196 Hospital 4
The ward at night seems to be much quieter, and after thinking twice during the day, I feel that Lin will still take care of me.
It's very inappropriate.
"Qiao Yu, what are you thinking?"
Since he opened his mouth to ask me, I said what I was holding in my heart: "Why don't we find a caregiver,
Isn't it wrong to let her do this?"
"What's wrong? Did I still tell you anything today?"
"No, she's engaged!"
He relieved himself and said, "After coming out of the operating room, she offered to help you wipe your body. ”
I analyzed to him: "At that time I was in a coma, but now the situation is different, and she will embarrass me."
Uncomfortable. ”
"Then how do I open my mouth to her...... She is also a heart. ”
"I'll be tactful and tell her, you just need to help me get a nurse. ”
"Qiao Yu, this is the reason why your relationship failed, and you can't let go of many things. ”
I glanced at him and felt that what he said was incomprehensible: "I have no other merits as a person, but I
Knowing the word "acquaintance", when he was dying, it may have been out of a sense of pity,
But isn't it too much trouble for her to take care of her for so long? We don't take the initiative to tell her, and neither does she
I'm embarrassed to bring it up. ”
He came over to me and asked, "Then why don't you know someone like me at all?"
Fail to keep the faith...... What is it that makes you insist on going home, is it bad to stay here?
We help you with the children you can devote yourself to managing the company, you are so far away from us with jace,
Your mom isn't here, I don't know we're going to be worried? If you don't like living with us, I'm not
Did you buy a house in Shanghai...... Your life is still very long, since you still have no fate,
Find the right person to marry later. ”
To be honest, I can't figure out why I left so resolutely, Lin was still at that time
That's part of the reason, yes, the main thing is the so-called bullshit self-esteem.....
Seeing that he kept staring at me and wanted a result, I said later, "Follow me."
Mom grew up in such an environment since I was a child, and you let me cross such a high position all of a sudden, which is a kind of unknown teacher
Besides, I also prefer my own city, where I have friends and a familiar environment
A sense of belonging. ”
"Aren't you going to stay in Los Angeles too? What's the difference?"
"Didn't I tell you...... WHEN ELLA AND I WERE TOGETHER, IT WAS A FAMILY, AND MEN ALWAYS HAD A SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY
Bar...... It should also focus on the family, and besides, a marriage that has just failed is quite a big blow. ”
He repeated what he had said before, "I know that you and still end up like this, or that sentence,
It's better for you to stay in Los Angeles......"
I saw that he had a guilty expression, so I took over: "Actually, I also wanted to return to China at that time.
It's just a matter of time. ”
"Now I hope you will take a little light, take good care of your body, and when you are discharged from the hospital, I will buy you one
A model with better crash resistance, I was scared of you by the successive car accidents. ”
Originally, I thought he was hurting me, but from the expression on his face it didn't seem like he was joking, and I suddenly realized
It's a hundred times to die this time, except for the guilt of the children, at least you don't have to face your feelings
The pain, especially Lin is still about to belong to someone else's blow.
If she and Tang Yi were together, I would feel a little better, after all, they had a marriage contract first,
And Lin still chose me, emotionally she was biased towards me, but the man I saw that day, though
I didn't see what he looked like, but Lin still wanted to walk with him, and I knew that in a sense I was
Losing her love, coupled with knowing from Liu Sha's words, really made me feel like a failure!
I closed my eyes in a depressed mood...... After calming down, he asked again, "I don't know about this injury."
How long do you have to keep it, and if I can, I want to go back and raise ......"
He quickly interrupted me: "You just stay here, who will take care of you when you go back?
I can't move my body. ”
Listening to his resolute tone, I still don't want to fight with him at this moment......
"Where's my mobile phone? I want to call Han Yixuan, I have to ask about the situation on the farm. ”
"The phone has been broken, I'll buy you a new one tomorrow. ”
I immediately asked, "Did you take out the card inside?"
All the contact information is stored inside, which is much more valuable than a mobile phone.
"The accident is still being dealt with, you have to ask her tomorrow...... You're using ipho
e, no
In addition, if you save it, the numbers inside are all gone, see if the phone can be repaired, and put it inside first
Something is copied out and then said. ”
"It's a pity that the car I just bought has only been driven for half a year. ”
"Qiao Yu, I see that you are quite dedicated to the Volkswagen brand, and the car you bought was the same as last time. ”
I said to myself a little bit, "People are also dedicated..... It's just that this society is too complicated, people's hearts
Speculation. ”
"When you meet a woman who is still like this, everyone will be dedicated, only you will get to today's situation with her,
I've seen a lot of women in the business world, and they're generally very strong, like they're still so smart and not
It is rare for a woman to lose her grace...... Now that she can't grasp it, let her live what she wants
's life has dragged people older, and they should find a home. ”
Think about it...... We met and had children when we were 26 years old, and so much has passed in a blink of an eye
Women's age is indeed at a disadvantage compared to men.
It's another sleepless night, whenever as long as Lin still brings me ups and downs in my heart, I
will lose sleep, maybe it's a kind of fate...... It was said that the character was destined for fate, and he was in Taiwan at that time
In this case, if I can still relax and act as if nothing happened, then it is not my personality.
Maybe Lin is still really married, which is the day I am relieved!
Thinking about it, I fell asleep in a daze, but my thinking didn't stop there, and I kept doing it
Messy dreams, with children, Lin Yi, and my mother in the dream. I seemed like a trapped
I couldn't move, as if I was tied to a rope, and I wanted to break free...
... But they can't escape their suffocating net.
After waking up...... I was weak and listened to the sound of his even breathing next to me, but I couldn't anymore
Fall asleep......