Chapter 138: A Weakness
Li Fusheng still bowed his head deeply and was silent, looking at the appearance of the promise was already obvious, Li Panruo opened his eyes slightly, and looked at this gentleman again, it seems that only this outlier can do this kind of thing, in his opinion, if you like it, you have to fight for it, not to let go, even if everything is for the love in your heart, but what hurts you is not only yourself, but also the other party.
However, although Li Banruo knows these big truths better than anyone else in his heart, he is still a gangster and stiff, perhaps because some things must be experienced by himself before he can understand, no matter how correct the big truth, it will not make a child understand the cruelty of this world in an instant, only after this child has experienced all this himself, he will understand the true meaning of the original sentence, although it is already too late.
Ma Wenrou didn't pay attention to Li Banruo, who was good at making all kinds of brain supplements in her heart, but stared deeply at Li Fusheng beside her, she might know very well what the answer was, but if all this was not said in Li Fusheng's mouth, it would be meaningless.
"She didn't give me a response. Li Fusheng said with a little gloom in his eyes, even though he understood why all this happened, but all this was still like a hammer hitting his heart, so that he couldn't let go of his nerves, who was already tormented, and couldn't let go.
Ma listened softly and muttered, "How could she agree." β
He smiled far-fetched and said, "Yes, how could she answer, if she would agree, she would have agreed three years ago." β
This time, Ma Wenrou did not echo this lost soulless person, shook his head slightly and said: "The fault is not in her, you know, she loves you, you also know, the relationship between you, generally speaking, is the kind of relationship that can never be together, but this world, just want to let you come together." β
Li Fusheng couldn't help but raise his face, raised his head and was about to say something, but he seemed to understand Ma's gentle words in an instant, and couldn't help lowering his head again and being silent.
He thought so, but whenever the warmth that that the woman gave him came to mind, he was obviously distressed, and if he had to do it all over again, he still didn't regret meeting her.
The vulgar love happened to him, but fortunately, this is not a vulgar ending.
"That year, a man said the same thing to you, he said that if Yinling and I really got together, it would be vulgar. Li Fusheng raised his head, thinking of the man who was invulnerable in the moonlight, and he could still clearly recall that kind of power.
Ma listened gently, she could roughly guess who the man in Li Fusheng's mouth was, and she also knew a little bit about the whole thing, but she didn't pierce that layer of paper, and said with a smile: "If it's vulgar, it's good." β
"Pain is a good thing. Li Fusheng had a bitter smile on his face, he felt that he was too qualified to say such a thing.
"So, what are you going to do now?" Ma Wenrou looked at such a Li Fusheng, who might be more sophisticated than Guo Yinling in a sense.
Li Fusheng shook his head, rubbed his face and said: "I won't let this wedding go on, thinking that I don't know how to face her in the future, if all this continues, it will tear her heart." β
Although that beloved hurt him the most, it was still his beloved, and his original intention was not to let her be hurt in the slightest, and it was before, and it is now, it has never changed.
Hearing this, Li Panruo slowly opened his eyes, he looked at this gentleman again, and there was a very inexplicable feeling in his heart, as if he had some empathy for his words, and couldn't help but sigh silently and muttered: "It's all fate." β
Of course, only he could hear this sentence, but Ma Gentle suddenly looked at him and gave him a very deep expression.
That is a kind of warning Li Banruo doesn't know, he only knows that Ma Wenrou cares about this gentleman very much, he can see that he is just a little curious, why does this cynical Ma Wenrou who wants to subvert this Jianghu like such a gentleman, just because this gentleman is different from other gentlemen, or because this gentleman has a rare infatuation in this era?
Thinking of the end, Li Panruo found that he was just asking for hardship, so he couldn't help but close his eyes again to recuperate, but his ears did not let go of Ma Wen's conversation with this Li Fusheng.
Ma gently retracted her eyes, looked at Li Fusheng again and said, "You can't change all this, the moment she returns to the capital, all this has become a foregone conclusion." β
Li Fusheng nodded slightly, and said with a haggard face: "I may not have the ability to change all this, but I can still change myself, sister, you once told me that everyone can't decide their own life, but they can decide how they die." β
Ma Wenrou frowned, squinted her eyes slightly, everyone knew that Li Fusheng was not joking, the last thing she wanted to see, or the last thing she wanted to hear, still happened and appeared, she couldn't help but get up and look down at him a little anxiously and said, "Are you crazy?
Li Banruo, who heard the conversation, couldn't help but open his eyes again, he felt that he needed to take a look at this Li Fusheng again, and now he suddenly had a very inexplicable impulse, that is, he wanted to sit down with this eldest young master and have a glass of wine, of course, the impulse is just an impulse, even if he has this heart, the other party will definitely not give a face, after all, his identity is here.
Li Fusheng said weakly: "I don't know, but this is the only way for me." β
"I won't allow you to do that. Ma Wenwen said word by word, and the expression on his face slowly turned solemn.
Mu Feng, who was boxing not far away, gradually slowed down, although he couldn't hear the conversation between Ma Wenrou and Li Fusheng, but he still felt the sudden change in the atmosphere.
"Sister, I grew up, in such a Li family does not fight or grab, hard work, and I don't even care about becoming a lizi, I think this is what I owe to the Li family, because the Li family gave me such a springboard, but this time, how can I not stand on the side of the Li family, I am disappointed in this family that I have never suspected, three years ago, and now, I want to be like her, brave once, willful once, just once, enough. Li Fusheng said lightly, there seemed to be stars in his eyes, but they gradually dimmed with the rivers and lakes, but when he said this, he brightened again.
Ma Wenrou had a little trembling on her body, this didn't look like a person who came to watch the play, arriving in the capital two days ahead of schedule was enough to show the weight of this wedding in her heart, although she had covered it up before Li Banruo before, but now, it was finally completely revealed.
If this impeccable woman really has a weakness, I'm afraid the entire Xicheng won't believe it, but now, Li Banruo seems to have seen this rare sight, and it seems that even Ma Wenrou has someone who wants to protect it.
Although the image of Ma Gentle is no longer so perfect in Li Panruo's heart, it is slowly becoming real in Li Panruo's heart, as if the former Ma Gentle is not like a person, just a machine.
Looking at Li Fusheng's expression, Ma Wenrou regretted to find a point, it seemed that she couldn't change Li Fusheng no matter what she did, her brain was running rapidly, looking for the best way, but in the end there was no plan that she was satisfied with, this was a huge and terrifying turmoil, even if she couldn't take charge of the direction of this storm, as far as her position and identity were concerned, she could only watch, that's all.
"Why, don't you give yourself such a chance, a person, this life will not only love such a once, floating life, don't you understand this obvious truth? You have seen a lot of the world, but why are you still so naΓ―ve emotionally. Ma said softly, not so much that this was her persuasion, but that it was her exclamation.
After Li Fusheng heard this, he shook his head unmoved, but nodded again and said: "Perhaps, this is my naivety, but for loving someone deeply, I think that in this life, such a person is enough, and I have never thought of loving someone again." β
Ma let out a long breath gently, through Li Fusheng's firmness, she also saw her own powerlessness, she knew that even if she said it, she couldn't change such a Li Fusheng in front of her, because he had beaten him in the most painful way in the past three years, and he was still not shaken, not to mention that she just said a few words.
Li Panruo did not close his eyes again, but stared deeply at this man with his head up, pretending to be strong, he suddenly thought of such a person, through such a person, he remembered many, many people, he couldn't be sure if this was a person's stupidity, but he couldn't raise any mocking emotions.
Sad and respectable.
The sound of hurried footsteps came, Mu Feng stopped what he was doing this time, looked at Li Shuijie, who was really angry from afar, and then looked at such a scene in the courtyard again, and couldn't help but show embarrassment, this was completely electric and flint.
Li Shuijie, who was dressed in black, walked away from the courtyard, Mu Fengzheng looked at him with a strange expression, and couldn't help asking, "Is there something?"
Mu Feng came back to his senses and pointed to the courtyard.
Li Shuijie looked at the place Mu Feng pointed to, it was a woman with long hair fluttering, as if her body was full of a kind of holiness, and she slowly narrowed her eyes that seemed to be able to see through a dirty scene.