"Actually, I'll tell you the truth, I've never had such a big bone, and I haven't been in such a big danger in my life since I was a child.

In fact, I have always been smooth sailing, I never thought that society would be so dark, maybe I will have more opinions on many things in the future. ”

Su Ya looked at the three people outside who were anxious about his partner, and he knew that if she didn't appear here today as the mayor's daughter, then who would still take him in his eyes, and who would be so active in saving her?

Therefore, there will be no shortage of privilege in this world at any time, if she is not privileged, then if he is the daughter of an ordinary family, she may have died a long time ago.

So in such a situation, maybe she once hated her identity, she used to disdain her identity, but today she must thank her for the many benefits that her identity has brought her, otherwise she would have known how many people died.

"Everyone will have a day when their minds are mature, and no one will have a day when they are immature, and at this time each of them has their own values, and there is nothing wrong with the orientation of these values, and there are no ethical twists and turns.

As long as you think it's right, it's right, as long as you think it's wrong, it's wrong, there's no middle ground, and if you think that there is more of a gray area between tens, it's completely impossible. ”

Lu Xiaoman knows that sometimes there are still a lot of gray areas, but more often, if people look at it based on subjective impressions, there are more black and white.

If a person doesn't like this thing, then he will hate him from the bottom of his heart, and if he likes this thing, then he will love him from the bottom of his heart and love her, so this is a subjective impression of people.

"Well, I never thought about it so much before, but from now on I feel that after I used to think about those thoughts too naïve, I will think carefully, think carefully about life, what do I care about. ”

Su Ya used to think that he had a large family, that she had a delicate identity, and that she had to do certain things because of her identity.

So in this case, she has long lost herself, she has long since lost herself, she has long since not known what she should do, she has long not known what her dream is.

If it weren't for this incident, if it wasn't for this incident that completely woke her up, then she might still be wandering in this confusion, at a loss for what to do.

"Don't say it's you, even I used to have times like this, so everyone will have a growth process, and everyone will have a growth process.

If you dislike yourself in the process, or whatever, it's completely unnecessary, because you're going to grow up, you're going to learn more. ”

Lu Xiaoman knew what Su Ya thought in her heart, her ideas were too naïve, those ideas of hers were completely inconsistent with her now, and now her worldview has been subverted, so it is completely impossible to use the previous Fang ** on him.

So now he probably has a goal in his heart, and he also has that pursuit, she should not live for her family, but should live for herself, and she should live for the rest of her life.

Whether she wanted to do what she wanted to do, or whether she wanted to do what someone else told her to do, she may have made up her mind now.

Just like before Lu Xiaoman obtained internal strength, he would naturally be confused, he would naturally be at a loss, he didn't know what he should do in the second half of his life, he didn't know what he should do in the future, but after he obtained internal strength, he knew how he should live his life, what he should pursue, and what he wanted.

"I know you've been through this journey, but I think it's too late for me.

What I was living in the past for so many days, I don't know, I don't have a trace of ideals, I obviously hate this delicate identity, but I am reluctant to abandon this identity, and this life is spent in entanglement. ”

Su Ya was actually not very satisfied with her own identity from the beginning, she felt that she was no different from others, if she had this identity, it would make others think that she had gone through the back door, which also made him very uncomfortable.

After all, with her strong temperament, she feels that others will point at her behind her back, even if she doesn't, then she is very responsive in her heart.

"You don't have to worry about these people anymore, everyone will have a growth story, and the story of your growth is that you were Wang Jia this time, and you are also very rewarding this time.

After all, you know how this society works, you know who the people in this society are, and you know how this society should exist.

Everyone has their own way of life, everyone has their own life skills, if you can master these survival skills, then you may really be a teacher on the way to life. ”

Lu Xiaoman pinched off a strand of hair that he had stuck to his face, and then said very solemnly, he knew that this girl must be very complicated and confused in her heart now.

The only thing he can help her now is to relieve her of the simplest confusion in her heart, that is, what should she do in the rest of her life.

"Since you feel that you have done something wrong before, and you shouldn't have done that before, then you should start to restrain yourself now, and now you should start setting a goal for yourself and setting an ideal for yourself, maybe it is the secret and the idea that you have never thought about in your heart. ”

Lu Xiaoman looked at Su Ya, his eyes were full of very confident encouragement, he believed that he had self-confidence, this girl would definitely be able to gain self-confidence, she had always been an excellent person in her heart, and Su Ya was also attracted and infected by her confident eyes.

"I want to go to those remote mountainous areas, I want to teach those little children, I want to teach students, I want them to learn more, maybe I can feel real happiness.

I used to think about this question, but I thought that my parents would definitely not let me go, so I thought about it for a while and dispelled it, but after what you said, I think maybe what I used to think about is what I really want to do. ”

When Su Ya said this, her face was filled with a very happy smile.

She felt that this was what he should do, and she felt that this was what she wanted to do, so in this case, if she could go to a remote mountain village to teach, if he could be such a teacher, she felt that she might never lose a smile on her face in her life.

"I think what you really want to do is indeed this, as long as you want to do it, you do it, even if you can't do it, you have to do it with your best, because then you won't regret it in the future, and you won't look back and feel sad that you didn't do these things. ”

Lu Xiaoman said to him very seriously, there are indeed some things that he will regret very much if he doesn't do them.

Even if she doesn't regret it so much now, maybe she will realize what she has done in the future, which will make her have a huge reaction in the future, because when she is old, and then she recalls when she was young and didn't do anything she wanted to, then it is the most regrettable time.

"Okay, then I'll listen to you, I'm going to be a teacher in the future, and after I graduate from university, I'm going to teach in a mountain village, and I must see the smiles on the faces of children in the poorest areas.

I want to see their most beautiful smile, maybe it's the most beautiful scenery I've ever seen in my life. ”

Su Ya thought that this was her dream, this was the life she wanted, and this was the direction she wanted to pursue, so she couldn't help but cheer.

"Thank you for reminding me today, otherwise I'm afraid I'll never figure it out. ”

Su Ya said to Lu Xiaoman with her mouth open, and then folded her hands to express her gratitude.

"No thanks, no thanks, in fact, you have taught me a lot of things, as a girl with such a noble status, it is very good to be able to maintain neither humility nor humility, and not to be happy and worried about things in the outside world. ”

Lu Xiaoman shook his head again and again, he felt that Su Ya's words were completely reversed, but in fact, he had learned a lot from Su Ya.

This girl has a very good background and a very good background, but he is not proud of these things, because these disorientations are not what he wants, and they are not what he really needs.

She actually wanted to go to the poorest places, the poorest places to teach, and this is the person he really wants to admire.

"What can you learn from me?

There are all these ordinary people you are talking about, and they are not only me, and I am not a noble girl, but everyone must maintain an unhumble heart when dealing with foreign things, which is indeed what you have to have. ”

Su Ya felt proud to think that she might be able to be a teacher in the future.

It's not because she's the mayor's daughter that she feels very proud and complacent, she feels that life is about whether she is happy, whether she is satisfied, whether she can do what she wants to do, and whether she will not have any regrets or regrets when she is old.

If she does it herself according to what Lu Xiaoman said, then she will definitely regret it when she is old, no matter how hard and poor she was when she was young, she must be full and satisfied when she is old.

When the two chatted to the extreme, they only heard the rustling of the voices outside, and they were about to go out.