Chapter 96: Are You Willing to Let Me Worry About You?
Such a very peculiar scene in front of him made everyone around him show surprised expressions.
Compared with everyone's surprise, Zhao Xiangmei was more worried about whether Baizhu's body would be affected because of this.
However, Baizhu quickly put down his hands, and when she saw the smile on Baizhu's face, Zhao Xiangmei slowly breathed a sigh of relief.
When Baizhu came out of this circle, this big group of people stared at him, and Baizhu said with a smile: "The wind was quite strong just now, this place is good, why is it settled like this, and it will start work directly in two days!"
Baizhu didn't explain to everyone why his hair was completely upside down just now, and the exploration team members were disbanded by Baizhu at the first time.
Everyone took the money, went back to their own homes, and found their own mothers.
At the moment, Baizhu has two very important things to do, the first is to seal off this valley as soon as possible and build a gate that can be traversed at will for 15 years.
The other thing is to go back 15 years and dig a basement under the factory and build a laboratory that is really fully automatic to calculate data.
Baizhu has never liked to put eggs in one basket when doing things, and because of this, he will habitually set up points in several places, which is like the legendary cunning rabbit three holes.
Although it is a bit troublesome to do this, when it really encounters problems, at least it will not make Baizhu lose too much.
After all, there are all kinds of unknown forces in this world, and Bai Shu doesn't know if these people have been secretly observing him, although he can't feel whether anyone is snooping in the dark now, but once he shows his true ability, he will definitely be coveted by other forces.
You can't go wrong now!
Baizhu didn't stay in this village for a long time, for him, the people of this village made him feel disgusted.
And he is still not very skilled in dealing with Zhao Xiangmei's feelings, and he doesn't know what kind of way he should face Zhao Xiangmei now.
Baizhu has always liked to be a shopkeeper, he handed over the matter of negotiating the project to Huang Bowen, and he drove Zhao Xiangmei back to the East China Sea.
On the way back to the East China Sea, Baizhu drove, and Zhao Xiangmei sat in the passenger seat of Baizhu.
The two of them didn't speak at first, and Zhao Xiangmei lowered her head slightly like a child who had done something wrong.
Will you sneak a glance at the driving Baizhu?
At this time, Zhao Xiangmei also showed a very peculiar state.
Because Zhao Xiangmei couldn't be sure whether what Bai Shu said just now was from his heart, or whether he said it in order to protect himself or pity himself under the specific circumstances at that time.
So now Zhao Xiangmei's mood can be said to be uneasy, and her heart is like a rabbit, jumping very hard.
Baizhu drove in silence for about two hours, and in these two hours, many thoughts came to Baizhu's mind.
In fact, he was also thinking about why he said such a thing just now. When he entered the other party's parents' hometown with Zhao Xiangmei in his arms, were the emotions he showed real?
Or is it that under the circumstances at that time, what sprouted was not the so-called love, but a kind of pity.
For more than two hours, when Bai Zhu was concentrating on driving, he would always flash some very strange thoughts from time to time, until he finally made sure that he didn't say that he didn't hate Zhao Xiangmei, but liked Zhao Xiangmei.
He likes the very clean feeling given by Zhao Xiangmei, which is a little different from He Zhiyao.
He Zhiyao's innocence comes from her first impression of Baizhu, as well as her heart and what she usually does.
But Zhao Xiangmei is different, Zhao Xiangmei's atractylodes feel like a lotus flower out of the mud.
After all, when Baizhu first met Zhao Xiangmei, Zhao Xiangmei was the image of a mature woman, but now she is still an untrained woman.
This kind of change is indeed a bit big, coupled with the recent contact between Baizhu and Zhao Xiangmei, I have gradually understood her personality, and I have also explored her heart to a certain extent.
Baizhu is not a person who sticks to reality, and he can't be bound by those rules and regulations, after understanding that the world is not as regular as he knew before, Baizhu's worldview has changed a lot.
And until now, he still remembers Jian Wangshu in his heart, 15 years later, at this moment, Jian Wangshu is no longer alive, and Baizhu must go back to 15 years ago and use the substances extracted from his own blood to treat Jian Wangshu.
And this piece, Iceberg Beauty is already researching, because Jian Wangshu's cancer is very serious, which is different from He Zhiyao, and the research time will be longer.
Jian Wangshu's death touched Baizhu a lot, and he would never let people who had feelings for him disappear into his world, especially when he saw Zhao Xiangmei being beaten by a group of women just now.
At that moment, Baizhu saw despair in Zhao Xiangmei's eyes.
And that kind of despair also made Baizhu try to imagine whether Jian Wangshu was lying on the hospital bed, whether the look in his eyes was also like this.
So after figuring it out, Baizhu finally turned his head slightly to look at Zhao Xiangmei next to him and said, "Sister Mei, there are some things I have already said in your house before, and I can repeat or emphasize them now." I don't hate you, on the contrary, I actually like you, but I don't know if this liking is called love. The only thing I can tell you is that I don't want to see you uncomfortable. Of course, the reason why I don't want to see you feel uncomfortable is not that I feel irritated, but that when I see you in that state, I feel uncomfortable from the bottom of my heart. It's not uncomfortable, it's ...... Oops, I can't tell anyway. ”
When Baizhu said these words, Zhao Xiangmei had already raised her head and looked at Baizhu.
She didn't speak the whole time, because she felt like something was blocked in her heart, and she couldn't say it.
"As for me, you can see me as a person who is not dedicated to feelings, because I have a girlfriend myself, and the two of us have had a very intimate relationship, and she herself does not have much expectations for the so-called marriage, and the two of us may continue to do it in such a boyfriend and girlfriend way. ”
When Baizhu said this, Zhao Xiangmei didn't react much, but because of Baizhu's honesty, she felt that she really seemed to have received Baizhu's approval.
"In addition, I also have a person myself, who will use her life to protect and love no matter what, and now she is on the other side of the world, and she may appear in front of me in the future. But no matter what, no matter what happens around me, no matter how many people there are around me, I don't want you to disappear from my sight. ”
After Baizhu finished saying these words, Zhao Xiangmei finally spoke.
At this time, she still seemed a little depressed, but when this suppressed emotion reached a breaking point, Zhao Xiangmei suddenly clenched her fists as if she was trying her best.
She shouted at Baizhu: "I, I'm an unclean person, I always thought that I was not qualified to stay by your side, but, but today you said that sentence in front of so many people, I think, I don't think I will forget you until I die! If you don't dislike it, you can treat me as a cleaner, treat me as a cook, as long as you don't hate me, I will always be by your side!"
In fact, the conversation between Baizhu and Zhao Xiangmei is a little strange, and the emotional points of the two people don't seem to have reached a straight line.
But they are like two parallel lines, because this time the conversation suddenly has an intersection.
And after Zhao Xiangmei tried her best to shout out the emotions in her heart completely, she slowly recovered her ruddy complexion, and there was more affection in her eyebrows when she looked at Baizhu.
Zhao Xiangmei's gesture has at least shown her own state of mind to Baizhu, and Baizhu also knows that her goal has been achieved.
It is impossible for him to say that in such a short period of time, he has really established an inseparable and glue-like relationship with Zhao Xiangmei.
Because this is impossible, the man himself can be said to be a lower body animal, and once the emotions relax after a few sensations, he will calm down.
No matter how enchanting and graceful the person in front of you is, he will lose his original fieryness.
Feelings are not suddenly generated because of the sudden explosion of adrenaline hormones, it takes a certain amount of time to get along, through some running-in, through some subtle emotional communication, and then slowly build up.
Baizhu and Zhao Xiangmei already have a certain emotional foundation, but they have always been in a state of avoidance.
Now that the words have been spoken, Baizhu and Zhao Xiangmei feel as if they are relieved.
The two of them didn't say much, they maintained a very wonderful feeling with each other, and then they stretched infinitely on this spacious road.
Baizhu took Zhao Xiangmei directly back to his hometown, and when he got out of the car, Baizhu deliberately opened the door of the passenger seat and reached out to lead Zhao Xiangmei down.
Pushing open the door of the room and looking at the familiar furniture and environment, Bai Zhu took Zhao Xiangmei's hand and came to the living room.
When she came back this time, Zhao Xiangmei's mood also changed a lot.
Especially now standing so face-to-face with Baizhu, she felt that her heart was beating fast.
He put his hands on Zhao Xiangmei's shoulders, and then lowered his head slightly and looked directly at Zhao Xiangmei: "Sister Mei, you will remember it in the future." From now on, whatever you do, as long as you leave my sight, you must call me and report it. Because you must know that if you don't show up in my sight, I'll worry about you, are you willing to let me worry about you?"