Chapter 18: I Can't Do It

Qin Zhao is in Qingxi's house and has two old servants, Sister-in-law Liu and Sister-in-law Qi, it is said that because he is the one who has taken care of Qin Zhao since he was a child in the Qin Mansion, he followed him after moving out of the old mansion.

I was very happy to see me coming, and after asking me about my tastes, I made a table of dishes that I liked. It is said that I have never seen the eldest young master bring any woman here, and I am the first one who can spend the night in Qingxi, and I must be a very important guest.

At this time, the family doctor came, Qin Zhao asked the family doctor to carefully examine my body, I was in a coma for too long, and after I woke up, I went to buy drunk again, worried about what sequelae would be left.

After the examination, the doctor said that a series of complications such as fever caused by inflammation had actually been treated in the hospital, but after almost healing, I still fell into a coma and could not wake up, and the doctor was helpless.

There is nothing wrong with the body, thanks to the strong recovery ability of youth, in addition to taking medicine on time every day, hanging bottles, eating lightly, and not eating spicy and irritating food, so it should be fine for a week or so.

After the examination, he took my hand and led me to the table to eat.

"Eat some shrimp. Qin Zhao picked up a braised shrimp, carefully peeled the shrimp skin, and when he saw that it was all cleaned, he put it in my bowl. "It's too thin, make up for it. I asked them to fly back from New Zealand. I didn't dare not eat it, so I lowered my head and ate the shrimp carefully.

Qin Zhao saw it, he was very satisfied, and touched my face, "Eat less at night, it's time to accumulate food, I still have a job, you can rest early after eating." ”

I could see that he didn't want to face me today.

What happened today tore apart the long-disguised warmth between us, and made him clearly aware that after so long, I still haven't forgotten Qin Hui even the slightest.

Qin Zhao is so proud, he won't let me see him lose control.

After he said that, he turned and went upstairs to go to the study to deal with the company's affairs.

The Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment and hatred, and you can't ask for it.

Love parting, life is like this.

Love is born from love, and if there is no love, there will be no suffering.

Even if I don't love him, I can be nice to him.

"Qin Zhao. "I sat in my chair and called out his name.

"Call my name again. He paused, turned to look at me.

"Qin Zhao. I shouted again and said to him, "I have something to say to you." ”

"If you have anything to say, let's talk about it tomorrow. He turned around and wanted to go upstairs, but his back turned out to be a little evasive.

"Not what you think......"

I felt so bad.

What you don't want to see is what you want to see. Those who don't want to leave want to be separated.

Love parting, can't beg, bitter.

"Qin Zhao, it is the most rare thing to be happy with each other, and you will be happy when you let go of your obsession. I will be good to you, and I will slowly forget Qin Hui, this is actually my own business. As for what you are asking for, there is only one person in your eyes and only you in your heart, and I don't think I can do it. I looked at him seriously, "Who in Jiangbei doesn't know that King Qin Yan is handsome and chic, and countless women want to have a spring night with you, even if they don't have a name." Why are you hanging yourself from my tree? ”

"Oh?" his eyes were like frost, and I was chilled, "Miss Chen, is this asking me to find a few more lovers?" ”

"Mr. Qin, after all, strictly speaking, it is more accurate to describe the employment relationship between us. ”

"No more talk. Qin Zhao looked down at me who was still sitting at the dining table, "Since you can only think of using employment to describe the relationship between us, then as an employer, you have the right to let you, an employee, do anything." ”

He didn't look at me again, and went upstairs without saying a word.

I sat on the chair, looking at the shrimp skin in his bowl, and suddenly a physiological disgust welled up, and the moment I stared at his figure disappearing at the end of the stairs, I suddenly got up and pushed the chair away and ran to the nearest bathroom.

"Vomit, vomit......" I desperately reached deep into my throat and groped. I vomited out all the things I had just eaten. Sister-in-law Liu, who came in behind me when she heard the voice, was very surprised, and while patting me on the back, she asked, "Miss, what's wrong with you, where are you uncomfortable, do you want to call a doctor to come and take a look?" ”

I was too busy vomiting to speak, so I waved at her to signal that I didn't care, and I sat down slowly on the toilet until I had nothing to vomit.

I repeatedly assured my sister-in-law that I had nothing to do, and that if I felt uncomfortable, I would definitely call her. She then turned away and went back to the kitchen.

After vomiting, I felt much better, got up and took advantage of their inattention, quietly went to the basement, and stood in front of the rows of wine racks, thinking about which bottle to choose today. I took a random bottle, uncorked it with a corkscrew, and threw it to the ground. And he sat on the ground, and threw up his head and poured wine. Red wine is not intoxicating, I felt that it was not too enjoyable after drinking a bottle, and I groped for a bottle of white wine, probably either Moutai or Wuliangye, who knows. After a few sips, the stamina of the two mixtures came up, and he was drunk in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, I saw myself lying on my bed in my bedroom, dressed in a clean new nightdress. There was no one on his side, thinking that Qin Zhao should go to the company. I turned around to continue sleeping, only to see a person sitting on the other side.

He sat next to me, the silhouette of the sun making him look like a perfect sculpture, and he looked at me as he buttoned his shirt to the very top.

"Is being with me something that makes you so miserable?" Qin Zhao asked calmly.

"Nope. I smiled, "It's just that I didn't control myself yesterday." I won't drink that much in the future. ”

Our faces were so close to each other that his warm breath was spraying on my face, tickling and crispy. Then he kissed me on the corner of the lips and said satisfied, "It's good to know." ”

"Something to say to me?" he said, surveying my face for a few seconds.

"Come back for dinner in the evening. I asked him.

"Do you want to cook yourself?" Qin Zhao asked me.

I nodded without denying it, and Qin Zhao kissed me on the top of my hair, "Since you cook yourself, I will definitely come back." ”

After Qin Zhao left, I didn't have the mood to continue sleeping, and I found the mobile phone that accidentally fell out of my pants pocket and shattered the screen when I vomited yesterday on the bathroom floor, and pressed the power button. I saw that there was a WeChat message sent to me by Huang Wei yesterday.

I took my broken phone and turned around and went to the basement. After opening a bottle of wine and pouring most of it, I took advantage of the courage that alcohol gave me to click on it.

"Qingqing, Zhao Muya is going back to China in two months. ”

I stared at the row of words and pointed with my fingers, read word by word, read it once and felt as if I didn't understand, and went back to read it again, after reading it a few times, I slammed my phone to the ground, ran back to the bedroom, touched two sleeping pills from the mezzanine of the bedside table, didn't even drink water, and ate it directly.

After the sleeping pills worked, I fell asleep in bed.

I don't know how long I slept this night, and when I woke up, the whole room was dark, and I was a little scared, and I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp. The touch turned out to be a hand. I screamed and turned on the light, and found that it was Qin Zhao, he moved a chair and sat on the edge of my bed, folded his arms, lying on the bedside table and pretending to sleep, and woke up immediately when he heard my screams, and said with a slight mockery, "Aren't you usually quite bold?"

Seeing that it was him, I relaxed and sat up while asking him what time it was. He put my slippers on and helped me up.

"Didn't you say you cooked it yourself? I fell asleep. Qin Zhao said after me.

As soon as I woke up, my steps were a little vain, my feet slipped, and the steps were not steady.

"Stand still. He didn't move, he caught me steadily, let me go, and flipped the light switch in the kitchen with one hand. All of a sudden, the room was bright.

Qin Zhao was still wearing a suit, he took off his suit jacket casually, and I took the initiative to take it and hung it on the hanger. Then he sat down on the couch and asked, "What are you going to do?" and I shook my head. "See for yourself in a moment. He got up immediately, and I hurriedly waved my hand and said, "Mr. Qin, you can rest for a while, you don't need to help." ”

"Can you do it yourself?" Qin Zhao said.

"Yes. "I walked to the kitchen, took out a green onion, a tomato, a bag of fat cow, a handful of enoki mushrooms from the refrigerator, and then took out the seasoning from the basket, and laid them out one by one.

"Looks professional. Qin Zhao stood on the opposite side of the island, leaning against the door frame and looking at me, his eyes a little inquisitive. "Can cook?"

"Well, since I was a child, I did it myself, and my adoptive mother ran around begging for a living and took care of herself. I nodded, my subordinates prepared the ingredients, while skillfully boiling the oil, stir-frying the green onions, adding tomatoes, fat beef and enoki mushrooms, pouring in all kinds of spices and stirring, and the small kitchen was instantly filled with a good smell.

Then I added water and put in the egg dragon beard noodles, I covered the pot, "You can eat it in five minutes." ”

He was a little interested in what I said when I was a child, and asked me a lot about my growing up, and also asked a lot about my adoptive mother, and most of the time I told him to listen, and occasionally just asked a few words.

After the noodles were out of the pot, I brought them to the table and took two pieces of chopsticks and put them on the table. Qin Zhao sat down opposite me, looked at the noodles and ordered, "It looks good, give me a big bowl." ”

I nodded and served him a bowl of noodles, "I'll make you a cup of tea to eat when you're done." ”

"Not bad. He nodded, picked a chopstick noodle and said. "I often make it for me in the future. ”

I was still very happy to hear him affirm my cooking skills, and I took some more from the pot and put it in his bowl, "Mr. Qin, eat more." ”

"Why don't you call me by name now?" Qin Zhao commanded as he ate his noodles.

"It's not good, and it's important to pay attention to the impact at home. ”

I picked a chopstick noodle and remembered that I used to make this kind of noodle for Qin Hui to eat.

"I allow you to call in private. Call me again. He looked at me and said.

"Qin ...... Qin Zhao. ”

"Hmm. ”

……

Qin Zhao's family education is very strict, and he has always pursued the practice of eating without saying a word. After he finished eating, I took the teapot and made a cup of tea, and after the tea was brewed, he picked up the cup and took a sip before asking, "Didn't you say that you had something to tell me?"