Chapter 153: Feelings End with Confession
There are always people in this world who say that there will be repercussions if they don't forget, but not all reverberations will have repercussions, and the so-called repercussions may only be the 1 in 10 million chance.
There are no repercussions, no expectations, no expectations, no disappointment.
For Abin, the best way to not lose may be to never get it, but it is like that he can't wander, can't stay, can't forget each other, his previous step is a catastrophe, and a step back is still a catastrophe.
In the way of hurting himself, he lived until now, and one day, when he got to this point, it was a problem that could not be solved by hurting himself.
"I don't care, the Abin I like is just the man who clenched his fists for a child I never knew, the man who can always give people a warm smile, the person who would rather hurt himself than torture the tenderness of others, he is such a person, giving me the warmth I have never felt, making me want to snuggle up with him in this city, he makes me slowly become selfish, slowly become want to be loved, and make me become unable to wait for a while. She said like a butterfly that still couldn't cross the sea.
Ah Bin stood two steps away from her, but these two steps gave him a feeling that he was separated by too many worlds, and he tried to break free from Wang Xia's tears, but the more he broke free, it seemed that the colic in his heart would hold him tighter and make him even more unable to extricate himself.
Finally, he exhaled deeply, as if he was desperate to be like her, but in an instant, a pair of black hands in his heart stretched out, breaking all the beautiful illusions that Wang Xialuo gave him, Abin's expression stiffened little by little, and his memory was full of broken pictures.
He stretched out his hand tremblingly, unable to grasp it no matter how hard he tried.
"Sister Xia, let me refuse. Abin spit out these six words, as if saying these words is the most difficult thing in this world.
She wiped away her tears, listening to the answer given to her by Abin's pale car, her world slowly turned pale, she laughed slowly, but the laughter was distressing, she wiped away her tears and smiled at Abin: "It's that I'm too greedy, and I'm not satisfied." ”
Ah Bin wanted to speak, but she had already walked up to him, slightly tilted her toes and kissed Ah Bin's cheek, but Ah Bin felt that even her lips were so cold.
"Let's go back. After the kiss, she walked to the car as if nothing had happened.
Abin stood in a trance in front of him like this, he touched his cheek, which was the temperature she left him, he started the car, and the two were speechless all the way.
Before sending her to the central hospital, Abin stopped the car, and Ben opened his mouth to say something to Wang Xialuo, who turned his head and looked at the scenery all the way, but Wang Xialuo turned his head and said first: "Abin, let's not see each other again." ”
Her voice was a little cold, like an ice blade, which pierced Abin's heart for a while.
Abin looked at Wang Xialuo in a daze, her grief was so thorough, before he could speak, Wang Xialuo had already gotten out of the car, and then trotted away like this, leaving a back that made Abin feel familiar.
The sadness in her eyes made Ah Bin unable to calm down in the car for a long time, he took a deep breath, the car was full of her smell, Ah Bin just lay on the seat, feeling as if he had failed the world for a moment, and then became an enemy of the world, he muttered self-deprecatingly: "You are really a villain." ”
But no matter what he said, she didn't come back.
The car roamed through the busy streets, and Ah Bin only felt that his heart had become a mess, as if he had been stuffed with too many things in an instant, so that he didn't know what he should do.
Until he parked the car at the wanderer, Abin didn't sort out a reason, and Wang Xialuo's sad face always unnaturally appeared in his mind, he stepped out of the car, and then walked into the wanderer with straight eyes like a person whose soul had been removed.
The oncoming heat wave made him sober for a while, this was the most lively point of the wanderers, and of course the fourth child at the door noticed the somewhat depressed Ah Bin, he patted Ah Bin's shoulder and gestured.
Ah Bin came back to his senses, and saw that the fourth child looked at him with a concerned face, he shook his head and said, "I'm fine, where is the grandfather?"
The fourth child pointed upstairs, Ah Bin nodded, and then dragged the heavy body upstairs, and the fourth child looked at Ah Bin's back with a complicated face, it was the first time he saw A Bin with such a look, he secretly shook his head.
At the small wine table upstairs, Li Banruo and Lao Wu didn't know what they were talking about, and Abin's sudden appearance made Li Banruo stunned, but when he saw Abin's expression, he seemed to understand something instantly.
Abin sat down between the two, his expression extremely complicated.
"How about the results?" Lao Wu looked at Abin expectantly, but found that Abin's expression was very gloomy, as if he had never seen such an expression in his memory, and instantly understood that he had asked the wrong question, but when he said it, he couldn't take it back.
Li Panruo glared at the extremely thick old five, and then said to Abin: "Messed up?"
Abin nodded and muttered, "Almost." ”
"You refused, didn't you?" Li Banruo seemed to know what was going on easily through Ah Bin's expression, what could make Ah Bin so calm, Li Banruo could only think of that.
Ah Bin nodded bitterly, feeling that this little thing in his heart seemed to be unable to escape Li Panruo's eyes.
"You're really not a gentleman, no matter how good a woman is, I don't think it's worth it for her. Li Banruo scolded without caring about Ah Bin's mood at all.
The fifth child also seemed to see what was going on, and honestly shut his mouth.
Ah Bin smiled, as if he had expected Li Banruo to say this, if he was still persuaded at this time, then it would not be Li Banruo, it seemed that being scolded by Li Banruo would make him feel better, even if he wanted to refute, how could he refute it? Because although what Li Banruo was saying was a little rougher, it was undoubtedly the truth.
"Abin, you are doing evil, such a good woman is good to you wholeheartedly, and you have failed her, this God will definitely not let you go. Li Banruo lit a cigarette, but it seemed that these words were not only for Ah Bin, but also for himself.
Ah Bin lowered his head deeply, listening to Li Panruo's sentence, but muttered in his mouth: "As long as this God's retribution is not retribution, it is okay if it is not retribution, I have such a rotten life, I can withstand the toss, but she can't, she has her own life, she has her own life, and she can't be put into it for such a lifetime because of this three-point hot love and love." ”
Li Banruo listened, his expression slowly sank, and there was a feeling in his heart that he was also a fallen person, he actually already had such an answer in his heart, Abin would definitely reject Wang Xialuo, because he knew this man's character too well, in fact, if it was him, he would also reject Wang Xialuo, because after all, the two were born in two different worlds, Abin is still burdened with a heavy story, three generations of unresolved grievances, a trace of this grievance may ruin Wang Xialuo's life, under such conditions, how dare Abin love easily。
Perhaps the most tormenting thing is not Wang Xialuo, but this man who refused, although it is the old-fashioned Jianghu saying, people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, maybe most people just think it's a joke, but all jokes are derived from the truth.
"She won't see me again, all I can do now is hope that she can forget me as soon as possible, and then meet someone who is worthy of her love and loves him, I am a guest in life, and I will be a clown to stay in her heart, so that the corners of her mouth can be slightly raised every time she thinks about it. A Bin had a self-deprecating smile on his face, looking at the colorful night, and unconsciously entered the play too deeply.
Lao Wu sighed deeply, and actually understood the sadness.
"What a poor child, but this is our rivers and lakes, she may not know how much you have paid for her for the rest of her life, but isn't this a very handsome thing?" Li Panruo took a deep breath and said this.
After hearing this, Abin didn't think that Li Banruo's sentence was ridiculous at all, but suddenly a smile appeared on his face and said, "She is exceptionally beautiful today." ”
"How beautiful?"
"It's so beautiful that that figure can't be erased anymore. Abin replied.
Li Panruo smiled, and his smile was particularly sad.
However, Abin thought of something at this time, about the conversation he heard in the bathroom, but in the face of Li Panruo, he really didn't know how to mention it, but said inadvertently: "I met Brother Xing in the class reunion, but I didn't expect Brother Xing to be Wang Xialuo's classmate." ”
Li Panruo was stunned, and seemed to feel that the degree of this coincidence was a little weird, and then said, "You met?"
"Sort of. Abin nodded slightly, he was still hesitating whether to tell Li Banruo what he heard in the bathroom, but after all, he only heard a few words, and he really couldn't tell what the inside story was.
Li Panruo saw the unspeakable concealment on Ah Bin's face, and he asked, "If you have anything to say, you can just say it." ”
Seeing Li Banruo asking, Abin felt a little flustered, and subconsciously shook his head and said, "It's nothing." ”
Li Panruo nodded suspiciously.
"Have you ever thought that Brother Xing is actually not the kind of person you think?"
Li Panruo's expression slowly sank, and he said: "Brother Xing has been squatting for us for four years, who do you say he is? Brother Xing will always be kind to me, Abin, do you have any misunderstanding about Brother Xing?"
Ah Bin looked at Li Banruo's extremely serious appearance, shook his head silently and said, "Maybe it's just my illusion." ”