174 Enlightenment
Since Lin still didn't plan to show me the way, I had to keep driving towards Pudong and drive up Yangpu as the car
I turned to her and asked, "Where do you live...... Tell me the address and I press Navigate over. ”
She was startled by me, her mind seemed to be immersed in some kind of memory, and before Lin could speak, she sat back
Xiaobei said softly: "Dad, I know, we live in ......."
"Xiaobei, mom will set the position. She interrupted Becky in a very clever tone.
Maybe I was afraid that I would really harass them, so I didn't want me to know the address, but since I sent it, I didn't want to tell me
Is there a difference?!
Then she took out her phone from the handbag she was carrying and turned on the navigation, which was actually quite her behavior
hurt my self-esteem, so I didn't speak anymore, only from behind...... The bear teases Leilei's voice.
I then picked up speed, and as the navigation ended, the car stopped at the entrance of a high-end residential area
Pulling up the handbrake, Lin still said vigilantly: "We will go in ourselves." ”
I stopped opening the door...... She got out of the car with a blank face, and I followed, directly
Unbuckled Becky and took her down, and when I turned around to pick up the bear, he looked at me with some hostility
......
I hugged Xiaobei and said to her, "You show Dad the way, and I'll send you to the door." ”
I didn't want to ask Lin Yi's opinion anymore, so I walked inside.
The residences here should be some years old, they are not newly built, and they are very well equipped. I glanced back,
Lin was still holding Lei Lei, and the little bear was pulling the corner of her clothes.
I stopped, ignoring the injuries on my body, and picked up the bear, who was still quite well-behaved, five or six years old
The child is like a little adult, and he has always protected Lin Yi emotionally, and he is very manly.
I asked softly, "Little Bear, don't you want a father?"
He stared at me and then said, "It's enough to have a mother." ”
This one, who has the same tall nose and stubborn mouth as me, but whose personality is more resolute than mine, is separated
It's been so long that I can't get back the emotions I had when I was a child, and I feel very sad.
The tone of their speech is now Taiwanese, including Lei Lei...... This is even more between us
Distance.
Under the guidance of Xiaobei, he stopped at the door of a villa, and now the house in Shanghai is already sky-high.
Not to mention the villa, but it is also possible that her father bought it before, because the residential rate here is very high,
Each villa is lit up.
I saw Lin still ring the doorbell, and an aunt immediately came out to open the door, and said very enthusiastically:
"The babies are back?"
Lin still showed a gentle smile at this time: "Auntie, you take Lei Lei and go in first." ”
Then he instructed Becky and Bear: "You also go in, and Mommy will come in immediately." ”
Before Xiaobei went in, she said to me very intimately: "Goodbye, Dad!"
I was speechless for a moment by her sensible words, and just made a somewhat wooden goodbye gesture.
Lin still seemed to have something to say to me, so I stood silently and waited for her to speak.
As usual, she pinned a few strands of hair in her ear before saying, "We're done, try to do it later."
Don't meet again, you don't have to ask him to be a lobbyist, it will only embarrass me, don't think you have it now
social status ......"
I waited quietly for her to finish, and she paused: "You make me even more disgusted by this now, we don't lack anything,
No matter how successful you are in the future...... It's none of our business. ”
Actually, what she said now surprised me, because I never knew what I was getting
social status, her words, as if she was deliberately showing off in front of her......
This moment made me realize that she was no longer the same Lin Yi who loved me at the beginning, but was with me again and again
Emphasize one thing: "She doesn't want to see me again".
I turned around and let out a sigh...... Then he turned his head and stared at her calmly..... She's still so drifting
Bright, the years have also left no traces on her face, and her eyes seem to be able to pinch out water, which makes people feel in a trance
Feel.
I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket and lit it...... I want to say something for myself so that she understands and
Not what she thought.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she turned around and was about to go in, so I spoke: "Lin Yi, no matter what you think of me."
I have a clear conscience about what kind of person I am, I will come to Shanghai to work, and I promised him because of my mother's illness.
You're right, I don't deserve what I have now, you reminded me...... Don't worry, I'll leave you in the future
Far away, it's much better for the children to stay with you than to stay with me, and since you don't agree with me to contact them,
I'm not going to be an unknown person. ”
With that, I left immediately......
On the way back, I immediately made a decision, I wanted to leave Shanghai, maybe a little away from the children,
I don't want to see them all the time, and it's better to keep a certain distance from them.
From Pudong to Puxi, there is a bustling scenery all the way, and it is rare to stop traffic jams during this time period, I use it
The fastest speed has been soaring all the way, and the pain coming from his body has become numb.
When they got home, they were all sitting together and chatting happily in the living room as usual. When you see me go in,
They stopped talking, turned their eyes to me, I changed my shoes and sat down on the couch, and Jace walked by
Come, I picked him up and kissed him, maybe in my life, he is my child.
While they were there, I wanted to make it clear, and I knew that my mood was quite negative right now, so I sorted it out
Take a moment of thought and try to be as tactful as possible.
Just when I was about to speak, he asked me first: "Qiao Yu, you still haven't had an argument with you, right?"
I looked at him and said, "You don't go to her again in the future, let them live quietly." ”
"What's wrong? What did she say?"
"It's impossible for us to come together again, don't get your hopes up, today she has made it very clear,
If you go to them again, and you think I sent you, she will be disgusted. ”
Seeing that he didn't speak, I simply finished the words one at a time: "I want to go home, the company has you anyway, stay in Shanghai."
It's not for me, so I'd better go home and be more steady. ”
He didn't lecture me as he usually did, perhaps hearing the firmness in my tone.
So he asked very gently, "What's wrong? I'm stimulated, and even if I still can't walk with him, there's no need to go home." ”
"I've already decided, I want to leave as soon as possible, and I'll take care of the work at hand in the next few days. ”
At this time, the old lady who usually doesn't talk to me much began to speak: "This is also your home, what is it?"
Your family is mine, and the company will also be yours in the future, and you don't take care of it...... What will the company do in the future?
I didn't answer his words, although Lin Yi's words stimulated me, fundamentally I still like my city,
There was a sense of belonging to a real home, even though my mom was gone......
"What about Jace?" he asked me suddenly.
"I took it back and raised it myself. ”
"What can you do when you go back?"
"Don't worry...... You don't have to worry too much about this self-care ability, Jace I'll find someone to bring it. ”
He asked me again, "What did I tell you anyway?"
"She didn't say anything, just told me...... It's over between us, and we don't want to see me again. ”
"What about the kids?"
"Let her be..... We don't have to worry about what she can bring. ”
In his silence, I picked up Jace and walked upstairs, my son had an innocent expression,
Grabbed my ears with his little hands and made a "cluck...... giggles.