On the stage, on the right hand side is Natalie Portman, wearing a bright red floor-length dress, elegant and noble, holding a little gold figure with a smile, and on the left hand side is Lan Li Hall, a classic black and white suit, an elegant gentleman, with a smile on the corner of her mouth with a chivalrous demeanor, like a dream.

The former is the first actor of Generation Y to win the Oscar, and the latter is the second actor of Generation Y to win the Oscar, and he is also the oldest actor in film history. For the second year in a row, Gen Y actors have made it to the top podium, and for the second year in a row, the Academy has chosen young actors from Gen Y – and the "mellow, the better" actor department!

What's even more interesting is that the relationship between Natalie and Lan Li has continued from last year to this year. Is this fate, or is it an enemy?

Natalie smiled, a trace of embarrassment and stiffness flashed in her eyes, this should be the first time the two met head-on in public after last year's Golden Globe Awards, but I didn't expect it, but it was on the stage of the Kodak Theater, in just one year, the world has been turned upside down.

Natalie thought she would find banter or ridicule in Lan Li's eyes, but she failed. Raising his chin, his dark brown eyes were full of bright stars, warm and bright, polite and detached, and there was no flaw in the perfect etiquette, as if the events of Toronto had never happened.

Such a beautiful appearance made Natalie a little embarrassed. Lowered his eyes in a hurry, solemnly handed the little golden man trophy to Lan Li, and then took two steps back in a panic, gave up his position, and when his eyes caught Lan Li's back, he remembered: She didn't congratulate Daoxi, this is really rude.

However, the opportunity has been missed.

Lan Li was adjusting his breathing, his heart was surging, his chest was swollen, and the boiling emotions were almost about to break through the restraints and erupt, and the etiquette and rules of the nobility were constantly sounding the alarm, constantly reminding him that he must not be moody, and he must maintain the elegance and calmness of the nobility.

Smiling at Natalie's gaze, she took the golden figure with a smile, walked to the microphone with a smile, and looked at the stage with a smile. All the emotions were focused on the control of emotions, but it was still extremely difficult, the fingertips suddenly closed, and the palm felt the streamlines and edges of the outline of the little golden figure, and the cold and fiercely crashed into the warmth of the skin, stirring up a stormy wave.

Lowering his head, his gaze caught the little golden man. The glorious trophy falls in the palm of the hand, so light, yet so heavy.

In an instant, the emotions burst into the dike, and all the etiquette, all the restraints, all the rules were not counted, and they rushed to the brain, destroying all upbringing. was so embarrassed that Lan Li had to raise his head and look at the sky, trying to control his emotions, the warmth in his eyes was instantly turbulent and calm, and the sourness on his nose could barely be suppressed.

He thought he didn't care, he thought he could be calm, he thought he wouldn't feel, he thought he could be calm. But, but......

The fingertips were retracted, and then retracted, and he clenched the little golden man trophy so fiercely that he almost crushed it. The surging mood was swallowed again, and the blurred vision became clear again. Then, Lan Li lowered his head, smiled, and met the eyes of the audience.

"Sorry, please forgive me for my faux pas. Hopefully, the academy won't immediately play music urging me to leave the stage. Lan Li joked playfully, but the thick nasal voice revealed his embarrassment and panic, and after he finished speaking, the strong sourness hit the bridge of his nose again, and the hot tears were almost uncontrollable.

So, Lan Li lowered his head. Silently, silently standing in place, his shoulders and arms, which gradually stiffened, revealed the surging and sighing of his heart, and the milky light sprinkled down, gently outlining the outline of the side face, and the slight trembling depicted endless joy and sorrow.

Looking at Lan Li on the TV screen, there were no words, no movements, not even tears, but Matthew Dunlop felt it, deeply felt the surging in Lan Li's heart.

Matthew sat quietly on the sofa in his New York apartment, quietly looking at Lan Li bathed in the spotlight, quietly watching Lan Li trying to control his emotions, but two consecutive attempts ended in failure. That forbearance and release, a thousand words were said in the contradictions, and it was difficult to say a word.

The surging emotion slowly flowed in my heart, and involuntarily, my eyes turned red, and before I realized it, hot tears slipped down. However, the smile on the corner of Matthew's mouth quietly rose. He pulled out a cigarette and held it to his mouth. There was no ignition, no wiping of tears, just quietly savoring the intricacies of this moment, joy and happiness blooming in tears.

On the central plaza of Hollywood Heights, next to the Kodak Theater, there was even more crying. The "young master" one after another, more and more excited, more and more moved, more and more hoarse, and the flashing tears connected into an ocean, and at this moment, it was completely released.

Lan Li raised his head again, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, which was slightly invisible, but the world was full of colorful colors, fainting little by little between light and darkness, "It's been a long journey, it's really too long, I even wonder if this has consumed all my luck." Whew, maybe I should start worship today. ”

There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, revealing a hint of vulnerability and panic, but the relaxed and ridiculous words made the audience chuckle.

For the audience, Lan Li, who is only 22 years old, is the actor who has reached the top of the actor the fastest, but for Lan Li, he has experienced a long life, a time of self-restraint, a decade of physical and mental confinement, and a twenty years of walking alone. Finally, the finish line was reached.

The fingertips were trembling slightly, Lan Li couldn't help but retract it hard, clutching the little golden figure so tightly that the fingertips began to white, "I was once told that I am not a genius, never have been, my dreams are meaningless, all persistence is just stupidity, I should learn to give up." Lan Li's smile quietly bloomed, dazzling.

There was a chuckle from under the stage, and everyone thought Lan Li was joking, but Edith and Matthew in front of the TV knew that Lan Li was not.

"But now, I'm standing here, receiving countless stares, envy, jealousy, and hatred. Lan Li's light-hearted words with a hint of ridicule always easily elicited laughter, and then burst, and this time, even Brad Pitt couldn't help but laugh, "For an actor with no talent, I guess I must have worked very, very hard, and I didn't even realize how hard I worked." ”

Such self-ridicule and banter detonated the laughter of the audience. Ryan whistled even more, shouting, "Lan Li, you're the best," and the shout was so abrupt that the laughter was even louder.

"I know. Lan Li calmly accepted the praise in the direction where Ryan was, and his confident and dignified posture successfully won the applause of the audience.

This is the moment that belongs to the Blue Rite, this is the trophy that belongs to the Blue Gift. There is strength and luck, but no one can deny that this is what Lan Li deserves. From "buried alive" to "crazy in love" and "me fighting cancer", and then to "detachment", the young actor has already proven his strength and talent.

"Every actor is narcissistic, look, I'm the epitotypal and all the testimonials are about myself. It's not a good sign, so I thought, I should thank the others. Lan Li's words were so free and humorous, that the laughter in the theater could not be stopped.

"Jennifer, Felicity, Charlie, and the rest of the cast and buddies on the set, thank you for your company, without you, the work would never be what it is. I'd love to thank them all, but obviously my head is in strike mode right now, so I'll wait until I get back and make a list and talk about it slowly. ”

This time, it was Jennifer Lawrence's turn to blow the whistle, and the audience burst into laughter and applause at the same time.

"And, Drake Doremus. At the Telluride Film Festival, you told me that this film is none other than me. At that time, I believed in you, and so, 'Love is Crazy' was born. Now it seems, you are right. In an alternative way, Lan Li thanked Drake, "This is your movie, and it's an honor to be a part of it." ”

Drake, who was sitting in the audience, was already in tears and couldn't cry at this time, and finally simply buried his head between his hands and cried loudly. Only he knows what the movie "Love is Crazy" means, and only he knows what Jacob, played by Lan Li, means.

Tonight, the award received by "Love Crazy" is not only an affirmation of Drake by Lan Li, but also a remembrance of Drake's good memories.

"Finally ......" Lan Li couldn't help but pause slightly, his voice choked again, and the figure appeared in his mind again, Heather Cross.

It's only been two weeks since she left, but it seems like a century has passed. All the memories came flooding in. She missed the Grammys and she missed the Oscars. On the road to his dream, she still hasn't been able to accompany him here.

Finally, I would like to thank every lone traveler who has tirelessly persevered on the road of dreams. Maybe I'm stupid. Maybe. Lan Li wanted to speak and stopped, there were countless words to express, but he finally didn't speak, just raised the little golden figure in his hand, paused slightly in the air twice, and all the words were contained in those dark brown eyes.

Hazy tears, reflecting a thousand rays of light, resolute and powerful faith, outline the outline of that handsome face, like Sisyphus, like Don Quixote, like ...... Blue Rite Hall. Even if the dream is stupid, even if the reality is cruel, he still has no regrets.

Then, without stopping, Lan Li turned around and left the stage, leaving only a back, in the light and shadow, pulling the elder elder.