"Okay, what do you want to eat today? Although I didn't have a good time with you today, I can have a good meal with you, which is also good, usually I don't have much effort to eat with you.

So I must accompany you well today, and you must not blame me, I usually want to accompany you, but I can't breathe at all due to so many things, I rarely accompany you, and I don't have to make up for it today. ”

Lu Xiaoman does have a lot of things to do, so he also wants to accompany this girl today and accompany her well, otherwise he will ask him and say that he has very little time to accompany him.

So he felt that he couldn't ignore his thoughts in the future, and if he kept doing this, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to stand it.

"It's okay, I know you're usually busy, and I don't want you to worry about it because of me, so don't say it in the future because I don't want to say these things, I'm dragging you back. ”

This girl is simply too kind, even if Lu Xiaoman treats her like this, she has no complaints, even Lu Xiaoman has a faint pain in her heart, and she is very uncomfortable.

"I must compensate you well in the future, you have really suffered a lot with me, and I don't have much time to spend with you and me, I really wronged you. If we hadn't been together at the beginning, in fact, I have always been grateful to you, because you have always been with me, have always comforted me, and have always been the pillar of my heart, if it were not for you, I am afraid that I would not be where I am now. ”

What Lu Xiaoman said was completely true, if he hadn't cultivated this girl, I'm afraid he wouldn't be where he is now, after all, if he hadn't suddenly enriched his heart at that time, he would have been very confused at that time.

So now he doesn't live up to his original confused state, and now he has a goal, a direction, and something he wants to pursue, all because of this girl, if there is no him, then all of this will no longer exist.

"Actually, I haven't done much, it's just because of yourself, if you understand yourself, if you wake up and understand, then these are nothing, but if you don't understand yourself, you don't wake up, then these are all in vain, even if I'm your girlfriend, it won't help. ”

He won't take this kind of credit for himself, after all, he doesn't feel that he has done anything, and he feels that what he did is because the two of them are boyfriend and girlfriend, and the two of them should be like this, so he just didn't forget his original intention to do it, but he didn't pamper and be arrogant.

"Do you know why I like you so much? It's because of your character, because you don't care about any credit and don't care about the more vain things, so I've always liked your character very much. ”

This girl made him like nothing more than this, because he never thought about how important he was, he always felt that he was a dispensable person, and he put his attitude very low, and put his position very low, instead of thinking of himself as the indispensable part of this boy's heart, it was because he put his attitude very low, so she could be like this.

In fact, he felt that if there was no boy, he probably wouldn't be where he is now, after all, he felt that his life was given to him, and everything was given to him again, even his parents were able to survive, in fact, it was because of his contribution that they were able to survive.

"Don't say this again in the future, let's go to dinner, don't mention this again, it's all your credit that my parents came to life, and if you say these things again, I'm afraid I won't feel good in my heart, after all, we've been together for so long, and you actually talked to me about this." ”

Zuo Xinyu doesn't want to talk to him about this, after all, if he talks about this, then he may not be able to pay it off in his life, and he doesn't want the relationship between them to have anything complicated, he just wants the relationship between them to become that kind of innocence, into that kind of pure love, not the kind of thing that only holds interests.

"Okay, okay, I know what you think in your heart, I know what you should do, how I should do it, I never thought you would owe me anything, I never thought that you have what must belong to me, but my love for you will never change. ”

Lu Xiaoman never thought that this girl would be able to do nothing without him, but he felt that if this girl lacked him, maybe it would be okay, but he really couldn't do without this girl, and the relationship between the two of them could be reversed.

"Don't talk about it, you and I know the relationship between us, there's no need to say this, besides, when do you think I coveted something from you? Or do you have any opinions about you?"

He never felt that the boy owed him anything, or that the boy owed himself something.

On the contrary, she owes more to this boy, so he never thought about fighting for anything, or that he had to let this boy give him something, she has always put herself in a very low position, and she doesn't feel that this boy has had any impact on her, because his biggest impression of him is to make his life better.

"Okay, okay, don't talk about anything else, now let's start preparing to go, have a good meal, we didn't have a good time when we came out today, let's have a good meal, today is also the first time I have accompanied you out, if I haven't accompanied you well today, will you still believe me in the future?

I'm afraid I won't believe in myself anymore, I'm sorry, I'll keep my promise from today onwards, don't worry. ”

Lu Xiaoman pursed his mouth, and then watched him drag him directly to the nearest Sichuan restaurant, and the two of them began to feast.

Originally, he was going to accompany this girl out to play today, but he didn't succeed, if he didn't go shopping in the city, they could only have a good meal and go back to prepare to come back tomorrow, or there was no chance tomorrow Lu Xiaoman could only look at the next chance.

"Let's discuss how about a matter, if such a thing happens again in the future, you must not apologize to me, and I am not qualified to let you apologize to me, after all, you usually support the family, and if there is no you, my life will not be able to go on, so if you apologize to me all day long, I am also very guilty in my heart. ”

Zuo Xinyu knew that he didn't make any money, and he didn't support the family, if he didn't have the boy in front of him, then he was afraid that his life would be a mess, and he would have no financial resources.

So she can only rely on this boy now, and if he apologizes to himself now, isn't that just a slap in the face? She can't stand such an apology.

"I don't apologize to you, I just think that maybe the life between us is not just like this, maybe it could be better, maybe right, so you don't have to think too much, I just think it's better, if I think too much, then I'm also very uncomfortable. ”

Lu Xiaoman pretended to be pitiful, as if this girl said such things at this time, which made him very sad, and it seemed that he didn't say this from the beginning.

Besides, the relationship between them is priceless, and there is no need for him to say that he has wronged himself.

"You try this dish, I feel that it should be very delicious, it looks very spicy, I prefer this spicy taste, which is more in line with my taste, I don't know if your taste is relatively light, but you can cook a little spicy for me in the future." ”

Lu Xiaoman's taste is heavier, but this girl obviously has a lighter taste, so every time she cooks, although she likes to eat it, she thinks it is very delicious, but she still lacks a little soul, for a person who likes to eat chili peppers, if there is no chili pepper at every meal, then I am afraid that there is something missing.

"Okay, okay, I know, I know your tastes, and when I cook in the future, I'll be able to prescribe the right medicine, and what you eat at this time, isn't it very simple? ”

Zuo Xinyu knows his taste, and it is very simple to cook what he wants to cook in the future, after all, he made his taste, if he can't make these meals, it can only mean that he didn't think seriously at all, he didn't really do it at all, he didn't care about this boy at all, obviously he cared, obviously he liked to cook for him, so she could still remember this little request.

"If you want to eat anything in the future, tell me directly or when you want to eat, tell me in advance, then I will know that I will be ready to go grocery shopping in advance, and you don't have anything polite to me, there is nothing polite between us, if there is anything in the future, you can tell me directly and don't hide it." ”

Zuo Xinyu felt that there was not much estrangement between the two of them, and he would make him whatever kind of flavor he liked.

"Okay, okay, I know that you are the most virtuous, and I will definitely tell you in advance what I want to eat in the future, and besides, if you have time, you can do it at home, if you don't have time, we will go out to eat, and besides, we are not short of money now, you can eat wherever you want, even if you run all over the city, there is no problem. ”

And with their current economic conditions, they can afford to eat anywhere in this city, and with their current economic strength, there is no problem at all where to go.

"It's not hygienic to eat outside, and the nutrition is not balanced, let's eat at home, when the time comes, I will cook directly at home, and I also have time, and it is not that there is no time, if you have time, you invite us, I will cook at home, we will eat at home, eat outside hygiene, and eat not at ease, and the food is not safe, and the food is not appropriate." ”

For girls, cooking should be a necessary skill, and for boys, whether their other half can cook or do laundry are all conditions to measure whether she can run a family.

After all, for boys, a girl is virtuous and virtuous, in fact, it has been passed down since ancient times, although it has been abandoned now, but it will still add a lot of color.

"Okay, okay, don't talk about this, I'm going to move, I'm hungry now, although we didn't do anything today, but it's really tired, eat some food today, I think you can be less tired when you go back in the evening, you don't have to cook." ”

If you go back after dinner today, he won't have to cook anymore when he goes back in the evening, which will save him a lot of trouble.

"So what? If you get hungry again when you go back in the evening, I'll still have to cook you a meal, and we'll buy some ingredients when we go back later, and I'll make you a few meals tomorrow if you don't go out at home." ”

He actually wanted the boy to be at home very much, and it would be a chance for the two of them to be alone, but he had too many things to do, and the time to be able to spend with him was simply too little, so even if he wanted to cook a few meals for the boy, it was a luxury.

"It's okay, even if we don't have time tomorrow, we will have more time in the future, have a good meal today, and we may have a chance to eat tomorrow." ”

He also knew that he had too little time to spend with this girl, and he often promised her, but he didn't do it, and he was very guilty.

If it weren't for herself, this girl might not have suffered from gains and losses like this, usually he is still very good, and he is still very arrogant, but since following herself, she has no such mentality at all.

"It's okay, even if you won't be at home tomorrow, it's okay, there will always be a chance for us to be alone in the future, and we are not together for a day or two, there will be more opportunities in the future, I won't care about these two days, besides, tomorrow I cooked, you can go out after eating, all this is very non-conflicting." ”

The two of them are talking about tomorrow while feasting here, and if he can't be at home tomorrow, then he will be left alone, which is really boring, really lonely.

It's just that if Lu Xiaoman goes out, she must agree, otherwise it will be a very big blow to him in the future, after all, this boy is so important to her, and she is also very important to this boy, if she keeps pestering him, I'm afraid he really won't go out, and it will affect his career and his development at that time.

Therefore, you should not be too selfish, you should not love yourself too much, but you should love your beloved.

Binding him to his home is not good for him, but smooths out his edges and corners.