353. Secret
As soon as she got out of the ward, leaning against the wall, the tears fell down like beads, and she realized that only at the last moment of life and death could she find out that the door was a real family affection.
Since she was a child, she has countless resentments towards her mother, and as for the usual, all she left for each other was face.
Now, suddenly, she felt that none of the grievances she had suffered before mattered.
Someone noticed her side and hurriedly wiped it with her sleeve.
He Zhou stood not far away, saw the old lady reluctantly smiled, and after saying hello, he slowly walked towards her.
"Mom, how is Grandma?" he pretended not to know that the old lady had cried.
Zhao Di said, "You came just right, go down and buy a sugarcane for your grandmother, I won't go down." ”
He Zhou said, "This is the rice I bought for you, you can eat some, I will go buy sugar cane now." ”
After giving the lunch box in his hand to the old lady, he turned around and left.
Zhao Di took a deep breath and returned to the ward.
Zhao Chunfang was lying on the bed, still motionless.
Zhao Di turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, and sat on the side to eat silently, and when He Zhou came in, she just raised her head, pointed to the table, and motioned to put the sugar cane on it.
He Zhou whispered, "If you don't go back and rest for a while, you can leave me alone." ”
"No, I want to have a place to sleep, nothing tiring or tired. The son will definitely not be able to serve the old lady alone, and she knows how difficult her mother is, "You will stay at home for a long time, and leave everything outside to others." ”
"Got it. He Zhou nodded honestly, he has been designated by the old lady as the vice president of the express business department, and the new official has taken office, in fact, he is very busy, but
To put it mildly, his grandmother's situation is that if he doesn't, he won't have it.
Zhao Di waved her hand and said, "You go back, there's nothing to do with you here." Then call the second and third aunts, and tell them not to come if they are fine, so many people consume here every day, and it is useless. ”
After her son left, she couldn't eat half of the meal, so she threw her chopsticks on the table and sighed.
After drinking some water, I went to the bed next to me, but I didn't dare to fall asleep, and after squinting for a while, I had to open my eyes.
The evening wind came, the rain came, the two windows clanged, and the wind blew the garbage cans on the ground far away, and the garbage rolled down to the ground.
She hurried up, the wind blew her hair, she felt a coolness, closed the window, cleaned up the old lady on the ground, and found the old lady looking at her with two miserable white eyes.
After Zhao Di finished serving her to the toilet, she fed her a little water to drink, and then asked with concern, "Are you hungry?" ”
"Don't tell me earlier," Zhao Chunfang's eyes stared at the sugar cane on the table, and he pointed with his hand, "I don't know if it's sweet or not." ”
Zhao Di shook her head and smiled, bit a piece of sugar cane with her mouth, and wanted to stuff it into her mouth, but she refused and put it in her hand.
Sugarcane with a big fingernail, she pinched it in her hand, and slowly put it into her mouth, first probing her tongue against the front teeth twice, and then stuck between the upper and lower teeth.
Zhao Di clenched her fists and secretly encouraged her, as long as she used a little more force, juice would come out, but unfortunately, what she got was disappointment, and the piece of sugar cane slipped from her lips to her stomach.
Zhao Di picked it up for him, and then comforted, "It's okay, you can eat it when you get better." ”
Zhao Chunfang said, "Will you still fool me when I get here? ”
After saying that, he turned his head.
She understands everything in her heart, people will have to have this in this life, but the more she understands, the more afraid she becomes.
It's all here, why are you going back?
She wanted to shout, the old lady didn't live enough!
Zhao Di said, "Do you have anything else you want to eat, I'll get you something soft to eat?"
Zhao Chunfang said, "It's like eating a severed head meal, so I don't eat it." ”
Zhao Di snorted and said, "Say it well, how ugly it is." ”
Zhao Chunfang said, "I was originally afraid, but when I thought that it was you Lao Tzu who came to me, my heart was at ease." He hates me, and he can't watch me alone here. ”
"Dad is not as bad as you say, when he left, he just couldn't rest assured of you, and told us to take good care of you and not make you angry. Zhao Di said, "What has he done to you in his life, can you still count?"
"It's as if I treat him badly, if I wasn't afraid that others would scold him, what would I do if I gave birth to your brother?" Zhao Chunfang sighed and said, "It takes half a life to give birth to a child." ”
Zhao Di didn't expect the old lady to say this, she was stunned and said, "Our dad never minds this, why do you force it." ”
One thing her mother said was right, giving birth was too painful.
Sometimes, she admires her mother very much, to say that she is not resilient and lazy, how could she conceive in October and give birth to so many of their children in a row.
Zhao Chunfang said, "You know, he doesn't care about me." You said that if he dies, can he still want me? When the time comes, the old lady is so guilty, it's not for you, otherwise, you either don't have Lao Tzu or no mother. ”
"Huh?" Zhao Di thought she had heard it wrong, was this talking about her Lao Tzu? As we all know, her Lao Tzu was pinched to death by her mother all her life, and she whispered, "How can he not want you, only you don't want his share, no one will believe what you say." ”
"A man's words, it's called unbelievable," Zhao Chunfang leaned sideways and muttered in a low voice, "Li Hui, his son, looks more honest than your son, their family also started with four girls, do you know what happened later?"
"Is there a story in it?" Zhao Di asked indifferently, he couldn't think of any drama for an honest person like Li Hui and Li Jinguo.
Zhao Chunfang said with a smile, "Li Jinguo is the son of the landlord's family, and he is also lucky, when he finishes two years of private school, he gambles and smokes a lot, and he will become a poor peasant."
After he married Liu Guangqin, he had four girls in succession.
In those days, everyone had nothing to eat, and he was the brigade accountant, a little better than most of them.
I don't have a son, I'm in a hurry, and I got a son with half a bag of millet. ”
"You can't talk nonsense. Zhao Di was taken aback, it was really amazing that these words came out, "The two of them look like they come out of a mold." ”
"Who said that people are not the two of them?" Zhao Chunfang asked in surprise.
"Then what do you mean?" Zhao Di was even more confused.
"Liu Guangqin is not Li Hui's mother," seeing the expression on her daughter's face, Zhao Chunfang seemed very proud, and without waiting for her daughter to ask, she continued, "Do you remember the old turn?"
"How could it not be remembered. "Zhao Di used to be a veterinarian of the production team, and Lao Guitou and Liu Dazhuang are responsible for managing the livestock, this old man eats and lives in the livestock yard, and he is an old bachelor all his life, with no children and no daughters, and he only passed away a few years ago.
Zhao Chunfeng said, "The old daughter-in-law is Li Hui's mother. ”
"No, what you're saying is a bit mysterious, isn't it?" Zhao Di couldn't believe it was the truth.
Zhao Chunfang's eyes were slightly closed, probably tired, and he didn't want to speak anymore, with an expression of whether you believe it or not.