Chapter 219: The Last Side
The old man who had closed his eyes and pondered all night finally opened his eyes slowly, looking at Luo Cheng who was covered in cold sweat, there seemed to be a little more pity in his old cloudy eyes, but he didn't show it too much, perhaps because for this old man who had seen too much life and death, he had already become numb to the word death.
"It's all fate. The old man slowly spit out these three words, which sounded very calm, calm to the point of relaxation, but Luo Cheng understood the heaviness of these three words very deeply, he nodded slightly, and then raised his head and let out a long sigh, a little old-fashioned, or extremely weak to say that.
"It's all retribution. ”
The old man's originally stiff expression smiled at this time, and then said: "Retribution? If there is such a thing as retribution, even if it is the turn of the next life, it will not be your turn." ”
It's ironic, although Luo Cheng knows how much blood he has on his hands, he still hasn't refute it, because he has seen too many so-called discordant stories, and he just happened to be such a harmonious story, which seems to be a little unacceptable to anyone.
But even though it's like a mad dog, what can it do? At the end of the day, you still have to let go, you have to let go.
The sunlight shone into this room full of darkness and shone on Luo Cheng, who was sitting in front of the window, this is a temperature that makes people not feel hot, but warm, as if a newborn baby is being reborn, and it just so happens that this person is facing only death.
Luo Cheng looked at the sun that was not too dazzling, and tried to find something to look forward to from it, these years, he didn't know how busy he was to live, how to be busy to die, maybe only at the last moment, a foolish person can be prepared to discover how absurd and boring his life is.
"If I could do it all over again, I would never live like this. Luo Cheng slowly spit out such a sentence, and for a person who is about to die, saying this sentence also means that he has lost completely.
"Life, how can there be so many restarts, a puff of smoke after death, you think you are very pathetic, sad to the point of pretentiousness, but you are to this extent, I have seen too much back then. Chen Fuxing said, perhaps thinking of some past events from Luo Cheng, he has seen too many people at the last moment of their lives, there are great people, celebrities, heroes, and rich people, but the most impressive thing is a woman.
It was a snowy night that was cold to the bone, and the woman was lying on the hospital bed like this, looking at him with a very calm and calm look, for a long, long time, he knew that she should have a lot to say, but until the end, she didn't say anything.
What kind of despair and unwillingness is that, Chen Fuxing, who has seen that woman's life, feels a little creepy just thinking about it.
Listening to the old man's unsympathetic tone, it made Luo Cheng's expression not as heavy as it was just now, because what he needed now might not be any pity and sympathy, for the strong, it was charity.
And the weak live off it.
"I've seen sentient beings, I've seen fireworks, but in the end, I haven't seen myself, it's a pity, I've never lived by myself in this life, I'm always busy, I'm oppressed by this son of a bitch, and I'm moving towards such a road of no return. Luo Cheng said slowly.
People always say that they will start all over again, and they will keep repeating it, but over the years, have the worldly ups and downs really come over again?
Never has there ever been, and never will be.
Chen Fuxing seemed to see his past from Luo Cheng, no longer spoke, but closed his eyes again and was silent, and at this moment there was a sound of opening the door, Luo Cheng's expression instinctively became vigilant, until he saw that it was Guo Liuli who walked into the room, and then he was silently relieved, but the next moment when he saw the person behind Guo Liuli, his expression was stunned for a moment.
Luo Cheng was very suspicious that there was something wrong with his eyes, and it wasn't until he rubbed his eyes that he got up angrily and said, "What did you do!!"
His voice came out almost completely at the top of his throat, and Chen Fuxing also stood up silently when Luo Cheng stood up angrily, and put his left hand on the scimitar hidden in his waist.
The girl with Sassoon's short hair was looking at Luo Cheng very calmly, and there was still a kind of anger in her eyes.
Guo Liuli was very calm in the face of Luo Cheng, whose eyes were full of flames, and said lightly: "It's obvious what I did." ”
Luo Cheng was trembling all over, as if he had been touched by the scales, and his body, which had been tortured by the disease to the point of incomparably straining to get up, bounced out like this, with an extra sharp dagger in his hand, but he stopped just two steps, because an incomparably sharp scimitar was already on his neck, so fast that Luo Cheng barely had time to react, which happened to come from the old man in the house.
This seemingly calm girl's face turned pale when she saw this instantaneous change, but she didn't stop screaming, obviously trying her best to control her emotions, compared to her peers, this girl has a calmness that most adults don't have.
Of course, Guo Liuli saw all this, nodded silently, and then said to Luo Cheng, who was eager to disembowel her: "I didn't expect you to show this kind of expression." ”
"My business has nothing to do with her, I promised to give you this life, and I will definitely give it to you, you don't need to threaten me with this. Luo Cheng's voice was extremely cold, and the only reason kept telling him that if he took another step forward, this scimitar would cut his neck.
The girl stretched out her white hand at this time and slowly grabbed Guo Liuli's collar, Guo Liuli turned her head to look at the pale girl, as if she understood something, and then said to Chen Fuxing: "Put the knife down." ”
The old man put away the sharp Tibetan knife, perhaps with that confidence, and controlled Luo Cheng before Luo Cheng did anything wrong, and Luo Cheng slowly eased down with this expression, but he still held the dagger tightly in his hand, although his body looked a little shaky.
"Luo Cheng, I think you misunderstood something, I haven't been despicable to that point, of course it's not much worse. Guo Liuli said slowly, she noticed the beads of sweat on Luo Cheng's forehead, how could she sweat so much with such a little exercise, which made Guo Liuli frown silently.
"Ying'er, why are you with her?" Luo Cheng gave up his interrogation of Guo Liuli, and looked directly at the girl who was looking at him with a resentful face and said, this time his voice was a little softer, but it was still not very friendly.
The girl gritted her teeth and said, "Why don't you want to see me, I'm so unworthy of you?"
In the face of this sudden interrogation, Luo Cheng was indeed very big, and he was generally unable to withstand the aggressive things in the girl's eyes, but he still gasped deeply and said, "I'm doing this for your good." ”
"Bad guy..."The girl said, walked in front of Luo Cheng, hugged Luo Cheng directly, and then choked up and said, "Why, why..."
Although her movements were so light, she still crushed Luo Cheng's heart, which made Luo Cheng slowly put away the sharp dagger, and the coldness on his face slowly retracted, but turned into a kind of gentleness, he tried to hug her, and then whispered: "Silly girl, it's good for you to leave a dirty person like me." ”
"What about the promised life?" she raised her head and hammered Luo Cheng's chest hard, venting.
Luo Cheng felt the weight of her fist, but there was something that made him inexplicably sore, this feeling, he hadn't felt it for many years, as if even a hopeless person like him, there were still people who really cared about him, which made Luo Cheng try to squeeze out a smile and said, "Ying'er, I'm sorry." ”
This girl who was so cold that people thought that she had no emotions cried into tears in the next moment, perhaps because of Luo Cheng's far-fetched smile and fell, this man who didn't know romance, feelings, or even smiled gave her the most unique warmth in the world.
made her want to desperately live in this world she hated, and made her finally realize that there is indeed such a person in this world, who was born because of her, but the world will not even give her such a small request.
Just took everything away so ruthlessly.
"Live, forget me, live well, with my share. Luo Cheng let go of her and stretched out his trembling hand to wipe the tears from her face.
However, no matter how much you wipe it, you can't wipe it clean.
"I can't live well without you. She said in a choked voice, taking his cold hand and trembling uncontrollably.
This sentence made Guo Liuli's expression a little moved, she looked at this thin girl with a deep face, and what she was thinking in her heart, only she knew in her heart.
And Luo Cheng's expression became slowly struggling, and his heart softened, and the most cruel thing was that a person who was ready to meet death suddenly wanted to live desperately, but he no longer had that chance, which made Luo Cheng breathless in pain.
And all he can do is keep saying sorry, and who is really doing it wrong? Or maybe he really did all this wrong.
This was originally a wrong beginning, so it was destined to have a wrong ending, and no matter how much he struggled, what was often involved was to no avail.
"Take me away?" the girl suddenly raised her head and said to him, she didn't seem ready to face a world without Luo Cheng, a person who had lost all faith, maybe what she needed to face was not life.
Luo Cheng shook his head slightly, and he said to her in a trembling tone: "Live well, one day, you will know what you are living for." ”