You're still back.

I've been dealing with you for thirteen years, but when I pick up my pen, I don't know what to say to you, and if you know me, you should know that I hate these muddy people the most, although I was born in a muddy water.

But if you think about it, if you don't say something, you really don't have a chance to say it.

When I saw you in the thirteenth year, you were unclothed and mixed in the darkness, this river and lake were screaming and scolding with all their might, how unbearable you are, how dirty you are, and for me, you standing in this darkness are the most beautiful flowers that have been revived in the filth and mud.

For the first time in my life, I had the idea of saving someone, someone who should not have been abandoned by the world.

Although it was a heavy price for me and even Bai Ye to secretly kill those big businessmen who played with you, but that night Bai Ye summoned me to the Bai family, he showed a disappointed expression to me for the first time, the cold blade was on my neck, and he asked coldly, is it worth it.

That's the first time I refuted him, I only needed three years, he agreed, I don't even know why I did this, maybe this is fate, fortunately in the past three years you have never let me down, although countless times I want to say to you, it's enough, but the words come to the throat and can't speak, I just watch you grow desperately at all costs, that's the first time, I'm disgusted with myself.

Ma Wenwen, you have given me so many firsts, but I have not given you anything but pain, this apology is still tormenting me to this day, like the deepest knife in my heart, unable to let go, and constantly bleeding.

However, this time, I did it again as I did ten years ago, without asking for any of your opinions, and involved you in this storm, but the only difference from ten years ago is that you left Xicheng District with all your unwillingness and anger, and this time I left Xicheng District with all my guilt and regrets, maybe this is fate.

Thirteen years ago, would I have thought that I would have come to such a point? Thirteen years ago, would you have thought that I would step into this world?

No one thought of it, I thought conceitedly, maybe this river and lake didn't think of this, this is not considered that we have broken free from the shackles in this river and lake, lose and win, glory and decline, and even life and death.

In this life, I have met too many people, tried to understand too many people, tried to love too many people, and in the end, these attempts have become trying to forget everything about me.

So Ma Wenwen, don't let resentment and hatred blind your eyes, a person always needs to spend a lifetime pondering what he really needs, instead of blindly loving and hating. Because when we know that our life is coming to an end only to realize that we still have so many things to do, that feeling is better than all the pain we have endured, always remember this sentence and leave no regrets.

These things that obviously have everything but can't do anything about it are the most hurtful things.

Although I don't want to admit this, in the second half of my life for thirteen years, I am a person who lives in memories, I am all the time, every moment of respite, is living for memories, because I lost the original ambition and soul, I only understand today, why when Chen Tianshi met me, he said such a sentence, I Wei Jiu to the top of Xicheng District, it is the end, I was ambitious at all, I didn't believe what the old man said, now I want to understand, the original look at a person's future, not to see what kind of potential this person has, what kind of means, what kind of ambition, but to see what kind of past this person has。

Cruel memories limit my imagination and ambitions, so my end is destined to be sad, but don't think I'm too sad, I'm such a little rotten boy can come to such a step, step through this life that is not brilliant but not so declining, I think it's worth it.

Writing this, his handwriting gradually became messy, maybe something was chasing him,

In this world, lies don't hurt people, the truth is a quick knife, for those of us who know the truth of the rivers and lakes, how sharp has the blade become?

Such a cruel thing, I gave it to you like this, I don't expect you not to resent me, because I pushed you down again and again, you shouldn't have to bear all this, but you still endured, but undoubtedly for now, the most painful journey has passed, you need to leave your own mark in this Jianghu, what kind of edge will this pen have, I don't know, because you have already exceeded my imagination.

It's an infinite possibility, which may allow us to step out of an abyss that we can never break free from in our lives, but it can also lead us to step into a world that mortals can never imagine, which is why this river and lake is so interesting, isn't it?

This is the end of my story, although there are still too many things that I am reluctant to let go, and this is the price I paid for all this.

Gentle, regret has a period.

Jianghu, there will be a period later.

This is the end of this letter, and the hurried end is just like his life.

Ma Rourou put the envelope into a book, a book that she would take with her wherever she went, and this book was given to her by him.

She wiped away the tears on her face, and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window again, which lasted for a long time The heavy rain stopped at this time, and she stared at this Xicheng District, and the lights gradually lit up were red and green, as if she had forgotten such a rain in an instant.

"This is the life you have paid for?" she muttered, her hand touching the cold window, her eyes showing the decline that had been revealed again after many years, and finally she wiped the tears from her face, and turned away.

In this life, I will live and love for him with what he has left behind.

Dress up in black and put on a white trench coat.

She pushed open the door of the suite, only to find that the guy who had left early had been guarding the door, as if she had expected her to leave, she looked bitter and muttered, "Clever fellow." ”

Xue Monkey heard her flattery, which was not flattery, and smiled: "Since you said it, then I will take it as flattery." ”

She no longer looked at the narcissistic guy and said, "Let's go." ”

"Where are you going?" asked Xue Monkey without thinking.

"Wanderer. She spat out the line, and then stepped out.

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The rain that gradually stopped was like a falling song.

The wanderer's infield, several booths side by side, in the middle is a large table, a table of dishes, it looks very rich.

Li Panruo casually found a place to sit down, and then the fifth sat silently beside him, and the fourth stood guard at the door, although this was just a drink after the storm, but it didn't make people completely relieved.

A Prado parked in the parking lot, and it was the trio of Chuang Zi who got out of the car, because in a sense this storm has ended, so Chuang Zi did not rely on the wanderer, he would rather rent an apartment casually than live in this free place, the reason is very obvious, he and Li Banruo look at each other unpleasantly.

The breaker who put on a stall put his hand in his pocket, bent his waist and came to the infield, saw Li Banruo at a glance, muttered a few words in his mouth, and then sat down in the closest place to Li Panruo, and the fat Tang Jin and Yingzi sat on his left and right.

The atmosphere at the table was a little awkward, no one spoke, they were all smoking cigarettes silently.

"Why don't you see that kid?" said Chuang Zi first, but it sounded very provocative.

Li Panruo's face sank, of course he knew who the kid in Chuangzi's mouth was, he sneered: "Chuangzi, just give up, Abin is much better with me than with you to collect the debt." ”

Chuang Zi pursed his lips and said not to be outdone: "There is no future after you, he is a good piece of material, and he needs to be polished outside." ”

Li Panruo blushed and argued, "How much do you know about him? He is not from the same world as us." ”

Of course, Chuang Zi did not compromise, and continued: "How much do you know about a guy like you?"

Li Banruo slapped the table directly, and Chuang Zi stared at Li Banruo without being afraid at all.

Lao Wu and Tang Jin came out to be peacemakers with great discernment, so that the two who had sparks when they met stopped bickering.

At this time, a black Magotan stopped next to Prado, and although his face was a little haggard, there were a few more rosy irrigs and Wang Tao, and Douzi said hello to the fourth child at the door and took Wang Tao into the infield.

As soon as he entered the bush, he smelled the * smell in the air, and then looked at the-for-tat Li Banruo and Chuangzi, without thinking that he knew what had just happened, he just found a place far away from the two of them and sat down, Wang Tao sat beside him, and the three people who had been out of the same rivers and lakes became a triangle in this way, which made people look a little crying and laughing.

Chuangzi was smoking a smoky cigarette, Li Banruo was drinking a sullen wine, and the Douzi who had just sat down was silent with one hand supporting his head.

Lao Wu looked at this scene, and only felt extremely dramatic, this division came out of the same iron triangle, but took three completely different roads.

Just when the fifth child couldn't stand this cold atmosphere, a Wuling Hongguang stopped with a flick of its tail, and it was Chen Can and Erlong, who were dressed casually or sloppily, who got out of the car, who were dressed casually or sloppily, and who staggered into the infield, but from the moment they stepped into the infield, Chen Can looked at the three brothers with gloomy faces, and couldn't help laughing.

Life is what it is, far more dramatic than one can imagine.