Chapter 446: The Choice of Life and Death
"What!" Ha Er jumped up in shock when he heard this.
It has been with Dujiuyou for a hundred years, and it hasn't even heard him say these things, how can this not surprise Ha Er?
Du Jiuyou smiled bitterly, he picked up the teacup in his hand and drank it directly, his tone was indescribable: "Sun Yu, you say, if you are me, how should you face this?"
Hearing these questions from Du Jiuyou, Sun Yu was stunned.
He really hadn't thought about it before, if it was him....
"At the beginning, it was you who destroyed the whole clan of the moon and shadowless, and then she killed you and deprived all your clansmen of their minds, it seems..."
"It's not a big problem, is it?" Du Jiuyou smiled bitterly.
Sun Yu didn't speak, but his attitude was almost acquiescing.
"This... I rub. Ha Er swallowed his saliva, and now that he finally understood the content of the conversation between the two.
"All this happened so to speak, a cycle of cause and effect, she hated me, I hated her, in fact, in the end we evened out. Du Jiuyou's hand holding the teacup was a little pale.
Sun Yu glanced at Dujiuyou's movements, and there was a deep meaning in his eyes, "If you really see it, your cultivation won't always fall like this." ”
In Sun Yi's words, Dujiuyou's face turned pale in an instant.
"You know everything?" muttered Dujiu You.
"I don't know anything. Sun Yu shrugged his shoulders, as a matter of course.
Ha Er was confused when he heard it next to him, what kind of dumb riddle were these two playing?
Sun Yu ignored the pleading look at Ha Er next to him, and he said, "I told you about the trials I went through in the system, so I can probably understand some of your feelings..."
"No, you won't understand, people have different joys and sorrows. Du Jiuyou directly interrupted Sun Yu's words.
Sun Yu still wanted to say something, but seeing that Du Jiuyou didn't want to say any more, he knew that what he was saying today was useless.
"That's it, I hope you can see it and really let go of all the past. ”
Sun Yu dropped this sentence, and after that, he took Ha Eryang, who looked confused, and left, leaving Dujiuyou alone to look at the sky outside in a daze.
...
Leaving the small world of Hongjue, Sun Yu did not return to the main hall of the Ukiyo-e, but opened the space of the system and took Ha Er into the world full of stars.
"So what the hell is going on, master, tell me. Ha Er's face was ignorant, it had a puzzled face from just now, and it was impatient to be very eager for the truth.
"Ha Er, what do you say the monk is pursuing in his life?"
Sun Yu suddenly asked Ha Er a question.
Ha Er was stunned by Sun Yu's question, it didn't care about the surrounding environment, and began to think.
"To live a better life, live longer?" Ha Er racked his brains, and couldn't even think of how to answer Sun Yu's question.
"I don't know. ”
Sun Yu said four words softly, his words made Ha Er stunned, and then Ha Er reacted, I'm afraid Sun Yu's question is the question of most monks.
"Master, what do you want to tell me?"
It was so anxious that it had begun to spin in place, and the feeling of being kept in the dark did not make it feel good.
"The truth of the matter doesn't matter anymore, I just feel that I seem to have understood a lot of things in the triple trial of the system, and I probably know the meaning of the system's arrangement. ”
Sun Yu touched Ha Er's head, and his tone was very gentle.
"Master, I really feel that you are completely different from before, you have changed a lot, you are in a place we don't know, have you really experienced a lot?"
Sun Yu chuckled, "That's inevitable. ”
He didn't tell Ha Erming a lot of things, needless to say and needless to say, everything may be arranged according to fate, he tried hard to break free from fate, but now he is still like a marionette, so what qualifications does he have to comment?
"No matter what, Ha Er wants the master to be happy and happy the most. Ha Er looked at Sun Yu's eyes full of sincerity.
Sun Yu was stunned when he heard Ha Er's words, he slowly leaned on Ha Er and squatted down, and finally sat in this space full of stars, he held Ha Er, looking at the constantly rotating galaxy below, his voice was a little erratic...
"Dujiu You's cultivation has been falling, not because of the old illness in his body, but because of his inner demons. ”
"Demons?"
"Well, the inner demon, that inner demon named Yue Wuying has been pestering him. ”
"Is there no way around it?"
"Unless he cuts off his demons. ”
"Master, are you like that now?"
"I cut it off. ”
"All about Sister Red?"
"Well..."
After saying this, Sun Yu suddenly let out a sigh, and he finally said what he had accumulated in his heart in one breath.
"Is this what you've been thinking about?" Ha Er licked Sun Yu's face, his tone a little distressed.
"Yes or no, I saw my own shadow in Dujiuyou's body, although the things I experienced were different, but in the end I was still stumped by one person. ”
"You choose to move on and cut off the bonds, and Dujiuyou has always been like a trapped beast, sticking to his own side of the world?" Speaking of this, Ha Er finally understood the conversation between Sun Yu and Dujiuyou just now.
Stunned, or stunned...
Ha Er suddenly didn't want to understand the content of the conversation between them, it was too complicated, and it really couldn't understand.
Sun Yu's hand played with Ha Er's hair for a while, and his voice was low, as if talking to himself, but he was still heard by Ha Er.
"I've always been selfish.... I abandoned Yao Xin'er and failed Tsing Yi, but now that Hongjue has passed away, I choose to forget her in my heart. ”
"I'm afraid I'll never understand the word love. ”
Sun Yu touched his heart, he could feel the demon pill given to him by Hongjue beating in his body, constantly providing spiritual power to supply his blood, and then from the blood to the heart, all at once, accompanied by his pulse, but now he couldn't feel any emotional ups and downs.
"Do you want Dujiu You to cut off the root of love like you, but you don't want him to cut it off?" Ha Er asked tentatively.
"Their things are so much more complicated than ours and we can't generalize completely, I just hope... He can think more about himself as he moves forward. Sun Yu's voice was a little choked.
"The host..."
"I'm here. ”
One man and one dog snuggled together, they hadn't been like this for a long time.
"What the player encounters is not actually a big thing, but a kind of cultivation. ”
At this moment, the voice of the system suddenly sounded, and Sun Yu was not surprised by the appearance of the system's voice.
"That's true, but..."
"You're the system, you don't fully understand. ”
"I don't need to understand that I'm here to figure out the best way forward for the player. ”
Sun Yu sneered as if he had heard some joke, "Do you stipulate my life? My life still needs to be planned by others, I'm really a waste, I used to live, and now I still want to live, my pursuit is only to live now, system, is this what you want to see?"
The system didn't answer for a long time, and just when Sun Yu thought that the system wouldn't say any more, it suddenly spoke...
"The survival that the players are looking for is now a challenge that is difficult, but not too difficult..."
"But have you ever thought that the player may one day be faced with a real choice, faced with the choice of continuing to live or dying..."
"Heh... The most important thing I need to do now is to keep myself from having to deal with such a choice, and with you saying that, I now feel that there is no shame in making it my goal to live. Although Sun Yu's tone was sarcastic, it was extremely serious.
After all, the purpose of cultivating the Tao is to remain in the world forever.
"I hope so. ”
The system dropped this sentence and never said anything again, and Sun Yu didn't really care about this conversation between them.
What he didn't know, however, was that in the long future, the words of the system would eventually become a reality... And he's faced with a choice that really matters everything...
Continuing to live?
Still is....