"If you're not happy and you're still trying to do it, I'll think you're trying to avoid helping me with housework, and I'll be sad, and I'll feel that you're not willing to sacrifice yourself for my success, and you don't want me to be angry!"

I lowered my head and kissed her on the corner of the mouth, "Eat!" "Who else can I love if I don't love you? You are the loveliest wife!" These words are what I said in my heart, and I just don't want to say it today, but I think she can hear my heart.

She looked at me and smiled, and then said, "Hehehe, eat!"

As soon as I turned my head, I saw Jiang Dongxi looking at us with a small bun with a half-rolled face, and I immediately stretched out my head to kiss her on the face, but she avoided it as usual.

Jiang Xi smiled and asked, "What's wrong again?"

Jiang Dongxi immediately reacted very strongly and said, "Who is jealous, you two are husband and wife, you love to come and go, anyway, I am an outsider!"

"Hahahaha!"

Jiang Xi was amused and laughed, and I couldn't help but laugh.

Jiang Dongxi reached out and grabbed a chicken leg that her mother burned and said, "I'm going to add a chicken leg today to compensate for the 10,000 points of damage in my heart!"

Jiang Xi, "One chicken leg was done? It's so unprincipled." ”

Jiang Dongxi rolled his eyes again, "If one doesn't work, just two!"

"Poof!" I finally couldn't hold back my laughter.

When Jiang Dongxi saw the plot of my love for her mother, her reaction was changing subtly, and I knew that she was growing up. Now we are no longer forced to kiss her, or kiss us all over the face.

The years passed quietly and by like a fly.

And I, I went to work at a new company.

Small company, the entry procedures are very simple, because Jiang Xi always feels that small companies are not so reliable, so, before I went to join, she asked me to do one thing, that is, to keep my resignation certificate in the previous company, she said, if this company does not have to have a resignation certificate, you don't take out the resignation certificate, if they have to, you say that you lost the resignation certificate, but there are photos, printouts can be provided.

I naturally knew what Jiang Xi was guarding against, and I immediately felt that Jiang Xi's proposal was really worth a thousand dollars!

Sure enough, when I went through the resignation procedures, I said that I couldn't find the resignation certificate, and provided a printout, and the human resources of this small company did not chase after it, and there were only two people in the human resources department of this company, one leader and one errand.

On the first day of work, I felt the vigor of young people, all of them were full of energy, indeed, young is good, they stayed up until twelve o'clock at night, after drinking a cup of coffee and eating some fruit, they could still be refreshed, and I, after twelve o'clock, I couldn't keep up, as if a machine was short of oil, and my thinking became stiff.

After staying up for a week until 2 or 3 a.m., I felt like I was about to faint.

I remember reading a post before, the name of the post is "Don't provoke middle-aged people if it's okay, they are all squeamish bags", the origin of this post originated from a show on the singer Pu Su, when he was recording the show, Pu Su suddenly stood up and said, "I'm at the point, I have to go back to sleep." The host Ma Dong was a little blindsided on the spot, because in this simple sentence, there is indeed a squeamish temperament.

Now, sitting around a group of post-90s kids, I just want to say, "I'm at the end of the day, and I have to go to bed." ”

But I can't, if I say it, I'm likely to lose even this job of staying up late and working overtime, inexplicably sad, there is a feeling that a young man rewards me as a middle-aged man a bowl of rice.

"The test side gave us feedback that our product wason (wavelength division self-healing optical network), a four-node optical transmission network equipment, has a problem with this product line, and the wavelength resources on one link are not automatically recycled after switching."

The product manager suddenly came out of the office and said something to a few of us programmers, which immediately lifted our minds, and it was even more effective than a brain wake-up, and I wasn't sleepy.

As a result, I didn't expect that the product manager continued, "After my careful inspection, Jianggong, there should be a problem with this module that you are responsible for." ”

I was stunned for a moment, thought of something, turned my head to my colleague Xiao Wang sitting next to me and said, "I gave you my wavelength resources, and after you switched, you didn't return the wavelength you used before." ”

I remember this incident, I thought he dealt with it later, but I didn't expect him to deal with it.

As soon as I heard what I said, Xiao Wang immediately argued, "The wavelength resources you gave me are still locked, and the program cannot be released."

All eyes were on the person in charge of unlocking.

The young man in charge of resource unlocking is surnamed Zhang, "I don't blame me for this, it's the program written by Jiang Gong that doesn't realize the unlocking function." ”

The finger was pointed at me again, and at the moment, I wondered if I should continue to argue.

I thought about the problem and maybe there was a possibility, "Maybe it's a timing problem, the test operation is too fast, and the actual application doesn't need to be so fast, so the product performance is not realized." ”

The product manager said, "It's been said before that the three-second switchover is required to be successful and the wavelength is retracted!"

I was stunned, "No one has told me about this!"

Xiao Wang immediately said, "Jiang Gong, I told you, don't you remember?

I was even more stunned, and just wanted to say a few words of defense, Xiao Zhang next to me spoke.

"Jiang Gong, are you old and have a bad memory?"

I said with a blank face, "The work information diary I received didn't make that request. ”

Xiao Wang said, "I told you verbally. ”

I subconsciously said, "I always rely on my work email information." ”

Xiao Wang was a little unhappy, "Then I told you clearly, did you deliberately pretend to forget, or did you have a bad memory when you are old?"

I looked at the two young men in front of me who were angry with me, and I didn't say anything more.

At this time, the product manager said, "Jianggong used to work in a large company, and large companies are based on work email, so you should understand." ”

Xiao Wang immediately whispered, but I could hear it, "If you have worked in a big company, you will be ox x! So what is Niu x still doing in our company, should he not be fired because of memory loss and mistakes." ”

The product manager said, "Xiao Wang, don't go too far, Jiang Gong is an old programmer, he understands that there is a lot of technology worth learning from us, he used to make chips." ”

"Chips, it's so high-end, it's scary! So Niu X still comes to us to make 5,000 yuan a month?"

So, in fact, everyone didn't believe that I used to be such a high-tech talent, and they all thought that I had no way out to come to this company.

Thinking that this is also the case, I have nothing more to say.

"I'll fix this! I'll have an all-nighter tonight!" I said.

We old programmers really don't like any disputes, and he said that the problem is not a difficult problem to solve in my opinion, and I think I should be able to solve it if I stay up all night.

As soon as I said this, the product manager smiled and said, "That's hard work." ”

The others didn't say anything, and they cleaned up and got off work.

There was a Xiao Chen walking at the end, he came to my side and said, "Jiang Gong, I can see that you are very good, the things you make are all high-tech products, in fact, I want to say, if you can survive, the economy is not so difficult, you should not come to this kind of company, you are here, too much material is too much, everyone actually knows this, I am afraid that you will rob them of their credit, worried that you will take away the majority of the bonus, so, they don't want you to stay." ”

So that's the case, after listening to Xiao Chen's words, I smiled and said, "Ahem! I'm just too panicked without a job, I'll think about your words seriously." ”

After Xiao Chen left, I began to put all my mind into modifying the code.

I stayed up until about five o'clock in the morning, I felt that I should solve all the problems, and at this time, I had already received ten WeChat messages from Jiang Xi, probably asking me when I would go home.

I replied to her, "Just go back, you go to sleep quickly!" It's already five o'clock in the morning, and she hasn't slept all the time.

When I got home, it was almost six in the morning.

I opened the door and entered the house, and when I saw Jiang Xi sitting on the sofa, my heart ached, she was also a woman who was almost forty years old, and she couldn't stay up like this.

"Wife, why don't you sleep?"

"You come back in the early hours of the morning every day, do you think I can sleep? I told you about Jiangdong, I will resign immediately tomorrow, this job is not suitable for you, even if you stay up late, there must be a limit, you are almost forty years old, how can you stay up like this?"

I looked at her in a daze, I knew that she felt sorry for me, but I didn't know what to say at the moment, I didn't want to stay up late, I didn't want to work so hard when I was old, but I couldn't help it? I need to work, of course I like 30,000 yuan a month and easy work, but I can't find that kind of job now, 5,000 yuan a month is ten times harder than 30,000 yuan, I have to do it.

"Go to sleep, I'm sleepy!"

After saying this, I went to the bedroom to get a quilt and lay down on the sofa to sleep, because I was so sleepy that I didn't want to wash up, and I didn't want to go to Jiang Xi's bed.

I heard Jiang Xi sigh, and then she walked up to me, crouched in front of my eyes, and kissed the corner of my lips, and I heard her sniffle again, and then she went back to her room to sleep.

Two hours later, my alarm went off, and I struggled two or three times to open my eyes, and the company was going to work at nine o'clock, and I had to get up quickly.

Jiang Xi had already returned from sending Jiang to school, and when he saw that I had woken up, he said, "Come and have some breakfast!" ”

"Good!"

I washed up and walked to the table to drink porridge, a hot pumpkin porridge that was very comfortable to drink.

When I finished eating, Jiang Xi was about to say something, and my phone rang.

I saw that it was the product manager's phone and quickly picked it up.

"Hey, Jiang Gong, the code you changed yesterday is very good, that problem is solved, you have a day of rest at home today, and you can come back after dinner!"

I was naturally happy to hear the news and immediately said, "Thank you, manager!"

"You're welcome, you've worked hard, it's really an old programmer, and it's still very powerful! Those kids in the R&D team are not very sensible, I've already trained them, don't take it to heart!"

I smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay!" and I thought to myself, as long as I can work hard in the future.

Hanging up the phone, my mood was a little over, I looked at Jiang Xi and said with a smile, "The product manager praised me, let me rest at home for a day and go back in the evening." ”

"Do you know that you still have to stay up all night at night? stay up all night, and you can't make up for it after ten days of sleep?" Jiang Xi looked unhappy.

I walked up to her, grabbed her hand and said, "Wife, I can't find another job now, you can support me to continue working, I am also riding a donkey looking for a horse, once I have a good job, I will immediately change jobs." ”

Jiang Xi's eyes suddenly turned red, and he covered my face with one hand, and asked with distress in his eyes, "Can you still survive?"

I smiled and nodded, "It's okay, if I can't stand it, I'll resign!"

Jiang Xi's tears flowed, "I'm afraid you'll die suddenly in the office by then!"

"No, no, no, wife, I'll take care of it myself, don't worry, if I don't feel well, I'll rest immediately." ”

Jiang Xi looked at me silently, his eyes full of crystal tears.

I thought my words had soothed her.

As a result, she said, "Those who die suddenly, before sudden death, you think the same!"

Me, "......".

"Ahem!" I heard her sigh deeply, and she turned back to her bedroom helplessly and sadly.

I know that Jiang Xi is also in a dilemma.

If it was something else, she could beat me with a clothes pole and force me to listen to her, but when it came to work, she knew that if she forced me, I would still be unhappy, so she was also helpless.

I silently told myself in my heart that I had to protect myself, adjust my body in the future, and then find a job that was more suitable for me as soon as possible.

Still sleepy, I went to take a shower and went back to my bedroom to sleep.

When I slept until about eleven o'clock, I woke up almost naturally, and then I heard Jiang Xi whispering on the phone in the living room.

"Ah, Brother Wang, hello, yes, yes, I'm Lan Lan's good friend!Ah, yes, yes, I've been free recently, so I've adapted it into a script? No problem! I can, yes, okay, I'll have dinner at 12 o'clock at noon? Okay, no problem!"

When I walked out of the room, I just saw Jiang Xi hang up the phone, and when I turned around, she saw me and said to me with a smile, "Lan Lan helped me introduce a job of adapting the script, I plan to take it, if this job is successful and makes a lot of money, you don't go to work, you cook for me at home, do housework, take care of Jiang things, let me write well, okay?"

When she said the last two words, almost in a pleading tone, I knew that she really didn't like me going to this class.

How could I bear to refuse her? and said, "Okay!" And in my heart, I never thought that she could write successfully, and if she could earn 30,000 or 50,000 yuan, she would be considered successful.

I can't be blamed for this, so many years of blood verification!

"This investor asked me to meet at the Dawn Hotel at 12 o'clock at noon, and we talked while eating, I have to go!"

When I heard this, I frowned, why did I make an appointment to meet at a five-star hotel?

Although Jiang Xi is not young now, he is still a little bit beautiful, although he feels that there are not many opportunities to be pitted, but I still don't feel at ease, this kind of thing, not afraid of 10,000, just in case.

So I said, "I happen to be free today, I'll come with you." ”

Jiang Xi smiled and said, "What are you doing with me when you talk about the script?" After speaking, she smiled again, "I'm this age, no one is rare, you don't have to worry." ”

I said, "I don't know if other people are rare, I don't care, as long as I'm rare, I'll worry about you, so I have to go with you, I always feel that it's weird for you to go to a five-star hotel to meet investors as a woman, who knows if those rich people have any special hobbies for perverts, or are simply liars, not even rich people." ”

Hearing me say this, Jiang Xi's big eyes rolled and said, "You have a little sense, the more problematic people are, the more bravado they are, then you can accompany me." ”

"Good!"

The two of us packed up our clothes, and when it was almost time, we took a taxi to the Dawn Hotel.

While sitting in the taxi, Jiang Xi sent a text message to the middleman, the person she called Brother Wang on the phone, telling him that I would also go with him, on the grounds that I wanted to follow Chang Zhi.

"This Brother Wang said that the client this time is his friend, but he is not in the circle, he doesn't know how to do it, but it is a little difficult to do, but if he gets it, he will not be short of money......

"Oh?" I wondered, "What's so hard?"

"He didn't reveal much to me about the specific difficult method, saying that when we eat together at noon, let me feel it myself, if you can't talk about it, you don't need to force it, so if it's not necessary, don't just interject!"

I, "......" said it for a long time to tell me this!

"When did I interject when I shouldn't?" muttered unhappily.

She turned to look at me with a smile, pinched my face and said, "yes, yes, you're the cutest!"

The feeling of her little hands pinching my face was very good, we sat side by side, I could see her long eyelashes, although she was almost forty years old, but I thought she was still very beautiful, at this moment, I really realized the meaning of Xi Shi in the eyes of a lover.

Mr. Jin Yong's evaluation of his dream lover Xia Meng is: No one has ever seen how beautiful Xi Shi is, I think she should be like Xia Meng!

I want to give this sentence to Jiang Xi!

There's nothing wrong with it, Xia Meng is actually just the Xi Shi in Mr. Jin Yong's heart, other men may not think Xia Meng is beautiful, at least I don't think she is more beautiful than my Jiang Xi, so, Jiang Xi, is the Xi Shi in my heart!

I reached out and put my arm around Jiang Xi's shoulder, and suddenly felt that we hadn't sat together so quietly for a long time, and since I joined the new company, I was so busy every day that I didn't have a chance to take a good look at Jiang Xi.

And Jiang Xi, except for worrying about me staying up late, has lived as quiet as usual, not in a hurry, not sad or happy.

At twelve o'clock, Jiang Xi and I arrived at the agreed hotel, and as soon as we entered the door, we both felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong......

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