She reached out to turn on the light, but he knocked her down, and then he grabbed her tightly.

"Wen Renxuan, you're drunk, don't do this. ”

"I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk, I'm sober!" he shook her shoulders vigorously, as if he wanted to crush her like crazy. His eyes were red, red as if they were dripping blood.

He pressed her against the wall, held her head in one hand, and pressed her struggling body with the other, and he said fiercely: "I tell you soberly, I want you, I want you!"

He kissed her frantically, his hand unconsciously touched her neck, and he pinched her fiercely, "Do you know how much pain I have? You know what?"

He pressed his body against her tightly, held her cheeks with both hands, bit her lip fiercely, pried open her teeth, and took her tongue in his mouth, craving her delicacy madly.

She tried to push him away, but she couldn't do anything, and his immobile body didn't move.

He suddenly reached into her clothes and ripped off her coat at once. He picked her up and walked to the bed, undressing her as he could.

Is he crazy? Is he really crazy? Lin Susu reached out to grab the vase on the side, and then the last piece of clothing was torn by him, and only underwear remained. Her chest was cold, she subconsciously hugged and protected herself, tears flowed down, and she cried bitterly.

He stopped, finally stopped.

"I'm sorry, Susu, I'm sorry, I, my heart hurts. ”

He fell into her arms and wept.

"Please, please, don't get engaged to him, okay?" he shook her shoulder, crying and begging her.

The warm tears slowly became cold, she didn't say a word, she remained silent in this position, her heart was almost desperate, who could save her from being on the verge of collapse?

He couldn't bear it, got up, pulled the quilt, covered her, guilty and hoped to get the answer he wanted: "I'm sorry, promise me, okay?"

After being silent for a long time, she finally gathered her breath and shouted, "Get out!"

He is very remorseful, but who knows the pain in his heart?

He smoked cigarettes, one cigarette after another, and the smoke filled the entire space. In the dark, his eyes were red, and he was terribly sober after drinking so much wine. Imagining her pained expression, he was afraid that she would never pay attention to him again, that he would never see her again in his life.

He murmured, "Susu, what should I do?"

It was pitch black, except for the occasional passing car, piercing her eardrums as the sound cut through the sky in the stillness of the night.

Consciousness slowly awakened, and despair and pain filled the whole mind. It turns out that he is so ridiculous and cowardly, can he be bullied like this?

Her breath became rapid, her whole body was full of strength, and she got dressed and put on a nightgown.

She got up to open the door and knocked on his.

At this time, Wen Renxuan, half-asleep and half-awake, suddenly fully sobered up.

He pulled her in, his face full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, don't ignore me, okay?" He wanted to touch her face, but he didn't dare, his hand hanging in the air.

She said coldly, "I'll forget what just happened." The voice was low, cold, but unmistakably firm.

"Of course it's good that you can forget. "He's a little happy in his heart, as long as things turn around, it's good.

Her hands were cold, icy. She added, "After tomorrow, we will be strangers!"

The moment she turned around, he grabbed her hand tightly, afraid that she would leave like this. She didn't shake it off, but stomped on his foot hard, pushing him away hard. He stumbled and collapsed on the couch beside him.

She said, "Don't come to me again!" and left without looking back.

What he was worried about still happened, he supported the sofa with one hand, covered his heart with the other, looked at her back and refused to leave, and finally buried his head deep in the sofa, and the whole person collapsed.

****

was very flustered, Lin Susu hurriedly found the medicine, swallowed two, and finally calmed down.

She didn't fall asleep until four o'clock in the morning.

She woke up a little later than usual and didn't plan to eat breakfast, so she went straight downstairs.

saw Shu Yuewei waiting for her downstairs.

"Why are you here?"

"I went to Guanghe Building today, and I happened to stop by, so I wanted to see you off. ”

She let out an "oh" and stopped talking.

"Didn't eat, I brought you a sandwich. He handed it to her.

She took it and looked at him gratefully: "It's late today, and I haven't had time to eat yet." ”

"I sent you a message yesterday, didn't you see it?, why didn't you reply?" he asked.

Yesterday, she paused in her hand and said perfunctorily: "I was busy rushing the manuscript yesterday, and then I fell asleep and didn't see it." Her voice grew quieter, and she opened the sandwich and ate it.

"That's good. You move in with me. Shu Yuewei suddenly came to this sentence.

She was caught off guard, "Ahem......" She swallowed and took the water he handed over.

"You live so far away, why should I leave such a close apartment and run to you?" she asked with a smile, hiding her panic. I stayed for one night that day inexplicably, and now I think about it, I still blush a little? Of course I can't stay together!

"I can send you, and also, so that I can take better care of you. He said, the affection in his tone made her slightly stunned.

"Okay, I'm living well now, and I'm not used to changing environments. She still refused.

He hummed and said no more.

When he got out of the car, he said that he would come and pick her up after work.

She asked.

He said again, go see the wedding dress.

She paused and said, OK.

****

After work, he was waiting for her as promised.

After walking for a while, I felt that the direction was not quite right. She asked, "Aren't you going to the bridal shop? How does this seem to be the direction of your house?"

"I went to my house, and the wedding dress and dress were airlifted today, and they were hand-sewn by the famous wedding dress designer Mori Kaku. ”

"There are four of them, you can pick two of them, and change them if they don't fit. ”

White, as if coming to a white paradise, the diamonds on the wedding dress sparkle dazzlingly.

"You put this one on. He took out one, and this one was clearly more dazzling than the other three.

"This one can be worn for marriage. He said again, smiling at her.

"Good. She entered the fitting room, and suddenly felt a little more guilty.

"Are you dressed?" he asked outside the fitting room.

"I'm almost done, but I can't reach the zipper. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, he appeared and helped her zip up her back.

In the mirror, she is wearing a white wedding dress, and he is wearing a black suit, which looks like a perfect match.

"Don't move, I'll take a picture. He pulled out his phone and focused on the lens, and she didn't move.

"My biggest fear is taking pictures. After taking one, she didn't cooperate anymore.

He didn't force her, and silently changed the phone wallpaper to the photo just now.

The wedding dress fits well and doesn't need to be changed, she says.

He didn't answer, just stared at her wedding dress.

She turned around and saw him staring at her, her face couldn't help but turn red, and she turned around and muttered, "What are you looking at?"

He hugged her from behind, leaned close to her ear, and said, "What else can I see in my eyes but you?"

Almost instinctively, she struggled to push him away, prevaricating: "It's late, I still have to rush the manuscript, I have to go back." ”

"Here, can't you?"

"I have some information at home, here, really not good. She smiled apologetically.

"Alright, I'll send you back. ”

She took off her wedding dress, and he carefully hung it in the closet.

****

On the 26th, it was the day of their engagement, and this gradually became shocking.

She asked, "Are we really going to get engaged?"

He braked, looked at her, and said word by word, "That's right, we'll be engaged, we'll be together!" There was no trace of doubt in his deep and firm tone.

He squeezed her hand and soothed her hesitation and nervousness.

She bowed her head and said nothing, secretly telling herself that she was only engaged, there was nothing to be afraid of, didn't he also say that he would not force her. What's more, he is his best company.

Since that day, Lin Susu has never seen Wen Renxuan again, the closed door, the dark room, it seems that no one has come at all. It's just some sporadic reports, I don't know if it's the media's chasing after the wind, or the facts, it's nothing more than that while the wedding date with Su Wan is imminent, he has also been repeatedly photographed going out of the hotel with some young stars who have just debuted, and said that he is supporting these women in the bed room behind his back.

****

wanted to blow the wind, so Lin Susu sent Mai Xi, who was interviewing with him, and went to the riverside alone.

Lin's mother called, and you can imagine the joy on the other end of the phone.

She once asked Mai Xi, does marriage have to be premised on love?

After experiencing Mr. Song's incident, Mai Xi gave a different answer from before. She said that marriage is a woman's commitment to the rest of her life, and love is just the icing on the cake.

The icing on the cake? I didn't want to pursue so much at all, I just wanted to be stable in this world. For him, I probably like it, and that's enough.

****

"Miss Lin, we meet again. ”

"Doctor, what a coincidence!" Lin Susu nodded in greeting.

Shi Xiyu approached her and said, "Every time I come here, a cool breeze can sweep away all my troubles. ”

Troubles: A perfect person like a doctor can also have troubles?

"Every day I come into contact with patients with different experiences, I always refresh my three views and have doubts about life. He continued.

Isn't the patient himself one of the so-called patients, and one of the culprits contributing to his troubles? She was silent, thinking to herself.

Seeing that she didn't speak, he turned his head and asked her, "What do you want?" He smiled slightly, like a spring breeze. Patients will be relieved to have such a doctor to see a doctor.

"It's nothing, it's just a lot of thought. ”

He smiled, knowing it in his heart, but he didn't break it. He is a psychiatrist anyway, and what small actions can escape his eyes.

"Let's go have a drink. He proposed.