Chapter 35: Comprehension of the Favorite

Mixing mouths is just a temporary benefit of the tongue. After Jian Hao hung up the phone, his mood was not calm at all. He thought that he had left in a hurry in the morning, and he didn't say hello to Shi Xiaonian, and she seemed to be busy with breakfast......

At that time, he didn't even react, because he was busy thinking about his own affairs, and now that he thinks about it, Jian Hao feels that he seems to have gone too far.

It's just, everything has been done, what should I do now?

Apologize?

No, women don't like to apologize, they like men to be attentive, even if sometimes men do small and inconspicuous things with their hearts, but it is enough to move women.

Jian Hao sat on the sofa and pondered for a while, he was thinking about how to coax Shi Xiaonian. At this time, a phone call disrupted his thoughts, he picked up the microphone and said to the other party, "Hello, I'm Jian Hao." ”

"Jian Hao, it's me, Xiaoyun. Hua Xiaoyun's voice sounded, Jian Hao subconsciously frowned, every time Hua Xiaoyun looked for him, he would have a hunch that nothing good would happen.

Hua Xiaoyun said: "Today is my sister's memorial day, when will you come over?"

Her words made Jian Hao come back to his senses in an instant. Yes, today is Hua Xiaoyun's sacrifice day, no wonder he always feels like he has something he hasn't done. He patted his head and looked at the time, it was already half past eight, he withdrew his gaze, stared at the pen holder on the table, and said to Hua Xiaoyun: "Nine o'clock will be on time." ”

"Okay!" As soon as Jian Hao came over after hearing this, Hua Xiaoyun's tone couldn't help but be surprised. But she held back, she said, "I'll wait for you at home." ”

"Hmm. Jian Hao hummed lightly, he hung up the phone, sat on the sofa and frowned and thought for a while, and finally got up and rushed towards the Hua family.

When he arrived at Hua's house, it was exactly nine o'clock and eight sharp, and Hua Xiaoyun was standing at the door waiting for him. Looking at the happy look on her face, Jian Hao was silent.

He got out of the car, Hua Xiaoyun walked in front, what she said, Jian Hao didn't listen carefully. At this time, his heart was heavy. He seemed to remember what Hua Xiaohui said to him on the day she died.

She wants him to take good care of his father and sister, and she also wants him to take good care of Jian Xiaoyang and prevent him from being bullied. And these, Jian Hao has done so far, but in fact, there is not a single one.

This made him feel guilty, and he was sorry for Hua Xiaohui.

Mr. Hua was already in the hall, his hands behind his back, looking out the window. When Jian Hao arrived, Mr. Hua turned around, he looked at Jian Hao, and said in a deep voice, "You're here." ”

"I'm coming. Jian Hao nodded.

"Sit down. Mr. Hua pointed casually and motioned for Jian Hao to take a seat.

The three of them sat down, and Mr. Hua casually asked about Jian Hao's current situation, and Jian Hao didn't hide it, and said it honestly. It's not that he doesn't want to hide it, but what Mr. Hua wants to know, he never doesn't know it, and it's useless to hide it.

After chatting about some family matters, Jian Hao asked about business, he asked Mr. Hua when the sacrifice would start, and Mr. Hua told him: "Ten o'clock." ”

So, Jian Hao sat on the chair and waited. Mr. Hua went back to the room, his health has been getting worse and worse recently, he is tired at every turn, he needs to go back to the room to rest.

There were only Jian Hao and Hua Xiaoyun left in the hall, Hua Xiaoyun asked Jian Hao if the trip was pleasant, Jian Hao nodded, he didn't seem to want to talk more.

He didn't say a word, Hua Xiaoyun couldn't sit still, she didn't want Jian Hao to treat her like this. She has been in silence and repetition, she has had the idea of breaking up Jian Hao and Shi Xiaonian more than once, but if she really does this, then what can she do?

Jian Hao doesn't love her, if she treats Shi Xiaonian well, Jian Hao may not forgive her in her life. And Hua Xiaoyun didn't want to see this scene.

But she is still unwilling in her heart, she has paid so much, why can't she get anything in the end? Can't get it, she doesn't want to do this, she just needs Jian Hao to care a little bit, a little care, even if she can occupy a small position in his heart, she is satisfied.

But no, the cruel reality told her that in Jian Hao's heart, there was no place for her. Even if there used to be, now, there is really nothing left.

At the beginning of the festival, a light rain began to fall in the sky. The sky was gloomy and oppressive. Jian Hao looked ahead, he seemed to recall the afternoon when Hua Xiaoyun passed away.

That afternoon, it was also such weather, in the ward, Hua Xiaohui was so sick that she couldn't get out of bed, her lips were pale, and her face was as white as paper. She coughed violently, the atmosphere in the room was very oppressive, and Jian Hao sat beside her.

Hua Xiaohui was smooth and said to Jian Hao: "Ah Hao, I'm about to pass away, I think, there are some things I have to say to you now, if I don't say it now, maybe I won't have a chance." ”

"Don't say that, Xiaohui, you'll be fine, trust me. Jian Hao hugged Hua Xiaohui tightly, he wanted to give Hua Xiaohui strength, but Hua Xiaohui was too clear about her body.

She looked at Jian Hao's side face and smiled slightly, her face filled with happiness: "Ah Hao, I can marry you in this life, I have no regrets, I am very happy, really." ”

Even after marriage, Jian Hao spent very little time with her, but Hua Xiaohui has no regrets, she has always loved Jian Hao deeply, and being able to become Jian Hao's bride is her greatest wish in this life. Now that she has achieved it, what does she have to ask for and be dissatisfied with?

Jian Hao felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and blamed him, if he usually paid more attention to Hua Xiaohui a little more, things would not have come to this point. Hua Xiaohui looked at Jian Hao's self-blaming look, she stretched out her hand, stroked Jian Hao's face, and said softly: "Ah Hao, don't blame yourself, I love you, being able to marry you in this life is my greatest happiness." In the future, if I am gone, you must take good care of yourself, eat on time, your stomach is not good, you can't drink, and you can't stay up late......"

Hua Xiaohui told Jian Hao, what she said was all trivial, but Jian Hao was so sad that she couldn't speak. This woman has been with him since he got married, during which his business has had ups and downs, and there have been times of frustration, but no matter what his life is, Hua Xiaohui has always been with him.

This woman, silently, has given too much for him, her best years have been given to him, and everything she has is dedicated to him. However, she never had the luxury of getting anything, as if being by Jian Hao's side was her greatest wish.

……

Jian Hao's thoughts fluctuated, and his face was very complicated. Hua Xiaoyun was holding incense in her hand, white smoke curling, she glanced at Jian Hao, Jian Hao seemed to be still thinking about things, Hua Xiaoyun didn't interrupt him, but when it was time to insert incense, she reached out and took the incense from Jian Hao's hand.

Mr. Hua's face had a look of sorrow, Hua Xiaohui and Hua Xiaoyun, two sisters, lost their mothers since childhood, and he was both a father and a mother to raise the two sisters, thinking that when they grew up, they each had something to rely on, so he didn't have to worry about it anymore.

But now it seems...... He regrets it so much, his daughter has grown up, but no matter how he grows up, the child is always a child, as long as he is alive for a day, he should not rest assured, if he has a snack at that time, Hua Xiaohui will not have an accident.

Mr. Hua was not in good health, so Hua Xiaoyun sent him back to the room. Jian Hao was sitting in the hall, his mind blank. It's been so long, and it's long since it's gone, but in the same way, if you can't get over, you can't get over.

He couldn't forgive himself.

Over the years, because of this incident, although he is no different from before on the surface, he has long been depressed. He didn't do what Hua Xiaohui said on his deathbed, take good care of himself, take good care of Jian Xiaoyang, and even, after he didn't fulfill the responsibilities of a husband, he didn't even fulfill his father's responsibilities in the end.

Jian Xiaoyang hated him at the beginning, and there was a reason.

Jian Hao saw Hua Xiaoyun coming out of *, and he got up and was about to leave. Hua Xiaoyun left him for lunch, but Jian Hao refused.

Jian Hao thought that he had made a woman sad before, and now he couldn't make his own woman sad anymore. He's going home, he's going home and waiting for the woman he loves to come back.

Hua Xiaoyun saw that Jian Hao was so resolute, she didn't say anything, just left her with a back to leave. Hua Xiaoyun's hand was propped up on the door frame and watched Jian Hao drive away.

She laughed at herself, sure enough, in this world, there are some things that are not their own unless they are forced.

And she thought about forcing it, but she didn't make up her mind for a long time.

One is that Mr. Hua's health is not good now, Hua Xiaoyun doesn't want her old father to worry about herself anymore, and the other is that she feels that the time has not yet come.

Jian Hao and Shi Xiaonian did not become an official husband and wife, which shows that she still has a chance. And this opportunity, although it is very slim, Hua Xiaoyun is unwilling to let it go, let alone miss it.

Jian Hao drove all the way home, and his mobile phone was turned off. He handed over the company's affairs to his assistant to take care of, and he also instructed that if he couldn't do it or couldn't decide, he would call Jian Jie and ask for her opinion.

As Jian Hao's aunt, Jian Jie is really not easy. She has also paid for Jian Hao over the years, however, because of some shackles and confinement, she has never been offside for so many years.

She is not the biological daughter of the Jian family, but Jian Hao's grandparents adopted her from the welfare home. As for the reason for adoption, after so many years, Jian Jie didn't know, but she just pretended not to care.

At first, she was just the child daughter-in-law of the Jane family, but later she ......

Jian Jie received a call from Jian Hao, and Jian Hao told her that when the company was temporarily handed over to her to take care of, Jian Jie really didn't know what to say. However, she did not refuse. What Jian Hao asked her, she never refused because of her own reasons, she decided to dedicate her life and life to the Jian family.

She has no regrets about everything.