Chapter 20 I owe a great amount of affection
Ao Lixue didn't go home, but rushed directly to Zhan Qingyi. It was already ten o'clock in the evening, Zhan Qingyi had just taken a shower and changed into pajamas, and the door was smashed.
She now rents the kind of single dormitory, the kind that shares the water room and bathroom, and there is not even a door at the entrance of the building, so anyone can come whenever they want.
"Who?"
Zhan Qingyi was startled, instinctively thinking that it was Li Ziyang, and a cold sweat "brushed" out.
"I, Ao Lixue!"
The person outside the door replied angrily and continued to slam on the door, and the residents on the left and right sides were dissatisfied, reminding her to pay attention to the public impact.
"Lixue?"
What will happen?
Zhan Qingyi was stunned, she didn't expect it to be her, so she hurriedly went over and opened the door. "You ---"
"Zhan Qingyi, your conscience let the dog eat it?!"
Before she could see what the situation was, Ao Lixue scolded her, pushed her away, and rushed to the house.
I?
Conscience?
Zhan Qingyi was scolded inexplicably, and instinctively asked, "What did you say?"
"What did I say?!" Ao Lixue roared, and the spit stars sprayed all the stars on Zhan Qingyi's face, "Zhan Qingyi, let me ask you, do you think what we do is very cheap, don't you?!"
Cheng Canghai had explained not to Zhan Qingyi about "moonstone" before, but now that she already knows, she is not afraid to say it more clearly.
"I didn't say that. ”
Zhan Qingyi's face turned cold and turned away.
She didn't want to hear about it anymore now, because it would remind her of Li Ziyang's humiliation of her.
"But that's what you think!" Ao Lixue strode in front of her, her face turned blue with anger, "Zhan Qingyi, I ask you, can you think about yourself before thinking about us like this?"
Well?
Even if Zhan Qingyi didn't want to mention these things again, she couldn't help but be surprised by her words:
Why think about myself?
Lixue shouldn't mean that she herself has done something unseemly, right?
"I ---"
"Do you know how bitter and tired Brother Cheng has been when you have been abroad all these years?!" Ao Lixue's voice was an octave higher, about to burst people's eardrums, "You also know that Uncle Zhan is not in good health and has to take medicine all day long, do you think those medicines fell from the sky?"
This is true.
Zhan Shuhua's physical condition is very clear to Zhan Qingyi, but this seems to be ---
"My dad has a pension and he ---"
With intuition, Zhan Qingyi also knew that there must be something in this that she didn't know, and her heart slowly sank, could it be ---
"Hah!" Ao Lixue laughed, his eyes full of disdain, "What can Uncle Zhan do with his 1,800 yuan?" Do you know that in order to make Uncle Zhan's body better, Brother Cheng gave him the best medicine, hundreds of yuan a box of medicine, only three days, you know?"
What the?
Zhan Qingyi was stunned for a moment, and his mind couldn't turn around: 100 yuan in three days......?
One year ......
Three-year ......
"Brother Cheng---"
"That's it, there's no guarantee that Uncle Zhan's body won't have an accident, almost every one or two months, he has to stay in the hospital, it costs money, you know?"
Ao Lixue sneered, when Zhan Shuhua was hospitalized, there were thousands and hundreds of them a day, she was shocked when she looked at it, even if they worked hard and could make money, they couldn't stand such a trick, right?
"I don't ---"
"And your brother, how much does it cost him a year to go to college, do you know?
Ao Lixue sneered again and again, and finally seized the opportunity to say all this, it was strange if she didn't say it happily.
No matter how much a person does for others, it's okay not to let the other party know, but you can't let others misunderstand and let others scold.
Otherwise, it would be too sad.
"I ---"
Zhan Qingyi looked at her blankly, cold sweat rolling down her forehead one by one.
She never thought about these, nor did she ever ask about the process.
Because, in the past three years abroad, she doesn't remember that the people at home still need her to take care of them, and she needs her to share their worries.
"Haha," Ao Lixue laughed again, and finally defeated Zhan Qingyi's annoying pretentious Qinggao, she was really unspeakably happy in her heart, "Of course you didn't, you studied abroad for three years, how much money you spent, you should always know, right?"
Zhan Qingyi was shocked, and his face turned a little pale, "You mean ---?"
By the way, all the expenses she spent in the three years of studying abroad were given by Cheng Canghai.
Although she also has odd jobs to make money, it is only a small subsidy.
So, Cheng Canghai's burden is more than that?
"Yizhuo's business has not been very good in the past two years, Brother Cheng still has to support those people in the firm, even if we have three heads and six arms, it is impossible to make so much money by relying on legitimate business, do you understand?!"
As he spoke, he probably thought of the hardships of the past two years, and the tears fell from the sorrow of the proud snow, so he was not wronged.
She is also an innocent big girl, if there is any other way, is she willing to strip naked and lie next to a strange man?
In this world, there are some people who are cheap, but how many people are willing to be cheap?
Zhan Qingyi only cares about being angry and disgusted with their dirtiness, but has he ever thought that what they are doing all this for?
Isn't most of it for her, for the Zhan family?!
"I, I'm ......" Zhan Qingyi panicked, his palm was cold, "Brother Cheng, he ...... He never told me......"
She has a hunch: This time, she owes Dafa--- only to Cheng Canghai, and the brothers and sisters of the Ao family.
No wonder she endured so much torture for Ao Lihe without knowing it, it turned out that in the dark, God had already arranged everything, so that she could repay Ao Lihe's kindness to her.
So, shouldn't she hate Ao Lihe?
"He will tell you that he won't do this," Ao Lixue glanced at her contemptuously, which meant "You idiot", "You were only trapped by love at that time, and you wanted to live or die, even if Brother Cheng told you this, what was the use?"
As soon as he heard this, Zhan Qingyi's face was simply inhuman, and his breathing became rapid and heavy, as if he would faint at any time!
Trapped by love, you want to die or live.
If you don't experience it personally, who can understand how much love, how much hate, how much resentment, and how much regret there are in these eight words!
After fleeing abroad for three years, numbing herself with constant study, she thought she had forgotten everything and might not care about anything.
It turned out that when she mentioned it again, her heart still hurt, and she still felt that something was slowly flowing out.
She can't forget that person, and she can't forget it for the rest of her life.
"You...... What do you want to tell me about this today?"
Taking a deep breath, Zhan Qingyi had already regained his original calm, and looked at the angry Ao Lixue indifferently, looking like he had nothing to do with himself.
Ao Lixue vented, her heart was probably a little more comfortable, and her face was not so ugly, "If you don't want to do anything, just think about it, because what your Zhan family uses is the money we earned with dirty methods, so you are not more noble than us." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she turned around and left, not even saying "goodbye".
Time passed minute by minute, and Zhan Qingyi stood still without moving, like a statue.
suddenly learned the truth, and this truth made her so unbearable, she really didn't know how to face Cheng Canghai and the Ao family brothers and sisters in the future!
It turned out that she owed them so much affection, and in Ao Lixue's words, she was not nobler than them.
"Why...... It would be like this......"
She murmured, something slipped from her face and dripped to the ground......