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Even so, she was already pregnant with his child.

Maybe her gaze was really too scorching, Chen Xiaoli glanced back, and in the endless crowd in the hospital hall, he saw Gu Pan who was looking straight at him with tears in his eyes, and his brows twisted.

Shen Yiqing, who had been rejecting him and saying that he was just a small cold and could come to the hospital by himself, noticed his abnormality and followed his gaze.

The three people in the hall were in an awkward atmosphere, and no one moved for a long time.

"Night Rites. Go explain it to her. In the end, Shen Yiqing spoke softly.

Chen Xiaoli, who was standing beside her, stiffened her spine, and the corners of her lips tasted astringency: "Explain, explain what, how to explain?"

Shen Yiqing quietly looked away under his gaze, "?? Xiaoli, Gu Pan is a good girl, she likes you very much, I can see it. “

Chen Xiaoli pursed her lower lip: "Really??"

Gu Pan's eyes looked at the two people who didn't know what they were talking about not far away. After a while, he suddenly turned his head.

She left the hospital.

It's just that the moment she turned around, she seemed to vaguely hear Shen Yiqing's sigh: "Xiaoli, why don't you hurry up and chase her." “

But what Chen Xiaoli said was: "It's okay, I'll accompany you to see a doctor first." “

Gu Pan walked out of the hospital and cried like a child on the side of the road.

She didn't even know why she was crying so sadly. All she knows?? In Chen Xiaoli's words of "It's okay, I'll accompany you to see a doctor first", she really began to understand??

Understand that there are some people, no matter how much patience you put in and how many years you wait, what doesn't belong to you doesn't belong to you.

There may be many things in this world that can be used to force it, but feelings must not be among them.

This may be retribution, the cycle of cause and effect.

Back then, she could betray Li Shi'an's trust without hesitation for the sake of the so-called feelings and for Chen Xiaoli's words.

But in the end, Chen Xiaoli still didn't like her.

And she also lost her best friend, someone who was willing to stand by her side without principle.

The collapse of adults often does not need any vigorous pain, only a seemingly insignificant little thing is enough.

What Gu Pan didn't know was that among the people who broke down and cried, attracting countless attentions, there was one person's gaze with infinite complexity and amazement.

They used to be friends who talked about everything, Li Shi'an suspected that no one believed in the world when they were like a frightened bird, but he gave the only remaining trust to Gu Pan, and Gu Pan chose because of a man. Stand on the opposite side of her.

Even after three years, Li Shi'an can still clearly feel the Ling Ran in her heart when she was pointed at by everyone at the wedding, and ?? She asked Gu Pan's words.

Naturally, I also clearly remember Gu Pan's dodging gaze.

Return to Nanshan No. 1 Courtyard.

When Li Shi'an walked to the bedroom door, he saw that the servant was wiping something on the ground with the rag, and there was a faint fishy smell in the small bucket on the side.

"What are you doing?"

When the maid heard her voice, she immediately stood up: "Miss Li, this??" I don't know who accidentally sprinkled something in the hallway, it smells like fish, I'll deal with it. “

Li Shi'an didn't take it to heart when he heard this, and after nodding, he pushed open the door and walked into the room.

The smell of fish is only outside, but there is no smell in the bedroom, Li Shi'an was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling above his head with some distraction, and slowly, he fell asleep so deeply.

Li Shi'an didn't know how long he had been asleep, but he had a strong feeling of suffocation in his sleep. She desperately wanted to breathe, but she couldn't catch her breath, like?? Someone covered her mouth and nose with a pillow, trying to suffocate her to death.

The feeling of suffocation was overwhelming, her fingers tightly clasped the quilt, her fingertips were pale color, and a thin layer of sweat overflowed on her forehead.

"Huh??"

Li Shi'an opened his eyes suddenly, there was no light in the room, and it was already dim.

It was quiet, and there was no one at all.

But the feeling of not being able to breathe still existed, and even though she had woken up, she still couldn't breathe.

This is?? What's going on?

Li Shi'an sat up, and then her breathing seemed to be a little smoother, and she began to breathe a little greedily, and it took half an hour for everything to slowly return to normal.

Her fingers slowly buckled to the position of her heart?? After a long time, I called the attending doctor and told him about my situation.

The doctor heard this. It was a long sigh, "This is paroxysmal dyspnea at night, a common reaction in patients with heart failure??" As time goes on, the odds and timing of this condition will increase??"

Li Shi listened quietly, the doctor said some precautions, she responded from time to time to say one or two, but did she actually hear it, I'm afraid?? Only she knows.

"Miss Li, we?? Or is it recommended that you be hospitalized, there are special medical staff in the hospital who can observe your physical condition at any time, and there are professional instruments? These will have a good regulatory effect on your condition and greatly reduce the risk of seizures.

In the end, the attending doctor still tried hard to persuade her.

"It's just regulation. Should it be cured or not cured?? If you're going to get to that step sooner or later, why bother to be stuffy in the hospital??"

She has a kind of stubbornness like a little girl about hospitalization.

The doctor was speechless by her, but he still said: "?? We will do our best to find the right heart for transplantation. “

Li Shi'an said thank you for this, but in fact, it is very clear that finding a suitable heart transplant is not a simple matter, how many people are waiting in line for an organ transplant, and in the end they can only watch themselves die, even if she is lucky to wait, she has also had surgery as she wishes, and the rejection reaction may directly kill her.

All of this is unknown.

And she no longer has any expectations for such things as the unknown.

In the study room separated by several walls, Lin Yushen was also talking on the phone at the moment.

“?? Haven't found it yet?" he said, his voice deepening, holding his phone.

"Boss Lin, not only in Sifang City, but also in the whole country There are not a few people waiting for heart transplants?? If you want to find the right heart, it is tantamount to difficult to climb to the sky. "What's more, it's such a short time.

Lin Yushen: "What I want is not your prevarication, no matter how much it costs or how much it is related, I just need a definite result." “

“?? We will definitely do our best. Said on the other end of the phone.

But for this answer, Lin Yushen was obviously not satisfied: "What I want is your full effort." “

This is obviously difficult for some strong people, without a suitable heart, what can they do, but use people's money to eliminate disasters for others, he can only nod and agree, "Yes." “

After ending the call, Lin Yushen sat quietly in the study alone for a long time, and then slowly stood up and walked to the ??

In front of Li Shi'an's room.

I turned the doorknob a little, but it didn't turn.

After two attempts, he was sure that someone had locked it inside.

Two minutes later, he came back again, already with the spare key in his hand, and with a "click" the door opened.

Lin Yushen walked to the side of the bed with very light steps, didn't do anything, just looked at her quietly and tucked the corner of the quilt for her.

Early the next morning, Li Shi'an was woken up by a barking dog.

She rummaged through the cupboards for clothes, but she seemed to vaguely smell the smell she had smelled in the hallway yesterday. A faint fishy smell?

It smelled like rust.

It's just that the smell is very light, and it seems to be nothing, so Li Shi'an has no way to determine whether this is his hallucination for a while.

She received a call from Mu Qing halfway, saying that Mu Mu wanted to see her, and before Li Shi'an went out, the ghost sent a piece of apricot yellow clothes to the crack of the cabinet.

Inside the hospital.

Mu Mu's spirit looked much better, "Why is your face worse than me, a sick and hospitalized patient?"

Hearing this, Li Shi'an glanced at Mu Qing's direction and nodded, "Hmm." “

Mu's mother: "Where is the hotel where to live comfortably, move back, I will be discharged in two days." “

Li Shi'an was stunned, "Me??"

Mu Mu held her hand: "Are you still angry with me?"

Li Shi'an shook his head, "No, I've never been angry with you. “

"In that case, then listen to me. Mu Mu turned her head to look at Mu Qing, "You arrange someone to help her get her things back, what are you talking about staying in the hotel all the time?" “

Mu Qing smiled and nodded, "Okay." “

Li Shi'an's face was a little complicated for a while. But in the face of such a loving old man, what is she?? Can't say anything about rejection.

Mu's mother seems to have accepted the news that Mu Ange is no longer alive these days, or rather, she subconsciously transferred this longing for her daughter to Li Shi'an, after all, in the past three years, the object of all her feelings. As a matter of fact?? It's Li Shi'an.

Mu Qing and Li Shi'an walked in the garden behind the hospital.

"You didn't tell Auntie about me and Lin Yushen?" asked Li Shi'an.

Mu Qing didn't answer, but asked her, "You and Lin Yushen, what's the matter?"

Li Shi'an paused for a moment: "Mu Qing??"

Mu Qing's expression remained unchanged, "Shi'an, what does your mother mean by letting you move back, do you really understand?"

Li Shi'an didn't answer, Mu Qing looked at her. continued: "She asked you to move back, just explain?? She wants to recognize you as a daughter. “

Li Shi'an didn't know what was going on with this ordinary sentence, so he had a sour nose.

"You're not alone, Shi'an, as long as you turn around, you will find that there are people in this world who want you to exist, he has them??" Mu Qing held her shoulders and said seriously: "The doctor told me, you don't have any desire to survive at all, you just want to be a monk for a day and hit the clock for a day, don't you?"

“?? I tried my best to save you, not Li Shi'an, who let you die fearlessly! In this life, things are often unsatisfactory, and if everyone feels that they can't survive and dies, then there will be corpses everywhere in this world. He said, "The Mu family is your home, do you have a family? My mother and I are your relatives, we have been together for three years, and you died so carelessly, have you ever thought about us?"

"Do you want mom to taste the pain of losing her daughter again, do you want me?? Isn't it possible to lose another loved one?" he said: "My sister can live as she pleases, no matter what happens. I can carry it for her. But?? She has to live, live! You know?!"

If you have not experienced the pain of facing the death of your loved ones, you will not understand the reverence for life.

Mu Qing thought that Li Shi'an would understand.

There is only one life, and giving it up easily is the most cruel waste.

Li Shi'an returned to Nanshan No. 1 Hospital, and there seemed to be still a residual pain in his shoulder that Mu Qing had pinched hard.

He rarely loses control, and he has always been elegant, but this time Li Shi'an can clearly feel that he is angry.

"The Mu family is your home, do you understand if you have a home?" For Li Shi'an, these words seemed to have a temperature, a scorching temperature.

She reached out and pressed Wen Liang's heart, and it seemed that at that moment, she was hit.

Mu Qing asked her to move back before Mu's mother was discharged from the hospital, and call him when she was ready.

Li Shi'an agreed.

It's just that when he said this in front of Lin Yushen, he objected.

But Li Shi'an didn't take it to heart, where she wanted to live, she was free.

Under Lin Yushen's cold face, Li Shi'an pulled the corners of his lips and asked him, "Is it??" You also want to follow Ji Qiubai's example and lock me up?"

When he said this, Lin Yushen, who asked, was stunned and didn't speak for a long time.

Because maybe in a moment of lightning, there was really a moment in the dark side of his heart?? There is such a thought.

And Zheng Feifei unconsciously clenched the chopsticks in her hand on the side, it seems that she should speed up the implementation of the plan, if Li Shi'an leaves, where will she have a chance? ?

In the evening, Chao Lang said that he wanted to eat a cake from a pastry shop in the West District, and wanted Lin Yushen to buy it for him when he got off work.

When he called, Lin Yushen was still off work for half an hour, so Lin Yushen gave up the idea of letting the secretary buy it, and went directly when he got off work.

Li Shi'an was sitting in the living room with her mobile phone and playing games, but Zheng Feifei took her dog and appeared in the living room.

Li Shi'an wasn't very interested in pets, but he didn't see them.

But today the dog seemed to be a little extra excited, its paws constantly scratching the floor, making screeching noises, and making strange noises in its mouth.

Li Shi'an lifted his eyes suspiciously, and the result?? Just in front of its scarlet eyes.

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