The more I care, the more desperate I am [Apology announcement about breaking off]

The update has been very unstable in the past few months.,It hasn't been updated basically last month.,The reason is put aside.,First sincerely apologize to everyone.。

To be honest, I didn't write a book at Ruochu, of course, it was the first book under the pen name of Yu Jinjiang, and it had never been like this once.

When I once shared the account of [Yu Jiuhua] with my ex-wife, "Wife, Marry Me Again", "Temporary Wife Contract", and even "Just Waiting for You to Come to the Good Period" written by the account [Rainy and Sunny], which I opened separately later, has never been interrupted for more than three days in a row, and every time I break off the update, it is because of a quarrel.

I have been married to my ex-wife for more than two years, my children are more than two years old, and I have quarreled countless times, so I didn't part ways with mutual restraint, but more than two months ago, I finally separated.

Being apart doesn't mean you don't care, it doesn't mean you don't care.

There is a saying that love is like sand in your hand, the tighter you hold it, the faster it will be lost.

Until now, the divorce is still a big blow to me, not to mention that she has a new love in less than a month after the divorce, and she has all kinds of happiness on social networks, and she doesn't care about her children.

Even in order to let her have contact with the child, I deliberately re-added her WeChat, but I didn't want to be quietly blocked.

During that time, I hated nothing but hatred in my heart, hating each other's ruthlessness and ruthlessness.

Hate yourself for being impulsive and not dealing with this matter calmly, which led to serious consequences.

But everything has passed after all, and I still haven't been able to get out of it completely for so long, and maybe I won't be able to get out at all in a short time.

During this time, there were a lot of reminders from the website, and I didn't dare to read them every time, I was afraid, or I was running away.

After all, it was what happened when I wrote this book, and this book is a dark corner for me, I don't want to touch it, I dare not touch it, and I still have a trace of unrealistic fantasy in my heart.

I have to say that I am Mr. Lu Xun's Ah Q, an unrealistic fantasist.

It's October in the blink of an eye, and it's autumn, and the traces of her past still irritate my fragile nerves from time to time, but even so, I have to come out, and I have to give you an explanation, this book will not be a eunuch, that's for sure.

Resume the update today, as for how many updates, I can't guarantee, but I want to assure you that this book will not be interrupted for another day before the completion of the book, I hope you believe me once.

I'm sorry everyone, thank you