upon a time?
Could it be that there was something between her aunt and Gu Nianqing in the past?
I'm sorry Lu Yun?
Shi Nuan looked at the tombstone, "Your emotional life is also quite colorful." ”
……
Leaving from the cemetery, Shi Nuan received a call from Concubine Jiang Fangfei, and she spoke in a very good tone on the phone, "Nuan Nuan, I found out, Shi Ci rented an apartment, and now lives there, I will send you the address later." ”
Shi Nuan hummed for a while, and didn't know what to say for a while, so he asked casually, "How is Shi Congwen after he goes back, is he recovering?"
Concubine Jiang Fang paused and sighed slightly, "How to say it, it's not good, he suddenly woke up in the middle of the night the day before yesterday, yelling, no one can control it, I don't know what's wrong, I don't say anything when I ask him, I think he looks like he is probably having a nightmare." ”
Shi Nuan sighed for a moment, but he didn't feel touched in his heart, and he didn't feel sad.
However, Shi Congwen is too timid after being injured, and he can be scared like that by having a nightmare.
Concubine Jiang Fang probably saw Shi Nuan ask Shi Congwen, and felt that her attitude towards the Shi family was loose, and then immediately said, "On the minister's side, the position has been reduced, and many things have been handed over, Shi Yu of your uncle's family has now taken over all the work of the minister, alas, our second room is completely trampled underfoot." ”
Shi Nuan didn't answer, and Concubine Jiang Fang said again: "The old lady and the old man only watched it once when they came back from your father, and they never came to take a look again, I thought, if your father wasn't sick, they probably wouldn't let us go back to live in the old mansion." ”
Shi Nuan hit the steering wheel, "Then you can't go back to live there." ”
Concubine Jiang paused, "The maid at home has been dismissed, and I can't get your father alone." ”
Shi Nuan frowned and thought for a while, and then it was clear.
Shi Congwen, Concubine Jiang Fangfei and Shi Chen, now they don't have the shares of the Shi family in their hands, and they have all the shares in their hands, so they must have no money in their hands.
And before, Shi Congwen and his little girlfriend were all kinds of happy and happy, and Concubine Jiang Fang used to care about her mother's family so much.
These two must be shy in their hands.
Shi Nuan snorted for a moment, "It's okay over there, there are so many things in the Shi family, and if you are not around, you will not get anything in the future." ”
Concubine Jiang Fang thought for a while, "Yes." ”
According to the old man and the old lady's dislike of the second room now, they definitely don't want to leave anything to them, if they want to, they can only stay by the side.
But fortunately, these brothers of the Shi family are not the only ones who have an accident in the second room.
Shi Qing on Shi Bingwen's side and Shi Ci on Shi Huaiwen's side have ruined the old lady a lot of good things.
Shi Nuan didn't say much to Concubine Jiang Fang, hung up the phone and went to the old house.
As a result, at the intersection of the horse going up the mountain, I actually saw Hu Shuyan.
Hu Shuyan's car was parked at the intersection, and others stood next to the door smoking, looking like they were waiting for someone.
Shi Nuan didn't stop, she was not familiar with Hu Shuyan, and she didn't believe that Hu Shuyan didn't know about Mu Xi's matter.
The relationship between Mu Xi and Hu Shuyan, even if she doesn't usually show it deliberately, Shi Nuan can see that their relationship is very good, at least she looks at it from Mu Xi's standpoint, which is good.
Mu Xi was so camping, how could he not inform Hu Shuyan in advance.
Hu Shuyan threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and as soon as he stepped on it, he saw Shi Nuan's car coming, and he hurriedly waved at Shi Nuan.
Shi Nuan glanced at him, pretended not to see it, and drove over.
After walking for a while, you can still see Hu Shuyan standing at the intersection, looking in his direction.
Shi Nuan returned to the old mansion, went directly into the room, took out her worn-out cookie box from the innermost part of the suitcase, opened the box and took out the photos inside.
In the photo with Lu Yun, Gu Nianqing looked gentle.
How can such a gentle man who can laugh be a kind person.
In the photo, her aunt is smiling lively and cheerful, with the appearance of a delicate girl.
Shi Nuan had never seen her like this before.
When she wasn't with Shi Congwen, she should have had a good life.
Shi Nuan pinched the photo and went up and down in his heart.
Gu Nianqing, who can make Lu Yunxin miss for so many years, Shi Nuan doesn't believe that he is a person like Shi Congwen who likes the new and hates the old.
Between the three of them, there must be something else.
In the evening, Mu Feng didn't come back, but he sent a message to Shi Nuan, saying that there was a party in the evening.
Mu Feng used to send messages, and she wouldn't call back, she couldn't think about what Mu Feng looked like typing with the phone.
Shi Nuan ate in the restaurant at night, he didn't feel it before, but now when he eats alone, he always feels a lot more lonely.
She ate half a bowl and put it down, "I'm too tired today, I'll go up and rest first." ”
When I went back to the bedroom, I took a shower first, and then came out to paint a painting, and last time I told Mu Cheng to follow him to learn to paint, but I didn't succeed.
Thinking of Mu Cheng, Shi Nuan's heart was blocked.
Mu Cheng left after saying that, and it seemed that he didn't know how to face her.
The two of them shouldn't have come this far.
Shi Nuan sighed, and he didn't have any thoughts about painting.
As soon as I put the painting tools away, the mobile phone that I put aside vibrated twice.
Shi Nuan turned around and took it, and there was an unread message in the phone.
She opened it and looked at it, her fingers stiffened, then turned off her phone and placed it on the bedside table.
There are still many snacks in the Xiaoice box, she sat on the edge of the bed and opened a few, taking care of the blessing of not eating at night, and now her appetite is quite good.
Shi Nuan ate all the preserved fruits that the old lady asked her to send, her teeth and stomach were uncomfortable, she drank saliva, wiped her mouth directly with the sleeve of her pajamas, and then took her mobile phone and looked at the message she received before.
The message was sent by Shi Ci.
To be exact, it's not a message, it's a picture, and the person in the picture, she is very familiar with.
The man had just messaged her a while ago saying that he had a party tonight.
But now, he is actually with Shi Ci.
In the picture, Mu Feng is only wearing a white shirt, his blazer is off, his tie is missing, and the collar of his shirt is buttoned open.
He looks natural and casual.
The background of the photo doesn't look like a restaurant, but somebody's home.
Mu Feng sat on the fabric sofa, holding a teacup in his hand, bowing his head slightly, looking like he was going to drink water.
Shi Nuan stared at Mu Feng in the picture for a long time, and made sure that it was not another person who was fake, she turned off her phone again, sat stunned for a long time, and suddenly smiled.
When Mu Feng came back, Shi Nuan had already lay down, the lights were not turned on in the room, and Mu Feng came in cautiously.
Shi Nuan pretended not to hear anything and closed his eyes.
When Mu Feng entered the bed, Shi Nuan could obviously smell a different smell, which was different from the smell on his usual body.
Mu Feng carefully lay down and made no sound.
Shi Nuan slowly opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling.
What Mu Feng said in front of the fifth brother yesterday, now Shi Nuan can still remember it word for word, yesterday he finally came out of the bamboo forest with her in his arms, and asked her if she was afraid.
He said, "Don't be afraid of me, don't be afraid of me." ”
But now, Shi Nuan suddenly became a little scared, this man, no matter what time it was, his brain was too sober and calm.
He's too calculating.
Shi Nuan closed his eyes, turned around and lay down with his back to Mu Feng.