Chapter 238: This Is Friends
After Liu Qing'er finished speaking, Li Yuehua was stunned, because he never thought that his best friend loved him so deeply, and he loved that boy so much that he had poured all his hard work into it, and he would pay such a big price.
He can't change himself for her, all the shortcomings are changed into advantages, what kind of perseverance is this, he can't imagine.
I'm afraid that even those boys, even those who have great perseverance, if they want to do this, I'm afraid it will be very difficult.
But the best friend in front of her, her best friend, she actually did this, how can this not be shocking?
After all, this is a very scary thing, a person who can control himself is a really strong person, and he controls himself to such an extent, how can people not be afraid of just liking a boy, as for this?
He asked himself in his mind, if he had a crush on a boy, would he do it?
In fact, he had already reacted at the first time, if he liked such a boy, I am afraid he would not have made such a big payment, he would not have made such a big price.
For her, she feels that the concept of love is that both parties have to pay, not a person who pays very much, if he is allowed to pay by himself, he has a great reluctance and reluctance in his heart.
In this reluctance, the balance of their feelings will slowly tilt, until both of them will give up this relationship, because of the turn of face in the constant quarrel, but the relationship is even weaker.
"No matter what, I like him and I don't like him, in fact, I don't have much of a concept, from the first time I knew him, from the first time I knew him, from the first time I knew him from others, at that time I felt that I was already in love.
At that time, I was really curious about a boy for the first time, what kind of person he is, why he is like this, how capable he is, how smart he is.
In fact, all I think about in my mind is him, I think about him every day, I miss him every day, and I even want to secretly go to see him during class, to see what he is doing, but I fell behind in my homework. ”
Liu Qing'er seemed to smile self-deprecatingly, he didn't think that he had hated two people in love so much, and now he would like a person so deeply.
"Maybe this is love, maybe this is like, in fact, I have never understood what liking is, I have never understood what love is.
After passing through you, I realized that two people really have such a loving side, two people can really love each other so much, maybe the kind of love I understood before is not real love?
Maybe what you get now or what you experience now is the real love, love knows no boundaries, but also no depth, you are the kind of fraternity. ”
Li Yuehua really seemed to understand his table mate for the first time, and seemed to know her best friend for the first time, she had never felt this way before.
Now at this moment, he felt that he had been wrong before, he himself had not really realized that the girl he was now was no longer what he knew at the beginning, and that must not be the one he knew at the beginning.
"Do you feel like I've changed a lot, do you think my personality has changed a lot?
In fact, after getting to know him, I think my personality has really changed a lot, I especially want to get close to her, I especially want to get to know him, I even change my own temper, I even think about what kind of girl he will like.
I'll try all of these things for any girl he likes. ”
He smiled, but he didn't think that he didn't become the boy's girlfriend, but cheapened someone else, she thought that maybe this was fate, maybe this was fate, fate caused the two of them to never be together.
The two of them will not become a couple, the two of them can only become friends, he did not sigh, let alone regret, maybe this is the real destination between the two of them, whether it was in the past or now, even if it is to be a friend, he is really satisfied.
"If you really just want to be friends in the future, are you really satisfied?
If you were given another chance to choose again, if there was still some hope that it could be taken back, would you be willing to give up this opportunity?
Are you willing to give up the opportunity to stay with him for a long time, to die alone or to find a man you don't love and find a man you don't have feelings for a lifetime, are you willing?"
When Li Yuehua was able to say such a thing, there was a tangle in his eyes, a password appeared in his eyes, he didn't know how he should choose, he didn't know how he should face it.
Because his life is a mess now, but you don't know how you should think about these things, and he doesn't know what he should do in the future.
Therefore, he walked too hard in this journey of love, and he was too confused and tired, but unfortunately now he can't stop and rest, and he doesn't even want to rest.
Because he knew that if he stopped, he would be thrown far away in the middle, she had already lost at the starting line, the boy already had a girlfriend, if she was further away from him again, I am afraid that in the future, there would be no contact at all.
"Actually, I still have feelings for him, and I have feelings for him, so if I am given another chance to try again, I will definitely hold on to it, and I will not let go of it in this life.
I think this relationship is enough for me to last a lifetime, I will not have any sincere feelings for anyone in the future, except for him, maybe this is fate, fate let me meet the pride of the sky, fate let me meet my future Prince Charming, but he does not belong to me, he belongs to someone else.
Even so, I don't want to give up, even if it takes a longer time, I don't hesitate to do it, because I feel that fate may make these two paths of our lives cross again. ”
He didn't believe it, the two of them would eat, and they wouldn't be in touch again, and the two of them would go their separate ways, and there would be no more intersections, so he just wanted to fight again, he just wanted to see himself again, whether there was any hope to be with that boy again, and whether the two of them still had a chance?
Because he doesn't want to marry and have children with a man who has no feelings or even spiritual communication in the future.
She didn't want that, she wanted to make her life better, she wanted to take control of her life, and there was nothing wrong with that, all of this was in his imagination.
However, it was too difficult to achieve it, at least he felt that maybe he would not have a chance in this life, or even hopelessly, even the slightest hope.
"Don't worry, I, as your best friend, will give you this opportunity, I will become your best friend, and I will definitely take care of this matter to the end, whether you like him, he likes you or you like him, he doesn't like you, I will handle this matter for you."
I'm your friend, don't worry, I hope I will definitely get it for you, and I think he should have you in his heart, he knows, you like him so much, how can he not feel a little bit?
You're a famous school girl, so beautiful, isn't he interested in you at all?
I don't believe that. ”
Li Yuehua doesn't believe that any boy is not stealing, and which boy is not affectionate, so in this case, such a beautiful girl, because of what he said in front of him, is he not tempted at all?
This is impossible, even if he is Megumi Yanagishita, I am afraid that there will be something in his heart.
"Forget it, no need, if there is anything at that time, I'll tell you again, now I don't think there's any need to fight so much, just let it be.
If she goes with the flow, maybe there will be another chance, but if she asks for it again, it will make her unhappy, but she will be unhappy. ”
Liu Qing'er shook her head, she felt that if this way of incorporating insurance really made her more angry, or if it ruined the relationship between him and his girlfriend, I am afraid that he would be even deeper and more unkind to himself, which would be even worse.
So in this case, he couldn't allow his best friend to destroy the relationship between those two people, and he was afraid that he would really destroy their relationship, so he told again.
"Okay, okay, you still care about others now, you care about yourself first, what have you become now, you are still thinking about others, you just take care of yourself first, after saying that you don't care about this matter, I will do it for you myself, if something happens, I am responsible for not you to care. ”
What is a real friend, who sticks a knife in your ribs when you are in trouble, and someone who does anything for you is called a friend.
So now he is ready to do all these things for his girlfriend, no matter what the sin is, he can bear it by himself, and he doesn't have to bear any responsibility, this is a real friend.
"You really don't want to do stupid things, I'm going to be very sad if something happens to you, and both of you are me, best friends, one is my favorite person, the other is my favorite best friend, both of you are the most precious people in my life. ”
Liu Qing'er shook her head, afraid that she would do something stupid, and if she angered him at that time, I was afraid that the relationship between them would really fall apart.