Chapter 309: Divergence (I)
Two people have been together for a long time, and each other's eyes and movements can be understood.
Song Qianqian snuggled in Lu Zihao's arms, smelling the smell on his body that made her extremely attached and familiar, if she couldn't smell it again in the future, what would happen to herself?
She was suddenly a little scared in her heart, afraid that if she had nothing to do with Lu Zihao in the future, when would her dependence on him be able to change, and when would she be able to adapt to it.
"Shallow ......"
Lu Zihao looked at Song Qianqian, who was in a fugue again, and rubbed her hair lightly, I don't know why, I always feel that this girl has been in a daze recently.
"Hmm......" Song Qianqian raised his head and looked at Lu Zihao beside him with a puzzled expression.
"You forgot, just now I asked you when you would go back to the old house with me, and grandma misses you very much. ”
Lu Zihao shook his head impatiently, this stupid girl even forgot what she said to her.
Song's shallow hair had fallen down because she was lying, hanging down beside her cheeks, and the black hair and her fair cheeks reflected each other, forming a clear contrast.
Lu Zihao raised his hand to pull her hair back and looked down at her blank expression.
"What's the matter? I don't think you're happy at all? I'm going to take you home to meet your future mother-in-law and father-in-law, how about it?"
Happy?
Song Qianqian whispered in her heart, will she be happy?
Originally, she still had a little fantasy about Lu Zihao's family, but just a few days ago she passed Cui Yaming in the restaurant and made such a fuss, not only her, but also Lu Zihao's mother, who wanted to believe her, also hated her!
Even when the two of them hate each other, if she still wants to go to the Lu family, isn't that tantamount to humiliating herself?
Perhaps, Lu Zihao's mother doesn't want to recognize her as a daughter-in-law in her heart.
The situation in the restaurant that day, Song Qianqian still remembers in his heart how Lu Zihao's mother showed great satisfaction with Cui Yaming, but was extremely cold to her.
The disparity is too big for her to accept in her heart.
Maybe she believed in the greatness of love before, but now, she feels that her love with Lu Zihao is so small, so small that it is like a speck of dust, which disappears when it falls to the ground.
Thinking of this, a sneer appeared on the corner of Song Qianqian's mouth.
"What's wrong, why don't you speak? What's wrong these days? I always feel that something is wrong with you. ”
Looking at Song Qianqian, who had been silent, especially when he saw the sneer on the corner of her mouth, Lu Zihao's heart was even more sure that something was wrong with her.
Song Qianqian put away his thoughts, and the sneer on the corner of his mouth disappeared. Looking up at Lu Zihao, a smile appeared on his face, "What's wrong, I'm fine." Maybe I'm too tired, so I'm a little distracted. ”
"Really?" Lu Zihao was a little skeptical.
"Then what do you think?" Song Qianqian asked rhetorically, looking at Lu Zihao's expression, there was an indescribable ghost.
"Why is your expression so terrifying, people who don't know still think where you came from? ”
Lu Zihao smiled and reached out to touch her face.
With his smile, Song Qianqian also laughed.
Laugh, laugh, maybe the two of them won't even have a chance to laugh like this in the future.
Song Qianqian had a hunch in her heart that her relationship with Lu Zihao was about to come to an end.
Since this is the case, then she cherishes every minute and second of being alone with Lu Zihao.
"Qianqian, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and the night after tomorrow you free up the time, I will take you back to the old house, and let the eldest brother take Liu Yuhan at that time. With them as your companion, you won't be so nervous. ”
Lu Zihao thought that Song Qianqian's mistake was caused by the nervousness of going to the old house. He can understand that Song Qianqian must be a little nervous when he sees his parents for the first time. Although they had met before, it was Song Qianqian's identity as Cui Yaming, so in his heart, he didn't really meet his parents.
"Zihao, can I not go?"
Song Qianqian said softly, she really didn't want to go to the old mansion, and she didn't want to see Lu Zihao's family, especially his mother.
Song Qianqian is not a person who is easy to hold grudges, but he is not the kind of person who takes the initiative to mingle with people who hate him.
Even if she is just an ordinary working girl, she also has her own pride, and she can't let others step on it at will.
"Why?" Lu Zihao didn't quite understand, "Shallow, you should know what it will mean for you and me to go back to the old mansion?"
How could Song Qianqian not know, she just didn't want to go because she understood it too well.
"Zihao, I don't think we need to be too anxious, what will happen in the future, none of us can say for sure, let's wait. ”
"What do you mean by that, and what will happen in the future, no one can say for sure? Are you worried about me, or do you not believe in yourself?"
Hearing Song Qianqian's words, Lu Zihao's brows twisted into a pimple, and the expression on his face became a little displeased, with a pair of bright black eyes, and there was a faint hint of chill at the bottom of his eyes.
Song Qianqian didn't need to look up, he could feel Lu Zihao's eyes like knives, those deep and sharp eyes, and he couldn't wait to stab her one by one.
Time seemed to pause, and the air pressure in the hospital room began to drop.
Song Qianqian lowered her head, facing Lu Zihao's questioning, she didn't know how she should answer. Could it be that she wants to say that it is because of her anxiety about him and her disbelief in herself that she doesn't want to go back to the old mansion with him?
But she felt that if Lu Zihao really wanted to let her go to the old mansion if she was reluctant, he would be forcing her and forcing her.
"Zihao, I think it's a bit too hasty to go to your house now, we can wait a little longer, and besides, your body has just recovered, and it's not too late to think about going to your house after a while. ”
Song Qianqian didn't want to say what was in his heart, but looking at Lu Zihao's eyes that had been staring at her, it seemed that if she didn't give a reason tonight, he would never let her go easily, and in impatience, Song Qianqian could only use his body as a rhetoric first.
She didn't want to quarrel with Lu Zihao, at least not now.
"Zihao, when your body is fully recovered, let's discuss going to the old mansion, okay?"
Lu Zihao's face was pale, his eyebrows were tightly locked, staring at her black eyes, flashing with anger.
It's good that she cares so much about his body now.
"Song Qianqian, do you know that I will be unhappy when I say this? I know my body very well, do you want to let you check it yourself now, I don't mind doing some kind of strenuous exercise now. ”
Hearing the sarcasm in Lu Zihao's words, Song Qianqian's heart felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
She understood what Lu Zihao meant by strenuous exercise, but she really didn't feel that kind of mood now. She felt Lu Zihao's anger, but so what, she didn't want to be a puppet in anyone's hands, including him.
"Zihao, I don't want to quarrel, really! I'm tired, my heart is even more tired, in this case, I don't think we will discuss anything worthwhile. I'm tired and I want to rest. ”
Song Qianqian raised her arms and slowly got up from Lu Zihao's arms, she didn't look at Lu Zihao, she got off the bed and put on her shoes and walked to the sofa on the side, lay down, pulled off the duvet on the side and covered her body.
The series of movements is fast and clean, without any desilting and water.
Lu Zihao had a cold face, didn't make any moves, and quietly watched Song Qianqian lie on the sofa and fall asleep.
He didn't stop him, not even a word.
In his eyes, Song Qianqian at this time was a little unreasonable, to be precise, she was very abnormal recently, always thinking about doing something.
Lu Zihao didn't understand, when two people are together, it is very important to be happy and happy, why should they think so much.
He wanted to take Song Qianqian back to his old house and officially introduce him to his family. Lu Zihao is a traditional and responsible person, and he believes that bringing home the woman he likes is to determine the relationship between the two.
He wanted to formally introduce Song Qianqian to his family, and he also wanted his family to recognize him.
If he could, he wanted to get engaged to Song Qianqian immediately, no, he was engaged to get married immediately. He understands that since Cui Yaming appeared, Song Qianqian has become very insecure, she is not confident in herself, and she no longer trusts him as before.
Song Qianqian's change, he saw it all in his eyes and remembered it in his heart.
That's why he wanted to take her back to the old house, and he desperately wanted to give her a name, just because he was worried that her heart would be cranky.
But now she refused, and it was because his body had not yet recovered.
Lu Zihao was a little angry in his heart, to be specific, it should be angry.
He felt that she didn't appreciate everything he had done for Song Qianqian, and even had some feelings of wanton profligacy.
Looking at her now, she is obviously angry with him.
He wasn't afraid of being angry, but at least let him know why she was angry with him!
Seeing Song Qianqian lying on the sofa with his eyes closed, the anger in Lu Zihao's heart burned more and more. His eyes narrowed, and he glanced coldly at her angry expression, and the cold and oppressive momentum swirled around, almost suffocating.
"Song Qianqian, do you really want this?"
The chaotic and powerful male voice exudes a domineering and innate arrogance, which sounds so low and magnetic.
But Song Qianqian, who is in a bad mood now, obviously didn't pay attention to these.
The most difficult thing about feelings is not whether two people really love, but how difficult it is to maintain and last love, because life is not just a good day. After all, life is realistic, people have to go through such and such tests, not just a sentence I love you to solve some problems. There will be many unexpected things in life, and you must be patient enough to face them. People are like this, they always have to go through something to understand some truth, and a lot of changes happen in the experience.
The current Song Qianqian and Lu Zihao are like this, it is easy to fall in love with each other, but it is difficult to stay together. What's more, there is such a big disparity between the two!